Another chapter another round! I just hope that you all like this!! THank you so much everyone for taking the time out to read and review..
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THe light hit my sore swollen eyes and and woke me up. I get up and dressed. I can't stay here. I need to return o my apartment. I go and wash my face hoping it will hide the old tear tracks down my face. I place on my god son mask and go downstairs to join my family.
My mother hugs me and both my step father and step brother keep giving me pitying looks. It is the last thing i can handle right now. I tell my mother i am going to return home. SHe smiles a worried smile at me then i bid her goodbye.
My heart feels as if a case of ice has been casted over it. My chest feels empty and i have a headache. I pass lovers and children and i pull mty arms tighter around myself. My gaze lands on trees and a wishful feeling feels me.
As i climb the stairs to my apartment dread fills me. THe first time i walked up these steps i was happy and excited we would have a place of our own. Were we can love, talk, and just be ourselves. THen it hits me. Hiei was never truly himself. Not since after the Makai Tornament. He changed. He was no longer mine. Tears form to spill forth. I don't let them fall.
I quickly go upthe stairs and hear another door open. I go inside and shut the door my back to it. My eyes look inside Just that little bit and my grief over flows through me.
Nights of love and passion replay over and over. Betrayal flows out of my mouth with a cry. My back to the door i fal to my knees then my hands move to my hair. Hair he always said he loved. H eused to play with it before, during, and after making love. I grip it tight and pull it.H eloved my hair!! I pull and pull as fresh tears spill and sobs come out. I rest my head on the door and just sit there and cry.
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Ok there it is!! Let me know if you guys like or hate this!! I really love to hear from you all!! Bye for now
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THe light hit my sore swollen eyes and and woke me up. I get up and dressed. I can't stay here. I need to return o my apartment. I go and wash my face hoping it will hide the old tear tracks down my face. I place on my god son mask and go downstairs to join my family.
My mother hugs me and both my step father and step brother keep giving me pitying looks. It is the last thing i can handle right now. I tell my mother i am going to return home. SHe smiles a worried smile at me then i bid her goodbye.
My heart feels as if a case of ice has been casted over it. My chest feels empty and i have a headache. I pass lovers and children and i pull mty arms tighter around myself. My gaze lands on trees and a wishful feeling feels me.
As i climb the stairs to my apartment dread fills me. THe first time i walked up these steps i was happy and excited we would have a place of our own. Were we can love, talk, and just be ourselves. THen it hits me. Hiei was never truly himself. Not since after the Makai Tornament. He changed. He was no longer mine. Tears form to spill forth. I don't let them fall.
I quickly go upthe stairs and hear another door open. I go inside and shut the door my back to it. My eyes look inside Just that little bit and my grief over flows through me.
Nights of love and passion replay over and over. Betrayal flows out of my mouth with a cry. My back to the door i fal to my knees then my hands move to my hair. Hair he always said he loved. H eused to play with it before, during, and after making love. I grip it tight and pull it.H eloved my hair!! I pull and pull as fresh tears spill and sobs come out. I rest my head on the door and just sit there and cry.
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Ok there it is!! Let me know if you guys like or hate this!! I really love to hear from you all!! Bye for now