Day Walker
Disclaimer: I have borrowed all the characters in my chapter, except Damien, from JK. Rowling.
Summary: Ginny tells Harry something disturbing, yet clearefying.
Warning: Slash and light mentioned incest.
Author's Note: This chapter may contain some errors because it is un- betaed. It will be reposted when my beta has looked at it, but I don't think I can keep it unposted any longer.
~Chapter 19~
~Brotherly Love~
Harry was the first to wake up Saturday morning. The first couple of seconds he was confused, but he quickly remembered where he was. He was still between Damien and Draco, both boys close to him. Holding him. One thing that had changed since the night before was the piece of furniture on which the boys slept. The sofa had shifted form during the night and had become a bed big enough for the three boys and then some. They were also covered by a large blanket and their heads rested on pillows.
'The room really adapts itself to the visitor's needs,' Harry thought and reached out to pull Draco closer. At the same time Damien mumbled something in his sleep and Harry felt the half blood's arm around his waist. Harry smiled and silently asked the Room of Requirement for a clock. One identical to the clock in the Gryffindor commonroom appeared on the wall. It was five thirty in the morning, so Harry asked the clock to wake them up half an hour before breakfast. Then he closed his eyes and fell asleep again.
Four hours later, the clock's soft voice told the three boys that it was half an hour left for beakfast. Harry was the first to wake up that time too, and smiled at the two boys stirring on either side of him. He ran his fingers through Draco's blonde hair, untidy from sleeping, and kissed him gently on the lips to wake him up, and both Harry and Draco brought Damien back to the world of the awake by planting one kiss each on his cheek. The half blood woke up, blushing.
"Good morning, cuties." Harry sat up and looked at the two boys next to him.
"Good morning," said Damien while he yawned widely.
"Good morning." The Slytherin got up on his knees and put his arms around his sitting boyfriend and kissed him passionatly. Harry let his hands wander to Draco's lower back, genlty stroking through wrinkled robes. The blonde stroked the black haired boy's body lovingly and one hand disappeared inside Harry's robes. Harry moaned softly when Draco's fingers touched his skin.
"Hey!" Damien interrupted their kiss and caressing. "Will you please stop it?"
"Sorry. Didn't mean to make uncomfortable." Harry moved a little away from his boyfriend.
Damien laughed. "Well, you might call it uncomfortable. You guys were turning me on with that little show of yours."
It was Harry's turn to blush.
Draco just laughed and opened his arms. "Come here, Damien."
Damien got to knees as well and Harry and Draco embraced him aswell as each other. The three boys hugged at first, then Harry kissed Damien's lips shortly. He let his tongue trace the half blood's lower lip before he broke the kiss.
Damien's eyes were wide with surprise.
Draco cradled Damien's face in his hands and kissed him too.
While his boyfriend kissed their mutual friend, Harry stroked Damien's back to relax him. He let his fingers play with the hair at the back of his neck and then he started kissing the side of the vampire's neck. Harry let his kisses move upward to Damien's jaw and to his chin until he broke the kiss between Draco and the blue eyed Gryffindor. His lips took the place of his boyfriend's and he continued to kiss his friend. Damien parted his lips and allowed Harry's tongue to explore his warm mouth.
Draco started kissing and gently biting Harry's earlobe and stroking Damien's chest and stomach through his robes. The half blood moaned as the Slytherin boy's fingers stroked him from his stomach down to his inner thigh.
Harry put his right hand on the back of Draco's neck and pulled him into the kiss. Their tongues entwined and their three pairs of lips caressed each other tenderly.
Damien stroked and massaged the two boys' asses gently and they moaned into each other's mouths in respond.
They were all so lost in the kiss that neither of them heard the clock telling them it was only a couple of minutes left before breakfast until she yelled: "It's time for breakfast!"
The boys were quite startled and Harry even gave a little yelp when she shouted at them.
