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A/N: Thx for the reviews! ^_^ As always, they're my motivation. I have individual comments this time at the end.
Sorry this took a while to get out. My Theory exam is coming up very soon and I want to pass . . . Plus I've recently discovered Photoshop! ^_^ I've been making wallpapers. . . some based on this fic. They're really horrible, but if you're interested, you can email me. I've written the next 2 chapters so those should be posted soon too. ^_^
In the last chapter, the quotation "" marks were a little weird-ified on my computer. I apologize for that, if anyone else had the same problem (-.- ;;). Stupid computer.
Here's the next chapter! Enjoy!
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"Cousin? What cousin?" Rin questioned, puzzlement shining in her eyes.
Kagura was equally surprised, and she looked at Yuki, who said nothing.
Suddenly, at that moment, Tohru bustled in through the door, followed shortly by Kyou. "Tadaima!" Both of them said.
Rin looked at the door, horror painted on her face. Tohru looked back at the black-haired girl, surprise tangled within her features. Kyou couldn't contain his shock. "Rin!"
Yuki looked at Tohru. Kagura stared at Kyou questioningly. But Rin's gaze never left the other girl.
"It's been a while." Tohru greeted.
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The air in the room was silent and depressing. Kagura's tears would not stop flowing, as Yuki paced around the room, anger, pity, and disappointment brewed into one confused boy. Kyou faced away from both people, stuck in his own world, head bent low in shame.
"Poor Tohru-chan. . . poor Tohru-chan. . . how could. . . she doesn't deserve something like that. . ." Kagura spoke, tears pouring. "How did she live. . . she must've missed them so much. . . if it were me, I'd. . . I'd. . ."
Kagura covered her face in trembling hands, sobbing continuously. Yuki put a reassuring hand on her shoulder.
"You never told me the story this way. . ." He said quietly. "You just said. . . but . . . how could you do that, Kyou? How could you be so cruel? How could you abandon her like that!?"
Anger trembled in Yuki's hollow voice. Kyou stooped even lower.
"HOW!? What have you been doing for eight years!? Why did you show up so late!?"
"Yun-chan. . ." Kagura whispered, trying to stop him.
"HOW!?"
"You're right." Kyou muttered, facing them. Tears were evident, his teeth clenched, and his hands were also trembling. "You're right. I couldn't do anything."
Yuki looked at the cat in awe. Kagura continued to cry.
"I couldn't do anything. . ." Kyou murmured.
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The night chill rose shivers around the both girls, as Tohru rocked back and forth on her feet in front of the porch. Rin stared at her. Her eyes showed despair.
Tohru smiled warmly and looked towards Rin. "Wow, Rin, you've changed a lot, for the better."
Rin pondered this. "Life. . . was hard, wasn't it. . ."
Tohru shook her head. Rin chuckled. "I don't believe you. . ."
She looked at Tohru again. "I heard you couldn't even get into college."
"We never had the money." Tohru replied. "On the other hand, I heard you did very well in school! That's great news."
Rin accepted the compliment.
Tohru laughed quietly. She looked off into the moon. "When did you come back?"
"Yesterday. . . Kaa-san and Ottou-san are coming in about a week or so." She said.
Tohru froze. Her eyes grew misty, as she thought about her former parents. Rin realized what was going on.
"How are they?" Then with a sad smile, she added, "Will they . . . remember me?"
Rin forced a couple of tears to slide. She slowly shook her head.
Tohru felt her eyes start to sting. "Really. . ."
Rin decided to change the subject. "So, after highschool, what did you do?"
"Oh, I work at a hotel!" Tohru declared proudly, forgetting her argument with the head.
"Oh, I see." Suddenly, something sparked in the horse. "You. . . do you work at Yu-sempai's hotel?"
"Yuki-kun? Oh, yes. I work as a maid." Tohru replied.
Rin was shocked. Yuki-kun? He let her call him by his first name?
She forced a smile. "Ne? We might be working together! I'm going there, too."
"Really? Wai! Sugoi! Where are you going?" Tohru asked, happily.
After a moment's hesitation, Rin replied, "I'm Yu-sempai's new secretary."
Tohru smiled widely. "Sugoi, ne? Yuki-kun would so appreciate someone like you!"
Rin nodded. "You really haven't changed. . . still the nice, sweet, angelic Tohru." With that, she looked away. "Well, it's good to see you again. They didn't let me talk about you at home."
Tohru froze.
"We. . . moved away to America to forget you quickly, remember?" Rin said, shooting her a glance. "But. . . I kind of think it was a bit too much. To completely forget you like that. . ."
An awkward silence lingered in the atmosphere. Rin picked herself up and started towards the door. "I think I'll go in. . . it's a little chilly out here."
Tohru heard the door shut behind the flickers of Rin's long, black hair. She smiled sadly to herself. "It's okay. . . as long as I remember them. . . It's alright. . ." she spoke softly to herself, cradling her knees in her arms. "It's okay. . . don't cry. . . it's okay. . ."
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The three stood upright from their sitting positions as Rin, followed by Tohru, walked in. They witnessed Rin smile fondly at Tohru. "Tohru, sleep here with us tonight, okay?" Then she looked towards Kyou. "Nii-san, I'm tired. I'm going to bed." With a wink and a wave at Yuki, she marched upstairs, towards Tohru's room.
Tohru smiled weakly. Drawing a large breath, she spoke to the rest of the crowd. "I think I'll go home."
Kyou was surprised. "Where do you think you're going at this time of night?"
Tohru shook her head. "I have to go. I have to go to the hotel tomorrow, and sort some things out."
Kyou nodded, snatching his jacket. "Let's go, then."
Tohru looked at her brother, wide-eyed. "Iie, Kyou-kun." She then faced the nezumi. "Yuki-kun, could you take me home?"
Yuki nodded, unable to face Tohru. "Uhn."
But Kyou prevailed. "No, Tohru, I'll take you home."
Tohru took her wrist from her brother's grasp, and gave him a heartbreaking smile. "Rin needs you." She said, before letting Yuki lead her out the door.
Kyou stood by the doorway until the headlights of Yuki's car disappeared into the dark.
"Kyou-kun," Kagura called, "Rin-chan."
Kyou nodded, upset, dazed, as he slowly walked up the stairs.
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Yuki could make out the contours of Tohru's distressed face thanks to the light of the full moon. He stretched a hand out to Tohru, but stopped midway. Shaking his head, he focused back onto the road.
"Please, don't pity me." Tohru pleaded.
Yuki looked at her. "I don't, Honda-san. As I told you before, I admire you."
Tohru smiled weakly.
