Disclaimer: Gravitation is not mine. And I got the title from a song by
Trademark.
Warning : Oh you know. Pairings : Oh you know this one too. A/N : I wrote this about a year ago. Takes place after episode 8, I think. My first
fic which I believe contains OOC-ness. Many thanks to my beta-reader
Nixwinter and David-Eric. Any mistakes that you might find wasn't caused
by them,but by my own stupidity. And I'd like to thank all of you that read
and reviewed the 1st chp,it was wonderful,I liked it all. A special note for
you who hated the previous chp-and if you're miraclely reading this chp-
I want you to know that I've warned you about the OOC- ness in this fic,
but you chose to neglect it. Ofcourse I'm aware that I'm writing OOC
characters but I just had to do it in order to forward some messages to my
readers. I'm sorry if it annoyed you but this is my fic and I can do anything
to it. If you hate it then you better do yourself a favor and leave this fic at
once before you hurt yourself ^__^ Oh,and I know everything about
Gravitation pretty well because I happen to have the anime series,the ova,
the manga series and the novel. So that made me familiar enough with the
characters and the story line. Thanks for reminding me to re-watch the
series,I'll be happy to do that ^__~
'...'=thoughts "..."=speechs
Part II
Shuichi
I run and run and run. I don't know where my feet are leading me. I don't care. I'm really angry and disappointed and I just have to run away. My heart burns with anger, the flame creeps through my throat up to my brain feeling like it's going to explode. I want to scream.
'Yuki no baka!! How dare he say such things to me. Yurusanai!! I hate you!!'
I cry as I keep on running. I can't clearly see the road in front of me. Running like crazy I suddenly trip and fall pretty hard on my knees. Sitting on the pavement where I fell I rub my poor-aching knees. I felt something wet, lifting my hand up I stare at my blood now staining it.
'Damn! I shouldn't have worn shorts', I scolded myself mentally.
They hurt as did my heart, but if my agony could flow out along with my tears and blood, then so shall it be.
Getting up I wipe my tears and the blood off my knees and walked along the quiet road. I notice now that the sky had been weeping as well. The few pedestrians that didn't care about a weeping-pathetic-rock-star walked- passed me heading to their own homes. The clear air and bright street lights weren't enough to wash away my misery and to shine up my gloomy heart. It was almost midnight. I look at my watch and notice it's 11.15.
My body is tired as well as my mind. I just wanted to lay my head down and take a rest. Running and crying at the same time really wore me out. Not to mention that I am the kind of person who always fall asleep after crying.
'I wanna sleep!' I whined to my self. But where should I go? Home? No way. I don't want my family to know about this. To Hiro's? No. I can't go to him. He'll ask me why I ran away from Yuki. Based on my experience, I just couldn't hide anything from him. And if he found out, he'd go to Yuki and end up in a fight with him. No. Bad idea. I mustn't involve Hiro into this. I mustn't cause him any trouble.
I thought of getting a hotel room for tonight as I brought out my wallet from my pocket. I open it and find not even a single coin inside it. I guess tomorrow I would have to go to the bank to get some money from my savings.
'Fine. I will spend the night in the park instead and go look for an apartment tomorrow. It's not like I don't have any money at all, right?' I thought to my self.
My mind was so occupied so I wasn't paying attention to the road ahead of me. I'm so busy planning my new day without Yuki in my life anymore when I accidentally bump into someone.
"A, gomen na," I quickly apologized.
I glance over at the person I bumped into. I see three men who don't seem to be friendly and –I believe- definitely not happy with my apology, glaring at me. The one that I bumped suddenly grab my shoulder.
"Hey, you better watch where you're goin', boy!" He said as I manage to take a good look at him. He looks familiar. My eyes then roll to his friends who also look familiar to me.
I feel my face turn pale when realize who the three were.
My nightmare. The nightmare that I thought was over now comes alive before me again. They are the three guys Aizawa hired before!
I swallow my fear and hoped that they would not recognize me, but...
