A.N: WOOHOO more beautiful reviews. Sorry I could not post this up earlier,
but ffnet was down and I was busy to update when it actually started
working. Anyways, thankies again for the reviews *huggles* Wow I just sort
of realized that I do not really write in POV form but more like in diary
form .. hmmmm ok then now instead of Naruto/Sasuke POV it will be
Naruto/Sasuke Log is that better no? NO? O.O Okok Iam a bit strange right
now
I do not own naruto .. Why do we have to put this crap? It is obvious that if I DID own Naruto, Sakura would not exist? Huh? HUH!? *twitch*
Uuuh .. hai then .. on with the fic!
Oh yes P.S. the stuff in ** is what the person is doing while writing and the ( ) is what the person is writing just incase u get confused hehhehehhehe O.o .. ^_^ ENJOY!
READ THE TEXT BELOW! IMPORTANT!
OH NO! Damn this!!! Either there is something wrong with my computer, or with ff net, but when I post my chapter I can not use apostrophe or quotation marks or it comes out like this ' " (I am not sure if it shows up on your computers, bit it did these weird signs on mine ~_~). So sorry if the text is a bit weird, I will try to use them as little as possible. I will use // // for talking and / / for thinking then. (I hate this, sorry again) and when I say Sasuke s or don t I really mean Sasukes and dont with an apostrophe (so confusing)
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HE HATES ME
Chpt.3
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Naruto s Log:
WAIII!!! This evening has been excellent! I actually _talked_ to Sasuke. Yes, right, TALKED, not fought. Even if he did get me really mad a few times, I kept my cool and I am proud of myself. *Naruto grin* I think I do not to mind his company anymore .. he is alright .. sometimes. AND I got extra Ramen for dinner. Heaven ^_^
I was sitting on my bed quietly eating my Ramen when I felt like I was being watched.
(~ A.N: heheh Sasuke said he was eating VERY loudly! Just thought I should remind you ^_______________________^ ~)
I glance up and become aware of Sasuke looking at me, smiling. When I met his eyes he quickly looked down and continued to nibble at his dinner and scribble something down in a little book (thank god he didn t blush like he usually does whenever I look at him, that totally freaks me out). I thought he was not hungry so I got up from my bed to offer to finish his Ramen for him. I walked towards him noticing that he was putting down the small black book and a calligraphy pen. Haha, what a geek *giggles*. He looked up at me and scooted over to let me sit by him. That surprised me a bit since I only came there to devour the rest of his Ramen. But I though /what the hell/ and joined him on the soft blanket he was sitting on in the corner of the room, opposite my bed.
Of course, Sasuke immediately jerked away from me when I accidentally touched the outside of his thigh.
//Woa calm down! Its not like I just touched a PRIVATE part of your body!// I exclaimed and giggled to myself at the mere thought of doing anything like that. My giggles seemed to offend Sasuke and he gave me cold a glare.
//What do you want, dobe?// he shot back at me still glaring.
//Well … it seems like we started of on the wrong foot SASUKE! Now why don t you stop being such a BASTARD and talk normally!// I almost got up to put up my fists but decided to act unruffled by his rude question, just to piss him of. *snickers to himself*
//Fine,// he said // um, how is was your Ramen// He said coolly and I sighed, thankful that I was not going to get beaten up again just because of my short temper.
//Its good, I m still hungry though// I whined and glanced at Sasuke s unfinished cup.
//Here then, have mine. I wouldn't want you to be hungry and whiny all night,// he smirked.
//Oh, THANKS!// I grab the cold Cup Ramen from his hand, ignoring his comment, and started chomping at it not caring if I made a mess.
//Umm .. About yesterday morning,// he said fidgeting with his pen //I m sorry. I didn t mean to startle you. I know you re probably very pissed of and hate me more than ever now ..// he said and quickly added //uh, not that I care// while shifting his eyes towards the door, //but could we just drop it and pretend it never happened? I don t know what came over me.//
I stopped eating and gazed at him. He looked extremely uncomfortable and for some odd reason I felt bad for him. I really didn t mean to give him the impression that I HATE him … I mean, I don t really hate him … he can just be a jackass sometimes.
//Oh don t worry Sasuke! I wont mention a thing about yesterday to Sakura, hahaha I know you guys will eventually get together. Just as soon as you realize she s really great!// I gave him my famous grin and a big bear hug.
He suddenly stiffened and turned his face away. I didn t really think it was a big deal .. I mean, I always hug people. I even hugged Kakashi once or twice, not to mention Sakura! Or does he just think he s too good for me!? That s probably it. This was one of the moments where I DID hate him. I didn t show it though; I did not want to make the situation more awkward than it already was.
