Story by the lonely side
I do not own anything but the original characters.
Title: a while
Summery: Nick's feelings and thoughts after "Stalker". It seems someone else talks about his feelings and thoughts.
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So you're scared, you walk down the street and you don't know who you can trust. Maybe the man with the dog is watching you, the woman who just bought flowers follows you.
You can't sleep; afraid someone's looking at you, observing you, notices every move you make. So you lie awake, staring at the ceiling, waiting to see eyes staring at you. But you don't, there is no one there, and the man with the dog and the woman with the flowers, they are not interested in you.
So why are you so scared?
Maybe you should talk to someone, but to who? Will someone listen? Does anyone care? They are all caught up in their problems. You could go to a psychologist, that would be a good idea. Paying money for someone to hear your problems, he would probably ask you about your childhood. Just what you need.
There's always sex, helps you forget the problems, at least for a while. And a while is all you need.
For now.
But than again, sex is not such a great medication, the last thing you need is to wake up next to someone you don't even know.
Getting drunk is no solution too.
Seems like there's nothing to do. You're stuck with it and tomorrow, when you wake up (if you manage to fall asleep), you'll look for the eyes but you won't find them.
You should move, a different place might help you. A new street can be good.
It's seems to you that you solved the problem. For a while at least, and a while is all you need.
For now.
-The end-