Chapter 3 - Here Without You
A.N.: This is all from Inu Yasha's P.O.V. now. I don't know exactly how many chapter's I'm gonna write, but this chapter will have parts of one song in it. And I'd like to say thanks to all my reviewers... without you, I'd have no reason to continue with this story and get my pretty reviews... also... I'd like to thank my two awesome friends for all their help with this story...
Dis.: I don't own Inu Yasha... but I intend to capture him and lock him up in my closet... heh heh heh
On with the story
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"A hundred days have made me older,
Since the last time that I saw your pretty face
A thousand lies have made me colder
And I don't think I can look at this the same
But all the miles that separate
They disappear now when I'm dreaming of your face"
I woke up in the tree I'd been sleeping in and I felt like crying again. I jumped down from the tree and began to walk. I didn't know where I was going, but I knew I had to take a walk and try to clear my mind of all that was on it.
'Why? Why were you taken away from me? I miss you so much' I just wanted to scream out.... I, I just wanted to howl from the pain I felt so deep within me and then I think I actually did howl for Shippo came running up to me and asked me "What's wrong?"
"KAGOME!" I howled mournfully and fell to my knees crying.
"I'm here without you baby
But your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But your still with me in my dreams
And tonight, there's only you and me"
I knew everyone was worried about me, I could see it in Shippo's face when I looked at him. I knew he missed Kagome too, fuck they all did, but not in the same way. Shippo missed her as friend as did the others. As for me though, I missed her as a lover... a mate. I wanted to make her my mate, but it never came about. I never really got the chance to tell her how I felt either. I'll never forget THAT NIGHT. It changed my life forever. It was the night I lost Kagome. It was the night I lost it all.
"I'm here without you baby
But your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But your still with me in my dreams
And tonight, there's only you and me"
*****FLASHBACK*****
We had been searching for more jewel shards for the Shikon Jewel. We never even found any of those damn jewel shards that day and that night; someone attacked and took us hostage. I was knocked out, and Kagome was bound & gagged. When I awoke, I was chained to a wall, and Kagome was chained to a bed across the room.
'What's that smell?? It smells like...' "BLOOD!!!" I nearly screamed.
Then someone walked into the room we were in, and came over to me. I couldn't tell who it was but whoever it was checked to see if my restraints were stable enough to hold me. Obviously there were because I tried to attack them and failed. Then, I watched as the person slowly made their way over to that bed lighting a bunch of candles all over the room as he went. After this I noticed two things that made me struggle against my restraints even more. The first was that I saw was that Kagome lay naked on the bed, her body covered in bruises and cuts. The other was WHO our captor was....
"NARUKU YOU FUCKING BASTARD!!!" I shouted.
(A.N. I decided to make the captor Naraku cuz my I have a friend who absolutely adores Sesshomaru)
"Now, now Inu Yasha. Is that anyway to treat someone who could kill her in one shot?" he commented as he gestured to Kagome on the bed. I shut up for I knew that if I said anything further it may endanger my beloved more. I heard her soft moans and her pleading to be let go. With this I tired to rip my chains away, but they held me to wall.
(A.N. This next part is rather painful for me, as I know from experience how this feels to have it done)
I watched as he laid his hands roughly on her breasts, and entered her. I heard her crying and screaming "NO! STOP... PLEASE!" But he just didn't listen. He kept hurting her. Forcing himself on her. Or more like in her. He lunged in her over and over, running his nails over he body and tearing at her flesh, making it pore with her red blood to mingle with the innocence that Naruku had already spilt from this dreadful act. This lasted longer then I could bear, to the point that I only shut my eyes and screamed her name over and over. "Kagome!!!...Kagome!!!..." He finished, after releasing his demon seed inside of her and with a smirk exited her. He lay next to her, caressing her. She tried to ignore it and move away, but I saw she was in so much pain it hurt her to move. Then he did the one thing I hoped he wouldn't do. He kissed her, then slit her throat wide open, killing her instantly. I heard a gurgle, then silence.
"NO!!!" I howled. A few hours later, after screaming and begging to be let down . . . well, DEMANDING to be let down I was.
I ran straight to the bed but there was no saving Kagome. Her body was cold and starting to go stiff. She died that night.
*****END FLASHBACK*****
"I'm here without you baby
But your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But your still with me in my dreams
And tonight, there's only you and me"
That's the night I died inside. I know I've scared Shippo countless times now. Poor Shippo. He knows I'm suffering, but he'll never know to what extent. That night, I was a bloody mess. Cuts and scratches all over my body. It was Kaede who found me that night. Physically, I seem to be fine. But mentally, I've been gone since that night.
