Disclaimer: I only own the story. Squaresoft owns the characters. :( If I
owned the story Rinoa would have died and there would be lots of Yaoi in it
:P.
Warning: This story contains Shounen ai and yaoi which means male/male stuff. Don't like it don't read it! Rinoa bashing and more stuff to come I'll let you know when I know :P
A/N: First Final Fantasy VIII story. The title has nothing to do with the story but I couldn't think of anything and I thought of this story when I was listening to a song from Evanescence called Lies .No this is not a songfic .Anyway on with the story
''talking''
//thinking//
*past*
Lies
~~~~Chapter 4~~~~ Squall pov~~~~
''Come on Squallie let's go and check out that new club I heard so much about.'' Whined Zell.
// No way no how are we going out tonight! // Squall thought while reading a book and trying to ignore his lover.
''Fine I'll go alone, maybe I'll find a nice guy who will go out with me!'' That said, Zell walked into the bedroom to put on some nice clothes.
''Fine go finally some peace and quiet in this place.'' Yelled Squall.
''Are you saying that I can just go find a nice guy and fuck his brains out?'' Squall had enough of the conversation and decided to shut Zell up.
''Yeah go ahead it's not like you haven't done that before.'' The words left his mouth before he could think about them. // Wrong choice of words Squall! //
''What the fuck is that supposed to mean? Are you saying that I cheated on you? That I don't love you?'' Zell yelled while storming out of the bedroom.
Squall didn't say anything knowing that if he said more it would only become worse.
Zell obviously took this the wrong way. '' Oh, I get it... You want me gone so you can go back to that slut Rinoa. '' This caught his attention.
'' You think I still want that that... thing? '' He watched as Zell walked back into the bedroom still waiting for an answer. However his attention got caught when he heard Zell going through some stuff.
// What the hell is he doing? // Right after that, Zell walked out of the bedroom holding all of Squall's clothes. ''Go back to that skinny whore and leave me the fuck alone!'' That said Zell when he dumped the clothes on the floor and walked into the bedroom again this time closing the door with a loud bang.
Squall sat there not sure about what to do. He stood up and walked into the bedroom, knowing very well that Zell could beat the crap out of him but he didn't care. His heart broke when he saw Zell lying on the bed crying his heart out.
''Zell I'm sorry, I didn't mean it when I said that you slept with other guys. I don't know why I said that, I guess I said it because you were acting so distant the last few days so I assumed that you were seeing someone else. I know that it's stupid of me but I couldn't help but think it, and I know that I should never doubt your love but you have to know one thing, I love you more then life itself. If you still want me to leave I will.''
Zell sat up straight in the mean time. ''I don't want you to leave Squall and I shouldn't have reacted that way I guess... It's just the fact that I've been sitting still for the last week because I was sick and I just need to get out and do something.''
'' Then let's go do something. Get changed so we can go.'' Squall smiled when Zell jumped of the bed and started looking for something to wear. // I'll just have to call in sick tomorrow.// He quickly went to find some clothes for himself. '' I take it that you will be hanging up my clothes in the morning?'' Squall asked Zell. Zell just smiled and continued to get dressed.
Once they were both dressed they left the apartment and got into the car. '' So where is this club?'' Asked Squall while starting the engine. '' It's close to mabels diner.'' Answered Zell. About 30 minutes later they arrived at the club. Squall parked the car and they both got out and walked towards the club.
Squall looked around the room when they were inside the club. // Not bad.// The place was full of people. Some dancing and some sat the bar. Squall and Zell walked to the bar to get something to drink when one of the men turned around and almost walked into Zell. // He looks familiar.//
''S....Seif?'' He heard Zell ask. // Seifer? No way.// But when Squall saw the look of panic on the face he knew it was Seifer. He wanted to say something but Seifer ran out of the club and Zell was right behind him. // Did I miss something? //
Squall quickly walked out of the club in search for his lover and Seifer, but when he found them his heart stopped. // No this can't be. // Seifer and Zell were kissing right in front of his eyes. Squall couldn't stand there anymore. He wanted to say something but the words wouldn't come so he ran. He kept running not caring where he was going.
// This can't be real. I thought you loved me Zell. How could I have been so blind? How could I have been so stupid to open my heart again. I can't take it anymore! I had enough of the pain.// Tears were now falling down his cheeks but he didn't wipe them away. He felt tired yet he kept running. He closed his eyes but only saw the image of Seifer and Zell kissing. He opened his eyes when he heard the sound of a car but it was to late and his sight became black......
TBC...
A/N I'm thinkin that this is the longest chappie I ever wrote :D poor Squall. I didn't want him to have a accident but well it was there before I knew it and I'm thinking something nice now with Squall and the driver of the car :P Sorry it took so long to update I just got stuck writing and I'll be sleeping at work tomorrow :P 3 more hours before I should get up hehe oh well. I'll try to update as soon as I can. Drop a review on your way out thanks.
