Hey, it's me. Again. Friday nights = alone at home, and, because this won't be up on ff.net until Saturday, valentines day, I'll give you this chapter.

PhYcHoJo- Just because you have, like, 130 reviews DOESN'T mean you have brag about it. ("People seem to like it") Mind you, you also have 10 chapters, but I only have, like, 30 and I'm at 7. That would be cool to get a hundred reviews in 3 chapters. Not happening! I'm so jealous! I need a Sean!

Thanks for all the suggestions, I can tell you some of it is coming. I like hearing from you, and Numb gave me some… let's call them brain waves.

If I have Ellie and Sean and Craig and especially Marco, who cares if I don't live in the real world?

Whew moving on!

**OFFICIAL publicity- go read Numb by PsYcHoJo. I love it.**

Poppyseed- Thanks. I'm back down to… three. I just got some really good news today, so hopefully that'll keep me up for a while. Keep your fingers crossed. I guess that is what really drew me to Ellie.

Spinner didn't really strike me as an emotional person- more hating/bitter being upset. In the part where he's telling Craig to not be so happy and relaxed about Manny being pregnant, he sounds so…bitter. Like he wishes he could love somebody like Craig loved the thought of having a family. Not to say that he doesn't love Paige, of course.

But if you read really carefully, I do make a mention that he does care about Ellie. (Feel free to go back and look)

OK, you're back? Continue reading then.

OK! That's enough author's notes for now, I think I'll write my assignments for you at the end so nobody forgets.

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Hey Ell.

Happy valentines day, I guess. This is where we are now. This is the day that I send you roses and you blush, and we act like a normal teenage couple. Except I'm taking flowers to your grave and regretting everything that we ever did together. I wish we had never met. I wish I hadn't been with Suave while you were there, and I especially wish she had never introduced us.

I guess you could say we were put together by circumstance. I hated what you did to yourself. You hated how I turned to beer. You hated my friends and I hated yours. You had one way of dealing with things, and I had mine.

I wish it had been better in the end. I guess neither the whole "If I don't cut today you won't drink today" and the "If I don't drink today you won't cut", never really worked. I would come to your house completely smashed, and you would be sitting there with your razor.

You said I reminded you of your mother when you drank, and in the next breath you would say that you hated your mother.

You would say that you loved me, then kick me out of your house and call Tracker.

And I guess I never did the right thing.

I guess I was never good enough.

I'll put flowers on your grave.

Happy Valentine's day.

Love,

Sean

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OK! How was that? Hopefully not horrible. It was shorter than all of the other chapters, but I figure Sean isn't much of an emotional writer now, is he.

So, review, like always. Tell me what thought if this. I love to read long reviews, make comments, write whatever. I'm always open to reading other people's stories, as long as they involve Ellie. I find her a very interesting character who people develop different ways. I'm beginning to think the girl who plays her isn't a very good actress, because she's not in very much, even though she always has the best clothes. Did you see her dress in Accidents will happen?? The yellow and black checkered one? I saw tights like that I wanted.

Wow, I'm off topic!

Have a happy Valentines Day! And always remember kiddies; tell me who you want next. And review! Bot@fanfiction.net really does something for my day!

Till next time,

Rhian