Disclaimer:No ,I still don't own anything! It's (obviously) Avril Lavigne's song,I only own her CD,not her.
A/N:Aren't you glad I'm not mean and am adding chapter two the same day as chapter one:)Please review!Also,I accidentally wrote finale What I meant was premiere,sorry:(Also,this is NOT asong fic.This song just fits so perfectly that I couldn't help but put it in there,you'll see.
I'm with you~
I looked up startled.Please don't let that be.."Shane."I said.
"Yeah,Shane.I should have seen through that earlier."she said,obviously annoyed.
"Where did you come fr-"I spotted Jess"-om?"I looked back to Dean and bit my lip.I looked away then back at Shane and Jess.
"Yes,I'm right.How much did you hear?"Dean asked
"Enough that,"she moved away from Jess because he was too close,"if he ever puts his arm around me again,I'm going to punch him."She looked at Jess."You have nothing to prove to her anymore.Just like,"she looked at me,"you have nothing to prove to him anymore."she said."You're both free,just quit playing games with eachother and other people that mean nothing to you."she said.
"Yeah,listen to her."Dean agreed.He looked at Shane,"You're too good for him anyway."he told her.
"Thanks,and considering he probably doesn't even know my last name,you're right again."she said."Boy do I feel like an idiot,how could I have not noticed that?"
"Don't feel like an idiot."Dean said to her."I've been 'not noticing' that for almost a year."he said.
I pushed my hair behind me ear and took this as my cue to leave.I started walking home.So,Dean broke up with me,we just broke up.Shane just broke up with Jess.He didn't look too broken up about it.When I got home I decided not to tell Mom yet.I took a breath and wiped away the tear that had formed in my eye.I stood up straight.Okay,I'm ready.
"Hey,you're back,finally."
"Hi."I forced a smile."I'm back.I better go get ready."I said.
"Okay.How was the walk?"she asked.
I pretended not to hear her as I shut my door.I looked at my wrist.I decided to take my bracelet off.I took the corn starch and put it with the bracelet in a shoe box.I put the lid on it and shoved it in the closet.I stood up.Done.I pulled out a black skirt,and a black short sleeved shirt with rhinestones around the neck and completely covering the sleeves.I walked out into the livingroom.
"Hey-oh,who died?"she frowned.
"What?"I asked."I like this outfit."
"Oh nothing,actually it's perfect for a night with my parents."she said.She was wearing a red glittery skirt with a black long sleeved shirt."Ready?" she asked.
"Yes,I am."I told her.I can't believe didn't tell her.We got into the jeep.
"Cat got your tongue?"she asked after a few minutes of silence.
"No.So how was work this morning,before you picked me up?"I asked.
"Oh,it was good.We had these people..."and she told me all about her day at work,but I wasn't listening.I would smile and nod when it seemed like I should.On occasion I would throw in a 'really'.Shane and Dean broke up with us.Wow.Words from the brake ups racing around in my head.You're both free now.You're too good for him.You like him.I don't.You met Shane and it made you mad. "And then Michel threw the phone out the window,and caught the place on fire.So I won't have to go to work ever again because he burnt the Inn down.It's gone.You know?"
"Oh yeah,I know."I replied,obviously not listening.
"Okay,what's up?"she asked.
"Nothing."I snapped out of it."Nothing's up,why?"I asked wondering what gave me away.
"Because,I just told you that Michel threw a phone out the window and burnt the Inn down,and you totally agreed with me.So,what's wrong?"she asked.
"I'm-nothing,I was just thinking."I answered vaguely.
"About what?What is so important that you'd think Michel burning down the Inn,was a fact?"she asked."You were paying absolutely no attention to me.So,what are you thinking about?"she asked.
"Just,my walk and earlier.Nothing earth shattering."I said.
"How was your walk?What about it are you thinking of?"she pryed.
I soo should have seen that coming."Can I just tell you about it after dinner,please?"I asked.
"All right,but you have to tell me about it on the way home.Deal?"she bargained.
"Fine."I said and she let me get back to my thoughts.
Finally we got there and went to the door."Are you sure you're okay,hon?"she asked.