They broke unwillingly apart, but gave each other one last kiss. Draco put some de-wrinkle spells on their robes while Damien combed Harry's hair with his fingers. Neither he nor Draco's hair had gotten as tangled as Harry's during the night.
"May I?" Damien smiled and leaned slightly towards Harry.
"Yeah." Harry smiled back and their lips met briefly.
"Draco?" The vampire turned his attention to the Slytherin boy.
Draco nodded and kissed Damien genlty.
"Thank you." Blue eyes met grey and then green. "Let's go down and get some breakfast."
When they reached the Great Hall, all the other students were halfway through their meal, and the three boys didn't attract much attention when they snuck in the door and over to the Gryffindor and Slytherin tables.
"Hey." Hermione smiled. "You're late. Where have you been? I heard that you didn't sleep in your dormitories last night and I guess Draco didn't either."
"We fell asleep in the Room of Requirement, that's all, and we overslept this morning. So therefore, we are late for breakfast."
"I see." She looked at him and Damien with with a twinkle in her eyes.
The two Parselmouths looked at each other.
//If ssshe had only known.// Damien hisssed in such a low voice that only Harry could hear him.
//I don't know what ssshe would have sssaid, but I think it would have been sssome sssort of lecture on faithfulnesss. But technically, no one'sss been unfaithful to anyone.// Harry whisperd back in Parseltongue while he grinned.
//No. You were both there. I felt you.//
//You are a very good kisssser, ssspeaker. I'm glad I got a chance to find that out without guilt.//
Damien looked deep into Harry's eyes and Harry felt like kissing him right there and then. The half blood smiled softly. //Do you want to complete what wasss ssstarted thisss morning sssometime?//
//We'll sssee. Now, let'sss eat,// he said, but the looks he sent his boyfriend and the way he studied Damien showed that he really wanted something else than food.
Damien smiled and helped himself to some toast and marmelade.
Harry also got some food onto his plate and ate in silence while he thought about the kiss he had shared with the two boys. He had fantasized about threesome-kisses, but he never had he imagined that it was that good. 'We have to do that again,' he thought. 'Even if that means that I have to seduce them both myself! Or maybe just use a love potion?' He kept debating with what he should use to get Damien and Draco into bed with him in his mind. He had just decided on using his charm and nudity when he felt a hesitating finger tap him on the shoulder. He turned around and looked into the brown eyes of Ginny Weasly. They were sad, and she had a serious look on her face.
"Will you come with me Harry?" Ginny asked vaguely.
"Right now?" Harry swallowed the last piece of his toast.
"If that's alright with you, yes, right now."
"Okay." He got to his feet. "I'll see you later," he said to Damien and Hermione before he followed Ginny out into the Entrance Hall. "What is it, Ginny?"
"Well... Er... I don't know how to tell you this." She sat down on a bench in a corner of the Hall. She placed a silencing spell on the corner they were in.
Harry sat down next to her. "Just tell me."
She started pacing in a ring within the spell. She stopped suddenly. "I know why Ron killed himself," she blurted out. Her eyes widened and they were filled up with tears.
Harry was shocked. "But... But... I was told that he didn't leave a note."
"He left one for me. Only me." She pulled out an envelope from her pocket. "You'll have to read it yourself. I can't take it anymore."
Harry opened the envelope in silence and unfolded the letter carefully. He didn't read it out loud.
'Dear Ginny.
Sweet, sweet Ginny... I can't go on feeling this way. Not for you. You're my sister, and I love you, but I've gone beyond brotherly love. I'm in love with you. When you'll read this I'll no longer be with you. I have chosen to end my life. It's no way back now. I've taken the poison and I can feel it working in my system. I know that you will probably hate me for this, but try to remember me as your brother and not some pervert. At least try to find it in your heart to forgive me. I never meant for it to happen. I'm so sorry, Ginny.
Goodbye Virginia
Your brother, Ron.'
