Requiem - Chapter 2 - "Tense"
Hope everyone enjoyed the introduction to my story. This is my first actual fan fiction piece written and viewed publicly so please feel free to comment good or bad on it. If you can tell the difference between how the first and second chapters are written it is simply because of my selection music while writing them. Chapter 1 was written listening to Sigur Rós - ( ) and the Second Chapter was written listening to Massive Attack - Mezzanine.
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His body was hot and perspiration was traced on both of us. I was biting his neck and caressing his waist, whispering into his ear how much I wanted him…
Trunks… trunks…. TRUNKS! The teacher was yelling at me like I was a second hand son.
"Yes Mr.Erwin?"
"Have you even been paying attention?"
"Yes sir, I was simply.. Er.. Day dreaming" I said surprising myself as well. Rarely did I ever tell what was really going on inside my mind much less to a teacher mind you.
"It is imperative you pay attention during these presentations, understand?"
"Yes sir, sorry." I finally managed.
"Hey what was that all about" said Goten curiously.
"I didn't get much sleep last night"
"Because of your parents?" asked Goten with that troubled look on his face.
I literally melted right there in front of him. I both hated and loved when he passed around that look to me. It made me feel that much closer to him in ways I could never explain to him. The honest truth was I had given up on my parents and was reaching the point of using outside influences to reach a peak greater than my current depressing state. Escaping would only be a matter of a needle and a solution.
After School I met up with a group of kids who knew where to find some smack. They had never met me before but knew they would make a profit off of a depressed kid with an itch to scratch. It was like a cut in your mouth you couldn't stop touching with your tongue. Finally the guy arrived and left just as quickly as he came. He gave me a little bag. I thought to myself.. "I'll lose myself tonight."
It was around eleven and the phone was ringing all night, it was Goten. Finally the ringing stopped and I rose to grab my little bag the guy had given me. I was wrapping the band around my arm when I heard the door knock. Like they would understand anyways. I'm going to finally be able to forget my fucking emotions all together. Putting the band in my mouth and yanking like a dog on its leash I tightened the grip. Suddenly I see my apartment door open and in walks Goten.
A single tear runs down my face as I see his expression. His face.. His eyes. They were feeling with tears and he ran over to me and took my bag and tossed them across the house.
"WHAT ARE THINKING TRUNKS?! I don't need to lose you too! You know I couldn't handle something like that. If you had something to tell me, why didn't you?
Tears were streaming down his face. I couldn't even manage a feeble "sorry". A knot in my throat was choking all of the things raging inside me to say and I finally my mind chose something.
"Goten I.. I" I stammered frustratingly.
"Goten I love you" is what finally came out.
"What?" he looked at me with his eyes confused.
"I said I love you"
"Why didn't you tell me earlier trunks?! I thought you were avoiding me because I was driving you away. You think sticking a needle into your vein is going to replace me Trunks, you're wrong. I can understand your pain but this is insane."
His very words gave me a chill up my spine. What was I doing? I could be such a fucking idiot. Everything he told me was like a bullet in my back. I really had lost it. I walked up to him and just stared at his current expression.. So much thought and worry was going through his mind. If I'd known he felt this way I would have thought otherwise. So many things racing through my mind. So tense.. I kissed him. Tears and all. Please kiss me back I thought, nerves going wild. And he did..
Hope everyone enjoyed the introduction to my story. This is my first actual fan fiction piece written and viewed publicly so please feel free to comment good or bad on it. If you can tell the difference between how the first and second chapters are written it is simply because of my selection music while writing them. Chapter 1 was written listening to Sigur Rós - ( ) and the Second Chapter was written listening to Massive Attack - Mezzanine.
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His body was hot and perspiration was traced on both of us. I was biting his neck and caressing his waist, whispering into his ear how much I wanted him…
Trunks… trunks…. TRUNKS! The teacher was yelling at me like I was a second hand son.
"Yes Mr.Erwin?"
"Have you even been paying attention?"
"Yes sir, I was simply.. Er.. Day dreaming" I said surprising myself as well. Rarely did I ever tell what was really going on inside my mind much less to a teacher mind you.
"It is imperative you pay attention during these presentations, understand?"
"Yes sir, sorry." I finally managed.
"Hey what was that all about" said Goten curiously.
"I didn't get much sleep last night"
"Because of your parents?" asked Goten with that troubled look on his face.
I literally melted right there in front of him. I both hated and loved when he passed around that look to me. It made me feel that much closer to him in ways I could never explain to him. The honest truth was I had given up on my parents and was reaching the point of using outside influences to reach a peak greater than my current depressing state. Escaping would only be a matter of a needle and a solution.
After School I met up with a group of kids who knew where to find some smack. They had never met me before but knew they would make a profit off of a depressed kid with an itch to scratch. It was like a cut in your mouth you couldn't stop touching with your tongue. Finally the guy arrived and left just as quickly as he came. He gave me a little bag. I thought to myself.. "I'll lose myself tonight."
It was around eleven and the phone was ringing all night, it was Goten. Finally the ringing stopped and I rose to grab my little bag the guy had given me. I was wrapping the band around my arm when I heard the door knock. Like they would understand anyways. I'm going to finally be able to forget my fucking emotions all together. Putting the band in my mouth and yanking like a dog on its leash I tightened the grip. Suddenly I see my apartment door open and in walks Goten.
A single tear runs down my face as I see his expression. His face.. His eyes. They were feeling with tears and he ran over to me and took my bag and tossed them across the house.
"WHAT ARE THINKING TRUNKS?! I don't need to lose you too! You know I couldn't handle something like that. If you had something to tell me, why didn't you?
Tears were streaming down his face. I couldn't even manage a feeble "sorry". A knot in my throat was choking all of the things raging inside me to say and I finally my mind chose something.
"Goten I.. I" I stammered frustratingly.
"Goten I love you" is what finally came out.
"What?" he looked at me with his eyes confused.
"I said I love you"
"Why didn't you tell me earlier trunks?! I thought you were avoiding me because I was driving you away. You think sticking a needle into your vein is going to replace me Trunks, you're wrong. I can understand your pain but this is insane."
His very words gave me a chill up my spine. What was I doing? I could be such a fucking idiot. Everything he told me was like a bullet in my back. I really had lost it. I walked up to him and just stared at his current expression.. So much thought and worry was going through his mind. If I'd known he felt this way I would have thought otherwise. So many things racing through my mind. So tense.. I kissed him. Tears and all. Please kiss me back I thought, nerves going wild. And he did..