Yuki spoke after a moment. "I don't pity you. . . because from now on, I'm going to protect you."
Tohru looked up in surprise. Yuki gave her a sweet smile.
"No matter what."
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Kyou slowly opened the door to Tohru's, or rather, Rin's bedroom. A pillow flung dangerously towards him, hitting him straight in the chest.
"What do you think you're doing!?" The black haired girl roared.
Kyou shut the door behind him and leaned against it. "Calm down." He muttered.
Rin breathed heavily as she slumped on her bed. "Let's not tell mother."
Kyou shot her a threatening look. "What?"
"Let's not tell mother! It's only been about two years that she's recovered. If we tell her now, her health might plummet again!"
"She got that disease because she missed Tohru. Because she couldn't see Tohru." Kyou spat.
Rin's eyes watered. "Do you really have to put it that way?"
Kyou looked away. "It's the only thing I can do. . . I want to let Tohru meet Okaa-san. . . because it's the only thing I can do for her."
Rin stood up and faced her brother menacingly. "So, now that Tohru's here, I'm useless? You don't need someone like me, since that good, nice, pretty Tohru's here!?"
"Sohma Rin!" Kyou yelled.
"That's right, Nii-san! I'M Sohma Rin! She's Honda Tohru! I'm your sister! You're supposed to care about me!"
She threw herself onto her bed, crying. Kyou was weak against women's tears, no matter who it was. He shakingly placed a hand on her shoulder, and whispered, "Let's . . . let's think about this, okay? Dammit. . ."
From under her pillow, Rin's lips tightened. No matter what. . . I'll prevent it. . .no matter what happens. . .
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Tohru walked out of the maid's institute, carrying a large load of blankets to wash, and tied to her feet, she dragged a basket of sheets to do as well. She had begged for forgiveness, presenting the head with a nice gift, and in return, she had gotten her job back, with full work force. What she didn't realize though was that Yuki had kneeled before the head, asking for forgiveness as well. Oblivious to history, Tohru happily started to work again, looking forward to her break.
A little before lunch, as Tohru finished the last bits of her laundry work off, her cellphone sang a merry tune. "Moshi moshi?" She greeted, a little tired. Soon, her monotonous expression brightened. "Kyou-kun!"
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"Sempai~~"
"Stop it, Rin. People are watching." Yuki breathed, before shaking off the persistent horse. He gave her a short smile. "Is today your first day at work?"
She shook her head. "That's tomorrow." She then looked at her watch. "Ah! Sempai! I'm hungry! Get me something to eat, please~"
And she headed him off to the cafeteria, arm locked in a position Yuki couldn't rid of. After purchasing two small meals, they sat down together by the window, munching away.
Rin smiled widely to her companion. Sunlight radiated off of him, making his princey beauty even more bright and blinding. She found herself completely at mercy with his captivating looks. Yuki stared out the window. The scenery was growing more appealing by the day, the orange leaves turning a handsome red, leaving room still for peaceful yellow.
He then looked at Rin, then smiled. "Today's the last day I'm eating lunch with you."
Rin glanced in his direction. "Nani?" Then she laughed. "Did you get a girlfriend or something?"
Yuki nodded. "How did you know?"
Rin laughed. "I wonder how long it'll last. . . two? Three months?"
Yuki didn't find this funny at all. "No, much, much longer than that. This time, it's real."
Rin eyed him suspiciously. She then shook her head and passed it off. "I doubt it. . . because I won't let you be taken by anyone else, other than me.
Yuki also laughed to this. "Forget it, Rin. You should give up on me. I've never thought of you more than a sister."
Ignoring Rin's deadly glare, Yuki munched away happily. "Mmm. . . this is good. . ." He lifted up his waterbottle. "A toast! To our last lunch together!"
Rin kicked her chair as it clattered to the floor. She stared at Yuki, fuming with jealousy. "I'd better go." She muttered, before whisking off, sandwich abandoned. Yuki smiled sadly to himself.
"Gomen, Rin." He murmured, before taking another bite.
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Tohru spilled outside, letting the breeze claim her hair. She glanced at her watch - she was a little early, but she never minded waiting for Kyou. It was wonderful that he was introducing her to all of his friends at his university. In a way, it surprised her that he had suddenly decided to take the job opportunity as an art teacher there, but she was happy for him. He was finally seeking out his future.
All too soon, her thoughts were cut off by a white car entering in front of her. A patch of orange hair peeked out from the window. "Get on!" Kyou encouraged. Tohru did, and as she sat down beside her brother, she gave him a smile, that made Kyou's heart pound faster. "Arigatou, Kyou-kun." She said.
Kyou blushed, with no clue as to why. He just stepped on the pedal and raced down the road, the autumn scenery blinding his eyes in beauty.
When they arrived, Tohru gasped in awe. The university building was no less than spectacular. Its architectural design clearly screamed the high level of education going on inside the building, white limestone pillars in shape of greek and roman buildings. Sculptures of angels and holy creatures dominated the outline of the roof, whereas stain glass of every form of nature were shining brilliantly in response to the sunlight's call.
The two stepped into the building timidly, walking up and down the hallway looking for Kyou's classroom. When they finally spotted it, a small, stout man ran up to them.
"Aha! Kyou, you rascal, there you are!" He cried, pounding Kyou's shoulder roughly. "Will you hurry up? We need to get this done, you know!"
Tohru laughed at her brother's flustered face and bowed. "Konnichiwa, I'm Honda Tohru. I'd be glad to help!"
The man turned quickly from bugging Kyou and gingerly shook her hand. "Welcome, Tohru-chan, welcome! I'm the father of Kyou's best friend in highschool. I know about what happened."
Tohru nodded gratefully. Kyou pushed the man out of the way and dove for two pails. "Alright, sempai, have it your way, we'll go get the water. We'll be back."
His jolly laughter filled the classroom with merriment as he gave Kyou another hearty slap on the shoulder. "Alright, boy, don't procrastinate and get here soon!"
Laughing, the two took off towards the washrooms. Kyou stole a glance at his sister. She was so brilliantly bright, her skin radiating with energy and colour. The solid sound that her heels made on the wooden floor brought a pleasurable melody to Kyou's ears. And her eyes. . . her eyes that shined brighter than any jewel, were more beautiful than any ocean, more rich and sincere than any substance in the world. He let her comforting scent proclaim his senses, as he drifted off into a dream of happiness, with her beside him. He felt. . . so comfortable with her, at ease, yet a yearning, a tint of excitement, a fast beating of the heart. What was this weird mood?
