Author's note: Well since this isn't a continuing story, you don't have to worry about me updating it! Sorry for deleting the other one though!

Disclaimer: I do NOT own Card Captors Sakura!!! So Don't sue me!!!

Friendship-Tomoyo's Point of View

What is Friendship?

I know it's a stupid question. I know-well, actually heard what friendship is.

It's something like this:

knowledge

fraternity

acquaintance

intimacy

fellowship

comradeship

cognized

However, it's only words. For one should not believe in what is told unless seen with one's own eyes. And I, am one of them.

I always hear such and such about friendship, but what is it really?

Loyalty?

Trust?

Faith?

What?

I envy those who have friendship. I envy them for having something I long for but never receive.

Of course there's always people that call themselves my friends. But I wouldn't consider it as friendship nor do I consider them as friends. They're more like…shall I say pheasants? Of course I do not wish to insult them. Definitely not. It's just that they treat me like they are.

Asking me for advice.

Always watching out for me.

Respect. They always respect me. Always.

When I say something, they agree.

Compliments…yes, I get dozens of compliments, notes, and gifts everyday.

But…

I'm not satisfy.

I find all this disturbing.

It's not that I don't appreciate it. Just the opposite.

I appreciate it just too much. I can't really explain it.

But…

I don't want attention. I would give anything just to be treated like a regular human being. Not as the rich girl of Daidouji Mansion.

But what do I do?

Just thank them and keep quiet.

That's what they expect from me. I know that. I'm nothing more than a person to go to for advice. Besides that, I'm nothing.

No one will ever understand what I really want.

But understanding it is just asking too much.

Because I know no one would get it.

All I ask is for someone who cares.

Is that asking too much?

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Author's note: okay. Confusing and stupid right? Well. Tell me what I need to work on.

Bye!

~S. Syaoran Girl