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Chapter 1: obsession

I sighed heavily as I stared through the window at the boy on the bed, he was asleep warm and quiet, utterly clueless of me a half-demon sitting outside his window, in the pouring rain, god how I really wanted to at this time open the window walk over to the bed, and tear the blankets off of him, as well as his clothes, then give the boy what I wanted to do for awhile now.

This wasn't the first time I had sat out here in the rain staring at the boy, sometimes the boy he was being watched and would turn around to take a look but there was nothing there, I always left before the boy saw me. oh god I had a obsession I know I did, how did this become, oh yes I remember it was last spring, I remember it all to clearly

~flash back~

there she was his kagome walking down the street, it was a beautiful day the sun just right how the cherry blossoms petals would blow around at a gust of wind, she had just gotten out of that building where she said she had to go to learn and all this other stuff, she looked so beautiful so much like kikyo. I sighed heavily at the memory of kikyo, I must have zoned out because when I came to it was because of her voice, "sorry hojo I cant make it next week to the party" she said looking at the boy in front of her, his back was turned but I had a idea of who he was, "oh that's to bad, I guess because of with all the illnesses you have, it may not be a good idea in the first place" the boy said with a tone of distress in his voice. "I am sorry I have to go now" kagome said as she turned to walk home, "hey kagome hold on a second" kagome turned back towards the boy "what is it?" she asked, "i.. well its just.. i.. I cant really find the words for it but" with this the boy leaned closer kissing kagome, my kagome. She blushed brightly as the boy turned around running away, in embarrassment. "hojo" were the only words to come from her mouth, by then I was angry, scrap that I was pissed. I followed this guy wanting to kill him to rip him apart, I followed him to the small dwelling he stayed in, he ran up to the room I suspected to be his he threw open the door stepping in and closing it behind himself, he sank to the floor "what the hell is wrong with me" he whispered, barely legible to the normal human ear, he sighed heavily, he sat like that on the floor for a few moments before he got up, I was about the crash through and rip him apart when he started to strip.

I watched, I did not know why, I had a strong urge just to watch him as he undressed, slowly removing his shit, then his pants, followed by his undergarments throwing them aside he stepped into the small room to the left, after he shut the door, I cautiously climbed through the window, what a idiot he left the door partially opened, I then heard the sound of running water I peeked in, there he was standing in the bathtub, or so kagome called it, water was running down his back, over his body, no he wasn't muscular, there was nothing really special about him, but I was mesmerized by him the way the water ran down him, the way he looked, so handsome so.. words could not describe it I was attractive by him, very attractive. Just then he shut the water off, grabbing the fluffy material hanging from the rack to the left he wrapped it around himself stepping out .oh shit I could have sworn as he stepped towards the door, I turned running fro the window to the outside, but there I did not stop I ran all the way back to the well, jumping in and going back to my time, once there I stopped panting "what the hell is wrong with me" I had questioned myself, I sighed sitting down against the well, I sighed heavily I then looked down, for some reason that human had more a affect on me then I had ever wanted, especially since he was well a he, I growled disgusted in myself, I swore I would return sometime and kill him.

~end flashback~

I sighed heavily again running a hand through my damp hair, why, why this boy, why him, why attracted to him, why not someone else. I growled thinking of all this, thought I have to admit, I want him, I need him. I don't know why I just do. This obsession of mine, for him, for this human male, I want him so badly, sometimes it is hard to control my lust, just wanting to grab him and claim him as my own. Thought I know it could never work out, me being half demon, him being human, we both living in different era's. Sometimes I wondered why I could not be born in this time, so I could have what I want, like kagome, or this boy. I sighed heavily, wanting so much then and there to have someone, but I could not I had no one.

I was alone, utterly alone in this world, I wished I had this boy, I wished I had him a lot, buy someone can not have what they want all the time, it was getting late, I wanted to go now, I could not stay any longer, thought he looked so peaceful lying there in that bed, the way his face looked, if only he knew of the demon who always watched him. for some reason I wanted to kiss him, if only a kiss, that's what I wanted, opening the window I slipped into the room, across to the sleeping form of my love, I looked down at him for a few more moments before I leaned down, kissing him, I wanted just a small kiss that was all, but for some reason I lingered, liking the taste of his lips the way it felt. I only stopped once he began to stir in his sleep, I inhaled deeply, as I backed up, he was waking up now.

I cursed myself as I turned around running away as fast as I could, back to the well, away form him, my obsession, the one I wanted, the one I needed.

Hojo sat up in his bed, what just happened, he was asleep then he woke, up he had felt something press against his lips, then he had seen something red and white retreat out of his room, through the opened window, he sighed running a hand through his hair before getting up walking over to the window, for some reason he thought who it was. He had felt the presence before, but that's all it was. Nothing more then a dream it seemed, but it seemed more then a dream, he licked his lips, sighing heavily as he closed the window. Turning back around to his bed, he then slipped on something hitting the ground "oh geeze" he cussed as he rubbed his behind, he looked down at what he had slipped on he gasped, water was all over the ground, but that's not what shocked him, it was the feet prints in the water that surprised him. "there was someone here but who?" he asked himself, he was shocked, stunned, angry, and scared all at once, who was it, he knew now someone was stalking him.

He had thought there was before, but he always put it to the back of his mind, just a over active imagination, but now he knew it was more then that, he knew it was real, very real, and the thought scared him.

A/N: so what you think, I have never really send this pairing before so I wanted to do it so I did

Kyo clone #1: that was amusing

Kyo clone #2: so romantic

Kyo clone #1: you joking

Kyo clone #2: uhh yes I was

Author: anyways please review and wait till I update thank you