Chapter 3: Ryuko's Thoughts

            "I hate him," Ryuko repeated in her mind over and over again.  Tears fell like Niagara Falls down her cheeks.  She held her hand her hand under her crotch to prevent the mixture of excessive discharge and semen from spilling onto and down her legs.  Once inside of the bathroom, she laid a few towels on the cold tile floor and let the sticky liquid leak out of her as she washed her hands.

            "I can believe that bastard did that to me.  I hate him so much."

            She rubbed her neck and breasts in the places where discolorations appeared and stepped into the shower, letting the hot water cascade over her body.

            "I swear that I'll never let him touch me like that again," she vowed to herself.  "I hate him.  I hope he dies."

            After her shower, she opened up the medicine cabinet to find a sharp pair of scissors.  Ryuko held out her wrist and with a quick slash, she cut herself.  Again.  And again.  She ended up slitting her wrist several times releasing her anger and hate with each cut.  She wanted to kill herself so that Seto couldn't take satisfaction from her again, but deep inside of her heart, she knew that she truly wanted to live.

            Ryuko found a set of pajamas to which she wore to bed.  She fell asleep with her left wrist dripping with blood, wishing that she would not awake to serve Seto Kaiba in the morning.