"Yeah.I'm fine.Really."And she rang the doorbell.
"I'm afraid someday,you're going to not tell me something that you should,and your lips are going to grow together.Which will be such a shme because you have such pretty lips.But if you don't tell me these things you'll lose them.Karma."she rambled.
I pushed the doorbell again."Please open."I begged the door.
"And then,"she continued,"You'll have to go on one of those crazy talkshows,but you-" The door saved me.
It opened,"Thank you."I said quietly to the door."Hi,Grandma."
We went in and had our drinks and usual talking.Not me,I didn't feel much like talking.You like him.You have feelings for Jess.Since when do you hate me?I love you Je-uh,Dean.You have nothing to prove to him anymore.
"Rory dear,why so quiet?"Grandma asked.
"Oh,no reason,Grandma."I lied.When we went in the dining room to eat,I wasn't really hungry.I used my fork to move my food.I moved the rice to the side,then I cut the chicken up in squares.Then I put the rice back in the center of the plate,and put the chicken squares to outline the rice.
"Well,your food sure is pretty."Mom said.
Oops."Oh."I took a bite of my chicken.Finally,dinner was over.
We got in the jeep,"Okay,silence,playing with your food,what's going on?"she couldn't ask fast enough.
"We broke up."I blurted out all at once.Then I blinked.
"What?"she asked in shock."Are you sure?Oh that was stupid,of course you're sure.Honey,I'm sorry.Who do I have to kill?"
"Yes,I'm sure."I said even though she had corrected herself.
"What happened?"she asked.
"We got into an arguement."I said,for once tonight,telling the truth.We did.
"You got into an arguement?Who broke up with who?"she asked.
"Actually it was a double break up,but he broke up with me."I said.
"A double break up?How do you mean?Why would he break up with you?"she asked,clearly confused.
"Well,it was pretty much my fault,he just used the words."I explained.
"How was it your fault?And what's a double break up?"
"A double break up is two couples breaking up at the same time.Like a double date."
"Okay,twisted.Well who did you guys double with?"she asked thrown by the whole double thing.
I mumbled,"Jess and Shane."quickly and quietly.
"Who?"
I sighed."Jess and Shane."I answered.Her mouth fell open slightly."But Dean kind of started both of the break ups."I further explained."But I did too.I did first."I added.
"Who- how did you and Dean-?Help me out here.What am I missing?I so don't understand.Why on earth would Dean break up with you?"she asked."And what do Jess and Shane have to do with anything?"
"It was the most justified reason ever."I answered the first question."Pretty much opposite of the last time we broke up."I said kind of dancing around the reason.
"Which was...I'll have one justified reason,no fries."
"I kind of...well,I had a slip of tongue."I told her about the whole thing.
"Oh my gosh!You said 'I love you Jess' to Dean?Wow."her eyes were as wide as possible.
"Well,I only got out 'I love you Je-' then I caught it,but he could pretty much figure the rest of it out.Why couldn't I have thought quicker?I could have fixed it.I could have said,I love you,Jess is with Shane,or anything instead of stumbling."
"Well hon, I- Wow.I don't know what to tell you.So you do have feelings for that little juvenile delinquent.I told you."she said.
I stifled a smile,"I did not say that."I defended.
"Uh,yeah ya did.I love you usually means feelings,and not bad ones."
"I did not say that to him."
"No,but you said it about him,and he heard."she smiled.
"I didn't say it about him,I was just-I used the wrong name."I said.
"Hey,don't get me wrong,I wish you didn't.But that doesn't change the fact that you do.I'm confused though as to,where does this put you?Where do you guys stand?Friendish,friend?Acquaintence?More than friend?"
"I have no clue."We made it home."I'm going for a walk."I said.
"But honey,it's sprinkling."she said."You know,raindrops,and it's cold."
I walked in and grabbed a long cranberry sweater,"Got it covered.Bye."
"Oh all right,don't get sick,I wish you'd stay."she said.