//Uh .. sorry. I forgot you weren t THAT type// I smirked, criticizing his attitude. Then I held out a hand and cleared my through. //May I request a business handshake then, my dear sir?// I made my face look superior and he let out a silent laugh shaking my hand. Then. All of a sudden he pulled me towards himself and rubbed my head with his fist. I snorted and tried to fight back but he was too strong.
That moment I felt like we were brothers. He can be okay sometimes .. when he is t acting all vain and self-centered. I guess it was all right for us to act like this. Even tough Sasuke wasn t the friendly type, how long can you go knowing someone and always interacting with the person and still hate them? Wow … I can be a hypocrite once in a while, no? *laughs* But don t get me wrong, most of the time I DO hate him. Jeez! *rolls eyes*
After our little battle we settled down on the blanket once again and I resumed eating my Ramen.
//Sho, how cwome you dwon t like Shakura sho much?// I muffled with my mouth full of delicious, juicy Ramen.
//Well, a while ago she took someone I love from me// he said with a sigh.
//I know exactly how you feel Sasuke,// I said a little hurt by his answer. I could not help thinking about Sakura. I really like her, but I m sure I don t stand a chance against Sasuke. She like .. LOVES him. Sure Sakura and I are friends, but unfortunately, it could never be more than that.
We talked on some more, mainly about my childhood. I tried to get him to tell me about his, but he would hesitate and change the subject every time I mentioned it. I found that a little strange, but I too did not like to talk about my past too much so I wouldn t blame him. It surprised me a little, how comfortable I felt talkig to him. I really think he understands how I feel.
It is getting late now, and I can hardly see what I m writing. It s very hard to hide a diary from the person who lives in the same room as you. If he ever found it he would tease me all my life calling me a wimp or something .. come to think of it he already calls me that! Grrr! I must settle the scores. I have to come up with a BIG diss for him. *crackles evilly to himself* I ll think about it over night. *yawns* Night!
~Naruto
Sasuke s Log:
I was wrong. It looks like I do have time to write after all. Its very late right now, Naruto and I stayed up talking. It was very pleasant although we did get in a little argument. He keeps telling me that I m cold .. well at least he means it. He said something like //Oh yea, I forgot you are not THAT type// after he hugged me and my body stiffened. Jeez, what am I supposed to do? The twerp doesn t even realize how much I wanted to return that embrace. I had to stay on guard or I would do something stupid again.
Then, after we rolled around on the ground a bit (me playfully kicking his innocent ass) we got into talking about Sakura. He asked me why I didn t like her so much. How could I like her when she took away the only thing I love. I hate her because she stole my love s heart, I hate her because she had something I could never have and she does not even know it. I know his heart will always belong to her … THAT is why I hate her.
I can t understand why an angel like him would like someone like Sakura. She always insults him, and never shows any attraction to him whatsoever! Wow .. I know exactly how Naruto feels. What s so great about her anyways? I can do everything she does thousands of times better! *sighs* I guess it s his choice of who he likes, and he probably has his reasons. I just want him to be happy, even if it means he cannot be with me. Haha I laugh at the thought of him finding out how I feel. It s a bitter laugh though; he would not even speak to me and would probably ask to be moved to another team, even if it means leaving his beloved Sakura. I know him, he is not the type of guy who would except my feelings and try to forget they are there. How I wish he felt the same about me, as I do about him.
After our discussion of my enemy, we got into talking about Naruto s past. He really did have a horrible childhood. Always rejected by those he loved, and never having any friends. I also was a loner but I did not mind. This is the way I am. I stand alone, and even if I do love someone, I would never show it. Especially if that someone is the same sex as me AND is the person who absolutely loathes me.
He hates me, I love him.
~Sasuke
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YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY!! DONE ^___________________^ eheheh I like the ending there .. angstyish ne? NE? eeeehehehhe *gets really hyper* Oh I d like to apologies for how short Sasuke s entries are. It is all part of my plan MUAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHHAHAHHA O.o .. no not really, I just don t want to get Sasuke too much out of character. It sucks as it is already ehehe ^_^ yes I know the chappys ant long, but I m updating regularly right? *glares at firedraygon97* hehe anyways don't forget to drop of a review and thankies, I really love to hear your opinions! Ja!
P.S. I appreciate when you guys suggest ideas for further chapters, so you are welcome to! And thanks a lot to Iceheart19, who suggested that the two talk about what happened recently. I sort of started of from that. Remember I m writing this as I go, so anything can change my mind… even if you guys what Naruto/Sakura *gags* and Sasuke all by himself *pout* Okies then byebye!
