Authur's notes: Ahh, next chapter... I finally got the time to write it in on my computer. Took me a while to manage to use it. The story itself was finished a week ago. So, gomen for those which are reading it. And by the way, this is a YAOI fan fiction, and this chapter will actually contain LEMON. (Ack! I suck at writing lemon) Well, anyway, please be nice to me, this is the first lemon scene I have ever written, so please don't be too hard on me here. *begs*

Disclaimer: Seifer Almasy and Squall Leonhart + all other ff8 characters belong to Squaresoft, and sadly enough not to me. *cries* if anyone wants to give them to me, please do so :-D

*** Heartless - Chapter 4 Like Heaven and Blackness.

I peeked around the corner just outside the elevator. No one. I took a relieved breath and carefully took a step outside the old elevator. No need to stay more in that old thing than necessary. Grrr.., hate elevators. My eyes darted everywhere, trying to spot possible dangers in the hallway, but no, it was empty as a grat's brain at the moment.

Well, it was after curfew after all, so the only living persons that were out were the faculty guarding the different exits around GARDEN. I gulped, nervous tightening the jacket around my waist, before slowly beginning to walk towards the dorm area. I did not really feel any hurry to get there, or rather, I did, but if I moved any faster then walking, my jacked would ride up my hips and reveal the rather gaping hole in my pants, and show the world that the Commander of GARDEN in fact did NOT wear underwear today. Embarrassing really, it was not that I never did, believe me, walking without underwear in leather pants is really a bitch, but today, the only underwear I had left, was the yellow and pink boxers Selphie gave me last birthday. What is it with that woman and colours.? Oh well, she is nice enough... Anyway, I decided not to wear underwear today

My footsteps made a hollow echo throughout the hallways, and I shivered slightly as I felt the cold gaze of the Faculty on my back. Those guys always freaked me out. If they are fact guys. I am not really sure. Well, what was the ickiest about them, was the fact that you could not see the faces under that . hat... thingy...

Without really thinking, I walked, trying to keep my normal icy mask up. I had spent the better part of the afternoon in my office, making up all kinds of stupid excuses not to leave my chair, which ended with Quistis snorting at me, and calling me Seifer nr. 2, and then leaving the office, slamming the door. I never told her, but that kind of offended me.

I paced down the walkway outside my dorm, desperately trying to hold my up riding jacket down, I closed my eyes for a second, and when I looked up, a figure blocked the way to my dorm.

I froze for a second, my mind blanking, and my heart starting to race, as I stared wild eyed at the figure, before I managed to uphold my mask once more. It felt like I had just come from the training-center, after having slain all of the beasts in there, so fast was my heart thumping. My body refused to move, and it seemed as if somebody had cast Stop on me, but I felt no magic. With a sharp gasp, I broke the trance, and mentally slapped myself for my reaction.

Hastily, I continued walking, having my eyes sharply locked on the tall figure, but under my messy bangs, I could not see his face. As I closed up near him, I mentally made notes considering his appearance, thinking about reporting the person for being outside after curfew... Tall, muscled, short, blond hair. wait a second. Oh no... Oh yes, just the figure I did *not* want to meet just right now.

Seifer Fucking Almasy.

I did actually think about walking a big half-circle to avoid him, but no, I refused to give him the impression of being scared of him, so instead, I strode past him.

Or rather, I was going to.

Just as I passed him, a strong arm flung out, grabbed me by my arm, and dragged me inside one of the dorm room and slammed me hard against the wall inside. Probably his room too, my luck. "You are late, Leonhart..." He whispered, close by my ear, his warm breath rustling over my earlobe. A shudder passed throughout me, and so did a wave of pleasure, that of course did center right down in my groin, starting a reaction that could not be explained as *a normal reaction to friction.*

Once again, my heart started beating inhumanly fast, and I was quite sure that he actually could hear it through my shirt and chest. "." I glared at him, or rather tried to, it was pit dark in there, so I generally just glared straight in front of myself, and hoped he saw it better than I did. "Now, now, Leonhart, giving me the silent treatment, are we?" This time, his breath tinkled my lips, and I half closed my eyes, and suppressed a small moaned.

Oh how much I had dreamed of this. Him whispering against my lips, almost in the brink of kissing me. But, what I had not dream of, was that the backside of my pants would be ripped of at that very moment.

Thoughts raced throughout my head, trying to digest the information fed to me at that very moment by his actions. Why was he doing this? "Did he have a secret crush on me, just as I on him?" Did he want to torture me? Disgust me? Before I could hide in my thoughts anymore, I felt something very more like a proof than he desired me. A hard, hot, throbbing bulge against my tight...

I gasped, shocked beyond recognition, but as I gasped, his lips locked over mine, pushing my head back in a soul crushing kiss.

My mind blanked, I was too stunned (stud deals with what is also called nail) to do anything sensible at all, like pushing him away. Instead, my body reacted, my hands travelling over his shoulders, pressing my body tighter towards him, kissing him eagerly back.

He grinned in the kiss, and I guessed black heartedly it was because I submitted to him. Then suddenly his tongue swiped sensually over mine, more ordering me than asking me to open my mouth. And most to my own surprise, I did. Willingly.

His tongue tasted me, travelling over my teeth, over my tongue, where we battled for a couple of seconds, before it continued to explore my mouth.

Thanks Hyne I did not eat that garlic sandwich that Quistis gave me, or my breath would have killed him by now.

It was when his hands grabbed around me, and came in contact with the bare skin of my ass. I blushed like a thirteen years old girl running into her parent's bedroom, seeing too much more than she really wanted to. He broke the kiss to laugh. (Twice the same thing, more or less) "I see you came over my little surprise for you in the office?" His voice was deeper than usual, as his hands travelled over the bare skin, and when his index finger dipped into me, I let out a very unmanly shriek.

The previous anger was as wiped away with the stormy wind, as his finger started to move in and out of me, making me catch my breath for each trust he pushed it deeper and deeper inside me. My knees buckled, and his other arm grabbed around me to support me up against the wall. "You like this, Leonhart..?" He asked me, his voice baring a hint of amusement that worried me. For a second that is. No longer, for when his finger left me, and travelled to the front of my pants instead, the thought about worry was gone.

I could not answer him, my head was thrown back, leaning against the wall, small whimpers and gasps emitting from my throat... It seemed he took this as a hint, because seconds later, I felt hot kisses being traced over my neck, and teeth slightly biting, at the same time his hand dipped inside my pants, and went further down, and took a hold of what was within.

It felt like I was going to explode as his rough fingers touched me, and a long sigh escaped my half open mouth, and my eyes seeing sparkles of colors when he started to move the hand.

It felt like heaven, it really did, and the girls had NO idea of what they miss when it comes to a good hand job, which to me, felt like Seifer was a god at doing.

I could not stop myself, I used one of my hand to push his head up to my face again, and I kissed him hard as I came, and as wave after wave rushed through me, my vision blacked, and all was dark.

This is so me. Having the best orgasm of my life, then passing out in the middle of it.

*** Thank you, My wonderful Beta Reader, for helping me fix up this chapter, It helped a lot!