Love Caska
Warning: This story contains Shounen ai and yaoi which means male/male stuff. Don't like it don't read it! Rinoa bashing and more stuff to come I'll let you know when I know :P
A/N: First Final Fantasy VIII story. The title has nothing to do with the story but I couldn't think of anything and I thought of this story when I was listening to a song from Evanescence called Lies .No this is not a songfic .Anyway on with the story
''talking''
//thinking//
*past*
Lies
~~~~Chapter 4~~~~ Squall pov~~~~
''Come on Squallie let's go and check out that new club I heard so much about.'' Whined Zell.
// No way no how are we going out tonight! // Squall thought while reading a book and trying to ignore his lover.
''Fine I'll go alone, maybe I'll find a nice guy who will go out with me!'' That said, Zell walked into the bedroom to put on some nice clothes.
''Fine go finally some peace and quiet in this place.'' Yelled Squall.
''Are you saying that I can just go find a nice guy and fuck his brains out?'' Squall had enough of the conversation and decided to shut Zell up.
''Yeah go ahead it's not like you haven't done that before.'' The words left his mouth before he could think about them. // Wrong choice of words Squall! //
''What the fuck is that supposed to mean? Are you saying that I cheated on you? That I don't love you?'' Zell yelled while storming out of the bedroom.
Squall didn't say anything knowing that if he said more it would only become worse.
Zell obviously took this the wrong way. '' Oh, I get it... You want me gone so you can go back to that slut Rinoa. '' This caught his attention.
'' You think I still want that that... thing? '' He watched as Zell walked back into the bedroom still waiting for an answer. However his attention got caught when he heard Zell going through some stuff.
// What the hell is he doing? // Right after that, Zell walked out of the bedroom holding all of Squall's clothes. ''Go back to that skinny whore and leave me the fuck alone!'' That said Zell when he dumped the clothes on the floor and walked into the bedroom again this time closing the door with a loud bang.
Squall sat there not sure about what to do. He stood up and walked into the bedroom, knowing very well that Zell could beat the crap out of him but he didn't care. His heart broke when he saw Zell lying on the bed crying his heart out.
''Zell I'm sorry, I didn't mean it when I said that you slept with other guys. I don't know why I said that, I guess I said it because you were acting so distant the last few days so I assumed that you were seeing someone else. I know that it's stupid of me but I couldn't help but think it, and I know that I should never doubt your love but you have to know one thing, I love you more then life itself. If you still want me to leave I will.''
Zell sat up straight in the mean time. ''I don't want you to leave Squall and I shouldn't have reacted that way I guess... It's just the fact that I've been sitting still for the last week because I was sick and I just need to get out and do something.''
'' Then let's go do something. Get changed so we can go.'' Squall smiled when Zell jumped of the bed and started looking for something to wear. // I'll just have to call in sick tomorrow.// He quickly went to find some clothes for himself. '' I take it that you will be hanging up my clothes in the morning?'' Squall asked Zell. Zell just smiled and continued to get dressed.
Once they were both dressed they left the apartment and got into the car. '' So where is this club?'' Asked Squall while starting the engine. '' It's close to mabels diner.'' Answered Zell. About 30 minutes later they arrived at the club. Squall parked the car and they both got out and walked towards the club.
Squall looked around the room when they were inside the club. // Not bad.// The place was full of people. Some dancing and some sat the bar. Squall and Zell walked to the bar to get something to drink when one of the men turned around and almost walked into Zell. // He looks familiar.//
''S....Seif?'' He heard Zell ask. // Seifer? No way.// But when Squall saw the look of panic on the face he knew it was Seifer. He wanted to say something but Seifer ran out of the club and Zell was right behind him. // Did I miss something? //
Squall quickly walked out of the club in search for his lover and Seifer, but when he found them his heart stopped. // No this can't be. // Seifer and Zell were kissing right in front of his eyes. Squall couldn't stand there anymore. He wanted to say something but the words wouldn't come so he ran. He kept running not caring where he was going.
// This can't be real. I thought you loved me Zell. How could I have been so blind? How could I have been so stupid to open my heart again. I can't take it anymore! I had enough of the pain.// Tears were now falling down his cheeks but he didn't wipe them away. He felt tired yet he kept running. He closed his eyes but only saw the image of Seifer and Zell kissing. He opened his eyes when he heard the sound of a car but it was to late and his sight became black......
TBC...
A/N I'm thinkin that this is the longest chappie I ever wrote :D poor Squall. I didn't want him to have a accident but well it was there before I knew it and I'm thinking something nice now with Squall and the driver of the car :P Sorry it took so long to update I just got stuck writing and I'll be sleeping at work tomorrow :P 3 more hours before I should get up hehe oh well. I'll try to update as soon as I can. Drop a review on your way out thanks.
Love Caska