P.P.S. LOVE HINA RULZ O.O
P.P.P.S. (sorry for the apostrophe thing)
~crazy IceTiger XD
I do not own naruto .. Why do we have to put this crap? It is obvious that if I DID own Naruto, Sakura would not exist? Huh? HUH!? *twitch*
Uuuh .. hai then .. on with the fic!
Oh yes P.S. the stuff in ** is what the person is doing while writing and the ( ) is what the person is writing just incase u get confused hehhehehhehe O.o .. ^_^ ENJOY!
READ THE TEXT BELOW! IMPORTANT!
OH NO! Damn this!!! Either there is something wrong with my computer, or with ff net, but when I post my chapter I can not use apostrophe or quotation marks or it comes out like this ' " (I am not sure if it shows up on your computers, bit it did these weird signs on mine ~_~). So sorry if the text is a bit weird, I will try to use them as little as possible. I will use // // for talking and / / for thinking then. (I hate this, sorry again) and when I say Sasuke s or don t I really mean Sasukes and dont with an apostrophe (so confusing)
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HE HATES ME
Chpt.3
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Naruto s Log:
WAIII!!! This evening has been excellent! I actually _talked_ to Sasuke. Yes, right, TALKED, not fought. Even if he did get me really mad a few times, I kept my cool and I am proud of myself. *Naruto grin* I think I do not to mind his company anymore .. he is alright .. sometimes. AND I got extra Ramen for dinner. Heaven ^_^
I was sitting on my bed quietly eating my Ramen when I felt like I was being watched.
(~ A.N: heheh Sasuke said he was eating VERY loudly! Just thought I should remind you ^_______________________^ ~)
I glance up and become aware of Sasuke looking at me, smiling. When I met his eyes he quickly looked down and continued to nibble at his dinner and scribble something down in a little book (thank god he didn t blush like he usually does whenever I look at him, that totally freaks me out). I thought he was not hungry so I got up from my bed to offer to finish his Ramen for him. I walked towards him noticing that he was putting down the small black book and a calligraphy pen. Haha, what a geek *giggles*. He looked up at me and scooted over to let me sit by him. That surprised me a bit since I only came there to devour the rest of his Ramen. But I though /what the hell/ and joined him on the soft blanket he was sitting on in the corner of the room, opposite my bed.
Of course, Sasuke immediately jerked away from me when I accidentally touched the outside of his thigh.
//Woa calm down! Its not like I just touched a PRIVATE part of your body!// I exclaimed and giggled to myself at the mere thought of doing anything like that. My giggles seemed to offend Sasuke and he gave me cold a glare.
//What do you want, dobe?// he shot back at me still glaring.
//Well … it seems like we started of on the wrong foot SASUKE! Now why don t you stop being such a BASTARD and talk normally!// I almost got up to put up my fists but decided to act unruffled by his rude question, just to piss him of. *snickers to himself*
//Fine,// he said // um, how is was your Ramen// He said coolly and I sighed, thankful that I was not going to get beaten up again just because of my short temper.
//Its good, I m still hungry though// I whined and glanced at Sasuke s unfinished cup.
//Here then, have mine. I wouldn't want you to be hungry and whiny all night,// he smirked.
//Oh, THANKS!// I grab the cold Cup Ramen from his hand, ignoring his comment, and started chomping at it not caring if I made a mess.
//Umm .. About yesterday morning,// he said fidgeting with his pen //I m sorry. I didn t mean to startle you. I know you re probably very pissed of and hate me more than ever now ..// he said and quickly added //uh, not that I care// while shifting his eyes towards the door, //but could we just drop it and pretend it never happened? I don t know what came over me.//
I stopped eating and gazed at him. He looked extremely uncomfortable and for some odd reason I felt bad for him. I really didn t mean to give him the impression that I HATE him … I mean, I don t really hate him … he can just be a jackass sometimes.
//Oh don t worry Sasuke! I wont mention a thing about yesterday to Sakura, hahaha I know you guys will eventually get together. Just as soon as you realize she s really great!// I gave him my famous grin and a big bear hug.
He suddenly stiffened and turned his face away. I didn t really think it was a big deal .. I mean, I always hug people. I even hugged Kakashi once or twice, not to mention Sakura! Or does he just think he s too good for me!? That s probably it. This was one of the moments where I DID hate him. I didn t show it though; I did not want to make the situation more awkward than it already was.