"Hey, aren't you that Shindo Shuichi from Bad Luck?"
'Fuck! They recognized me!'
My pale face was even more pale now. Blue, probably. I feel like my energy vaporized to the air.
"Oh yeah... you're right. Shu-chan, isn't it?"
"Now what's a famous person like you doing all alone in the middle of the night?"
"Are you out for some fun?"
They all speak in turn. I only can manage a gulp and try to say something to them when one of them gives a sign to his friends.
Grinning, they suddenly drag me to a dark alley and put me in a dead-end- position. They surround me like a flock of vultures surrounding a carcass. I try my best to hide my fear and gather all the guts I have to just glare at them.
"You see, we wanna have some fun too. Got something to make your fans happy, boy?"
"If it's money you're asking for, I left in a hurry so I forgot to bring money. You can have my watch if you want", I say as I start to release my digital watch off my wrist, trying hard to stay calm but I know that I'm not good in hiding my fear. It shows.
The one that I bumped grabs my wrist, "You think someone's gonna buy a watch in the middle of the night? We wanna have some fun now, stupid. Not tomorrow when we have to sell the watch first." He glares straight into my eyes as he slaps my cheek twice.
"Get your hands off me", I snap, batting his hand away.
The jerk laughs.
"Hnh. A famous singer with not even a single coin with him. I wonder why?" The other one says as his eyes move to my shirt. "What happen to your shirt? You look like a filthy slut", smirking as he steps closer.
I step back but stop as I feel the wall on my back.
The jerk with the cap-the one that had stepped closer- drew his face closer to mine, "You ARE cute, you know that?" He said to me before turning his head back to his friends. "Hey, remember, guys? We sure had some fun with our little idol here, didn't we?"
"Yeah, and guess what?" The tallest among them continues, "My sister keep his photo inside her wallet and would drool over him the whole day every time she saw him with that erotic costume." He laughed. "Wonder how she's gonna react if I told her that we've spent some great time with 'em once." They all laugh.
I feel sick.
'Gotta get out of here!' I commanded to myself.
"I don't have any money and you don't want my watch. Can I go now?"
"Hey, what's the hurry?" The one with spiky hair says pressing one hand against the wall, next to my head. "Don't you get it? We wanna have some more fun."
"I don't have any money."
"We'll have something that doesn't cost any money then." He said as he stretches out his fingers and grasp my jaw. "I got paid when I did it the last time, but I think it's ok if I do it for free now." With his evil eyes set on me he licks his lips.
I know what's happening now. It's all coming back to me. I remembered how he used to do that before he...
Having the nightmare floating back into my mind made me angry as well as frightened. I snap his hand away. "Bastard!!" Shouting I throw my fist at him giving him a hard blow on his nose.
It started to bleed. 'Yes!'
Wiping his bleeding nose he glared furiously at me.
"Hold 'em, boys!" , he ordered and the next second the other two grab my arms and twisted to my back.
"Lemme go you son of a bitch!!" I yell as I struggle to get loose, but I fail.
While two of them hold me, the other one approaches me. I quickly swing my foot into his stomach, kicking it.
He became more angry. Before I know it he punched me in my stomach making me cough. I felt like my guts were about to spill out. I certainly hoped that they would spill out and wash over him.
He grabs my jaw again smirking, "I miss your cute little face. Still cute and untamed, eh?"
He leans forward to... to kiss me!
I spit on him before those disgusting lips touch mine and by God he's totally angry now!
"Bring 'em down!" the jerk ordered towards his friends again who immediately did as they were told. I struggled madly to get loose but it's with no luck.
They have me pinned on the ground. I'm totally helpless. They're too strong.
"I wanna enjoy this," the spiky one says and steps closer to me.
I scream a few curses at them which they reply with wicked laughs.
"Still think you can get away from us, eh, boy? I think I have to remind you of one thing: We used to beat you up just to make you stop fighting back, remember? You want us to do that again to you?"
He crawls on top of me, straddling me as he starts kissing my neck!
I wanna puke!
