Chapter 19
Play Time
Kagome pulled the pillow over her head in an attempt to block out all sound. She was going to kill Genken. He wasn't exactly human so she could get away with it, right? Sesshomaru wouldn't blame her, would he? Two months of biting her tongue every time Inu Yasha smiled at her; every time he asked what was wrong. Two months of wanting to scream at him Kenmaru is your son but, afraid that would do more harm than good. Two months of listening to him unknowingly belittle himself, unable to correct him. Now a big goof ball of an inu hanyou had ever so innocently mentioned the one person she never wanted Inu Yasha to remember. . . Kikyou. Now he would feel guilty, mope and pine for the miko who had done nothing but cause him pain. Damn it he had fulfilled his promise to Kikyou, he'd gone to hell with her. By some miracle he'd come back to her. Now she might lose him again, to that Shini-dama-chuu commanding witch. Gone would be the Inu Yasha who met her each day with a meal prepared just for her. Kenmaru, either put down for the night, or a nap or even playing quietly in his room. Giving her the precious moments when it was just the two of them. Gone the Sweet Inu Yasha, unencumbered with the tragedy of loosing so much so young. Not that she didn't miss the arrogant, rude, hanyou she had traveled with sometimes, but was it wrong of her to silently hope he'd never get his memory back? That he would fall in love with her, with no Kikyou baggage? Was that wrong?
A soft knock on her door followed by Inu Yasha softly asking if she was all right, got her moving. With a deep breath she walked to the door opening it a fake smile on her face. The first thing she noticed was he seemed particularly interested in the carpet at his feet. "I'm fine Inu Yasha." she answered cheerily. He took a step in and she retreated. Another step in from him and another in retreat from her. He stopped long enough to shut and lock the door. He took another step and another. Eventually her legs hit the bed and she toppled backwards landing on it, her hair covering her face. She tried to sit up, but was quickly pinned by his weight.
He brushed the hair from her face, his golden eyes gazed intently into hers. He leaned forward, his lips brushing her cheek, his breath caressing her skin with each whispered word. "Why didn't you tell me Kagome?" She heard the ripping of cloth by sharp claws, followed by the cool room air brushing her midriff. "Why did you hide it from me? Make me worry about another man, or youkai taking you away?" His claws danced along her sides, with a slight tug her bra was shredded and pulled from her. "Why didn't you tell me that Kenmaru is my son?" His tongue flicked along the curve of her ear. "You know I adored him, even when I didn't know." His hand slipped between them, to cup her breast, a clawed thumb gently strumming it's rosy peak. "Did you fear I would pine over Kikyou? Think I would feel guilt for not staying in hell with her?" Her answer was a throaty moan of pleasure. His mouth left her ear to travel down her jaw, sucking lightly at the racing pulse before moving lower. Nipping at her collar bone, following the line down between her breast with his tongue. Her hands working up his almost forgotten back, to twine in the length of his hair. She arched into him as his mouth sucked one rose tipped breast into his mouth. Roughly he pulled away from her, his claws shredding the white T-shirt he'd been wearing. For a moment he looked down at her, his eyes blazing with passion. "You are mine." He hissed in possessive anger.
Storm cloud gray met golden sun, both panted heavily neither moving. Then lips met in a bruising kiss. Hands entwine in hair both silver and ebony, only to move as one to his pants. Fingers tangled as together they worked at buckle, button and zipper, their lips never separating. With a final push, Kagome knocked him to the floor, seven long years of frustration broke through the dam of self control. Grasping the hem of his pants she pulled. (Edited Missing 35 words) "GOD!" she moaned, (Edited Missing 41 words)
(Edited Missing 13 Words) "Please." She gasped as he pulled from her only to slam himself back into her velvet heat. "In...In...In... Ohhhhhh." (Edited Missing 26 words) Had he done this seven years ago? She couldn't remember. She didn't care. She only wanted to reach that nirvana only he could give.
"Kagome." He growled into her ear. "Kagomy. Kaommy, Kmommy, Mommy."
Kagome's eyes flew open. "Mommy, were you having a bad dream?" Turning she saw Kenmaru at the side of her bed, one arm wrapped securely around Roku, the other patting her arm. "You were moaning and Roku and I could 'tect you."
She collapsed back on the bed with a groan. She loved her son, but at that moment she could have cheerfully strangled him. But seeing the concern in his silver eyes, she smiled. "That would be wonderful, baby. Why don't you climb up here and you and Roku get comfortable. Mommy needs to go to the bathroom then we'll cuddle up and get some sleep ok?"
"K" he said climbing into the bed as she climbed out.
Making sure to lock the bathroom door, Kagome opened a drawer and removed a wound up towel. Turning the faucet on to muffle the noise. She sat on the lowered seat of the toilet and removed the object from the towel. Adjusting the speed, she braced one foot on the tub. (Edited Missing 49 words.) Withdrawing the vibrator she shut it off and carefully rinsed it. Looking at it she hissed, "Not a hundred feet, he's not a hundred feet from me. I could walk in to his room right now and ... but no, I have to use a gods damned toy." She threw the flesh colored toy at the drawer. Cleaning herself quickly she went back into the room. Looking down at the small boy asleep on her bed, Kagome smiled. "I wonder if your daddy, has those thoughts about me." she asked him quietly. Crawling into the bed she curled around her sun and fell into Morpheus' arms.