Then everything returned to normal. He saw himself joking around, giving her little taps and noogies, watching her smile turn into a laugh. He knew that his feelings had never changed. He had, and always wanted to be, with her.
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Seconds turned into minutes, as minutes crawled into hours. Soon, the blinding glow of the setting sun illuminated the room. All was quiet except for the hushed conversation of Kyou and Tohru, as they sat, relaxing, on the window ledge, back to back. Tohru finished giggling as Kyou pointed out the position in which his sempai was sleeping in, on a nearby desk. Wiping the glass window in a slow, tired manner, their hands rotating in unison, Kyou felt Tohru's body shake as she laughed against his back, and he rested his head onto hers.
"How was your first class today, Kyou-kun?" Tohru questioned.
He shook his head. "They all thought I was a phony. Saying I wasn't much older than them. They ARE right, I AM only 26." He turned his head slightly, to see a part of her face, still curtained by her soft locks of hair. "Do I look that young, Tohru?"
She giggled and shook her head vigorously. "Iie, you're definitely old. Really old, Kyou-kun! I can point out all the wrinkles on your face."
The two laughed quietly, continuing to clean. Soon they both grew tired, and rested their hands. Silence filled the air, but in a very comfortable demeanor. Tohru closed her eyes, basking in the warmness of the sun and her brother's mere presence. Kyou did the same, soaking in all elements of his sister through his five senses. After a moment's silence, Tohru whispered, "Are you happy that you met me again, Kyou-kun?"
No answer came from the orange-head. The pause lingered on, intoxicating the two. Kyou's hand started to inch, slowly, crawling, backwards. . . inch. . .by inch. . .
A wave of electricity entered the relaxing pair as Kyou's pinky met with Tohru's. For some strange reason, Tohru's pulse started to quicken, as her heart nearly penetrated her ribs. His hand ventured on, now fully on top of hers. The warmth seared through her skin, and Tohru stifled a gasp. No. . . no. . . this can't be happening. . . she thought, as she tried to rip her hand out of her brother's grasp - but to no avail. Kyou kept a tight and strong hold, the boy's eyes looking determined, sinister, and his heart also pounding.
Tohru slowly tilted her head towards her brothers, meeting his sincere crimson eyes. She felt her heart pace increase as he squeezed her hands, his calloused one holding her miniscule one tightly. The sunlight streamed its dying rays through the windows. And the two of them stayed there. . . that way. . . until the light's glows started to dim. All the while, hands intertwined in an unbreakable bond.
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He felt the blood rush in his veins, as a tingling went up his spine. A sudden motivation had surged this morning, driving him to quickly stripping his suit, he jumped into his sweatpants and rushed outside, mounting his bike and clumsily pedaling down the road. A short distance away was Tohru, humming wistfully to herself.
Smirking, he quickly pedaled up to her side, flicking his grey hair, making it sparkle in the sunlight. Tohru turned, and gave him a knowing smile, acknowledging his existence. The two headed to their workplaces, Yuki smirking uncontrollably, controlled by overflowing happiness that he was doing something with Tohru, something that he enjoyed.
He glanced in her direction, purple globes focusing, lips twisting into a smile. "Honda-san, do you want to race?"
Tohru looked up. "Eh?"
Yuki flicked his hair again, mesmerizing Tohru. "If you win, I'll treat you to breakfast. If I win, I get to share an afternoon with you. Sounds good?"
Before Tohru could reply, the prince paddled swiftly from her side. Laughing, Tohru chased after him. She was clearly ahead of him, Yuki uneasily stumbling behind her.
A brilliantly red car slipped in to a parking space, a beautiful girl with smooth, sleek black hair stepping off, high heels clicking on the pavement. A frown was revealed as her sunglasses were slowly peeled off. Two bikes rode along beside her, a tired man and a giggly girl, marching side by side into the hotel, stunning smiles captivating the attention of the girl. Rin frowned darkly. She remembered what Yuki had said earlier.
"Today is the last day I'm having lunch with you."
"Much longer than that. . . this time, it's real."
She let the glass doors slide to a close before aiming a kick into her tire. No way. . . she muttered. . . I won't let it happen.
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Kyou sat back in his chair, relaxing in the afterglow of a morning class. Sunlight streamed through, making the cat purr subconsciously. He stretched luxuriously, little art formulas stirring inside his head. Suddenly, his head turned to his sketchbook. He picked it up, and started to sketch absentmindedly. When he focused onto his rough lines, a form of a small girl, brown locks shielding her face from view, looking timid and slightly sad, a small hint of a smile on her lips. He frowned. She shouldn't be looking that way. . . she should be happy. . . he added the final touches on her small hands, an electrifying sensation occupying his fingers.
"It's not, is it?"
Kyou jumped from his perch, cursing loudly. He spun around, anger embedded in his eyes, furious that he was seen doing such a weird activity, yet he relaxed once he saw the round belly of his sempai. "Sempai! What the. . ."
"It's not, is it?" he asked again.
Kyou was still puzzled. He cocked his head to the left, questioning him.
"It's not a sister-brotherly feeling, is it. . . It's more than that, right?"
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Tohru looked at the clock. She decided that she would go home earlier today, and prepare something tasty for Kyou. After all, today was his first real class, after he'd proven that he wasn't a phony teacher. She smiled as a weird sensation enveloped her hands, thinking about her brother.
She was awakened by a new feeling, of a hand on her shoulder. She stared at the long, white fingers, nails painted pitch black. She stared into the murky eyes of Rin, tears streaming down her face. Standing up abruptly, she clasped her hand over the horse's worriedly. "Rin! What's wrong?"
The girl collapsed into Tohru's arms, hugging her fiercely. "Tohru. . . Tohru. . ."
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Rin fiddled with her handkerchief as Tohru swallowed the new information.
"Really. . . kaa-san was sick . . . because of me. . ." Tohru asked, shakingly.
Rin nodded, a few more tears sliding down her cheeks. "It's not your fault. . . it was so hard, trying to forget you. . . for a while, she couldn't recognize me or nii-san. I guess she was in her own world, hand in hand with you."
Tohru felt her vision melt in a blur as tears choked her. "Really. . . I. . . I never knew. . ."
Rin suddenly turned to Tohru with a sense of urgency and desperation. "Tohru. . . Tohru I don't. . . I don't want okaa-san to be like that again. . . I don't want our family situation to break in a matter of hours again. . . I don't want the past to. . . What do I do?"
Tohru clenched her fists, her eyes radiating determination. She bravely wiped away her tears. "I won't let it."
Rin looked up, surprise and expectancy shining in her globes. "What. . . what do you mean?"