"I have to go,I need to figure some things out."I said as I walked down the driveway.I hugged my sweater close.It was cold,but I didn't care.I looked up at the moon.I must be out of my mind,it's raining,it's cold,'it's dark,and it's so quiet.Where in the world did all of the people in this town go?I walked to the only place I thought he might be.
The bridge.I walked up the bridge,no sign of anyone.Great,he's not here.I tried not liking him.It didn't work too great.But now what?I'll wait for a few minutes,maybe he will show up.
I'm standing on the bridge,I'm waiting in the dark.
I thought that you'd be here,by now.
There's nothing but the rain,no footsteps on the ground
I'm listening but there's,no sound
Isn't anyone trying to find me
won't somebody come take me home
It's a damn cold night,trying to figure out this life
Won't you take me by the hand take me somewhere new
I don't know who you are but I, I'm with you
I'm looking for a place I'm searching for a face
Is anybody here I know Cause nothing's going right
And everything's a mess,and no one likes to be alone
Isn't anyone trying to find me won't somebody come take me home
It's a damn cold night trying to figure out this life
Won't you take me by the hand take me somewhere new
I don't know who you are but I,I'm with you.
I'm with you.Why is everything so confusing?
Maybe I'm just out of my mind.
"Hey."his voice startled me.
"Hey."I said looking at him then looking back to the water.Seemed safer.
He,apparently at seeing that I wasn't snapping at him,decided to move a little closer."He shouldn't have yelled at you and broke up with you in front of everyone."he said after a few seconds.
I shook my head,"Yes,he should have.I would have probably done the same thing if it were him.It was pretty justified."I said.
We were silent for a minute,"It's a litttle cold out here."he said.
I nodded,"Yeah."I said not really knowing what to say."It is."
"What are you doing out here?"he finally asked me.
"Just trying to figure some things out.What about you?"I asked.
"Trying to find you."he answered.
I looked at him,"Really?"
"Yeah,I wasn't sure if I should bother,didn't know if you'd even talk to me.But I had to at least try."he said.It started raining harder.
"I kind of hoped to run into you too."I decided to tell him.
"Really?Why?"he asked looking slightly surprised.
"I'm not exactly sure.Why were you looking for me?"I asked.
"Just...wanted to."he said exactly the same as the day of Sookie's wedding.
I couldn't help but smile at the memory I'd thought of."Wanted to look for me?"
"Yeah.I was trying to find you.What about you?"he asked,"How could you not know why you wanted to run into me?"he asked as he inched closer to me.
"Well,I just did."I said trying to figure out the exact reason I wanted to see him.
"Why did you come here?"he asked.
"Well,I don't know,I just figured if I waited long enough,I thought maybe you'd come here.Afterall it is the only place in Stars Hollow that you like."
He had moved a little closer.He smiled at the memory of our picnic.
He was pretty close by now."So,I waited and was right."I continued.
"Yes,you were."he agreed.
"Why did you come here?If you were looking for me,I mean."I asked.
"I'm not sure.Just thought maybe you'd be here.I was right."he added.
"Yes,you were."I copied him.I wasn't sure what else to say.
"So,running away from me didn't work so well this time,did it?"
I sighed."It didn't work either time."I corrected."It was just caused by last time."
"How do you mean?"he asked,even though I'm sure he knew.
"Oh,well I don't know.If I wouldn't have run away,I probably would have known about Shane,then I wouldn't have felt like such an idiot.I would have been clued in."Wait a minute,where have I heard-oops,Dean.
"If you wouldn't have run away the first time there never would have been a Shane."he said.
"There wouldn't have?"He shook his head.I kind of figured that."Well I didn't mean to run."I said.
"Yeah,but you didn't mean to kiss me either."he said.
"Well that's different."I said.
"How?"
"Well in the one case I was listening to my heart,whereas in the other one I was obviously ignoring it."I said.
He frowned slightly,"Which one was ignoring it?"he asked,expecting to hear the kiss.
"When I ran."I answered simply,causing him to smile.
"Oh yeah?"he asked.
I nodded.
He took hold of both of my hands.I smiled,and he kissed me.And there we were,standing in the rain on a dark,cold night.But we were together.We were kissing and we barely even felt the weather.I'm definitely with him.