Harry stared at the pice of parchment for several minutes. "You're known...? You've know all along what...? What... Why... You've known?" His eyes overflowed with tears.
Ginny nodded. "But how could I tell anyone about this? I'm the one who's to blame for Ron's death. He would have been here still if it wasn't for me. I should be dead, not him. I should be..." She started sobbing loudly. "Not Ron... Ron... I should never have kissed him," she said through her sobs.
"You kissed him?" Harry wiped his tearstained face with the sleeve of his robes.
"On a dare. And only as a brother. I never thought..." She broke down sobbing again.
Harry put his arm around the shivering girl's shoulders. "It wasn't your fault, Ginny. No one could have known that he would do such a thing."
"But it must have been something I did that made him get those feelings for me."
"No. Draco did nothing good to me. He was mean and cruel to me for years, and I still fell in love with him." He sighed. "No one can help feeling what they feel." He put the letter back in its envelope and gave it back to Ginny.
"I don't want it!" She tore the letter to pieces and threw them on the Hall's cold stone floor. "I only kept it so that you could see for yourself. I wanted to tell you. You cared so much for Ron. I don't want to stain Ron's memory, but I thought that you didn't deserve to be kept in the dark about this." She sobbed once. "I just thought you deserved to know." She repeated that last sentence three times before she fell silence.
"You haven't ruined Ron's memory. I loved Ron when he was alive and I still do. I wish I could tell him that. I wish he could have talked to me or someone in stead of... Of... Taking his life."
Ginny burst into tears once more and ran away from him, right through her silencing spell, leaving Harry alone in the silence. He brushed the pieces of the ripped letter into his hand and burnt it with a specified fire spell. He stared at the whiff of smoke it caused and for a second, just a tiny second, he thought he saw Ron's face in the grey of the smoke. Harry shook his head and closed his eyes. The tears ran freely down his face and he sobbed loudly. He knew that the spell would keep bypassers from hearing his sobs. He pulled his knees up to his chin and pit his arms around them. His head fell down onto his knees and tears made the fabric in his trousers wet. Harry was rocking uncontrolably back and forth when Draco entered the silenced corner and put his arms around him.
"What on earth did she do to you, Harry luv?"
"Ginny... Ron... No... Why? Ron..." Harry let out a howl and hid his face in his hands.
"Shhh... It's going to be okay. Everything'll fine... Just let it out..." The blonde sat down behind his boyfriend and whispered soothing words in his ear. He put his arms around the shivering shape infront of his and held him still. "Just cry, my sweet." And Harry did just that.
After one and a half hour, Draco ended Ginny's spell and put a weightless spell on Harry. The Slytherin put his arms around his trembling boyfriend and carried him up to the Gryffindor tower. When he reached the Fat Lady's portrait she stopped him.
"You are not a Gryffindor," she said in a stern voice.
"I know, but Harry is and I need to get him to bed. Will you please let me in. You know I'm allowed to be in there in company with a Gryffindor student. And Harry's with me. Please?" Draco pleaded with her.
She smiled. "Do you have the password, Draco?" she asked.
He smiled back at her. "No. I'm not allowed to know that, you see." He lied, but for a just cause.
She winked at him and swung open.
"Thank you," he said and climbed through with the weeping Harry in his arms. He ignored the Gryffindors in the commonroom and walked right passed them up to Harry's dormitoriy. He put his boyfriend gently down on the bed and lifted the weightless spell from him. Draco sat down on Harry's bed and took his head in his lap. "Shhhh... You can relax now. You are safe. Please forget. Please forget, my sweet." He stroked the other boy's raven black hair and let his other hand rest on his chest. After a while his breath began to slow down and Draco figured out that he had cried himself to sleep in spite of the fact that he had overslept that morning. Draco kissed his boyfriend's forhead and put his head on the pillow. Then he laid himself down behind him and held him close as he slept.
Author's note: What do you think? I really don't know what I think... Please r'n'r!