Tohru fumbled for Rin's hand. "Don't worry Rin. . . your family. . . will be fine. I'll leave. Then everything will be better, ne? I'll leave. . . I can do that. . ."
Rin turned her head away from the haunting blue eyes. A small smile crawled to her lips. She quickly replaced it with muffled sobs as she leaned on Tohru's shoulder, leaving her innocent partner to do the coaxing.
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"What the hell. . ."
Kyou dropped his bag in surprise as he saw, before him, a table set elegantly, along with candles, white tablecloth, and a present. And Tohru was there too, wearing an enormous grin. "Happy belated birthday, Kyou- kun!" She sang.
Kyou walked up to her and frowned. Something was wrong. "Oi. What the hell is all this?"
She shrugged off Kyou's accusing stare. "I told you. . . your belated birthday party! Let's eat, ne, Kyou-kun? I prepared all your favourite dishes."
Kyou was led like a puppet to his cushioned chair, watching Tohru move quickly and happily before him. She clapped to his birthday song, and even blew out his candles with him. He felt happiness flood him, as the moments of his past which he appreciated blew in front of his face. Laughing and singing, Tohru was near him, talking briskly. He knew that this was her way, the way she lived, happily, cheerfully, optimistically. But something was wrong. And Kyou confirmed his suspicions when he opened his present.
A ceramic cup, wrapped beautifully in satin white wrapping paper, sat on his palms, a small riceball situated in the middle.
Tohru smiled, her blue eyes clouding strangely. "It's for you, Kyou-kun. Now that. . . Now that I've met you again, I don't need it anymore. You keep it. . . That way we'll be together always."
Kyou looked up at his sister in awe. "Why? We can be together without the cups, Tohru."
She laughed. "I know, just. . . it. . . it seems better."
With that, Tohru collected the used dishes, hopping over to the sink. Kyou held the cup awkwardly in his hands. It felt cold, apart, unlike other times when he felt as if it belonged with him. He stared towards his sister. She seemed separated today as well. He didn't like the suspicions he was experiencing. He marched into his room, closing the door loudly to satisfy his frustration. Flopping onto a chair, he stared at the ceiling.
Tohru quietly stopped the running water. Her eyes started to do the job as tears freely flowed down her cheeks. This is all for the best.
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The darkness covered her figure as she tip toed down the hall, bag locked tightly with her fingers. She had done this before, it should be easier now. Continuing to quietly progress down the darkness, she fumbled for the doorknob, easing it open. She felt a rush of a cold autumn chill swish around her face, reminding her of the cold world she was about to step into.
"What are you doing?"
Tohru gasped, bringing her free hand to her mouth. The slightly opened door in front of her closed shut, accompanied by fast footsteps behind her. "What the hell are you doing?"
Drawing in a deep breath, Tohru whispered to the door, unwilling to face her brother. "Darn. . . you found me."
Kyou swallowed hard, reaching for his sister's bag. "Give it."
Tohru tugged at it as well, tears forming near her eyes.
"Give it to me." Kyou growled dangerously.
Tohru did not oblige, pulling the bag towards her again, eyes growing dangerously wet.
"SOHMA TOHRU!" Kyou yelled, piercing the darkness with his strong voice.
Tohru defiantly looked up at him. "Iie, Kyou-kun. I'm not Sohma Tohru. I'm Honda Tohru. Why can't you understand that? Kyou-kun, I thought I would be happy if I ever met you again. So I worked hard. I worked so hard, thinking about the things we could say, things we could do, if we saw each other again. Do you know the happiness I felt? I was so proud. . . But. . . now that we've met, I don't feel happy at all. Why am I like this, Kyou-kun? Why do I feel so miserable? It would have been better. . . If we had never met."
Kyou's deathgrip on Tohru's bag did not even think of loosening. "No, Tohru, it's not like that."
"What's not like that, Kyou-kun?" Tohru cried, agony ringing in her tone. "Just. . . let me go. . . Please, just let me go. We can pretend as if we've never met before. We can just. . . then everyone will be happy. Please. . ."
Tohru felt her voice die away as she finished. Kyou's grip untangled from the bag, his eyes unfocusing. Tohru swiftly turned around, placing her hand on the knob, preparing to turn it.
"No."
Tohru was rooted to the spot. Kyou's strong hand reached out, turning her around to face him. She felt warmth, comfort, and love surround her as she fell into his chest, Kyou's arms heavily surrounding her small shoulders. "So. . . so what if we're not family? Tohru. . . Tohru. . . Tohru . . . I could just live by calling your name. . . Tohru . . . stay with me, Tohru. . ."
The moment lasted longer than it should've, as Tohru wrapped her arms around Kyou's body as tightly as possible before the warmth left her, a small orange cat clinging feverishly onto her shoulders. "Tohru. . . stay with me. . ."
Speechless, the girl was planted to the floor, squeezing the feline close to her heart.
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So how was it? Okay, time for individual comments~ Cookies, are they?
Friend of Shippou: I'm so glad you liked it so much! It really isn't that great, but nevertheless your comments are very encouraging. ^_^ Death due to a fanfic? I feel like I'd experience something like that after I read some stories. It really is a tragic fate. You never get to read the rest of the fic. ^_^ Anyways thanks!
Sakura: Lol, thank you so much. Sorry I can't make Tohru an idol, the skeleton of the show I'm basing this on does not let me do that. But thanks so much for the TWO reviews!!!
Mae: Thanks!! Aww, it would be too cruel if Rin met a fate like that. Actually, I'm planning to let her live until the end. But sometimes, even I get pissed off at her. ^o^ I hope the way I'm developing the relationship between Kyou and Tohru doesn't disappoint you. ^_^
Shadypony: Hehe, if you like, I'll make my chapters even longer. But in this one, I ran out of plot-ness. . . ^_^ Yes, Kagura will get mad. I'm sorry that I didn't put too much of Kagura OR Yuki in this chapter . . . a lot of them in the next. ^_^ Thanks for the review!
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NieA: Thank you!! Lol, since so many people like the long chapters, the next two will be EXTRA long. ^_^ I'm so happy that my story is having an influence on your emotions. It's making me feel so happy! Thank you!!
Sakuya: I am so sorry!!! The funny symbols appeared on my computer too. I have no idea where they came from, it didn't do that to any other chapter. But thank you for reading the horrible chapter anyway!!!
Whew, sorry if the cookies(?) were really bad. ^_^ And sorry for the character OOC'ness!!!!! AHH! I will get the next chapter out preferably by the weekends. ^_^ THANKS SO MUCH!
A/N: Thx for the reviews! ^_^ As always, they're my motivation. I have individual comments this time at the end.
