Held Captive
Ellie has a passion Craig has a band Spinner has a secret, how will it all end?
Contains; Romance, Discussions about cutting
Pairings; Ellie?, Ashley Craig, Marco Dylan
Chapter Six; Stay With Me
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I awake to the mumbles of words around me. Everything seems blurry at first but then all comes into focus. I still feel shaky and cold. A man covered in blue clothing looks down at me. I blink.
"She's coming-" is all I hear. I blink again. "Eleanor? Eleanor, can you hear me?" the man asks. I try hard to nod. I think I do. Where am I? I try to sit up, but I seem too weak. I lay back down. "I'm Dr. Rios-"
"What am I doing here?" I whisper.
"Eleanor, just continue lying down, okay?" he says.
"My name is Ellie," I say firmly. My head pounds and my arm throbs. Oh my gosh! My arm! "Where am I? Why am I here?" I say a little louder.
"Please, stay calm, Ellie. Try to relax," he says.
"I am relaxed. Please, tell me, why am I here?"
"A young man named," he looks at a paper. "Mr. Gavin Mason found you in a washroom stall back at your school, where you were discovered with a great amount of blood-" I cut him off by sitting up and I ignore the fact that my arm stings. "Please lye back-"
"Spinner saw this?!" I say almost shouting. I begin to panic. He presses down on my shoulders.
"Please, just get some rest," I jerk away from him.
"Don't touch me!" I say loudly. I start to get off of the bed and then through the door he comes. Spinner. Standing there. We stare at each other. His eyes are wide and worried. I can't breathe.
"Ellie," Spinner says coming closer. The doctor approaches him.
"Let her rest, Mr. Mason. She needs to stay calm," he says to her. He nods. I get back into the bed and cover myself up. I just lye down hoping he will go away. I stay still. I look in the other direction. I can hear Spinner say something then I hear the door shut. Something tells me it wasn't Spinner who left. I hear creeks coming towards me.
"Ellie," Spinner whispers. My eyes shift.
"Just go, Spinner," I say. Silence falls. Then I finally speak, "you weren't meant to see me like that," I find myself caught up in trying to converse. He sighs.
"It's a mystery to me why you would do something like this to yourself, Ellie," I can hear anger in his voice.
"It's no mystery," I snap.
"What is so horrible about your life that you have to cut yourself over?" He asks. I flinch at the word. I swallow. I decide not to answer but cry. I bite my lip and all of a sudden I know he senses me weeping. "Ellie, it's just that," he pauses. "People shouldn't hurt their selves for nothing I mean it's stupid-" I cut him off. I turn to him tears streaming down my cheeks.
"It's not stupid! No one listened, Spinner! Everyone was damn concerned but no one ever helped! All I got were questions I always answered the same," I sob. He looks at me deeply. I cry hard.
"I never knew about anything, Ellie. I would have done anything I could to help," he says sweetly.
"It's kind of too late don't you think?" I say burying myself in the pillow. "You can't help me."
"You scared me," he says. I sniffle. "When I found you," he continued.
"I didn't think I would be found," I admit. He looked like he was going to cry.
"I didn't know what to do, I-I thought you were dead," he tripped over his words. I look up at him. "Even if you think I'm some cold heartless stupid guy, I'm not. I do have feelings," he assures me. I look down at my arm. Covered in bandages that have turned red. "You were bleeding a lot," he says.
"Spinner, I wish I could stop but I-" I pause. "I just need someone who really cares," I sob. I'm telling Spinner this out of all people.
"I wish I would have known sooner. I would have done something. Stayed with you," he said ignoring my arm. I look up at him.
"You would have stayed with me?" I ask. His eyes sparkle.
"Ellie, I would have done anything for you! Okay, you doing this scares me you're hurting yourself. Ellie, you could have died," he gives me the lecture. I nod and look down at my arm again. He keeps his eyes on me. "Yeah, I would have stayed with you," he finally answers. It sounds weird, to be doing this in a hospital in this situation, but I smile. Somehow I find a way through all my miseries and smile at him. He wipes his nose and starts to walk away from my side. "I should get going," he says.
"No," I call out. He turns and looks at me. I bite my lip. "Stay with me," I say. He looks around before coming back to my side. He bends down alongside me and he takes my hand into his. I lye there and look at him even as my arm aches, I still feel happy. This is beyond me, why I'm holding Spinner's hand. But he's staying with me, that's all I've ever needed. From anyone.
A/N: This story has all emotions. Ellie and? Craig or Spinner? I think you'll know.