//Uh .. sorry. I forgot you weren t THAT type// I smirked, criticizing his attitude. Then I held out a hand and cleared my through. //May I request a business handshake then, my dear sir?// I made my face look superior and he let out a silent laugh shaking my hand. Then. All of a sudden he pulled me towards himself and rubbed my head with his fist. I snorted and tried to fight back but he was too strong.
That moment I felt like we were brothers. He can be okay sometimes .. when he is t acting all vain and self-centered. I guess it was all right for us to act like this. Even tough Sasuke wasn t the friendly type, how long can you go knowing someone and always interacting with the person and still hate them? Wow … I can be a hypocrite once in a while, no? *laughs* But don t get me wrong, most of the time I DO hate him. Jeez! *rolls eyes*
After our little battle we settled down on the blanket once again and I resumed eating my Ramen.
//Sho, how cwome you dwon t like Shakura sho much?// I muffled with my mouth full of delicious, juicy Ramen.
//Well, a while ago she took someone I love from me// he said with a sigh.
//I know exactly how you feel Sasuke,// I said a little hurt by his answer. I could not help thinking about Sakura. I really like her, but I m sure I don t stand a chance against Sasuke. She like .. LOVES him. Sure Sakura and I are friends, but unfortunately, it could never be more than that.
We talked on some more, mainly about my childhood. I tried to get him to tell me about his, but he would hesitate and change the subject every time I mentioned it. I found that a little strange, but I too did not like to talk about my past too much so I wouldn t blame him. It surprised me a little, how comfortable I felt talkig to him. I really think he understands how I feel.
It is getting late now, and I can hardly see what I m writing. It s very hard to hide a diary from the person who lives in the same room as you. If he ever found it he would tease me all my life calling me a wimp or something .. come to think of it he already calls me that! Grrr! I must settle the scores. I have to come up with a BIG diss for him. *crackles evilly to himself* I ll think about it over night. *yawns* Night!
~Naruto
Sasuke s Log:
I was wrong. It looks like I do have time to write after all. Its very late right now, Naruto and I stayed up talking. It was very pleasant although we did get in a little argument. He keeps telling me that I m cold .. well at least he means it. He said something like //Oh yea, I forgot you are not THAT type// after he hugged me and my body stiffened. Jeez, what am I supposed to do? The twerp doesn t even realize how much I wanted to return that embrace. I had to stay on guard or I would do something stupid again.
Then, after we rolled around on the ground a bit (me playfully kicking his innocent ass) we got into talking about Sakura. He asked me why I didn t like her so much. How could I like her when she took away the only thing I love. I hate her because she stole my love s heart, I hate her because she had something I could never have and she does not even know it. I know his heart will always belong to her … THAT is why I hate her.
I can t understand why an angel like him would like someone like Sakura. She always insults him, and never shows any attraction to him whatsoever! Wow .. I know exactly how Naruto feels. What s so great about her anyways? I can do everything she does thousands of times better! *sighs* I guess it s his choice of who he likes, and he probably has his reasons. I just want him to be happy, even if it means he cannot be with me. Haha I laugh at the thought of him finding out how I feel. It s a bitter laugh though; he would not even speak to me and would probably ask to be moved to another team, even if it means leaving his beloved Sakura. I know him, he is not the type of guy who would except my feelings and try to forget they are there. How I wish he felt the same about me, as I do about him.
After our discussion of my enemy, we got into talking about Naruto s past. He really did have a horrible childhood. Always rejected by those he loved, and never having any friends. I also was a loner but I did not mind. This is the way I am. I stand alone, and even if I do love someone, I would never show it. Especially if that someone is the same sex as me AND is the person who absolutely loathes me.
He hates me, I love him.
~Sasuke
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YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY!! DONE ^___________________^ eheheh I like the ending there .. angstyish ne? NE? eeeehehehhe *gets really hyper* Oh I d like to apologies for how short Sasuke s entries are. It is all part of my plan MUAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHHAHAHHA O.o .. no not really, I just don t want to get Sasuke too much out of character. It sucks as it is already ehehe ^_^ yes I know the chappys ant long, but I m updating regularly right? *glares at firedraygon97* hehe anyways don't forget to drop of a review and thankies, I really love to hear your opinions! Ja!
P.S. I appreciate when you guys suggest ideas for further chapters, so you are welcome to! And thanks a lot to Iceheart19, who suggested that the two talk about what happened recently. I sort of started of from that. Remember I m writing this as I go, so anything can change my mind… even if you guys what Naruto/Sakura *gags* and Sasuke all by himself *pout* Okies then byebye!
P.P.S. LOVE HINA RULZ O.O
P.P.P.S. (sorry for the apostrophe thing)
~crazy IceTiger XD