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Warning: This story contains Shounen ai and yaoi which means male/male stuff. Don't like it don't read it!
A/N: First Final Fantasy VIII story. The title has nothing to do with the story but I couldn't think of anything and I thought of this story when I was listening to a song from Evanescence called Lies .No this is not a songfic .Anyway on with the story
''talking'' 'thinking' *thinking about the past not really flashbacks*
Lies
~~~~Chapter 2~~~~Squall's pov~~~~
He's standing there like every other night. What or who is he thinking about ?I tried talking to him about whatever has been bothering him but he wouldn't tell.
'' Zell come inside your gonna get sick.''
'' I'll be there in a minute.''
'' Zell..-'' I started but he cut me off.
'' I'll be there in a minute! ''
I sigh and turn around to get back in bed. He was always like this at night. It hurts me that he won't talk to me about it. I sometimes get the feeling he doesn't trust me. This is driving me crazy. Why can't he just tell me? This has been driving us apart the last few weeks. I love him. I loved him ever since I met him. I was cold to him when we met. I didn't like the feelings I was feeling when I saw him. Soon I couldn't get enough of the feelings.
* But then Rinoa came and things changed .My feeling feelings for Zell didn't change, but I started to pull away from him. I lost hope in a relationship with him. How could someone as Zell love a cold bastard like me? Rinoa loved me or it seemed that way. So she was a little crazy but who isn't? found out how crazy she was when I heard she had told everyone in Garden that we were getting married. I talked to Zell that night. After the war we became best friends but my feelings for him were still there. He told me to cancel the wedding if I didn't want to marry her.*
*I didn't listen to him and I realized that that was the biggest mistake of my life. There were three things that could happen: 1)I leave Rinoa and tell Zell how I feel and find out that he love's me as well. 2)I leave Rinoa,tell Zell how I feel and get my heartbroken because he doesn't want me. 3)I marry Rinoa and will always wonder what would have happend if I told Zell. I made up my mind. I was going to tell Zell. The only problem was how. I was in a church with two hundred people who I hardly knew, and I had to say my 'I do' now.*
* I finally got the courage and said 'no'. Of course Rinoa started whining and everybody was shocked. When Rinoa asked ' Why not Squall? Don't you love me? ' I turned around to face Zell who didn't look surprised about my what I just did. He did look surprised when I kissed him. The whole church fell quiet the moment our lips touched. When I pulled away I looked into his beautiful eyes. 'I love you Zell' was all I said. Then he said the words I always wanted to hear from him ' I love you Squall '*
* Rinoa started calling us faggots and every other word that her little mind could come up with. After a while her father dragged her out of the church.*
Now Zell and I live in a nice apartment in Deling. After a year of being a headmaster, we moved here. I never wanted to be the headmaster, but Cid decided he had enough of his job and told me to do it. I did the same. I just told Quistis to take over and that me and Zell were moving to Deling. She wasn't happy about it but she decided to do it.
I buried myself under the covers even more. It was getting cold inside and it didn't seem like Zell was going to come inside anytime soon.
'' Zell please come inside or close the doors. I'm getting cold.''
He decided to come inside and finally closed the doors. He stood there looking at me for awhile before crawling into bed and kissing me.
''Goodnight love.'' I said knowing he didn't feel like making love.
''Goodnight babe'' He said before falling asleep.
'I love you Zell'
That was my last thought before I fell asleep.
~~tbc~~
a/n: I just want to thank everyone who reviewed so far and illusion..impossible the pairings in this story will be Seifer/Zell and Squall/Zell maybe a Seifer/Zell/Squall but I'm not sure yet. Please review and if you have any idea's for this story please tell me maybe I'll use them.
Warning: This story contains Shounen ai and yaoi which means male/male stuff. Don't like it don't read it!
A/N: First Final Fantasy VIII story. The title has nothing to do with the story but I couldn't think of anything and I thought of this story when I was listening to a song from Evanescence called Lies .No this is not a songfic .Anyway on with the story
''talking'' 'thinking' *thinking about the past not really flashbacks*
Lies
~~~~Chapter 2~~~~Squall's pov~~~~
He's standing there like every other night. What or who is he thinking about ?I tried talking to him about whatever has been bothering him but he wouldn't tell.
'' Zell come inside your gonna get sick.''
'' I'll be there in a minute.''
'' Zell..-'' I started but he cut me off.
'' I'll be there in a minute! ''
I sigh and turn around to get back in bed. He was always like this at night. It hurts me that he won't talk to me about it. I sometimes get the feeling he doesn't trust me. This is driving me crazy. Why can't he just tell me? This has been driving us apart the last few weeks. I love him. I loved him ever since I met him. I was cold to him when we met. I didn't like the feelings I was feeling when I saw him. Soon I couldn't get enough of the feelings.
* But then Rinoa came and things changed .My feeling feelings for Zell didn't change, but I started to pull away from him. I lost hope in a relationship with him. How could someone as Zell love a cold bastard like me? Rinoa loved me or it seemed that way. So she was a little crazy but who isn't? found out how crazy she was when I heard she had told everyone in Garden that we were getting married. I talked to Zell that night. After the war we became best friends but my feelings for him were still there. He told me to cancel the wedding if I didn't want to marry her.*
*I didn't listen to him and I realized that that was the biggest mistake of my life. There were three things that could happen: 1)I leave Rinoa and tell Zell how I feel and find out that he love's me as well. 2)I leave Rinoa,tell Zell how I feel and get my heartbroken because he doesn't want me. 3)I marry Rinoa and will always wonder what would have happend if I told Zell. I made up my mind. I was going to tell Zell. The only problem was how. I was in a church with two hundred people who I hardly knew, and I had to say my 'I do' now.*
* I finally got the courage and said 'no'. Of course Rinoa started whining and everybody was shocked. When Rinoa asked ' Why not Squall? Don't you love me? ' I turned around to face Zell who didn't look surprised about my what I just did. He did look surprised when I kissed him. The whole church fell quiet the moment our lips touched. When I pulled away I looked into his beautiful eyes. 'I love you Zell' was all I said. Then he said the words I always wanted to hear from him ' I love you Squall '*
* Rinoa started calling us faggots and every other word that her little mind could come up with. After a while her father dragged her out of the church.*
Now Zell and I live in a nice apartment in Deling. After a year of being a headmaster, we moved here. I never wanted to be the headmaster, but Cid decided he had enough of his job and told me to do it. I did the same. I just told Quistis to take over and that me and Zell were moving to Deling. She wasn't happy about it but she decided to do it.
I buried myself under the covers even more. It was getting cold inside and it didn't seem like Zell was going to come inside anytime soon.
'' Zell please come inside or close the doors. I'm getting cold.''
He decided to come inside and finally closed the doors. He stood there looking at me for awhile before crawling into bed and kissing me.
''Goodnight love.'' I said knowing he didn't feel like making love.
''Goodnight babe'' He said before falling asleep.
'I love you Zell'
That was my last thought before I fell asleep.
~~tbc~~
a/n: I just want to thank everyone who reviewed so far and illusion..impossible the pairings in this story will be Seifer/Zell and Squall/Zell maybe a Seifer/Zell/Squall but I'm not sure yet. Please review and if you have any idea's for this story please tell me maybe I'll use them.