A/N: you'll find out as you read, that i've changed some of the words, but that was only so that they'd fit better with the story. so sit back, relax, and plz R&R!!
Disclaimer: I don't own HM or any of it's characters.
Jack's POV
"Uh, Gray?""Yeah, Jack?"
I'm tugging at my hair, I'm pulling at my clothes
I self-consciously run a hand through my hair, and tug at the light blue t- shirt I'm wearing.
I'm trying to keep my cool, I know it shows
I'm trying to stay calm, but no matter how hard I try it just doesn't seem to be working.
I'm staring at my feet, my cheeks are turning red
"Umm..." I look down at my feet as I feel my cheeks grow warm.
I'm searching for the words inside my head
"Uh, Gray... I uh, I just w-wanted to..." I'm searching but I just can't seem to find the right words to say what's on my mind.
I'm feeling nervous, trying to be so perfect
God, I've never been this nervous in my life, never tried so hard to impress someone before.
Cause I know you're worth it, you're worth it, yeah
Then again I've never felt this way about anyone. Never felt like they where worth it somehow.
If I could say what I wanna say
I'm still stuttering. Trying to find something-anything-to say. "Gray, I..."
"Yeah, Jack?" I can't say it.
I'd say I wanna blow you...away..., be with you every night, am I squeezing you too tight
I look at you, and I just wish that every night would be spent with you in my arms.
If I could say what I wanna see, I wanna look in your eyes...and see...love reflected there
I wish so much that when I look into your eyes I would see my love for you reflected in them. I wish I could tell you how I feel, but...
I'm just wishing my life away, with these things I'll never say. It don't do me any good, it's just a waste of time, what use is it to you what's on my mind
This is a complete waste of my time. It's obviously not coming out, and it's not like he cares for what I have to say anyway.
If it ain't coming out, we're not going anywhere, so why can't I just tell you that I care
I keep asking myself why I can't just say those three simple words, but in the end I do know why...
Cause I'm feeling nervous, trying to be so perfect, cause I know you're worth it, you're worth it, yeah. What's wrong, with my tongue?
My tongue doesn't seem to be working properly, and Gray's starting to get impatient, so if I'm gonna tell him it has to be now but...
These words keep slippin away, I stutter, I stumble, like I've got nothing to say...
"Well, do you have something you want to tell me or not?" Gray looks at me expectantly. I struggle with the words, but I know it's useless...
Cause I'm feeling nervous, trying to be so perfect, cause I know you're worth it, you're worth it, yeah. If I could say what I wanna say, I'd say I wanna blow you...away... be with you every night, am I squeezing you too tight? If I could say what I wanna see, i wanna look in you're eyes...and see...love reflected there
I look into his eyes and shrug. "Never mind, Gray." I watch him go and sigh, cause in reality all I'm doing...
Is wishing my life away...with these things I'll never say
-The End
A/N: so what did u think? like it, hate it? i wanna know!! r&r plz!!!!!!