Sorry this took a while to get out. My Theory exam is coming up very soon and I want to pass . . . Plus I've recently discovered Photoshop! ^_^ I've been making wallpapers. . . some based on this fic. They're really horrible, but if you're interested, you can email me. I've written the next 2 chapters so those should be posted soon too. ^_^
In the last chapter, the quotation "" marks were a little weird-ified on my computer. I apologize for that, if anyone else had the same problem (-.- ;;). Stupid computer.
Here's the next chapter! Enjoy!
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"Cousin? What cousin?" Rin questioned, puzzlement shining in her eyes.
Kagura was equally surprised, and she looked at Yuki, who said nothing.
Suddenly, at that moment, Tohru bustled in through the door, followed shortly by Kyou. "Tadaima!" Both of them said.
Rin looked at the door, horror painted on her face. Tohru looked back at the black-haired girl, surprise tangled within her features. Kyou couldn't contain his shock. "Rin!"
Yuki looked at Tohru. Kagura stared at Kyou questioningly. But Rin's gaze never left the other girl.
"It's been a while." Tohru greeted.
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The air in the room was silent and depressing. Kagura's tears would not stop flowing, as Yuki paced around the room, anger, pity, and disappointment brewed into one confused boy. Kyou faced away from both people, stuck in his own world, head bent low in shame.
"Poor Tohru-chan. . . poor Tohru-chan. . . how could. . . she doesn't deserve something like that. . ." Kagura spoke, tears pouring. "How did she live. . . she must've missed them so much. . . if it were me, I'd. . . I'd. . ."
Kagura covered her face in trembling hands, sobbing continuously. Yuki put a reassuring hand on her shoulder.
"You never told me the story this way. . ." He said quietly. "You just said. . . but . . . how could you do that, Kyou? How could you be so cruel? How could you abandon her like that!?"
Anger trembled in Yuki's hollow voice. Kyou stooped even lower.
"HOW!? What have you been doing for eight years!? Why did you show up so late!?"
"Yun-chan. . ." Kagura whispered, trying to stop him.
"HOW!?"
"You're right." Kyou muttered, facing them. Tears were evident, his teeth clenched, and his hands were also trembling. "You're right. I couldn't do anything."
Yuki looked at the cat in awe. Kagura continued to cry.
"I couldn't do anything. . ." Kyou murmured.
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The night chill rose shivers around the both girls, as Tohru rocked back and forth on her feet in front of the porch. Rin stared at her. Her eyes showed despair.
Tohru smiled warmly and looked towards Rin. "Wow, Rin, you've changed a lot, for the better."
Rin pondered this. "Life. . . was hard, wasn't it. . ."
Tohru shook her head. Rin chuckled. "I don't believe you. . ."
She looked at Tohru again. "I heard you couldn't even get into college."
"We never had the money." Tohru replied. "On the other hand, I heard you did very well in school! That's great news."
Rin accepted the compliment.
Tohru laughed quietly. She looked off into the moon. "When did you come back?"
"Yesterday. . . Kaa-san and Ottou-san are coming in about a week or so." She said.
Tohru froze. Her eyes grew misty, as she thought about her former parents. Rin realized what was going on.
"How are they?" Then with a sad smile, she added, "Will they . . . remember me?"
Rin forced a couple of tears to slide. She slowly shook her head.
Tohru felt her eyes start to sting. "Really. . ."
Rin decided to change the subject. "So, after highschool, what did you do?"
"Oh, I work at a hotel!" Tohru declared proudly, forgetting her argument with the head.
"Oh, I see." Suddenly, something sparked in the horse. "You. . . do you work at Yu-sempai's hotel?"
"Yuki-kun? Oh, yes. I work as a maid." Tohru replied.
Rin was shocked. Yuki-kun? He let her call him by his first name?
She forced a smile. "Ne? We might be working together! I'm going there, too."
"Really? Wai! Sugoi! Where are you going?" Tohru asked, happily.
After a moment's hesitation, Rin replied, "I'm Yu-sempai's new secretary."
Tohru smiled widely. "Sugoi, ne? Yuki-kun would so appreciate someone like you!"
Rin nodded. "You really haven't changed. . . still the nice, sweet, angelic Tohru." With that, she looked away. "Well, it's good to see you again. They didn't let me talk about you at home."
Tohru froze.
"We. . . moved away to America to forget you quickly, remember?" Rin said, shooting her a glance. "But. . . I kind of think it was a bit too much. To completely forget you like that. . ."
An awkward silence lingered in the atmosphere. Rin picked herself up and started towards the door. "I think I'll go in. . . it's a little chilly out here."
Tohru heard the door shut behind the flickers of Rin's long, black hair. She smiled sadly to herself. "It's okay. . . as long as I remember them. . . It's alright. . ." she spoke softly to herself, cradling her knees in her arms. "It's okay. . . don't cry. . . it's okay. . ."
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The three stood upright from their sitting positions as Rin, followed by Tohru, walked in. They witnessed Rin smile fondly at Tohru. "Tohru, sleep here with us tonight, okay?" Then she looked towards Kyou. "Nii-san, I'm tired. I'm going to bed." With a wink and a wave at Yuki, she marched upstairs, towards Tohru's room.
Tohru smiled weakly. Drawing a large breath, she spoke to the rest of the crowd. "I think I'll go home."
Kyou was surprised. "Where do you think you're going at this time of night?"
Tohru shook her head. "I have to go. I have to go to the hotel tomorrow, and sort some things out."
Kyou nodded, snatching his jacket. "Let's go, then."
Tohru looked at her brother, wide-eyed. "Iie, Kyou-kun." She then faced the nezumi. "Yuki-kun, could you take me home?"
Yuki nodded, unable to face Tohru. "Uhn."
But Kyou prevailed. "No, Tohru, I'll take you home."
Tohru took her wrist from her brother's grasp, and gave him a heartbreaking smile. "Rin needs you." She said, before letting Yuki lead her out the door.
Kyou stood by the doorway until the headlights of Yuki's car disappeared into the dark.
"Kyou-kun," Kagura called, "Rin-chan."
Kyou nodded, upset, dazed, as he slowly walked up the stairs.
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Yuki could make out the contours of Tohru's distressed face thanks to the light of the full moon. He stretched a hand out to Tohru, but stopped midway. Shaking his head, he focused back onto the road.
"Please, don't pity me." Tohru pleaded.
Yuki looked at her. "I don't, Honda-san. As I told you before, I admire you."
Tohru smiled weakly.
Yuki spoke after a moment. "I don't pity you. . . because from now on, I'm going to protect you."