The image of that night came back to me. I can feel Aizawa standing across my helpless body taking pictures, and I also remember what Yuki almost did to me. I mustn't let this happen again!
"Get off me!!" I squirmed my body forcefully beneath the asshole on top of me, "Let go! Let go!!"
It was no use.
Looking down at me with the evilest grin he says, "Your smooth skin was one of the reason I enjoy doing this. Getting paid the last time was just my lucky day. I really don't mind at all doing it for free now. In fact, I'm willing to pay YOU to have you do it with me."
The three of them laugh aloud.
"Will you stop fuckin' around and just fuck 'em instead? I wanna get my turn too."
"Not 'til I get to taste 'em first. You got to be the second one last time, now it's my turn."
"Patience, guys. Like I said, I wanna enjoy this." He leans down to kiss me again.
"Son of a bitch!!" I scream, hoping that my curse can be a weapon to stop their actions.
'I'm dead!' I think to myself as I keep on with my useless struggles, though it only made the joints of my shoulders sore.
I try not to cry, but my stubborn tears escaped down my cheeks. I feel one of his hands go under my shirt. His rough hand caressing my chest as it goes up and unbuttons my shirt. Hot tears and sweat running down my face.
'Somebody please...! Yuki! Yuki!'
The bastard's other hand runs down to my pants and unzipping them.
"No!! Stop! Please!" I cried out, begging him to stop as my tears kept streaming down. My face was already wet with tears and sweat.
Grinning, he looks down at me, "What's the matter, boy? You used to enjoy this too, remember?" With that his hand slowly crawls inside!
I scream as I instantly throw my foot and hit him somewhere around his body.
"Why you little whore!" He shouts rubbing his hurt back, "I'm gonna finish you right now and make you remember this night for the rest of your life!"
He brings his hand to the waistband of my pants.
"No... don't..." my voice comes out in a sharp whisper.
That nightmare comes to me again. I can remember it clearly. Is it going to happen again now?
I feel like I'm going to die as his hands clenches my waistband pulling it down.
"Nooo!!!"
The sound of a gun shot was suddenly heard.
Everyone was silenced.
'A gun shot? The cops! I'm saved!' I exclaim mentally.
Footsteps could be heard approaching us.
"You have a hearing problem, eh, punk? You heard the boy. He said 'no'. Now get off him!"
Those three bastards abruptly stand up. I can see that their bodies were trembling in fear, but I'm unable to take a good look at the police that was a few steps away from me. My tears are flooding blurring my vision and I'm still sobbing.
As the three jerks stood up, I quickly sit up to button my shirt and my pants. Then I hear the police speak aloud again.
"Ok, now get the hell out of here before I blow you punks to pieces. I'll count to three. One..."
'Wait! Is he gonna let them go just like that after he saw what they almost did to me?!'
My abusers start panicking bumping into each other trying to run away.
"Three!!" the policeman shouts firing his... machine gun? I swear he wasn't using one when he fired some shots to stop the bastard from abusing me.
I quickly duck and cover my head as the three bastards run like crazy. Unfortunately, none of the bullets hit them.
The police officer approaches me when there is only the two of us left. My body is trembling with the previous fear, but I force myself to sit up and face him.
"You ok?" He asked.
"Y-yeah, I-" I stop as I'm busy wiping my tears.
"Shuichi? Shuichi is that you?"
'He knows my name?'
I open my eyes widely and see a familiar-handsome-but-lethal-face before me, kneeling. I can't hide my happiness when I realize who he is.
"K! K! Boy am I glad to see you!" I cry out hugging him tightly-which I've never wanted to do before or again. I start to weep.
"Shuichi...what happened?"
**
K said that he was on his way home from a karaoke club. He went there with Sakuma-san and Noriko-san.
Sakuma-san's face appears in my mind and somehow it makes me feel better.
"K, will you please take me to Sakuma-san's place? I...I don't have any place to go..."
K glance at me. I think he understood the situation I'm having. I bet he already figured that I've just had a fight with Yuki. It's obvious, isn't it?