A/N:So,what did you think??Please review.Thanks!
A/N:Aren't you glad I'm not mean and am adding chapter two the same day as chapter one:)Please review!Also,I accidentally wrote finale What I meant was premiere,sorry:(Also,this is NOT asong fic.This song just fits so perfectly that I couldn't help but put it in there,you'll see.
I'm with you~
I looked up startled.Please don't let that be.."Shane."I said.
"Yeah,Shane.I should have seen through that earlier."she said,obviously annoyed.
"Where did you come fr-"I spotted Jess"-om?"I looked back to Dean and bit my lip.I looked away then back at Shane and Jess.
"Yes,I'm right.How much did you hear?"Dean asked
"Enough that,"she moved away from Jess because he was too close,"if he ever puts his arm around me again,I'm going to punch him."She looked at Jess."You have nothing to prove to her anymore.Just like,"she looked at me,"you have nothing to prove to him anymore."she said."You're both free,just quit playing games with eachother and other people that mean nothing to you."she said.
"Yeah,listen to her."Dean agreed.He looked at Shane,"You're too good for him anyway."he told her.
"Thanks,and considering he probably doesn't even know my last name,you're right again."she said."Boy do I feel like an idiot,how could I have not noticed that?"
"Don't feel like an idiot."Dean said to her."I've been 'not noticing' that for almost a year."he said.
I pushed my hair behind me ear and took this as my cue to leave.I started walking home.So,Dean broke up with me,we just broke up.Shane just broke up with Jess.He didn't look too broken up about it.When I got home I decided not to tell Mom yet.I took a breath and wiped away the tear that had formed in my eye.I stood up straight.Okay,I'm ready.
"Hey,you're back,finally."
"Hi."I forced a smile."I'm back.I better go get ready."I said.
"Okay.How was the walk?"she asked.
I pretended not to hear her as I shut my door.I looked at my wrist.I decided to take my bracelet off.I took the corn starch and put it with the bracelet in a shoe box.I put the lid on it and shoved it in the closet.I stood up.Done.I pulled out a black skirt,and a black short sleeved shirt with rhinestones around the neck and completely covering the sleeves.I walked out into the livingroom.
"Hey-oh,who died?"she frowned.
"What?"I asked."I like this outfit."
"Oh nothing,actually it's perfect for a night with my parents."she said.She was wearing a red glittery skirt with a black long sleeved shirt."Ready?" she asked.
"Yes,I am."I told her.I can't believe didn't tell her.We got into the jeep.
"Cat got your tongue?"she asked after a few minutes of silence.
"No.So how was work this morning,before you picked me up?"I asked.
"Oh,it was good.We had these people..."and she told me all about her day at work,but I wasn't listening.I would smile and nod when it seemed like I should.On occasion I would throw in a 'really'.Shane and Dean broke up with us.Wow.Words from the brake ups racing around in my head.You're both free now.You're too good for him.You like him.I don't.You met Shane and it made you mad. "And then Michel threw the phone out the window,and caught the place on fire.So I won't have to go to work ever again because he burnt the Inn down.It's gone.You know?"
"Oh yeah,I know."I replied,obviously not listening.
"Okay,what's up?"she asked.
"Nothing."I snapped out of it."Nothing's up,why?"I asked wondering what gave me away.
"Because,I just told you that Michel threw a phone out the window and burnt the Inn down,and you totally agreed with me.So,what's wrong?"she asked.
"I'm-nothing,I was just thinking."I answered vaguely.
"About what?What is so important that you'd think Michel burning down the Inn,was a fact?"she asked."You were paying absolutely no attention to me.So,what are you thinking about?"she asked.
"Just,my walk and earlier.Nothing earth shattering."I said.
"How was your walk?What about it are you thinking of?"she pryed.
I soo should have seen that coming."Can I just tell you about it after dinner,please?"I asked.
"All right,but you have to tell me about it on the way home.Deal?"she bargained.
"Fine."I said and she let me get back to my thoughts.
Finally we got there and went to the door."Are you sure you're okay,hon?"she asked.
"Yeah.I'm fine.Really."And she rang the doorbell.