Tohru looked up in surprise. Yuki gave her a sweet smile.
"No matter what."
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Kyou slowly opened the door to Tohru's, or rather, Rin's bedroom. A pillow flung dangerously towards him, hitting him straight in the chest.
"What do you think you're doing!?" The black haired girl roared.
Kyou shut the door behind him and leaned against it. "Calm down." He muttered.
Rin breathed heavily as she slumped on her bed. "Let's not tell mother."
Kyou shot her a threatening look. "What?"
"Let's not tell mother! It's only been about two years that she's recovered. If we tell her now, her health might plummet again!"
"She got that disease because she missed Tohru. Because she couldn't see Tohru." Kyou spat.
Rin's eyes watered. "Do you really have to put it that way?"
Kyou looked away. "It's the only thing I can do. . . I want to let Tohru meet Okaa-san. . . because it's the only thing I can do for her."
Rin stood up and faced her brother menacingly. "So, now that Tohru's here, I'm useless? You don't need someone like me, since that good, nice, pretty Tohru's here!?"
"Sohma Rin!" Kyou yelled.
"That's right, Nii-san! I'M Sohma Rin! She's Honda Tohru! I'm your sister! You're supposed to care about me!"
She threw herself onto her bed, crying. Kyou was weak against women's tears, no matter who it was. He shakingly placed a hand on her shoulder, and whispered, "Let's . . . let's think about this, okay? Dammit. . ."
From under her pillow, Rin's lips tightened. No matter what. . . I'll prevent it. . .no matter what happens. . .
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Tohru walked out of the maid's institute, carrying a large load of blankets to wash, and tied to her feet, she dragged a basket of sheets to do as well. She had begged for forgiveness, presenting the head with a nice gift, and in return, she had gotten her job back, with full work force. What she didn't realize though was that Yuki had kneeled before the head, asking for forgiveness as well. Oblivious to history, Tohru happily started to work again, looking forward to her break.
A little before lunch, as Tohru finished the last bits of her laundry work off, her cellphone sang a merry tune. "Moshi moshi?" She greeted, a little tired. Soon, her monotonous expression brightened. "Kyou-kun!"
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"Sempai~~"
"Stop it, Rin. People are watching." Yuki breathed, before shaking off the persistent horse. He gave her a short smile. "Is today your first day at work?"
She shook her head. "That's tomorrow." She then looked at her watch. "Ah! Sempai! I'm hungry! Get me something to eat, please~"
And she headed him off to the cafeteria, arm locked in a position Yuki couldn't rid of. After purchasing two small meals, they sat down together by the window, munching away.
Rin smiled widely to her companion. Sunlight radiated off of him, making his princey beauty even more bright and blinding. She found herself completely at mercy with his captivating looks. Yuki stared out the window. The scenery was growing more appealing by the day, the orange leaves turning a handsome red, leaving room still for peaceful yellow.
He then looked at Rin, then smiled. "Today's the last day I'm eating lunch with you."
Rin glanced in his direction. "Nani?" Then she laughed. "Did you get a girlfriend or something?"
Yuki nodded. "How did you know?"
Rin laughed. "I wonder how long it'll last. . . two? Three months?"
Yuki didn't find this funny at all. "No, much, much longer than that. This time, it's real."
Rin eyed him suspiciously. She then shook her head and passed it off. "I doubt it. . . because I won't let you be taken by anyone else, other than me.
Yuki also laughed to this. "Forget it, Rin. You should give up on me. I've never thought of you more than a sister."
Ignoring Rin's deadly glare, Yuki munched away happily. "Mmm. . . this is good. . ." He lifted up his waterbottle. "A toast! To our last lunch together!"
Rin kicked her chair as it clattered to the floor. She stared at Yuki, fuming with jealousy. "I'd better go." She muttered, before whisking off, sandwich abandoned. Yuki smiled sadly to himself.
"Gomen, Rin." He murmured, before taking another bite.
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Tohru spilled outside, letting the breeze claim her hair. She glanced at her watch - she was a little early, but she never minded waiting for Kyou. It was wonderful that he was introducing her to all of his friends at his university. In a way, it surprised her that he had suddenly decided to take the job opportunity as an art teacher there, but she was happy for him. He was finally seeking out his future.
All too soon, her thoughts were cut off by a white car entering in front of her. A patch of orange hair peeked out from the window. "Get on!" Kyou encouraged. Tohru did, and as she sat down beside her brother, she gave him a smile, that made Kyou's heart pound faster. "Arigatou, Kyou-kun." She said.
Kyou blushed, with no clue as to why. He just stepped on the pedal and raced down the road, the autumn scenery blinding his eyes in beauty.
When they arrived, Tohru gasped in awe. The university building was no less than spectacular. Its architectural design clearly screamed the high level of education going on inside the building, white limestone pillars in shape of greek and roman buildings. Sculptures of angels and holy creatures dominated the outline of the roof, whereas stain glass of every form of nature were shining brilliantly in response to the sunlight's call.
The two stepped into the building timidly, walking up and down the hallway looking for Kyou's classroom. When they finally spotted it, a small, stout man ran up to them.
"Aha! Kyou, you rascal, there you are!" He cried, pounding Kyou's shoulder roughly. "Will you hurry up? We need to get this done, you know!"
Tohru laughed at her brother's flustered face and bowed. "Konnichiwa, I'm Honda Tohru. I'd be glad to help!"
The man turned quickly from bugging Kyou and gingerly shook her hand. "Welcome, Tohru-chan, welcome! I'm the father of Kyou's best friend in highschool. I know about what happened."
Tohru nodded gratefully. Kyou pushed the man out of the way and dove for two pails. "Alright, sempai, have it your way, we'll go get the water. We'll be back."
His jolly laughter filled the classroom with merriment as he gave Kyou another hearty slap on the shoulder. "Alright, boy, don't procrastinate and get here soon!"
Laughing, the two took off towards the washrooms. Kyou stole a glance at his sister. She was so brilliantly bright, her skin radiating with energy and colour. The solid sound that her heels made on the wooden floor brought a pleasurable melody to Kyou's ears. And her eyes. . . her eyes that shined brighter than any jewel, were more beautiful than any ocean, more rich and sincere than any substance in the world. He let her comforting scent proclaim his senses, as he drifted off into a dream of happiness, with her beside him. He felt. . . so comfortable with her, at ease, yet a yearning, a tint of excitement, a fast beating of the heart. What was this weird mood?
Then everything returned to normal. He saw himself joking around, giving her little taps and noogies, watching her smile turn into a laugh. He knew that his feelings had never changed. He had, and always wanted to be, with her.
