A/N: I'm back, you missed me? Anyway I know this took more time than it
usually des, but I'm suffering a blockade I couldn't continue this story,
the words didn't come!! So I started another fic (not really mine, read it
and you'll see) to see if that helped. I'm not sure it worked but here I
am, so enjoy.
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. Kissing a Green and Silver Serpent: Chapter XVII
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A difficult conversation.
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It was official now, Draco and Hermione were an item and although they didn't have the blessing of their family and friends they were happy. Of course Harry and Ron were used by now to see their former enemy making out with their best friend, but that didn't mean that they were ok with it; and there was the constant menace of Lucius Malfoy out there, planning something horrible against them. And yet, somehow Draco and Hermione managed to be a joyful couple, their loving growing by the day. (A/N I now that sounded incredible cheese, well this is a pretty cheese story, but keep reading it makes sense in the next paragraphs).
So everything sounds right, but it wasn't so perfect. First it had been difficult for them to find a place to be together as neither of them dared to go to the other's Common Room and of course Hermione would never accept to kiss and cuddle in the library or the great hall. In the end Hermione suggested the room of requirement, she hadn't been sure of it because after what had happened last year many students knew where it was and she wasn't comfortable with the idea of being interrupted in the middle of a kissing session.
But after several of weeks of using it nothing had happened and both of them grew more confident about their little secret place. They made regular appointments to meet there in addition to patrolling the corridors together and having some of the meals together (Hermione's friends did want to spend time with her byherself).
So for some time everything was wonderful, they had great times together: laugh, talk about everything and had some privet moments. But the quiet didn't last much, soon enough their meeting were becoming more and more "private" if you know what I mean. Draco would no longer want to sit in the comfortable purple arm chairs the room provided but choose sit on cushions in the floor instead, and his hands were "exploring new horizons" on Hermione's body. She couldn't deny that she enjoy this but a greater part of her felt kind of awkward and always ended up stopping Draco at the same point.
They had never talked abut it, but Draco was beginning to feel frustrated. He didn't wish to rush Hermione into anything but he was a sixteen year old by, in-loved and...You fill in the blank. He knew that the least thing he had to do was to talk to her, after all they conversed about everything even Voldemort and his father, but for some reason he was not looking forward to this conversation.
"'Mione, you look gorgeous" Said Draco on night while they where sharing a butterbeer during one of their encounters, in order to create the right atmosphere to introduce "the topic"
"Thanks, but I'm not different from yesterday r the day before" She said smiling
"That is because you always look gorgeous" He said kissing her neck ""You know I love you, don't you?"
"Not as much as I love you" She answered giggling because of the kiss (A/N: Big mistake girl!)
Draco smiled "And you know I wouldn't force you to anything or do anything to hurt you?" "Of course, if I didn't know that I wouldn't be here with you" She was starting to realize what all this was about, so she moved away from Draco's kisses with the excuse of taking a swig from the bottle in front of her.
But when she put down her drink Draco took his hand, now he had worked up the courage to talk to her he was not going to give up after the first attempt.
"Babe, I really enjoy our "dates" here, and we have been together for two and a half months now...'Mione, what I'm trying to say is that I want to feel like I really have you"
"But you do have me Draco" She knew exactly what he meant, but needed to get more time to think, she wasn't ready for what he was asking but he didn't want him to think that she didn't love him or that she wasn't sure about their relationship.
"I know that" He said pulling her out of her sit and sitting her on his lap "but I want to feel it" He started to kiss her neck again, his left hand entering her blouse through her back.
Hermione kept her face as innocent as she could "I don't know what you mean" She said in her most girlish voice
'Come on, you know perfectly well what I mean...Don't make this harder' thought Draco, but instead he pulled her into a deep kiss from which the two of them came out panting. "That is what I mean" Said Draco.
Hermione considered for a minute saying "Then you just got it" but she realized it would be too much, besides she had enjoyed the kiss very much and a tinny part of her wanted his mouth to continue going down her body. Then her reason caught up with her senses. She couldn't let her passion get the better of her and do something she might regret.
"Babe, you still there?" Asked Draco.
