angelus_2040: Hello everyone uh I have never really done this because well
I did try it once but I'm to lazy to do a chapter story yet^_^; so I
decided to do a one-shot involving my most fav couple in all of Yu-Gi-Oh.
Hehe and I have been thinking bout this for quite a while practically since
I heard the song. I also have a lot more ideas and if I just get one review
I'll right a new one kay'. ^_~
So anyway Yue could you do the disclaimer for me
* Due to the powers of the authoress Yue appears out of no where *
Yue: What do you want angelus_2040
angelus_2040: Can you please do the disclaimer pretty please * gives puppy dog eyes *
Yue: No way
angelus_2040: Pretty please
Yue: No -_- * looks at the readers * look at what I have to put up with I didn't think that Keroberus was as bad as this though it get ten times worse when she hyper *shudders visibly *
angelus_2040: * ignores the sour puss *You know all those readers and potential reviewers * nudges everyone * might be Card Captor Sakura fans
Yue: Your point being?
angelus_2040: They might want to know what you said on the night you were drunk
Yue: You wouldn't, I would kill you easily
angelus_2040: Well this is what happened to Kero he tried to get out of the dishes last night * holds up the yellow furball *
Kero: @_@
Yue: How did you do that
angelus_2040: By the powers of being an authoress. Duh.
Yue: uhhh.yes angelus_2040 does not own Yu-Gi-Oh or any of the characters in it nor does she own the song Behind Blue Eyes that she thinks was sang by Limp Bizkit she also doesn't know if she got the lyrics right. And here is a warning this is all written in Bakura's pov so he will cuss and will insult everyone. Do not flame on that basis because I did warn you.
angelus_2040: Now was that so hard
Yue: Don't talk to me
angelus_2040: ^_^; Here's the fic
Bakura's P-O-V
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~No one knows what its like,
To be the bad man,
To be the sad man,
Behind blue eyes~
The bloody idiots they never seem to understand do they. No, they just don't get it, they think I can change just like that, in a snap of my fingers. Somehow I think Malik would have a better chance of changing. I mean life sucks, look what Ra gave me, a weakling of a hikari who happens to be friends with the enemy.
And they think that just because Shadi threatened to take away my Millennium Ring and seal me back in there if I. Oh how did he put "Put one step out of the line just one and you'll be back inside the Ring for another five thousand years, that means no killing, abusing Ryou blah, blah, blah". Well that was what it sounded like. Eh, like I care what that prick says and does. Maybe I should just kill him and see how he tries to seal me from the grave.
They think life is so happy and good always wins and all that shit; well I have news for them. It doesn't I learnt that back in Egypt. Back there it was survival of the fittest and because of that fucking Pharaoh I find that out quite quickly, when he destroyed my home, my childhood. He took it all away from me! And I'm supposed to hang around them and act like nothing happened. Hell no, he deserves to be destroyed slowly by Seth, no being killed by a god is to good for him.
~And no one knows what it's like,
To be hated,
To be feared,
To telling only lies~
None of them understand what it was like back then their all to innocent. I was the King of Thieves; I was one of the most feared men in Egypt. I was feared, respected but most of all hated. Women hid their children from me when I walked past men's arms went around their families as if it could protect them. Which was doubtful. All of them wanted me dead and I loved it. Looking back I wonder why I did. Because of all the things I did I had no one even my partners, who were the closest thing to friends, couldn't have cared less if I died.
I have lied, cheated and killed for most of my life. And I have lived a long life.
~No one knows what it's like,
To feel these feelings
Like I do,
And I blame you~
But then I saw her. It wasn't one of those stupid corny romance things like love at first site. No, first she gained my respect, when I was duelling the porcupine; she was the first step to my downfall. When she cried for that stupid mutt and activated her magic.
I was bitter and angry at first; she had practically destroyed my chance at revenge. But the more I thought about it the more I realised that wasn't why the only reason why I was bitter. It was also because she was everything that I wasn't. And she had things that I had never had, friends.
And love.
As I watched her, she faithfully stood by the pipsqueak and mutts side and had complete faith and trust in them that they would not lose. No one had ever done that for me before. And although I thought it was a weakness that she needed them and that they needed her to help each other, she stood by her belief. She even helped Kaiba, even though he had been nothing but a cold-hearted bastard to them, to her; I respected that fact that she still followed her beliefs.