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Seconds turned into minutes, as minutes crawled into hours. Soon, the blinding glow of the setting sun illuminated the room. All was quiet except for the hushed conversation of Kyou and Tohru, as they sat, relaxing, on the window ledge, back to back. Tohru finished giggling as Kyou pointed out the position in which his sempai was sleeping in, on a nearby desk. Wiping the glass window in a slow, tired manner, their hands rotating in unison, Kyou felt Tohru's body shake as she laughed against his back, and he rested his head onto hers.
"How was your first class today, Kyou-kun?" Tohru questioned.
He shook his head. "They all thought I was a phony. Saying I wasn't much older than them. They ARE right, I AM only 26." He turned his head slightly, to see a part of her face, still curtained by her soft locks of hair. "Do I look that young, Tohru?"
She giggled and shook her head vigorously. "Iie, you're definitely old. Really old, Kyou-kun! I can point out all the wrinkles on your face."
The two laughed quietly, continuing to clean. Soon they both grew tired, and rested their hands. Silence filled the air, but in a very comfortable demeanor. Tohru closed her eyes, basking in the warmness of the sun and her brother's mere presence. Kyou did the same, soaking in all elements of his sister through his five senses. After a moment's silence, Tohru whispered, "Are you happy that you met me again, Kyou-kun?"
No answer came from the orange-head. The pause lingered on, intoxicating the two. Kyou's hand started to inch, slowly, crawling, backwards. . . inch. . .by inch. . .
A wave of electricity entered the relaxing pair as Kyou's pinky met with Tohru's. For some strange reason, Tohru's pulse started to quicken, as her heart nearly penetrated her ribs. His hand ventured on, now fully on top of hers. The warmth seared through her skin, and Tohru stifled a gasp. No. . . no. . . this can't be happening. . . she thought, as she tried to rip her hand out of her brother's grasp - but to no avail. Kyou kept a tight and strong hold, the boy's eyes looking determined, sinister, and his heart also pounding.
Tohru slowly tilted her head towards her brothers, meeting his sincere crimson eyes. She felt her heart pace increase as he squeezed her hands, his calloused one holding her miniscule one tightly. The sunlight streamed its dying rays through the windows. And the two of them stayed there. . . that way. . . until the light's glows started to dim. All the while, hands intertwined in an unbreakable bond.
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He felt the blood rush in his veins, as a tingling went up his spine. A sudden motivation had surged this morning, driving him to quickly stripping his suit, he jumped into his sweatpants and rushed outside, mounting his bike and clumsily pedaling down the road. A short distance away was Tohru, humming wistfully to herself.
Smirking, he quickly pedaled up to her side, flicking his grey hair, making it sparkle in the sunlight. Tohru turned, and gave him a knowing smile, acknowledging his existence. The two headed to their workplaces, Yuki smirking uncontrollably, controlled by overflowing happiness that he was doing something with Tohru, something that he enjoyed.
He glanced in her direction, purple globes focusing, lips twisting into a smile. "Honda-san, do you want to race?"
Tohru looked up. "Eh?"
Yuki flicked his hair again, mesmerizing Tohru. "If you win, I'll treat you to breakfast. If I win, I get to share an afternoon with you. Sounds good?"
Before Tohru could reply, the prince paddled swiftly from her side. Laughing, Tohru chased after him. She was clearly ahead of him, Yuki uneasily stumbling behind her.
A brilliantly red car slipped in to a parking space, a beautiful girl with smooth, sleek black hair stepping off, high heels clicking on the pavement. A frown was revealed as her sunglasses were slowly peeled off. Two bikes rode along beside her, a tired man and a giggly girl, marching side by side into the hotel, stunning smiles captivating the attention of the girl. Rin frowned darkly. She remembered what Yuki had said earlier.
"Today is the last day I'm having lunch with you."
"Much longer than that. . . this time, it's real."
She let the glass doors slide to a close before aiming a kick into her tire. No way. . . she muttered. . . I won't let it happen.
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Kyou sat back in his chair, relaxing in the afterglow of a morning class. Sunlight streamed through, making the cat purr subconsciously. He stretched luxuriously, little art formulas stirring inside his head. Suddenly, his head turned to his sketchbook. He picked it up, and started to sketch absentmindedly. When he focused onto his rough lines, a form of a small girl, brown locks shielding her face from view, looking timid and slightly sad, a small hint of a smile on her lips. He frowned. She shouldn't be looking that way. . . she should be happy. . . he added the final touches on her small hands, an electrifying sensation occupying his fingers.
"It's not, is it?"
Kyou jumped from his perch, cursing loudly. He spun around, anger embedded in his eyes, furious that he was seen doing such a weird activity, yet he relaxed once he saw the round belly of his sempai. "Sempai! What the. . ."
"It's not, is it?" he asked again.
Kyou was still puzzled. He cocked his head to the left, questioning him.
"It's not a sister-brotherly feeling, is it. . . It's more than that, right?"
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Tohru looked at the clock. She decided that she would go home earlier today, and prepare something tasty for Kyou. After all, today was his first real class, after he'd proven that he wasn't a phony teacher. She smiled as a weird sensation enveloped her hands, thinking about her brother.
She was awakened by a new feeling, of a hand on her shoulder. She stared at the long, white fingers, nails painted pitch black. She stared into the murky eyes of Rin, tears streaming down her face. Standing up abruptly, she clasped her hand over the horse's worriedly. "Rin! What's wrong?"
The girl collapsed into Tohru's arms, hugging her fiercely. "Tohru. . . Tohru. . ."
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Rin fiddled with her handkerchief as Tohru swallowed the new information.
"Really. . . kaa-san was sick . . . because of me. . ." Tohru asked, shakingly.
Rin nodded, a few more tears sliding down her cheeks. "It's not your fault. . . it was so hard, trying to forget you. . . for a while, she couldn't recognize me or nii-san. I guess she was in her own world, hand in hand with you."
Tohru felt her vision melt in a blur as tears choked her. "Really. . . I. . . I never knew. . ."
Rin suddenly turned to Tohru with a sense of urgency and desperation. "Tohru. . . Tohru I don't. . . I don't want okaa-san to be like that again. . . I don't want our family situation to break in a matter of hours again. . . I don't want the past to. . . What do I do?"
Tohru clenched her fists, her eyes radiating determination. She bravely wiped away her tears. "I won't let it."
Rin looked up, surprise and expectancy shining in her globes. "What. . . what do you mean?"