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(A.N. This was a very difficult chapter for me to write. I'm still recovering, but you must know that something like this is very traumatic and very wrong. I will continue this story, if it kills me slowly to do it)
A.N.: This is all from Inu Yasha's P.O.V. now. I don't know exactly how many chapter's I'm gonna write, but this chapter will have parts of one song in it. And I'd like to say thanks to all my reviewers... without you, I'd have no reason to continue with this story and get my pretty reviews... also... I'd like to thank my two awesome friends for all their help with this story...
Dis.: I don't own Inu Yasha... but I intend to capture him and lock him up in my closet... heh heh heh
On with the story
**********
"A hundred days have made me older,
Since the last time that I saw your pretty face
A thousand lies have made me colder
And I don't think I can look at this the same
But all the miles that separate
They disappear now when I'm dreaming of your face"
I woke up in the tree I'd been sleeping in and I felt like crying again. I jumped down from the tree and began to walk. I didn't know where I was going, but I knew I had to take a walk and try to clear my mind of all that was on it.
'Why? Why were you taken away from me? I miss you so much' I just wanted to scream out.... I, I just wanted to howl from the pain I felt so deep within me and then I think I actually did howl for Shippo came running up to me and asked me "What's wrong?"
"KAGOME!" I howled mournfully and fell to my knees crying.
"I'm here without you baby
But your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But your still with me in my dreams
And tonight, there's only you and me"
I knew everyone was worried about me, I could see it in Shippo's face when I looked at him. I knew he missed Kagome too, fuck they all did, but not in the same way. Shippo missed her as friend as did the others. As for me though, I missed her as a lover... a mate. I wanted to make her my mate, but it never came about. I never really got the chance to tell her how I felt either. I'll never forget THAT NIGHT. It changed my life forever. It was the night I lost Kagome. It was the night I lost it all.
"I'm here without you baby
But your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But your still with me in my dreams
And tonight, there's only you and me"
*****FLASHBACK*****
We had been searching for more jewel shards for the Shikon Jewel. We never even found any of those damn jewel shards that day and that night; someone attacked and took us hostage. I was knocked out, and Kagome was bound & gagged. When I awoke, I was chained to a wall, and Kagome was chained to a bed across the room.
'What's that smell?? It smells like...' "BLOOD!!!" I nearly screamed.
Then someone walked into the room we were in, and came over to me. I couldn't tell who it was but whoever it was checked to see if my restraints were stable enough to hold me. Obviously there were because I tried to attack them and failed. Then, I watched as the person slowly made their way over to that bed lighting a bunch of candles all over the room as he went. After this I noticed two things that made me struggle against my restraints even more. The first was that I saw was that Kagome lay naked on the bed, her body covered in bruises and cuts. The other was WHO our captor was....
"NARUKU YOU FUCKING BASTARD!!!" I shouted.
(A.N. I decided to make the captor Naraku cuz my I have a friend who absolutely adores Sesshomaru)
"Now, now Inu Yasha. Is that anyway to treat someone who could kill her in one shot?" he commented as he gestured to Kagome on the bed. I shut up for I knew that if I said anything further it may endanger my beloved more. I heard her soft moans and her pleading to be let go. With this I tired to rip my chains away, but they held me to wall.
(A.N. This next part is rather painful for me, as I know from experience how this feels to have it done)
I watched as he laid his hands roughly on her breasts, and entered her. I heard her crying and screaming "NO! STOP... PLEASE!" But he just didn't listen. He kept hurting her. Forcing himself on her. Or more like in her. He lunged in her over and over, running his nails over he body and tearing at her flesh, making it pore with her red blood to mingle with the innocence that Naruku had already spilt from this dreadful act. This lasted longer then I could bear, to the point that I only shut my eyes and screamed her name over and over. "Kagome!!!...Kagome!!!..." He finished, after releasing his demon seed inside of her and with a smirk exited her. He lay next to her, caressing her. She tried to ignore it and move away, but I saw she was in so much pain it hurt her to move. Then he did the one thing I hoped he wouldn't do. He kissed her, then slit her throat wide open, killing her instantly. I heard a gurgle, then silence.
"NO!!!" I howled. A few hours later, after screaming and begging to be let down . . . well, DEMANDING to be let down I was.
I ran straight to the bed but there was no saving Kagome. Her body was cold and starting to go stiff. She died that night.
*****END FLASHBACK*****
"I'm here without you baby
But your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But your still with me in my dreams
And tonight, there's only you and me"
That's the night I died inside. I know I've scared Shippo countless times now. Poor Shippo. He knows I'm suffering, but he'll never know to what extent. That night, I was a bloody mess. Cuts and scratches all over my body. It was Kaede who found me that night. Physically, I seem to be fine. But mentally, I've been gone since that night.
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(A.N. This was a very difficult chapter for me to write. I'm still recovering, but you must know that something like this is very traumatic and very wrong. I will continue this story, if it kills me slowly to do it)