Disclaimer: I don't own it so don't sue me...*Kenshin walks in* "I don't own it but I am in it" * Laura slaps kenshin... and all you hear as kenshin flies off is "ororororororororoooooooo!!"


A/N: yea I am a little messed up in the head... I have discovered that if you watch ken-kun on tv... and mute it you hear the japanese voices...well maybe I just do but I am crazy so. Ok on with the story.


That night I got back to the dojo and Kenshin was out doing laundry. He smiled that beautiful smile at me, "Sano-chan where have you been?" I flushed in embarrassment..."uh I went out and ran into Aoishi-san and we had some sake..." Kenshin smiled again "I know Aoishi-san is doing well that he is"(had to ad his trademark in there). I nodded "really well..."


I walked in the house gnawing on my fishbone. "Sake would sure be nice now..." (Is sano an alcoholic?^_^x) I said out loud. I hadn't bathed yet and I was still covered in Aoishi. I could smell Jou-chans horrible cooking and then I heard some loud bangs and an "oro!" and I smiled, how could I not, Kenshin was so adorable. His auburn hair, his periwinkle eyes and that smile..."damn he is gorgeous!" I screamed punching the wall. Everyone ran in at my loud conversation with myself and all I could do is grin.


I finally bathed and came back in and fell asleep. I woke later to quiet moaning, I wasn't sure what it was at first but then I figured it out since it was coming from Kenshin's room.


I slid the screen open a crack, curiosity got the best of me. But you know what they say, curiosity was what killed the cat, and it is true. The sight I saw killed me. Kenshin and Saito were engaged in the act of love making. I believe it was there that it really hit me, as I saw them so passionate about each other. I don't remember much after that because I went out and got trashed on sake. The next thing I knew I was lying naked next to Aoishi and covered in a blanket.


I rolled over on my stomach and looked at him. He was kind of cute lying there with this peaceful look to his being. I nuzzled in a little to him and went back to sleep.


When I woke, he was lying there smiling. "What happened?" I asked him. He brushed some hair from my eyes and rubbed my scalp "you came over drunk last night rambling about Himura and Hajime. So I brought you in and you wanted sex so we did it." I half smiled half frowned because his fingers were so gentle on my face, but I was in so much mental pain.


Since my body was so sore from how hard Aoishi was on me, he helped me down to the hot springs. I was in a deep hang over from the night before and the hot water felt incredible. It helped a lot that Aoishi was massaging my back and neck. He licked my ear, "is that making it better baby?" he whispered into my ear. I leaned back against his chest and he ran his hands up my chest stroking it. I groaned in arousal and slipped out of reality as I once again slipped to Kenshin.


After we got out of the water and dressed I looked at Aoishi for the first time after I had taken advantage of him. He was not happy he had this look to his face, it was this look that I never will forget. It was jealousy. "I'm sorry" was all I could say and he just turned away. It was then that I realized he was sick of being used. It hurt me to see him like that I did like him and maybe I did love him I wasn't sure, I was so confused. I started walking away but he called out to me. I didn't respond. I kept walking, until I was stopped by him and hugged.


We went back to my dojo later and Kenshin and Saito were there on the deck kissing and laughing. Aoishi cleared his throat and they turned to us. "Oh! Aoishi-san, Sano-san" they pulled away from each other and Aoishi spoke. "Himura, we know about you and Hajime, you don't have to hide it". They looked at us in embarrassment as I walked away. I sat down in front of the pond and watched Aoishi talk to them awhile.


He came back over and sat down next to me. "What were you guys talking about?" I asked him. He smiled at me "just, why me and you became such good friends" he stroked some hair from my eyes. "What did you tell them?" he smiled again, "just that you and me have found a very nice thing we have in common." I laughed and looked back up at him, he was still smiling and he was staring at me with this primal look.


"What?" I asked but he said nothing. He leaned in and kissed my neck, and then... "Sano...I love you." he whispered in my ear. I pulled away, and stared at him with disgust. "No I can't I told you I love Kenshin...". He got up "I thought..." I got up to "no I told you!" and I ran off.


I just walked down this one path that I always do when I am in distress. It always helps me when I am continplating things in my head. Why does Aoishi love me I told him I was in love with Kenshin and I just wanted sex. It was no good to either of us to confuse each other. By telling me he loves me, he doesn't. He doesn't know what real love is.


I went back to the dojo later that night and Kenshin and Saito were still there, engaging in that sick display again. I walked right in and went to my room and lay down on my mat. I was upset... Kenshin and Saito were making love and Aoishi told me he loved me. Aoishi, I missed him I was so lonely and cold right now I wanted him to hold me, I wanted him to kiss me, I wanted him to do things to my body that was unimaginable.


A/N: I am trying to stretch the chap. Out a little so it seems a little longer. Like I said its only a short story so... and I want to thank those who reviewed I appreciate any comments and suggestions. Yes I know Sano and Aoishi are pretty strange of a couple, and if you think about it its hard to decide who would be on top, but I decided Aoishi since Sano was in such an emotional state he was vulnerable. Plus they're extremely sexy together... so please rr ^_^x