"Something happened between you and Yuki-san, I suppose."
'Bingo.'
"Please, K? I need to see Sakuma-san."
"Why not to Hiro's?"
I shake my head. "I mustn't."
K lets out a sigh. He puts on his seat belt and starts the engine. "As long as this matter doesn't affect your job or the band then everything is fine with me."
I nod my head. "Promise me not to tell this to anybody, especially Hiro and Fujisaki. However, Seguchi-san will eventually know..."
To my surprise K pats my head. "You have my word, Shuichi." **
The door to Sakuma-san's apartment opens after K pressed the bell. Sakuma- san appears on the door frame and smiles happily at K, "Ooh K! Did you lose your way home or did you—Shu-chan!" Sakuma-san called out my name genkily as I poked my head out from behind K.
"Shuichi wanted to see you," K said placing one hand on my shoulder.
"Why not na no da! Ryu-chan and Kumagoro love to play with Shu-chan anytime! And guess what, Shu-chan?"
"What?" I asked softly. I feel so tired.
"Ryu-chan wants to see Shu-chan too!" He ends with a laugh as he jumps and hugs me.
My idol. My childhood idol's hugging me dearly. I remember how my weariness would disappear every time I see Sakuma-san's performance. It always managed to raise my spirit up. And right here, right now, my body, my mind is tired. My heart is broken, my throat sore and dry and I'm totally exhausted. But Sakuma-san is holding me...
"Sakuma-san..." I utter softly before everything started spinning around.
"Shu-chan! Shu-chan!" Sakuma-san yelled out my name.
'Why is he doing that? He sounds panicked. And why was everything black all the sudden?'
I felt strong arms cuddling and lifting me up.
Someone far...far away was calling my name.
"Sa...ku...ma...san..." and then I was lost.
TBC
A/N: So what do you think? Not so good for a writer who had postponed for a year huh? I hope that I can update the 3rd chp faster. For those who hate my fic I'm sorry to tell you that I'm going to keep on moving ^__^ Mata ne!
Warning : Oh you know. Pairings : Oh you know this one too. A/N : I wrote this about a year ago. Takes place after episode 8, I think. My first
fic which I believe contains OOC-ness. Many thanks to my beta-reader
Nixwinter and David-Eric. Any mistakes that you might find wasn't caused
by them,but by my own stupidity. And I'd like to thank all of you that read
and reviewed the 1st chp,it was wonderful,I liked it all. A special note for
you who hated the previous chp-and if you're miraclely reading this chp-
I want you to know that I've warned you about the OOC- ness in this fic,
but you chose to neglect it. Ofcourse I'm aware that I'm writing OOC
characters but I just had to do it in order to forward some messages to my
readers. I'm sorry if it annoyed you but this is my fic and I can do anything
to it. If you hate it then you better do yourself a favor and leave this fic at
once before you hurt yourself ^__^ Oh,and I know everything about
Gravitation pretty well because I happen to have the anime series,the ova,
the manga series and the novel. So that made me familiar enough with the
characters and the story line. Thanks for reminding me to re-watch the
series,I'll be happy to do that ^__~
'...'=thoughts "..."=speechs
Part II
Shuichi
I run and run and run. I don't know where my feet are leading me. I don't care. I'm really angry and disappointed and I just have to run away. My heart burns with anger, the flame creeps through my throat up to my brain feeling like it's going to explode. I want to scream.
'Yuki no baka!! How dare he say such things to me. Yurusanai!! I hate you!!'
I cry as I keep on running. I can't clearly see the road in front of me. Running like crazy I suddenly trip and fall pretty hard on my knees. Sitting on the pavement where I fell I rub my poor-aching knees. I felt something wet, lifting my hand up I stare at my blood now staining it.
'Damn! I shouldn't have worn shorts', I scolded myself mentally.
They hurt as did my heart, but if my agony could flow out along with my tears and blood, then so shall it be.
