I love this story so far!! I just hope i keep doing a great job!! Thank you to my two readers that have been reading!! Also Alex I wish to thank you for reading my stuff!! Oh and i can't wait for your new story. E-mail me when you post it. Not getting anything telling me if anything new is up! :( Enough of me on with the show!!lol
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How long have i been siting here? One hour,Four, or have i been here all night? I slowly get up. My legs are wobily and my chest hurts. My stomach hurts from a lack of food. food somehing i really don't feel like. I go inot the livingroom and walk to the wooden Tv stand. I go over all the pictures on it. I then grab onto one and punch it. Then annother till all the picture frames with him in it are broke. THe glass cuts into my knuckles. but it really don't hurt. Its like the pain in my heart is keeping all my other pains away.
I then go inot the kitchen and take out all the ice cream i kept stocked in there and throw out about 30 american dollars worth. THen i get rid of any food he liked. Any thing he said he loved. It all gets thrown away. I then take the garbage out.
I pass acouple and just stare at my feet. I throw it in the garbage bin and the lid falls on my hand. It's the same one that i had cut. It hurts but..I don't care. I just don't anymore. I get my hand lose and tear some skin off my palm.
I head back to my apartment and a car that was coming in the drive almost runs me over. He stopped. I really don't care. If he had hit me it would end my suffering. It would end the life of Minamino SHuichi and Youko Kurama. It would free me.
I go back inside. Tears forming once again. I then go into the bathroom and run a bath. Yes a hot bath would soothe me. As i begin to soak in it. I can remeber us making love here. Me Washing his tore bloody body after a fight.
I close my eyes and cry. THen i say to him even though he can't hear me." Hiei, I thought it was you. I thought we were supposed to be lovers till we died. I thought you loved me. I really thought you loved me. You told me you did. Oh hiei..I thought it was you. "
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How long have i been siting here? One hour,Four, or have i been here all night? I slowly get up. My legs are wobily and my chest hurts. My stomach hurts from a lack of food. food somehing i really don't feel like. I go inot the livingroom and walk to the wooden Tv stand. I go over all the pictures on it. I then grab onto one and punch it. Then annother till all the picture frames with him in it are broke. THe glass cuts into my knuckles. but it really don't hurt. Its like the pain in my heart is keeping all my other pains away.
I then go inot the kitchen and take out all the ice cream i kept stocked in there and throw out about 30 american dollars worth. THen i get rid of any food he liked. Any thing he said he loved. It all gets thrown away. I then take the garbage out.
I pass acouple and just stare at my feet. I throw it in the garbage bin and the lid falls on my hand. It's the same one that i had cut. It hurts but..I don't care. I just don't anymore. I get my hand lose and tear some skin off my palm.
I head back to my apartment and a car that was coming in the drive almost runs me over. He stopped. I really don't care. If he had hit me it would end my suffering. It would end the life of Minamino SHuichi and Youko Kurama. It would free me.
I go back inside. Tears forming once again. I then go into the bathroom and run a bath. Yes a hot bath would soothe me. As i begin to soak in it. I can remeber us making love here. Me Washing his tore bloody body after a fight.
I close my eyes and cry. THen i say to him even though he can't hear me." Hiei, I thought it was you. I thought we were supposed to be lovers till we died. I thought you loved me. I really thought you loved me. You told me you did. Oh hiei..I thought it was you. "