Disclaimer: I have borrowed all the characters in my chapter, except Damien, from JK. Rowling.
Summary: Ginny tells Harry something disturbing, yet clearefying.
Warning: Slash and light mentioned incest.
Author's Note: This chapter may contain some errors because it is un- betaed. It will be reposted when my beta has looked at it, but I don't think I can keep it unposted any longer.
~Chapter 19~
~Brotherly Love~
Harry was the first to wake up Saturday morning. The first couple of seconds he was confused, but he quickly remembered where he was. He was still between Damien and Draco, both boys close to him. Holding him. One thing that had changed since the night before was the piece of furniture on which the boys slept. The sofa had shifted form during the night and had become a bed big enough for the three boys and then some. They were also covered by a large blanket and their heads rested on pillows.
'The room really adapts itself to the visitor's needs,' Harry thought and reached out to pull Draco closer. At the same time Damien mumbled something in his sleep and Harry felt the half blood's arm around his waist. Harry smiled and silently asked the Room of Requirement for a clock. One identical to the clock in the Gryffindor commonroom appeared on the wall. It was five thirty in the morning, so Harry asked the clock to wake them up half an hour before breakfast. Then he closed his eyes and fell asleep again.
Four hours later, the clock's soft voice told the three boys that it was half an hour left for beakfast. Harry was the first to wake up that time too, and smiled at the two boys stirring on either side of him. He ran his fingers through Draco's blonde hair, untidy from sleeping, and kissed him gently on the lips to wake him up, and both Harry and Draco brought Damien back to the world of the awake by planting one kiss each on his cheek. The half blood woke up, blushing.
"Good morning, cuties." Harry sat up and looked at the two boys next to him.
"Good morning," said Damien while he yawned widely.
"Good morning." The Slytherin got up on his knees and put his arms around his sitting boyfriend and kissed him passionatly. Harry let his hands wander to Draco's lower back, genlty stroking through wrinkled robes. The blonde stroked the black haired boy's body lovingly and one hand disappeared inside Harry's robes. Harry moaned softly when Draco's fingers touched his skin.
"Hey!" Damien interrupted their kiss and caressing. "Will you please stop it?"
"Sorry. Didn't mean to make uncomfortable." Harry moved a little away from his boyfriend.
Damien laughed. "Well, you might call it uncomfortable. You guys were turning me on with that little show of yours."
It was Harry's turn to blush.
Draco just laughed and opened his arms. "Come here, Damien."
Damien got to knees as well and Harry and Draco embraced him aswell as each other. The three boys hugged at first, then Harry kissed Damien's lips shortly. He let his tongue trace the half blood's lower lip before he broke the kiss.
Damien's eyes were wide with surprise.
Draco cradled Damien's face in his hands and kissed him too.
While his boyfriend kissed their mutual friend, Harry stroked Damien's back to relax him. He let his fingers play with the hair at the back of his neck and then he started kissing the side of the vampire's neck. Harry let his kisses move upward to Damien's jaw and to his chin until he broke the kiss between Draco and the blue eyed Gryffindor. His lips took the place of his boyfriend's and he continued to kiss his friend. Damien parted his lips and allowed Harry's tongue to explore his warm mouth.
Draco started kissing and gently biting Harry's earlobe and stroking Damien's chest and stomach through his robes. The half blood moaned as the Slytherin boy's fingers stroked him from his stomach down to his inner thigh.
Harry put his right hand on the back of Draco's neck and pulled him into the kiss. Their tongues entwined and their three pairs of lips caressed each other tenderly.
Damien stroked and massaged the two boys' asses gently and they moaned into each other's mouths in respond.
They were all so lost in the kiss that neither of them heard the clock telling them it was only a couple of minutes left before breakfast until she yelled: "It's time for breakfast!"
The boys were quite startled and Harry even gave a little yelp when she shouted at them.