Getting up I wipe my tears and the blood off my knees and walked along the quiet road. I notice now that the sky had been weeping as well. The few pedestrians that didn't care about a weeping-pathetic-rock-star walked- passed me heading to their own homes. The clear air and bright street lights weren't enough to wash away my misery and to shine up my gloomy heart. It was almost midnight. I look at my watch and notice it's 11.15.
My body is tired as well as my mind. I just wanted to lay my head down and take a rest. Running and crying at the same time really wore me out. Not to mention that I am the kind of person who always fall asleep after crying.
'I wanna sleep!' I whined to my self. But where should I go? Home? No way. I don't want my family to know about this. To Hiro's? No. I can't go to him. He'll ask me why I ran away from Yuki. Based on my experience, I just couldn't hide anything from him. And if he found out, he'd go to Yuki and end up in a fight with him. No. Bad idea. I mustn't involve Hiro into this. I mustn't cause him any trouble.
I thought of getting a hotel room for tonight as I brought out my wallet from my pocket. I open it and find not even a single coin inside it. I guess tomorrow I would have to go to the bank to get some money from my savings.
'Fine. I will spend the night in the park instead and go look for an apartment tomorrow. It's not like I don't have any money at all, right?' I thought to my self.
My mind was so occupied so I wasn't paying attention to the road ahead of me. I'm so busy planning my new day without Yuki in my life anymore when I accidentally bump into someone.
"A, gomen na," I quickly apologized.
I glance over at the person I bumped into. I see three men who don't seem to be friendly and –I believe- definitely not happy with my apology, glaring at me. The one that I bumped suddenly grab my shoulder.
"Hey, you better watch where you're goin', boy!" He said as I manage to take a good look at him. He looks familiar. My eyes then roll to his friends who also look familiar to me.
I feel my face turn pale when realize who the three were.
My nightmare. The nightmare that I thought was over now comes alive before me again. They are the three guys Aizawa hired before!
I swallow my fear and hoped that they would not recognize me, but...
"Hey, aren't you that Shindo Shuichi from Bad Luck?"
'Fuck! They recognized me!'
My pale face was even more pale now. Blue, probably. I feel like my energy vaporized to the air.
"Oh yeah... you're right. Shu-chan, isn't it?"
"Now what's a famous person like you doing all alone in the middle of the night?"
"Are you out for some fun?"
They all speak in turn. I only can manage a gulp and try to say something to them when one of them gives a sign to his friends.
Grinning, they suddenly drag me to a dark alley and put me in a dead-end- position. They surround me like a flock of vultures surrounding a carcass. I try my best to hide my fear and gather all the guts I have to just glare at them.
"You see, we wanna have some fun too. Got something to make your fans happy, boy?"
"If it's money you're asking for, I left in a hurry so I forgot to bring money. You can have my watch if you want", I say as I start to release my digital watch off my wrist, trying hard to stay calm but I know that I'm not good in hiding my fear. It shows.
The one that I bumped grabs my wrist, "You think someone's gonna buy a watch in the middle of the night? We wanna have some fun now, stupid. Not tomorrow when we have to sell the watch first." He glares straight into my eyes as he slaps my cheek twice.
"Get your hands off me", I snap, batting his hand away.
The jerk laughs.
"Hnh. A famous singer with not even a single coin with him. I wonder why?" The other one says as his eyes move to my shirt. "What happen to your shirt? You look like a filthy slut", smirking as he steps closer.
I step back but stop as I feel the wall on my back.
The jerk with the cap-the one that had stepped closer- drew his face closer to mine, "You ARE cute, you know that?" He said to me before turning his head back to his friends. "Hey, remember, guys? We sure had some fun with our little idol here, didn't we?"
"Yeah, and guess what?" The tallest among them continues, "My sister keep his photo inside her wallet and would drool over him the whole day every time she saw him with that erotic costume." He laughed. "Wonder how she's gonna react if I told her that we've spent some great time with 'em once." They all laugh.
I feel sick.
'Gotta get out of here!' I commanded to myself.