"I'm afraid someday,you're going to not tell me something that you should,and your lips are going to grow together.Which will be such a shme because you have such pretty lips.But if you don't tell me these things you'll lose them.Karma."she rambled.
I pushed the doorbell again."Please open."I begged the door.
"And then,"she continued,"You'll have to go on one of those crazy talkshows,but you-" The door saved me.
It opened,"Thank you."I said quietly to the door."Hi,Grandma."
We went in and had our drinks and usual talking.Not me,I didn't feel much like talking.You like him.You have feelings for Jess.Since when do you hate me?I love you Je-uh,Dean.You have nothing to prove to him anymore.
"Rory dear,why so quiet?"Grandma asked.
"Oh,no reason,Grandma."I lied.When we went in the dining room to eat,I wasn't really hungry.I used my fork to move my food.I moved the rice to the side,then I cut the chicken up in squares.Then I put the rice back in the center of the plate,and put the chicken squares to outline the rice.
"Well,your food sure is pretty."Mom said.
Oops."Oh."I took a bite of my chicken.Finally,dinner was over.
We got in the jeep,"Okay,silence,playing with your food,what's going on?"she couldn't ask fast enough.
"We broke up."I blurted out all at once.Then I blinked.
"What?"she asked in shock."Are you sure?Oh that was stupid,of course you're sure.Honey,I'm sorry.Who do I have to kill?"
"Yes,I'm sure."I said even though she had corrected herself.
"What happened?"she asked.
"We got into an arguement."I said,for once tonight,telling the truth.We did.
"You got into an arguement?Who broke up with who?"she asked.
"Actually it was a double break up,but he broke up with me."I said.
"A double break up?How do you mean?Why would he break up with you?"she asked,clearly confused.
"Well,it was pretty much my fault,he just used the words."I explained.
"How was it your fault?And what's a double break up?"
"A double break up is two couples breaking up at the same time.Like a double date."
"Okay,twisted.Well who did you guys double with?"she asked thrown by the whole double thing.
I mumbled,"Jess and Shane."quickly and quietly.
"Who?"
I sighed."Jess and Shane."I answered.Her mouth fell open slightly."But Dean kind of started both of the break ups."I further explained."But I did too.I did first."I added.
"Who- how did you and Dean-?Help me out here.What am I missing?I so don't understand.Why on earth would Dean break up with you?"she asked."And what do Jess and Shane have to do with anything?"
"It was the most justified reason ever."I answered the first question."Pretty much opposite of the last time we broke up."I said kind of dancing around the reason.
"Which was...I'll have one justified reason,no fries."
"I kind of...well,I had a slip of tongue."I told her about the whole thing.
"Oh my gosh!You said 'I love you Jess' to Dean?Wow."her eyes were as wide as possible.
"Well,I only got out 'I love you Je-' then I caught it,but he could pretty much figure the rest of it out.Why couldn't I have thought quicker?I could have fixed it.I could have said,I love you,Jess is with Shane,or anything instead of stumbling."
"Well hon, I- Wow.I don't know what to tell you.So you do have feelings for that little juvenile delinquent.I told you."she said.
I stifled a smile,"I did not say that."I defended.
"Uh,yeah ya did.I love you usually means feelings,and not bad ones."
"I did not say that to him."
"No,but you said it about him,and he heard."she smiled.
"I didn't say it about him,I was just-I used the wrong name."I said.
"Hey,don't get me wrong,I wish you didn't.But that doesn't change the fact that you do.I'm confused though as to,where does this put you?Where do you guys stand?Friendish,friend?Acquaintence?More than friend?"
"I have no clue."We made it home."I'm going for a walk."I said.
"But honey,it's sprinkling."she said."You know,raindrops,and it's cold."
I walked in and grabbed a long cranberry sweater,"Got it covered.Bye."
"Oh all right,don't get sick,I wish you'd stay."she said.
"I have to go,I need to figure some things out."I said as I walked down the driveway.I hugged my sweater close.It was cold,but I didn't care.I looked up at the moon.I must be out of my mind,it's raining,it's cold,'it's dark,and it's so quiet.Where in the world did all of the people in this town go?I walked to the only place I thought he might be.
