Indescribable Pain

Words cannot describe the pain I feel,
Sometimes I wish my fantasies were real,
Then I could escape my horrible pain,
And watch my blood flow into the rain,
I wish to kill and hear the screams,
As I tear the skin like woolen seams,
Destroy what I cherish most,
Nothing left but a shadow of a ghost,
You cannot comprehend the thoughts I own,
You haven't seen what I haven't shown,
You think my thoughts are truly insane,
I agree with you, I will not complain,
I am disturbed, I am insane,
But all of its caused by the indescribable pain.

----Lady_Kagome_Of_Darkness----