Tohru fumbled for Rin's hand. "Don't worry Rin. . . your family. . . will be fine. I'll leave. Then everything will be better, ne? I'll leave. . . I can do that. . ."
Rin turned her head away from the haunting blue eyes. A small smile crawled to her lips. She quickly replaced it with muffled sobs as she leaned on Tohru's shoulder, leaving her innocent partner to do the coaxing.
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"What the hell. . ."
Kyou dropped his bag in surprise as he saw, before him, a table set elegantly, along with candles, white tablecloth, and a present. And Tohru was there too, wearing an enormous grin. "Happy belated birthday, Kyou- kun!" She sang.
Kyou walked up to her and frowned. Something was wrong. "Oi. What the hell is all this?"
She shrugged off Kyou's accusing stare. "I told you. . . your belated birthday party! Let's eat, ne, Kyou-kun? I prepared all your favourite dishes."
Kyou was led like a puppet to his cushioned chair, watching Tohru move quickly and happily before him. She clapped to his birthday song, and even blew out his candles with him. He felt happiness flood him, as the moments of his past which he appreciated blew in front of his face. Laughing and singing, Tohru was near him, talking briskly. He knew that this was her way, the way she lived, happily, cheerfully, optimistically. But something was wrong. And Kyou confirmed his suspicions when he opened his present.
A ceramic cup, wrapped beautifully in satin white wrapping paper, sat on his palms, a small riceball situated in the middle.
Tohru smiled, her blue eyes clouding strangely. "It's for you, Kyou-kun. Now that. . . Now that I've met you again, I don't need it anymore. You keep it. . . That way we'll be together always."
Kyou looked up at his sister in awe. "Why? We can be together without the cups, Tohru."
She laughed. "I know, just. . . it. . . it seems better."
With that, Tohru collected the used dishes, hopping over to the sink. Kyou held the cup awkwardly in his hands. It felt cold, apart, unlike other times when he felt as if it belonged with him. He stared towards his sister. She seemed separated today as well. He didn't like the suspicions he was experiencing. He marched into his room, closing the door loudly to satisfy his frustration. Flopping onto a chair, he stared at the ceiling.
Tohru quietly stopped the running water. Her eyes started to do the job as tears freely flowed down her cheeks. This is all for the best.
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The darkness covered her figure as she tip toed down the hall, bag locked tightly with her fingers. She had done this before, it should be easier now. Continuing to quietly progress down the darkness, she fumbled for the doorknob, easing it open. She felt a rush of a cold autumn chill swish around her face, reminding her of the cold world she was about to step into.
"What are you doing?"
Tohru gasped, bringing her free hand to her mouth. The slightly opened door in front of her closed shut, accompanied by fast footsteps behind her. "What the hell are you doing?"
Drawing in a deep breath, Tohru whispered to the door, unwilling to face her brother. "Darn. . . you found me."
Kyou swallowed hard, reaching for his sister's bag. "Give it."
Tohru tugged at it as well, tears forming near her eyes.
"Give it to me." Kyou growled dangerously.
Tohru did not oblige, pulling the bag towards her again, eyes growing dangerously wet.
"SOHMA TOHRU!" Kyou yelled, piercing the darkness with his strong voice.
Tohru defiantly looked up at him. "Iie, Kyou-kun. I'm not Sohma Tohru. I'm Honda Tohru. Why can't you understand that? Kyou-kun, I thought I would be happy if I ever met you again. So I worked hard. I worked so hard, thinking about the things we could say, things we could do, if we saw each other again. Do you know the happiness I felt? I was so proud. . . But. . . now that we've met, I don't feel happy at all. Why am I like this, Kyou-kun? Why do I feel so miserable? It would have been better. . . If we had never met."
Kyou's deathgrip on Tohru's bag did not even think of loosening. "No, Tohru, it's not like that."
"What's not like that, Kyou-kun?" Tohru cried, agony ringing in her tone. "Just. . . let me go. . . Please, just let me go. We can pretend as if we've never met before. We can just. . . then everyone will be happy. Please. . ."
Tohru felt her voice die away as she finished. Kyou's grip untangled from the bag, his eyes unfocusing. Tohru swiftly turned around, placing her hand on the knob, preparing to turn it.
"No."
Tohru was rooted to the spot. Kyou's strong hand reached out, turning her around to face him. She felt warmth, comfort, and love surround her as she fell into his chest, Kyou's arms heavily surrounding her small shoulders. "So. . . so what if we're not family? Tohru. . . Tohru. . . Tohru . . . I could just live by calling your name. . . Tohru . . . stay with me, Tohru. . ."
The moment lasted longer than it should've, as Tohru wrapped her arms around Kyou's body as tightly as possible before the warmth left her, a small orange cat clinging feverishly onto her shoulders. "Tohru. . . stay with me. . ."
Speechless, the girl was planted to the floor, squeezing the feline close to her heart.
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So how was it? Okay, time for individual comments~ Cookies, are they?
Friend of Shippou: I'm so glad you liked it so much! It really isn't that great, but nevertheless your comments are very encouraging. ^_^ Death due to a fanfic? I feel like I'd experience something like that after I read some stories. It really is a tragic fate. You never get to read the rest of the fic. ^_^ Anyways thanks!
Sakura: Lol, thank you so much. Sorry I can't make Tohru an idol, the skeleton of the show I'm basing this on does not let me do that. But thanks so much for the TWO reviews!!!
Mae: Thanks!! Aww, it would be too cruel if Rin met a fate like that. Actually, I'm planning to let her live until the end. But sometimes, even I get pissed off at her. ^o^ I hope the way I'm developing the relationship between Kyou and Tohru doesn't disappoint you. ^_^
Shadypony: Hehe, if you like, I'll make my chapters even longer. But in this one, I ran out of plot-ness. . . ^_^ Yes, Kagura will get mad. I'm sorry that I didn't put too much of Kagura OR Yuki in this chapter . . . a lot of them in the next. ^_^ Thanks for the review!
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Kana: Lol, if this story was any longer, fanfiction wouldn't let me upload it. ^o^ Thanks for the encouragements and review!
NieA: Thank you!! Lol, since so many people like the long chapters, the next two will be EXTRA long. ^_^ I'm so happy that my story is having an influence on your emotions. It's making me feel so happy! Thank you!!
Sakuya: I am so sorry!!! The funny symbols appeared on my computer too. I have no idea where they came from, it didn't do that to any other chapter. But thank you for reading the horrible chapter anyway!!!
Whew, sorry if the cookies(?) were really bad. ^_^ And sorry for the character OOC'ness!!!!! AHH! I will get the next chapter out preferably by the weekends. ^_^ THANKS SO MUCH!