Ellie has a passion Craig has a band Spinner has a secret, how will it all end?
Contains; Romance, Discussions about cutting
Pairings; Ellie?, Ashley Craig, Marco Dylan
Chapter Six; Stay With Me
+ - + - +
I awake to the mumbles of words around me. Everything seems blurry at first but then all comes into focus. I still feel shaky and cold. A man covered in blue clothing looks down at me. I blink.
"She's coming-" is all I hear. I blink again. "Eleanor? Eleanor, can you hear me?" the man asks. I try hard to nod. I think I do. Where am I? I try to sit up, but I seem too weak. I lay back down. "I'm Dr. Rios-"
"What am I doing here?" I whisper.
"Eleanor, just continue lying down, okay?" he says.
"My name is Ellie," I say firmly. My head pounds and my arm throbs. Oh my gosh! My arm! "Where am I? Why am I here?" I say a little louder.
"Please, stay calm, Ellie. Try to relax," he says.
"I am relaxed. Please, tell me, why am I here?"
"A young man named," he looks at a paper. "Mr. Gavin Mason found you in a washroom stall back at your school, where you were discovered with a great amount of blood-" I cut him off by sitting up and I ignore the fact that my arm stings. "Please lye back-"
"Spinner saw this?!" I say almost shouting. I begin to panic. He presses down on my shoulders.
"Please, just get some rest," I jerk away from him.
"Don't touch me!" I say loudly. I start to get off of the bed and then through the door he comes. Spinner. Standing there. We stare at each other. His eyes are wide and worried. I can't breathe.
"Ellie," Spinner says coming closer. The doctor approaches him.
"Let her rest, Mr. Mason. She needs to stay calm," he says to her. He nods. I get back into the bed and cover myself up. I just lye down hoping he will go away. I stay still. I look in the other direction. I can hear Spinner say something then I hear the door shut. Something tells me it wasn't Spinner who left. I hear creeks coming towards me.
"Ellie," Spinner whispers. My eyes shift.
"Just go, Spinner," I say. Silence falls. Then I finally speak, "you weren't meant to see me like that," I find myself caught up in trying to converse. He sighs.
"It's a mystery to me why you would do something like this to yourself, Ellie," I can hear anger in his voice.
"It's no mystery," I snap.
"What is so horrible about your life that you have to cut yourself over?" He asks. I flinch at the word. I swallow. I decide not to answer but cry. I bite my lip and all of a sudden I know he senses me weeping. "Ellie, it's just that," he pauses. "People shouldn't hurt their selves for nothing I mean it's stupid-" I cut him off. I turn to him tears streaming down my cheeks.
"It's not stupid! No one listened, Spinner! Everyone was damn concerned but no one ever helped! All I got were questions I always answered the same," I sob. He looks at me deeply. I cry hard.
"I never knew about anything, Ellie. I would have done anything I could to help," he says sweetly.
"It's kind of too late don't you think?" I say burying myself in the pillow. "You can't help me."
"You scared me," he says. I sniffle. "When I found you," he continued.
"I didn't think I would be found," I admit. He looked like he was going to cry.
"I didn't know what to do, I-I thought you were dead," he tripped over his words. I look up at him. "Even if you think I'm some cold heartless stupid guy, I'm not. I do have feelings," he assures me. I look down at my arm. Covered in bandages that have turned red. "You were bleeding a lot," he says.
"Spinner, I wish I could stop but I-" I pause. "I just need someone who really cares," I sob. I'm telling Spinner this out of all people.
"I wish I would have known sooner. I would have done something. Stayed with you," he said ignoring my arm. I look up at him.
"You would have stayed with me?" I ask. His eyes sparkle.
"Ellie, I would have done anything for you! Okay, you doing this scares me you're hurting yourself. Ellie, you could have died," he gives me the lecture. I nod and look down at my arm again. He keeps his eyes on me. "Yeah, I would have stayed with you," he finally answers. It sounds weird, to be doing this in a hospital in this situation, but I smile. Somehow I find a way through all my miseries and smile at him. He wipes his nose and starts to walk away from my side. "I should get going," he says.
"No," I call out. He turns and looks at me. I bite my lip. "Stay with me," I say. He looks around before coming back to my side. He bends down alongside me and he takes my hand into his. I lye there and look at him even as my arm aches, I still feel happy. This is beyond me, why I'm holding Spinner's hand. But he's staying with me, that's all I've ever needed. From anyone.
A/N: This story has all emotions. Ellie and? Craig or Spinner? I think you'll know.