Dear Diary,

I finally met Spike today. The demon just came forward. I can't believe I'm still shaking.

He bit me. Well, actually, William has bit me before. But Spike claimed me. Violently. The living room is kinda shredded now, but what frightened me the most was I enjoyed it. I think William is happier, though. He knows he can be Spike around me now.

It's not like Spike is completely different from William. Spike is a combination of both. I mean. Look at his love for Dru. That was Spike, but not William. Spike and William both love me. I guess that brings a little peace to Spike.

All I really truly know is that I love him. Both of him. And he loves me. I guess I'll just be calling him Spike now. : )

But the most important thing is I love him. Body, mind and soul, forever. Hopefully.

Willow