Why?
Author: Angels_Childe
Email: Sharka_Dragonrider@hotmail.com and Angels_Childe2003@yahoo.com
Rating: PG
Disclaimer: Joss is the Buffy god and he owns all. Now, maybe if you'd like
to give Angel and Spike to me and my lists for the weekend...
Pairing: Willow/Angel
Summary: Angel's decision.
Authors Notes: Angels POV.
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Why didn't I say hi?
I just saw her, standing there looking lost. I didn't go up to her. That was
so stupid! Couldn't I just have gone up to her and said hi and, "Oh, by the
way, I've been in love with you since I saw you."
Why didn't I say hi?
I'm such a jackass. I know she's moved. Giles told me. I'll never get to see
her now. Never get to see her red hair shimmering in the wind, never see her
green eyes sparkling with laughter.
Why didn't I say hi?
It's been forever since I've seen her. Almost a whole summer of not watching
her, not being with her. I'm almost going insane. Imagine what never seeing
her again will do to me.
Why didn't I say hi?
I'm going to regret this. I already am. You know, she moved cause her
parents didn't want her anymore? So she moved to her grandmother's place. I
wish I could have been there. Been there to help her. She deserved it for
all those times she helped me.
Why didn't I say hi?
I love her so much. So much, it hurts, like a great emptiness when she's not
there. She's a part of me.
The good part. How could I have let her go? Was it worth it?
Why didn't I say hi?
No, it wasn't. It wasn't worth it. It wasn't worth going to have my heart
ripped out everyday after. It wasn't worth this anger at myself, and losing
of a better part of me.
Why didn't I say hi?
I've lost her. The one person who understood me, who I loved. I lost her.
Why didn't I say hi?
Now my Willow is gone. Her essence is gone from me. I will never be able to
smell her vanilla scent, see her red hair, or stare at her green orbs.
Why didn't I say hi?
I wish I had. With all my being.
Did she know I cared? Now I'll never be able to tell her.
Why didn't I say hi?
I don't know.
But I didn't. And my Willow is gone because of it.
Maybe Forever.
Why didn't I say hi?
END TO MY ANGST
Author: Angels_Childe
Email: Sharka_Dragonrider@hotmail.com and Angels_Childe2003@yahoo.com
Rating: PG
Disclaimer: Joss is the Buffy god and he owns all. Now, maybe if you'd like
to give Angel and Spike to me and my lists for the weekend...
Pairing: Willow/Angel
Summary: Angel's decision.
Authors Notes: Angels POV.
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
Why didn't I say hi?
I just saw her, standing there looking lost. I didn't go up to her. That was
so stupid! Couldn't I just have gone up to her and said hi and, "Oh, by the
way, I've been in love with you since I saw you."
Why didn't I say hi?
I'm such a jackass. I know she's moved. Giles told me. I'll never get to see
her now. Never get to see her red hair shimmering in the wind, never see her
green eyes sparkling with laughter.
Why didn't I say hi?
It's been forever since I've seen her. Almost a whole summer of not watching
her, not being with her. I'm almost going insane. Imagine what never seeing
her again will do to me.
Why didn't I say hi?
I'm going to regret this. I already am. You know, she moved cause her
parents didn't want her anymore? So she moved to her grandmother's place. I
wish I could have been there. Been there to help her. She deserved it for
all those times she helped me.
Why didn't I say hi?
I love her so much. So much, it hurts, like a great emptiness when she's not
there. She's a part of me.
The good part. How could I have let her go? Was it worth it?
Why didn't I say hi?
No, it wasn't. It wasn't worth it. It wasn't worth going to have my heart
ripped out everyday after. It wasn't worth this anger at myself, and losing
of a better part of me.
Why didn't I say hi?
I've lost her. The one person who understood me, who I loved. I lost her.
Why didn't I say hi?
Now my Willow is gone. Her essence is gone from me. I will never be able to
smell her vanilla scent, see her red hair, or stare at her green orbs.
Why didn't I say hi?
I wish I had. With all my being.
Did she know I cared? Now I'll never be able to tell her.
Why didn't I say hi?
I don't know.
But I didn't. And my Willow is gone because of it.
Maybe Forever.
Why didn't I say hi?
END TO MY ANGST