"Yes, sorry... I was just..." She said touching her lips unconsciously.
"I know... I mean you are a great kisser and I really enjoy them but... I feel like I need more..." Wait, that didn't sound right "No it's not that I need it... 'Mione I love you and I want to explore with you every little sensation I can feel" He looked so honest, and she knew he was being sincere. It was very difficult for her to tell him what she needed to.
"Draco, I love you and I appreciate what you are saying and feeling. But I had never done this before and I really feel like I need more time... I'm not ready yet"
He had been expecting these words from the beginning of the conversation, but that didn't mean that he had had the slightest hope that she would not pronounce them.
"I understand and I don't want to pressure you but what are you afraid of? Why are you feeling insecure?" "It's not that, it doesn't have to do with you" She said, clearly embarrassed with the discussion.
"Babe, if what you need is time I'll give to you... but I would like to know what you are going through so we can work it out together"
She could tell him, she could trust him "It's just...this is a huge step forward, like sealing your growthness (A/N: Hehe I think I've just invented a word) with no return and I'm not sure if I am that mature"
Draco was laughing now "What?" She said indignantly
"Are you listening to yourself? You, Hermione Granger, don't know if you are mature enough?!? Come on!! You have to be the most mature student in the whole school, and I can add a couple of teachers too"
Hermione was smiling now "Listen" She said sweetly caressing his hand "I just need a bit of time, can you give me that?"
Draco smiled to and nodded, he couldn't deny anything to that smile, n matter how much he wanted it to happen.
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A/N: I know this chappy kind of sucked; apparently I'm not completely cured... I promise something better next time... And in the mean time, you know what to do :o)
Confused-with-life101: Thank you... don't worry about Draco, he'll be better of without his father, you'll se ;o)
NitenGale: Here you go, I won't stop writing I promise!! A beta reader is someone who reads your stories and corrects them (grammar, spelling, punctuation) for you.
Deadburningflame (A.K.A My co writer-of the other story): Thanx!! I think we make a great team!
TkdCutie: Thank you very much!!!
Draco-FutureBF: Once again, THANK YOU!
Danhiel: Thanx! Yes, I'm following your new story, keep it up!!
Disclaimer: ..
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.
. Kissing a Green and Silver Serpent: Chapter XVII
.
A difficult conversation.
.
.
It was official now, Draco and Hermione were an item and although they didn't have the blessing of their family and friends they were happy. Of course Harry and Ron were used by now to see their former enemy making out with their best friend, but that didn't mean that they were ok with it; and there was the constant menace of Lucius Malfoy out there, planning something horrible against them. And yet, somehow Draco and Hermione managed to be a joyful couple, their loving growing by the day. (A/N I now that sounded incredible cheese, well this is a pretty cheese story, but keep reading it makes sense in the next paragraphs).
So everything sounds right, but it wasn't so perfect. First it had been difficult for them to find a place to be together as neither of them dared to go to the other's Common Room and of course Hermione would never accept to kiss and cuddle in the library or the great hall. In the end Hermione suggested the room of requirement, she hadn't been sure of it because after what had happened last year many students knew where it was and she wasn't comfortable with the idea of being interrupted in the middle of a kissing session.
But after several of weeks of using it nothing had happened and both of them grew more confident about their little secret place. They made regular appointments to meet there in addition to patrolling the corridors together and having some of the meals together (Hermione's friends did want to spend time with her byherself).
So for some time everything was wonderful, they had great times together: laugh, talk about everything and had some privet moments. But the quiet didn't last much, soon enough their meeting were becoming more and more "private" if you know what I mean. Draco would no longer want to sit in the comfortable purple arm chairs the room provided but choose sit on cushions in the floor instead, and his hands were "exploring new horizons" on Hermione's body. She couldn't deny that she enjoy this but a greater part of her felt kind of awkward and always ended up stopping Draco at the same point.
They had never talked abut it, but Draco was beginning to feel frustrated. He didn't wish to rush Hermione into anything but he was a sixteen year old by, in-loved and...You fill in the blank. He knew that the least thing he had to do was to talk to her, after all they conversed about everything even Voldemort and his father, but for some reason he was not looking forward to this conversation.