They broke unwillingly apart, but gave each other one last kiss. Draco put some de-wrinkle spells on their robes while Damien combed Harry's hair with his fingers. Neither he nor Draco's hair had gotten as tangled as Harry's during the night.
"May I?" Damien smiled and leaned slightly towards Harry.
"Yeah." Harry smiled back and their lips met briefly.
"Draco?" The vampire turned his attention to the Slytherin boy.
Draco nodded and kissed Damien genlty.
"Thank you." Blue eyes met grey and then green. "Let's go down and get some breakfast."
When they reached the Great Hall, all the other students were halfway through their meal, and the three boys didn't attract much attention when they snuck in the door and over to the Gryffindor and Slytherin tables.
"Hey." Hermione smiled. "You're late. Where have you been? I heard that you didn't sleep in your dormitories last night and I guess Draco didn't either."
"We fell asleep in the Room of Requirement, that's all, and we overslept this morning. So therefore, we are late for breakfast."
"I see." She looked at him and Damien with with a twinkle in her eyes.
The two Parselmouths looked at each other.
//If ssshe had only known.// Damien hisssed in such a low voice that only Harry could hear him.
//I don't know what ssshe would have sssaid, but I think it would have been sssome sssort of lecture on faithfulnesss. But technically, no one'sss been unfaithful to anyone.// Harry whisperd back in Parseltongue while he grinned.
//No. You were both there. I felt you.//
//You are a very good kisssser, ssspeaker. I'm glad I got a chance to find that out without guilt.//
Damien looked deep into Harry's eyes and Harry felt like kissing him right there and then. The half blood smiled softly. //Do you want to complete what wasss ssstarted thisss morning sssometime?//
//We'll sssee. Now, let'sss eat,// he said, but the looks he sent his boyfriend and the way he studied Damien showed that he really wanted something else than food.
Damien smiled and helped himself to some toast and marmelade.
Harry also got some food onto his plate and ate in silence while he thought about the kiss he had shared with the two boys. He had fantasized about threesome-kisses, but he never had he imagined that it was that good. 'We have to do that again,' he thought. 'Even if that means that I have to seduce them both myself! Or maybe just use a love potion?' He kept debating with what he should use to get Damien and Draco into bed with him in his mind. He had just decided on using his charm and nudity when he felt a hesitating finger tap him on the shoulder. He turned around and looked into the brown eyes of Ginny Weasly. They were sad, and she had a serious look on her face.
"Will you come with me Harry?" Ginny asked vaguely.
"Right now?" Harry swallowed the last piece of his toast.
"If that's alright with you, yes, right now."
"Okay." He got to his feet. "I'll see you later," he said to Damien and Hermione before he followed Ginny out into the Entrance Hall. "What is it, Ginny?"
"Well... Er... I don't know how to tell you this." She sat down on a bench in a corner of the Hall. She placed a silencing spell on the corner they were in.
Harry sat down next to her. "Just tell me."
She started pacing in a ring within the spell. She stopped suddenly. "I know why Ron killed himself," she blurted out. Her eyes widened and they were filled up with tears.
Harry was shocked. "But... But... I was told that he didn't leave a note."
"He left one for me. Only me." She pulled out an envelope from her pocket. "You'll have to read it yourself. I can't take it anymore."
Harry opened the envelope in silence and unfolded the letter carefully. He didn't read it out loud.
'Dear Ginny.
Sweet, sweet Ginny... I can't go on feeling this way. Not for you. You're my sister, and I love you, but I've gone beyond brotherly love. I'm in love with you. When you'll read this I'll no longer be with you. I have chosen to end my life. It's no way back now. I've taken the poison and I can feel it working in my system. I know that you will probably hate me for this, but try to remember me as your brother and not some pervert. At least try to find it in your heart to forgive me. I never meant for it to happen. I'm so sorry, Ginny.
Goodbye Virginia
Your brother, Ron.'
