=Affectionate=
It's like, time stopped. I could no longer hear the calm flow of the water in the
river's trail. The crickets seemed to finally stop making those noises I hate so much but is
something relaxing. My face was shadowed now as the back of his head blocked the
moonlight and the fire's light. I could feel his hands landing gently against my hips then
slowly moving up to my waist as he pulled me close. I don't even know whether or not
I'm leaning against the tree anymore or what. I did not know anything anymore! And
what is this?! My eyes finally focused as I see his eye... it wasn't fully close yet! My
eyes widen as I feel a burning sensation of my cheek. Is he watching me?! His lips moved
slowly, massaging against mine. They were warm and soft...
"Hn..." I sighed softly in contentment as my eyes started to close.... NO! No
wait! Don't do that! Stop! What are you doing, Moonbay?! Snap out of it! My mind is
telling me one thing... but my lips is telling me another.
I leaned my head back and he supported it with one hand. The curves of my body
perfectly fist against his as he trapped me. There's nowhere to run. I could feel his lips
curve into a playful smile because we both know that he won. I was so lost... so... I
don't know, I can't really explain. There's this weird sensation in my stomach. I don't
know whether to start giggling or what because trust me, the feeling was weird. Ever
heard of the expression "Butterflies in your stomach" well, trust me, it's true. Well, you
may ask "How could you feel butterflies in your stomach?" Look, just trust me in this,
it's you. You can't explain it but when you get it, that's the only time you'll understand it
fully.
I felt a sudden rush of cold water wash over me as I felt him trying to do
something! W-why is he....?! What is he...?! I could feel his mouth open, trying to find
a gap between my lips. He leaned my head back a little bit more and started rubbing my
back... as a sign of 'it's okay' maybe? A sign of reassurance? I, very slowly, parted my
lips as a thousand thoughts crossed my mind.
"Is this only a spare of the moment for him?"
"What am I suppose to do when... well, you know... when he actually started making out
with me?! I don't know what to do! Do I go like this? Or maybe like this?"
"Is this lust or pure affection?"
"Why is he showing this side of him now?"
Then it shot me like a gun pointed in my head. We're alone... that is why. We're
always around Van and them that... that we don't really get to talk or get the chance to
hang out by ourselves. We never really took time to know how each other feels. Well, not
like there's anything between us before this.
I could feel his presence around much stronger now than ever before. I actually
saw him fully as a man... not just a part of our team or a friend but... a man. I could feel
his strong-arms around me... his nice, lean chest against mine. His warm tongue softly
entered my mouth. I think he could feel my nervousness so he tried so hard to be as
gentle as he can... well, either he noticed my nervously or he could hear my heart leaping
out of my chest! I blanked out for a while then I noticed... it wasn't so bad. Both our
tongues stroke one another softly, kinda playfully. I could feel him fighting the urge to let
all his emotion go. He tried to remain gentle, soft. Then, the next thing I knew, his left
my mouth and started leaving a trail of kisses from the corner of my lips down to my
neck. I gasped for air; one, I haven't got a breath while we were kissing and second, the
soft trails of his lips brushing against my skin just made me gasp for air. It's tingly... it's
like, I could feel electricity o every part of my being whenever his lips land a soft kiss on
any spot of my body. I unconsciously arched myself up as if... asking for more? Wanting
for more? Yearning for more?
He stopped his trail right in the middle of the side of my neck. Why stop now?! A
look of disappointment crossed my features. Why is he stopping now?
"I've been waiting for this for so long..." Irvine finally spoke in a somewhat
hoarse voice. My eyes widened as he cleared his throat weakly. He could not fight his
passion burning inside of him and the desire to be close to me. "All those times...
looking at you from a far... watching you... finally, I was given a chance..." I could feel
him move close against the side of my face, his lips softly brushing on the side of my ear.
He's been watching me...? All this time?! I could feel his breathing, calm and serene,
against my ear. "Now, we're all alone... no one will be able to bother us anymore."
"W-what do you..." then I could feel his lips part, kissing the part of my neck
where he had stopped before. I could feel him starting to suck on it softly. The area that
was occupied by his mouth started to feel warm. I've always been disgusted by hickies. I
thought that they were a very disgusting act of expressing your affection for someone.
But, I guess I shouldn't have thought that since I haven't experienced it... because you
know why? I sorta... like it now.
~------------------------------~
Ooooo!!!! Hehe, sorry if this is a... erm... too intense chapter. Just, well, you know,
trying to spice things up a bit! Don't worry, I won't go too far. I'll keep it appropriate!
