Just a little something i just thought up and wanted toget down
Disclaimers:Not mine sorry
Warnings:It will have a death
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My long red hair blows past my face as i walk hme. I know my mother has been terrible worried after myself being gone for so long. As i walk i look around at everything around me. He still is here.
Its in that tree by the park where i used to find him. Or The ice cream palor we went to. Even in the park where we had picnic and other things lovers and friends do. He is still all around me.
The day we became more than friends plays in my mind. Then comes the first time we made love. THen my mind travels down to all the promise made and fullfilled to those that will never be. It is those that hurt the worst.
As another tear falls from my eyes i go inside my mothers home. For i cannot bear to return to my apartment. Not tonight. I talk to themand play the good son. I have that part down.
My mother lets me have my old room for the night. How kind of her. Honestly as i go in a part of me for a secound see's a dark shadow by my window. I blink its gone. Gone. Yes he is gone. Never to return to me. For now the once heartless theif is alone. With this i go lay on my bed
As i lay there thoughts roll around. Then i begin to go over what lead to this distruction.
It all started at my work place. Everyone was talking about their love lives and exchanging stories. Mine have to stay sealed and shut. No one must no who claimed my heart and soul. He wanted it that way. I just went along. ANything to have that inclusive demon. We had been together for many years. Around ten. It was hard when he left for the Makai. Leaving me alone in the Ningenkai. But he came to vist me like clock work. He would spend a month in Makai then two here with me. Not very often would i join him in Makai. He never seemed like he wanted me to. Or maybe i turned a blind eye to it al. No matter it all ended tonight.
i shift in my bed and try to dream. It is hard to fall to a dreamless sleep. But after taking a makai herb i am there.in a blissful dream where he is still mine.
**************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************Ok um..how was it? Bad or good? Should i post the rest of forget it? .Please reveiw and let me know!.
Disclaimers:Not mine sorry
Warnings:It will have a death
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
My long red hair blows past my face as i walk hme. I know my mother has been terrible worried after myself being gone for so long. As i walk i look around at everything around me. He still is here.
Its in that tree by the park where i used to find him. Or The ice cream palor we went to. Even in the park where we had picnic and other things lovers and friends do. He is still all around me.
The day we became more than friends plays in my mind. Then comes the first time we made love. THen my mind travels down to all the promise made and fullfilled to those that will never be. It is those that hurt the worst.
As another tear falls from my eyes i go inside my mothers home. For i cannot bear to return to my apartment. Not tonight. I talk to themand play the good son. I have that part down.
My mother lets me have my old room for the night. How kind of her. Honestly as i go in a part of me for a secound see's a dark shadow by my window. I blink its gone. Gone. Yes he is gone. Never to return to me. For now the once heartless theif is alone. With this i go lay on my bed
As i lay there thoughts roll around. Then i begin to go over what lead to this distruction.
It all started at my work place. Everyone was talking about their love lives and exchanging stories. Mine have to stay sealed and shut. No one must no who claimed my heart and soul. He wanted it that way. I just went along. ANything to have that inclusive demon. We had been together for many years. Around ten. It was hard when he left for the Makai. Leaving me alone in the Ningenkai. But he came to vist me like clock work. He would spend a month in Makai then two here with me. Not very often would i join him in Makai. He never seemed like he wanted me to. Or maybe i turned a blind eye to it al. No matter it all ended tonight.
i shift in my bed and try to dream. It is hard to fall to a dreamless sleep. But after taking a makai herb i am there.in a blissful dream where he is still mine.
**************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************Ok um..how was it? Bad or good? Should i post the rest of forget it? .Please reveiw and let me know!.