"'Mione, you look gorgeous" Said Draco on night while they where sharing a butterbeer during one of their encounters, in order to create the right atmosphere to introduce "the topic"
"Thanks, but I'm not different from yesterday r the day before" She said smiling
"That is because you always look gorgeous" He said kissing her neck ""You know I love you, don't you?"
"Not as much as I love you" She answered giggling because of the kiss (A/N: Big mistake girl!)
Draco smiled "And you know I wouldn't force you to anything or do anything to hurt you?" "Of course, if I didn't know that I wouldn't be here with you" She was starting to realize what all this was about, so she moved away from Draco's kisses with the excuse of taking a swig from the bottle in front of her.
But when she put down her drink Draco took his hand, now he had worked up the courage to talk to her he was not going to give up after the first attempt.
"Babe, I really enjoy our "dates" here, and we have been together for two and a half months now...'Mione, what I'm trying to say is that I want to feel like I really have you"
"But you do have me Draco" She knew exactly what he meant, but needed to get more time to think, she wasn't ready for what he was asking but he didn't want him to think that she didn't love him or that she wasn't sure about their relationship.
"I know that" He said pulling her out of her sit and sitting her on his lap "but I want to feel it" He started to kiss her neck again, his left hand entering her blouse through her back.
Hermione kept her face as innocent as she could "I don't know what you mean" She said in her most girlish voice
'Come on, you know perfectly well what I mean...Don't make this harder' thought Draco, but instead he pulled her into a deep kiss from which the two of them came out panting. "That is what I mean" Said Draco.
Hermione considered for a minute saying "Then you just got it" but she realized it would be too much, besides she had enjoyed the kiss very much and a tinny part of her wanted his mouth to continue going down her body. Then her reason caught up with her senses. She couldn't let her passion get the better of her and do something she might regret.
"Babe, you still there?" Asked Draco.
"Yes, sorry... I was just..." She said touching her lips unconsciously.
"I know... I mean you are a great kisser and I really enjoy them but... I feel like I need more..." Wait, that didn't sound right "No it's not that I need it... 'Mione I love you and I want to explore with you every little sensation I can feel" He looked so honest, and she knew he was being sincere. It was very difficult for her to tell him what she needed to.
"Draco, I love you and I appreciate what you are saying and feeling. But I had never done this before and I really feel like I need more time... I'm not ready yet"
He had been expecting these words from the beginning of the conversation, but that didn't mean that he had had the slightest hope that she would not pronounce them.
"I understand and I don't want to pressure you but what are you afraid of? Why are you feeling insecure?" "It's not that, it doesn't have to do with you" She said, clearly embarrassed with the discussion.
"Babe, if what you need is time I'll give to you... but I would like to know what you are going through so we can work it out together"
She could tell him, she could trust him "It's just...this is a huge step forward, like sealing your growthness (A/N: Hehe I think I've just invented a word) with no return and I'm not sure if I am that mature"
Draco was laughing now "What?" She said indignantly
"Are you listening to yourself? You, Hermione Granger, don't know if you are mature enough?!? Come on!! You have to be the most mature student in the whole school, and I can add a couple of teachers too"
Hermione was smiling now "Listen" She said sweetly caressing his hand "I just need a bit of time, can you give me that?"
Draco smiled to and nodded, he couldn't deny anything to that smile, n matter how much he wanted it to happen.
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A/N: I know this chappy kind of sucked; apparently I'm not completely cured... I promise something better next time... And in the mean time, you know what to do :o)
Confused-with-life101: Thank you... don't worry about Draco, he'll be better of without his father, you'll se ;o)
NitenGale: Here you go, I won't stop writing I promise!! A beta reader is someone who reads your stories and corrects them (grammar, spelling, punctuation) for you.
Deadburningflame (A.K.A My co writer-of the other story): Thanx!! I think we make a great team!
TkdCutie: Thank you very much!!!
Draco-FutureBF: Once again, THANK YOU!
Danhiel: Thanx! Yes, I'm following your new story, keep it up!!