But I found out that I loved her was when I had gotten my own body, she had held out her hand smiled at me and said "I forgive you" just like that, out of no where. I just stood there; no one had ever said anything like that before. And after all the things I had done to her and her friends she had forgiven me. I then could have started to repent for all my sins but I couldn't let go of the past especially since that stupid Pharaoh was right behind her, may be if we were alone. but he was there.
So I pushed her away.
~No one bites back as hard on there anger
None of my pain will,
Can show through~
All of the anger I hold for the Pharaoh, all pain I had gotten I could never show. Especially then, he not only had to destroy my life in Egypt he also had to take the only girl, no woman that I had ever loved. Sure I had slept around in Egypt but I held no feelings for any of those sluts. They were just tools.
So I had once again hidden behind my mask and left leaving my aibou to apologize for me that is if he had wanted to. I didn't care.
At least I wish didn't especially when tears began welling in her beautiful blue eyes. Or when she turned and cried on that washed-up Pharaohs shoulder. I didn't mean to push her that hard.
~No one knows what it's like,
To be mistreated,
To be defeated,
Behind blue eyes~
The King of Games.
That is whose shoulder she cried on the person who had yet again beaten me. They just didn't understand to be defeated by the same person over and over again it's humiliating to say the least.
I have been ignored and mistreated all my life. Huh, maybe I should have killed myself back in Egypt then I wouldn't feel all this pain. I wouldn't have felt all this humiliation and I would have been at peace in the afterlife.
But then I see her eyes, her bright blue eyes and I feel, actually I don't know what I feel. Lighter.yeah that's it, I feel better as if none of the horrible things in my life had never happened.
But she would never let herself be mine.
~And no one knows how to say sorry,
And don't worry,
I'm not telling lies~
You know maybe I should just say sorry to and tell her everything. Woah what the hell have I been smoking I'm beginning to sound like my no good weakling of a hikari Ryou. Now that's just bad because I am not Ryou. Stupid little shit, with all his stupid, brainless ideals.
Besides she would never believe me. Ha, who am I kidding. She would just try to shove out of her door.
~But my dreams they aren't as empty
As my conscience seems to be
I have hours that are lonely
But my love is vengeance lets never fear~
I dream about her sometimes y'know. That she'll just turn around and say "I love you as well" but then it turns into a nightmare. Where she would go running to Yami, bastard. Sometimes the dreams are different, but the end is always the same.
I think it's my subconscious telling me that I'll never get a chance to be with her.
So I wallow alone in my despair and guilt, which I hide behind a cold mask. I'm no better then Kaiba, wait a second I am defiantly worse then Kaiba. Whatever he has done nothing compares to the horrors that I have seen.
Or done.
Ryou has tried to help. Hmph he is a good kid I'll give him that much, but he can't help me no one can. Well maybe she can but the only way she can help me.
She would never agree to it. And I doubt I could let go to ask her.
May be I should just go for a walk. Clear my head.
I let my feet guide me down the path. I don't even realise where I am until I look up and see HER house. What the hell am I doing?
I sigh, might as will go with the flow. I walk up the steps.
~No one knows what its like,
To be the bad man~
She never really understood me, but as was in her nature she had tried to help. Even if she thought I was evil she believed I could repent. I ring the doorbell
~To be the sad man~
If she refuses me I won't be surprised, but she will break my heart and probably destroy every feeling that she has created.
The door opened and her head pops out.
"Who is. Bakura?" Her blue eyes widen and her mouth drops. "What are you doing here?" she quickly added on, curious to see what I was doing here but at least she doesn't sound like she is angry or anything. Then I think about her question.
What am I doing here??? Okay Bakura you have done harder things then this you are not a wuss, not some boy who has to hide behind his mother legs. I took a deep breath
~Behind blue eyes~ "Anzu. I need to talk to you."
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angelus_2040: Mwhhahahaha eh * cough splutter cough *
Bakura: That is one of the most stupidest evil laughs I have ever heard
angelus_2040: So whatever you say doesn't count your just mean to everyone it wasn't that bad was it Yue?
Yue: I told you not to talk to me * folds arms childishly * angelus_2040 & Bakura: -_-;
angelus_2040: hey wait a minute how did you get here?!?!?!