"I don't have any money and you don't want my watch. Can I go now?"
"Hey, what's the hurry?" The one with spiky hair says pressing one hand against the wall, next to my head. "Don't you get it? We wanna have some more fun."
"I don't have any money."
"We'll have something that doesn't cost any money then." He said as he stretches out his fingers and grasp my jaw. "I got paid when I did it the last time, but I think it's ok if I do it for free now." With his evil eyes set on me he licks his lips.
I know what's happening now. It's all coming back to me. I remembered how he used to do that before he...
Having the nightmare floating back into my mind made me angry as well as frightened. I snap his hand away. "Bastard!!" Shouting I throw my fist at him giving him a hard blow on his nose.
It started to bleed. 'Yes!'
Wiping his bleeding nose he glared furiously at me.
"Hold 'em, boys!" , he ordered and the next second the other two grab my arms and twisted to my back.
"Lemme go you son of a bitch!!" I yell as I struggle to get loose, but I fail.
While two of them hold me, the other one approaches me. I quickly swing my foot into his stomach, kicking it.
He became more angry. Before I know it he punched me in my stomach making me cough. I felt like my guts were about to spill out. I certainly hoped that they would spill out and wash over him.
He grabs my jaw again smirking, "I miss your cute little face. Still cute and untamed, eh?"
He leans forward to... to kiss me!
I spit on him before those disgusting lips touch mine and by God he's totally angry now!
"Bring 'em down!" the jerk ordered towards his friends again who immediately did as they were told. I struggled madly to get loose but it's with no luck.
They have me pinned on the ground. I'm totally helpless. They're too strong.
"I wanna enjoy this," the spiky one says and steps closer to me.
I scream a few curses at them which they reply with wicked laughs.
"Still think you can get away from us, eh, boy? I think I have to remind you of one thing: We used to beat you up just to make you stop fighting back, remember? You want us to do that again to you?"
He crawls on top of me, straddling me as he starts kissing my neck!
I wanna puke!
The image of that night came back to me. I can feel Aizawa standing across my helpless body taking pictures, and I also remember what Yuki almost did to me. I mustn't let this happen again!
"Get off me!!" I squirmed my body forcefully beneath the asshole on top of me, "Let go! Let go!!"
It was no use.
Looking down at me with the evilest grin he says, "Your smooth skin was one of the reason I enjoy doing this. Getting paid the last time was just my lucky day. I really don't mind at all doing it for free now. In fact, I'm willing to pay YOU to have you do it with me."
The three of them laugh aloud.
"Will you stop fuckin' around and just fuck 'em instead? I wanna get my turn too."
"Not 'til I get to taste 'em first. You got to be the second one last time, now it's my turn."
"Patience, guys. Like I said, I wanna enjoy this." He leans down to kiss me again.
"Son of a bitch!!" I scream, hoping that my curse can be a weapon to stop their actions.
'I'm dead!' I think to myself as I keep on with my useless struggles, though it only made the joints of my shoulders sore.
I try not to cry, but my stubborn tears escaped down my cheeks. I feel one of his hands go under my shirt. His rough hand caressing my chest as it goes up and unbuttons my shirt. Hot tears and sweat running down my face.
'Somebody please...! Yuki! Yuki!'
The bastard's other hand runs down to my pants and unzipping them.
"No!! Stop! Please!" I cried out, begging him to stop as my tears kept streaming down. My face was already wet with tears and sweat.
Grinning, he looks down at me, "What's the matter, boy? You used to enjoy this too, remember?" With that his hand slowly crawls inside!
I scream as I instantly throw my foot and hit him somewhere around his body.
"Why you little whore!" He shouts rubbing his hurt back, "I'm gonna finish you right now and make you remember this night for the rest of your life!"
He brings his hand to the waistband of my pants.
"No... don't..." my voice comes out in a sharp whisper.
That nightmare comes to me again. I can remember it clearly. Is it going to happen again now?
I feel like I'm going to die as his hands clenches my waistband pulling it down.
"Nooo!!!"
