Dear Diary,

We've finished moving from Sunnydale to L.A... I said goodbye to Buffy and Xander telling them I love them and to call me often. I must admit, I'm going to miss Sunnydale, but Spike and I are going to live in L.A. together. I might have to go home sometimes if my parents are going to be paying a visit, because I have neglected to tell them that I'm with a vampire and moving with him to L.A., but I'm ok with that. I'll get to come home and hang with my friends for a while.

Cordelia is going to be living in an apartment next door. We are going to be living like a block away from the Hyperion. Good thing it's a big apartment. I have almost every book from the Hyperion and some that Giles doesn't need anymore. Plus, Spike's been getting me a whole bunch of books on the occult and prophecies and such.

We've been together only three months, and I feel like I've loved him forever. Xander knows. I had to tell him. I honestly thought he'd never talk to me again but he said as long as Spike made me happy he wouldn't hurt him. Xander agreed with me that we definitely should not tell Buffy. She isn't as forgiving as Xander is. That's why we moved. Buffy is a stake now, ask questions later kinda person.

I went to the doctor yesterday. You remember Oz? I went out with him for a little while. Well, I'm pregnant with his baby. I don't know how to tell Spike. But I should before the heart starts to beat. I don't want to hurt him. I hope I don't have puppies.

How will I tell Spike?

Willow