Disclaimer: Non of it is mine…

A/N: To GilmoreGirl Yes, I am Dutch, that's why I was really surprised that none of you complained about spelling or grammar errors. And yeah, the band, Kane, is Dutch also… I just liked the song, and thought the lyrics really matched the chapter…

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Chapter 3

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Isn't it strange
That the stars don't shine no more now since you're gone
Isn't it strange
That we can't look back and see just what went wrong

Now it feels like I'm drowning,
Feels like I'm drowning without you
I know the feeling,
Cause I've felt this all before

                            * 'Happy?', Intwine*

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Chapter 2

So Easy To Remember

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Could it be? Could it really be?

He had never been able to forget her. The crush he had about her had lasted throughout the years.

There had been so many times he had thought about writing her, but he just hadn't been able to actually pick the pen up. It wasn't like he didn't know the address. Not even as if he had nothing to say, because there were a thousand things he wanted to tell her, if not more. It was just that he didn't know how to say them.

There was no way he could express in words how much she had meant to him. No way he could explain why he had acted the way he did. No way he could have made that right by just writing a letter. He was afraid he wouldn't say things right. That she would fail to understand his true feelings. And maybe she didn't even want to hear from him. And he couldn't blame her not to. After all, he had acted like a brat. Teasing her, torturing was a better description. So she had every right on not ever wanting to talk to him again.

So, after a while he just stopped trying to figure her supposed reaction out. And convinced himself what it would be better if he just tried to forget about her.

Tried, was exactly the right word.

Because he never really succeeded. She had always been on his mind. As was the kiss they had spend that one night so long ago. He had longed for a repetition of that kiss. After a while that wanting faded. A grudge against himself replaced it. For being so stupid.

 For being sent away over a stupid and above all, childish prank.

Not that he thought that they could have worked, not with bag boy around.

He smiled to himself as he remembered that old nickname for her boyfriend. Then as his mind wandered off again, the smile made way for a look of stubbornness.

But at least he could have tried.

Now after all these years, the longing, for her, as well as the grudge against his stupidity came up in full strength.

But above all that, frustration.

He didn't even know if it really was her he had seen.

On that moment he had been sure as can be. But then the next moment, she was gone. Disappeared, like she had never been there. Maybe he had imagined it, like he had thought, because no one, not even she, could run as fast as that.

He needed to know. He had to find out if it was her.

Because if it was her, he would have the time to run. To get away before he could make a fool out of himself, before the drama would start again. Because he knew he wouldn't be able to stay away from her…

Because he already felt himself falling… Falling into the endless pit, of disappointment…

And no, this time he didn't think he was strong enough to climb out, ones he hit the bottom.

A/N: Hey guys. I know, It's a short chapter. But I really didn't get a lot of reviews

now did I? Really, if you want me to continue the story, you need to send me some    feedback, because I'm running out of inspiration.

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