The sound of a gun shot was suddenly heard.
Everyone was silenced.
'A gun shot? The cops! I'm saved!' I exclaim mentally.
Footsteps could be heard approaching us.
"You have a hearing problem, eh, punk? You heard the boy. He said 'no'. Now get off him!"
Those three bastards abruptly stand up. I can see that their bodies were trembling in fear, but I'm unable to take a good look at the police that was a few steps away from me. My tears are flooding blurring my vision and I'm still sobbing.
As the three jerks stood up, I quickly sit up to button my shirt and my pants. Then I hear the police speak aloud again.
"Ok, now get the hell out of here before I blow you punks to pieces. I'll count to three. One..."
'Wait! Is he gonna let them go just like that after he saw what they almost did to me?!'
My abusers start panicking bumping into each other trying to run away.
"Three!!" the policeman shouts firing his... machine gun? I swear he wasn't using one when he fired some shots to stop the bastard from abusing me.
I quickly duck and cover my head as the three bastards run like crazy. Unfortunately, none of the bullets hit them.
The police officer approaches me when there is only the two of us left. My body is trembling with the previous fear, but I force myself to sit up and face him.
"You ok?" He asked.
"Y-yeah, I-" I stop as I'm busy wiping my tears.
"Shuichi? Shuichi is that you?"
'He knows my name?'
I open my eyes widely and see a familiar-handsome-but-lethal-face before me, kneeling. I can't hide my happiness when I realize who he is.
"K! K! Boy am I glad to see you!" I cry out hugging him tightly-which I've never wanted to do before or again. I start to weep.
"Shuichi...what happened?"
**
K said that he was on his way home from a karaoke club. He went there with Sakuma-san and Noriko-san.
Sakuma-san's face appears in my mind and somehow it makes me feel better.
"K, will you please take me to Sakuma-san's place? I...I don't have any place to go..."
K glance at me. I think he understood the situation I'm having. I bet he already figured that I've just had a fight with Yuki. It's obvious, isn't it?
"Something happened between you and Yuki-san, I suppose."
'Bingo.'
"Please, K? I need to see Sakuma-san."
"Why not to Hiro's?"
I shake my head. "I mustn't."
K lets out a sigh. He puts on his seat belt and starts the engine. "As long as this matter doesn't affect your job or the band then everything is fine with me."
I nod my head. "Promise me not to tell this to anybody, especially Hiro and Fujisaki. However, Seguchi-san will eventually know..."
To my surprise K pats my head. "You have my word, Shuichi." **
The door to Sakuma-san's apartment opens after K pressed the bell. Sakuma- san appears on the door frame and smiles happily at K, "Ooh K! Did you lose your way home or did you—Shu-chan!" Sakuma-san called out my name genkily as I poked my head out from behind K.
"Shuichi wanted to see you," K said placing one hand on my shoulder.
"Why not na no da! Ryu-chan and Kumagoro love to play with Shu-chan anytime! And guess what, Shu-chan?"
"What?" I asked softly. I feel so tired.
"Ryu-chan wants to see Shu-chan too!" He ends with a laugh as he jumps and hugs me.
My idol. My childhood idol's hugging me dearly. I remember how my weariness would disappear every time I see Sakuma-san's performance. It always managed to raise my spirit up. And right here, right now, my body, my mind is tired. My heart is broken, my throat sore and dry and I'm totally exhausted. But Sakuma-san is holding me...
"Sakuma-san..." I utter softly before everything started spinning around.
"Shu-chan! Shu-chan!" Sakuma-san yelled out my name.
'Why is he doing that? He sounds panicked. And why was everything black all the sudden?'
I felt strong arms cuddling and lifting me up.
Someone far...far away was calling my name.
"Sa...ku...ma...san..." and then I was lost.
TBC
A/N: So what do you think? Not so good for a writer who had postponed for a year huh? I hope that I can update the 3rd chp faster. For those who hate my fic I'm sorry to tell you that I'm going to keep on moving ^__^ Mata ne!