Summary-Lucy's sister returns to ER to finish what never had the chance to be

*This is my first ff so please be nice! I have been cooking up this idea in my head for along time now! Reviews are welcome. (yes all good and bad)

Author's note-Heather is the of Kellie Martin's sister who died of Lupus right before Kellie started on ER

*Discrambler-I saddly do not own all those great ER characters we know and love!

"Oh god I'm going to miss the god damed subway" Cried the young women and she rushed onto the el just in time before the door shut. With a sigh of relief she found a seat and sat there catching her breath. She had no idea what today was going to be like....weird? Most definitely! But scary....no. She had made peace with her sisters death a long time ago. Oddly enough she would be feeling a sense of relief after this was over in the new year. It was like Lucy wanted her to do this....needed her to do this...
Heather shook her head, she didn't need to think about this now. She had thought about it all morning which was one of the reasons why she was so late. Not to mention not getting much sleep last night with all this traffic outside her apartment. "Ugh! God Heather pay attention or your going to miss your stop!" she told herself. With that she got off the eL and made her way onto the sidewalk. Looking around for a hospital or hospital signs anything that would give her a clue. "Oh coffee" She bought herself a French vanilla cappuccino and found her way to the doors of County General Hospital...this was surely going to be a brand new day for a Knight!

~*~*~*~*~*~* Kerry Weaver rushing through the halls was on a mission to find Jerry and tear his head off. As she made her way up to admit she gave Jerry the look of death "I told you 3 days ago to find that new sub I form and give it to Carter!" Said the chief of the ER in a very stern voice! Jerry jumped at Dr. Weaver's yelling "Oh god! I'm sorry" He was rummaging through paper work to try to find the forms. "It's too late now!" She said in an ever sterner voice. John Carter made his way into the ER, whistling "Good morning Kerry!" Kerry's voice softened "Hey John" She took off her glasses and continued "We have a new sub intern coming into today, I forgot her name, she's from PA and you were chosen to be her supervisor. I don't think her paper work came to her either but she should be here any minute so keep an eye out for her." Carter replied "Will do!" He wasn't too thrilled about having yet another med student. But she was a sub intern so obviously not a newcomer to the world of medicine.. especially ER. He walked into the lounge and opened his locker. For a moment he stood there starring at it, he just had this odd feeling about today..

~*~*~*~*~ She finally made her way into the ER. It was harder then she thought it be, considering last time she was here.... "Hi my name I'm the new sub-I my name is Heather-" she was cut off shortly by Jerry's reply "Oh, yeah sorry I forgot to send out your paperwork, but your supervisor is in the lounge" With a charming smile she walked to what she hoped to be the lounge and pause before entering, took a deep breathe and walked in. She stood there for a few moments, paralyzed....her excited face drooped to a more serious expression. She couldn't move or speak if she had to... Carter could feel the stare on him and shook his head and looked up at the young women, and said "Can I help you?" Heather licked her lips, not sure what to say, what could she say? "Hi, I'm your new sub-i Heather Knight, yeah I'm the sister of the girl who was killed in this hospital just a few years ago. On the night you were almost killed yourself Dr. Carter"? No that wouldn't do it... "Excuse me ma'am" he ran his hand in the air Heather blinked out of the trance and looked up at Carter and the only thing she could choke out was "Hi" Carter laughed a little, "Hi, judging by your lab coat and your sense of being lost, I'm guessing your my new sub-intern" He held out his hand for a shake "I'm John Carter, I'll be supervising you for the next few weeks. Can I get you some coffee?" Heather with her pale face, shook her head fast and took a deep breath "You don't know who I am do you?" Pouring himself a glass of coffee he looked at her serious and scared face "No I don't, should I?" Heather basically fell to the couch "I guess not..." she really didn't want to say it, it didn't feel right. John sat across from her "Is everything okay?" He could sense her nervousness "It's okay to be nervous, it's your first day and you didn't come from around here" Heather replied with a light laugh "I wish that is all it was" she looked at him "Okay ahh quick and painless, my name is Heather...Heather Knight" Carter's eyes widened and his face turned pale and just stared at her. Those eyes, its been forever since he's seen those big blue eyes and bluntly stated "How were you related?" "I was her sister, younger, only by a year" she bite her lip, her nervous habit of biting her bottom lip. She could feel his tension and after everything he's been through, drugs, depression and having to face her mom a week after. Now he didn't need her here. He's probably just getting over this and the last thing he needs is his ex-dead-med student's sister walking around. "I'm sorry I really didn't think you still worked here" she stood up "I can get another rotation at Mercy or even back home, you shouldn't have to deal with me now." She started to walk out when she heard his strong voice again "Why did you choose to come here?" She turned around "I felt like there was some unfinished business she needed me to finish" smiles slightly. "You don't have to go, I would actually liked it if you would stay, maybe I have some unfinished business to do too" smiled at Heather Heather replied with a bigger smile "Okay then where do we start?" And they both out and started the grand tour of County.

Dedications and things of that sort: Mini,(luvcarter) i dedicate this to you! You inspired me to write and gave me links to some of the best carcy ff known to man! Which also helped. And the name was right in front of us the whole time! Keep it up! Your a furture tptb (really if you hadn't read her stuff it's amazing!) Julianna-your the best! I looooove to rpg with you and someday those will be a ff! Amanda-a fellow carcy/carby! Never give up faith! You too Kellie!