The bridge.I walked up the bridge,no sign of anyone.Great,he's not here.I tried not liking him.It didn't work too great.But now what?I'll wait for a few minutes,maybe he will show up.
I'm standing on the bridge,I'm waiting in the dark.
I thought that you'd be here,by now.
There's nothing but the rain,no footsteps on the ground
I'm listening but there's,no sound
Isn't anyone trying to find me
won't somebody come take me home
It's a damn cold night,trying to figure out this life
Won't you take me by the hand take me somewhere new
I don't know who you are but I, I'm with you
I'm looking for a place I'm searching for a face
Is anybody here I know Cause nothing's going right
And everything's a mess,and no one likes to be alone
Isn't anyone trying to find me won't somebody come take me home
It's a damn cold night trying to figure out this life
Won't you take me by the hand take me somewhere new
I don't know who you are but I,I'm with you.
I'm with you.Why is everything so confusing?
Maybe I'm just out of my mind.
"Hey."his voice startled me.
"Hey."I said looking at him then looking back to the water.Seemed safer.
He,apparently at seeing that I wasn't snapping at him,decided to move a little closer."He shouldn't have yelled at you and broke up with you in front of everyone."he said after a few seconds.
I shook my head,"Yes,he should have.I would have probably done the same thing if it were him.It was pretty justified."I said.
We were silent for a minute,"It's a litttle cold out here."he said.
I nodded,"Yeah."I said not really knowing what to say."It is."
"What are you doing out here?"he finally asked me.
"Just trying to figure some things out.What about you?"I asked.
"Trying to find you."he answered.
I looked at him,"Really?"
"Yeah,I wasn't sure if I should bother,didn't know if you'd even talk to me.But I had to at least try."he said.It started raining harder.
"I kind of hoped to run into you too."I decided to tell him.
"Really?Why?"he asked looking slightly surprised.
"I'm not exactly sure.Why were you looking for me?"I asked.
"Just...wanted to."he said exactly the same as the day of Sookie's wedding.
I couldn't help but smile at the memory I'd thought of."Wanted to look for me?"
"Yeah.I was trying to find you.What about you?"he asked,"How could you not know why you wanted to run into me?"he asked as he inched closer to me.
"Well,I just did."I said trying to figure out the exact reason I wanted to see him.
"Why did you come here?"he asked.
"Well,I don't know,I just figured if I waited long enough,I thought maybe you'd come here.Afterall it is the only place in Stars Hollow that you like."
He had moved a little closer.He smiled at the memory of our picnic.
He was pretty close by now."So,I waited and was right."I continued.
"Yes,you were."he agreed.
"Why did you come here?If you were looking for me,I mean."I asked.
"I'm not sure.Just thought maybe you'd be here.I was right."he added.
"Yes,you were."I copied him.I wasn't sure what else to say.
"So,running away from me didn't work so well this time,did it?"
I sighed."It didn't work either time."I corrected."It was just caused by last time."
"How do you mean?"he asked,even though I'm sure he knew.
"Oh,well I don't know.If I wouldn't have run away,I probably would have known about Shane,then I wouldn't have felt like such an idiot.I would have been clued in."Wait a minute,where have I heard-oops,Dean.
"If you wouldn't have run away the first time there never would have been a Shane."he said.
"There wouldn't have?"He shook his head.I kind of figured that."Well I didn't mean to run."I said.
"Yeah,but you didn't mean to kiss me either."he said.
"Well that's different."I said.
"How?"
"Well in the one case I was listening to my heart,whereas in the other one I was obviously ignoring it."I said.
He frowned slightly,"Which one was ignoring it?"he asked,expecting to hear the kiss.
"When I ran."I answered simply,causing him to smile.
"Oh yeah?"he asked.
I nodded.
He took hold of both of my hands.I smiled,and he kissed me.And there we were,standing in the rain on a dark,cold night.But we were together.We were kissing and we barely even felt the weather.I'm definitely with him.
A/N:So,what did you think??Please review.Thanks!