^_^=
It's like, time stopped. I could no longer hear the calm flow of the water in the
river's trail. The crickets seemed to finally stop making those noises I hate so much but is
something relaxing. My face was shadowed now as the back of his head blocked the
moonlight and the fire's light. I could feel his hands landing gently against my hips then
slowly moving up to my waist as he pulled me close. I don't even know whether or not
I'm leaning against the tree anymore or what. I did not know anything anymore! And
what is this?! My eyes finally focused as I see his eye... it wasn't fully close yet! My
eyes widen as I feel a burning sensation of my cheek. Is he watching me?! His lips moved
slowly, massaging against mine. They were warm and soft...
"Hn..." I sighed softly in contentment as my eyes started to close.... NO! No
wait! Don't do that! Stop! What are you doing, Moonbay?! Snap out of it! My mind is
telling me one thing... but my lips is telling me another.
I leaned my head back and he supported it with one hand. The curves of my body
perfectly fist against his as he trapped me. There's nowhere to run. I could feel his lips
curve into a playful smile because we both know that he won. I was so lost... so... I
don't know, I can't really explain. There's this weird sensation in my stomach. I don't
know whether to start giggling or what because trust me, the feeling was weird. Ever
heard of the expression "Butterflies in your stomach" well, trust me, it's true. Well, you
may ask "How could you feel butterflies in your stomach?" Look, just trust me in this,
it's you. You can't explain it but when you get it, that's the only time you'll understand it
fully.
I felt a sudden rush of cold water wash over me as I felt him trying to do
something! W-why is he....?! What is he...?! I could feel his mouth open, trying to find
a gap between my lips. He leaned my head back a little bit more and started rubbing my
back... as a sign of 'it's okay' maybe? A sign of reassurance? I, very slowly, parted my
lips as a thousand thoughts crossed my mind.
"Is this only a spare of the moment for him?"
"What am I suppose to do when... well, you know... when he actually started making out
with me?! I don't know what to do! Do I go like this? Or maybe like this?"
"Is this lust or pure affection?"
"Why is he showing this side of him now?"
Then it shot me like a gun pointed in my head. We're alone... that is why. We're
always around Van and them that... that we don't really get to talk or get the chance to
hang out by ourselves. We never really took time to know how each other feels. Well, not
like there's anything between us before this.
I could feel his presence around much stronger now than ever before. I actually
saw him fully as a man... not just a part of our team or a friend but... a man. I could feel
his strong-arms around me... his nice, lean chest against mine. His warm tongue softly
entered my mouth. I think he could feel my nervousness so he tried so hard to be as
gentle as he can... well, either he noticed my nervously or he could hear my heart leaping
out of my chest! I blanked out for a while then I noticed... it wasn't so bad. Both our
tongues stroke one another softly, kinda playfully. I could feel him fighting the urge to let
all his emotion go. He tried to remain gentle, soft. Then, the next thing I knew, his left
my mouth and started leaving a trail of kisses from the corner of my lips down to my
neck. I gasped for air; one, I haven't got a breath while we were kissing and second, the
soft trails of his lips brushing against my skin just made me gasp for air. It's tingly... it's
like, I could feel electricity o every part of my being whenever his lips land a soft kiss on
any spot of my body. I unconsciously arched myself up as if... asking for more? Wanting
for more? Yearning for more?
He stopped his trail right in the middle of the side of my neck. Why stop now?! A
look of disappointment crossed my features. Why is he stopping now?
"I've been waiting for this for so long..." Irvine finally spoke in a somewhat
hoarse voice. My eyes widened as he cleared his throat weakly. He could not fight his
passion burning inside of him and the desire to be close to me. "All those times...
looking at you from a far... watching you... finally, I was given a chance..." I could feel
him move close against the side of my face, his lips softly brushing on the side of my ear.
He's been watching me...? All this time?! I could feel his breathing, calm and serene,
against my ear. "Now, we're all alone... no one will be able to bother us anymore."
"W-what do you..." then I could feel his lips part, kissing the part of my neck
where he had stopped before. I could feel him starting to suck on it softly. The area that
was occupied by his mouth started to feel warm. I've always been disgusted by hickies. I
thought that they were a very disgusting act of expressing your affection for someone.
But, I guess I shouldn't have thought that since I haven't experienced it... because you
know why? I sorta... like it now.
~------------------------------~
Ooooo!!!! Hehe, sorry if this is a... erm... too intense chapter. Just, well, you know,
trying to spice things up a bit! Don't worry, I won't go too far. I'll keep it appropriate!
^_^=