Harry stared at the pice of parchment for several minutes. "You're known...? You've know all along what...? What... Why... You've known?" His eyes overflowed with tears.
Ginny nodded. "But how could I tell anyone about this? I'm the one who's to blame for Ron's death. He would have been here still if it wasn't for me. I should be dead, not him. I should be..." She started sobbing loudly. "Not Ron... Ron... I should never have kissed him," she said through her sobs.
"You kissed him?" Harry wiped his tearstained face with the sleeve of his robes.
"On a dare. And only as a brother. I never thought..." She broke down sobbing again.
Harry put his arm around the shivering girl's shoulders. "It wasn't your fault, Ginny. No one could have known that he would do such a thing."
"But it must have been something I did that made him get those feelings for me."
"No. Draco did nothing good to me. He was mean and cruel to me for years, and I still fell in love with him." He sighed. "No one can help feeling what they feel." He put the letter back in its envelope and gave it back to Ginny.
"I don't want it!" She tore the letter to pieces and threw them on the Hall's cold stone floor. "I only kept it so that you could see for yourself. I wanted to tell you. You cared so much for Ron. I don't want to stain Ron's memory, but I thought that you didn't deserve to be kept in the dark about this." She sobbed once. "I just thought you deserved to know." She repeated that last sentence three times before she fell silence.
"You haven't ruined Ron's memory. I loved Ron when he was alive and I still do. I wish I could tell him that. I wish he could have talked to me or someone in stead of... Of... Taking his life."
Ginny burst into tears once more and ran away from him, right through her silencing spell, leaving Harry alone in the silence. He brushed the pieces of the ripped letter into his hand and burnt it with a specified fire spell. He stared at the whiff of smoke it caused and for a second, just a tiny second, he thought he saw Ron's face in the grey of the smoke. Harry shook his head and closed his eyes. The tears ran freely down his face and he sobbed loudly. He knew that the spell would keep bypassers from hearing his sobs. He pulled his knees up to his chin and pit his arms around them. His head fell down onto his knees and tears made the fabric in his trousers wet. Harry was rocking uncontrolably back and forth when Draco entered the silenced corner and put his arms around him.
"What on earth did she do to you, Harry luv?"
"Ginny... Ron... No... Why? Ron..." Harry let out a howl and hid his face in his hands.
"Shhh... It's going to be okay. Everything'll fine... Just let it out..." The blonde sat down behind his boyfriend and whispered soothing words in his ear. He put his arms around the shivering shape infront of his and held him still. "Just cry, my sweet." And Harry did just that.
After one and a half hour, Draco ended Ginny's spell and put a weightless spell on Harry. The Slytherin put his arms around his trembling boyfriend and carried him up to the Gryffindor tower. When he reached the Fat Lady's portrait she stopped him.
"You are not a Gryffindor," she said in a stern voice.
"I know, but Harry is and I need to get him to bed. Will you please let me in. You know I'm allowed to be in there in company with a Gryffindor student. And Harry's with me. Please?" Draco pleaded with her.
She smiled. "Do you have the password, Draco?" she asked.
He smiled back at her. "No. I'm not allowed to know that, you see." He lied, but for a just cause.
She winked at him and swung open.
"Thank you," he said and climbed through with the weeping Harry in his arms. He ignored the Gryffindors in the commonroom and walked right passed them up to Harry's dormitoriy. He put his boyfriend gently down on the bed and lifted the weightless spell from him. Draco sat down on Harry's bed and took his head in his lap. "Shhhh... You can relax now. You are safe. Please forget. Please forget, my sweet." He stroked the other boy's raven black hair and let his other hand rest on his chest. After a while his breath began to slow down and Draco figured out that he had cried himself to sleep in spite of the fact that he had overslept that morning. Draco kissed his boyfriend's forhead and put his head on the pillow. Then he laid himself down behind him and held him close as he slept.
Author's note: What do you think? I really don't know what I think... Please r'n'r!