Bakura: Because you made sound like I was a weak fool, I do not go all Ga- Ga over a stupid girl and plus it was corny
angelus_2040: Hey I made you swear and call Yami names and all that and you do like Anzu
Bakura: That was the only part that I liked any way why were you laughing
angelus_2040: Cause I sort of left a cliffhanger hehe but I'm willing to be nice and do a sequel if someone asks me.
Yue: You're an idiot you know that.
angelus_2040: * continues ignoring Yue * and if no one does will then you will just have to use your imaginations won't ya. Think of the suspense will Anzu accept him or not
Bakura: Of course she would I am the King of Thieves what girl wouldn't want me
Yue: A sane one
Bakura: Hey angelus_2040 likes me
* Both look at angelus_2040 who is playing with the light saying 'light goes on light goes off *
Yue & Bakura: -_-;
Bakura: I see your point
Yue: Please review I think she might go insane if she doesn't get at least one.
angelus_2040: Light goes on light goes off light goes on light goes off light goes on light goes off hehehe PLEASE REVIEW
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* Due to the powers of the authoress Yue appears out of no where *
Yue: What do you want angelus_2040
angelus_2040: Can you please do the disclaimer pretty please * gives puppy dog eyes *
Yue: No way
angelus_2040: Pretty please
Yue: No -_- * looks at the readers * look at what I have to put up with I didn't think that Keroberus was as bad as this though it get ten times worse when she hyper *shudders visibly *
angelus_2040: * ignores the sour puss *You know all those readers and potential reviewers * nudges everyone * might be Card Captor Sakura fans
Yue: Your point being?
angelus_2040: They might want to know what you said on the night you were drunk
Yue: You wouldn't, I would kill you easily
angelus_2040: Well this is what happened to Kero he tried to get out of the dishes last night * holds up the yellow furball *
Kero: @_@
Yue: How did you do that
angelus_2040: By the powers of being an authoress. Duh.
Yue: uhhh.yes angelus_2040 does not own Yu-Gi-Oh or any of the characters in it nor does she own the song Behind Blue Eyes that she thinks was sang by Limp Bizkit she also doesn't know if she got the lyrics right. And here is a warning this is all written in Bakura's pov so he will cuss and will insult everyone. Do not flame on that basis because I did warn you.
angelus_2040: Now was that so hard
Yue: Don't talk to me
angelus_2040: ^_^; Here's the fic
Bakura's P-O-V
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
~No one knows what its like,
To be the bad man,
To be the sad man,
Behind blue eyes~
The bloody idiots they never seem to understand do they. No, they just don't get it, they think I can change just like that, in a snap of my fingers. Somehow I think Malik would have a better chance of changing. I mean life sucks, look what Ra gave me, a weakling of a hikari who happens to be friends with the enemy.
And they think that just because Shadi threatened to take away my Millennium Ring and seal me back in there if I. Oh how did he put "Put one step out of the line just one and you'll be back inside the Ring for another five thousand years, that means no killing, abusing Ryou blah, blah, blah". Well that was what it sounded like. Eh, like I care what that prick says and does. Maybe I should just kill him and see how he tries to seal me from the grave.
They think life is so happy and good always wins and all that shit; well I have news for them. It doesn't I learnt that back in Egypt. Back there it was survival of the fittest and because of that fucking Pharaoh I find that out quite quickly, when he destroyed my home, my childhood. He took it all away from me! And I'm supposed to hang around them and act like nothing happened. Hell no, he deserves to be destroyed slowly by Seth, no being killed by a god is to good for him.
~And no one knows what it's like,
To be hated,
To be feared,
To telling only lies~
None of them understand what it was like back then their all to innocent. I was the King of Thieves; I was one of the most feared men in Egypt. I was feared, respected but most of all hated. Women hid their children from me when I walked past men's arms went around their families as if it could protect them. Which was doubtful. All of them wanted me dead and I loved it. Looking back I wonder why I did. Because of all the things I did I had no one even my partners, who were the closest thing to friends, couldn't have cared less if I died.
I have lied, cheated and killed for most of my life. And I have lived a long life.
~No one knows what it's like,
To feel these feelings
Like I do,
And I blame you~
But then I saw her. It wasn't one of those stupid corny romance things like love at first site. No, first she gained my respect, when I was duelling the porcupine; she was the first step to my downfall. When she cried for that stupid mutt and activated her magic.
I was bitter and angry at first; she had practically destroyed my chance at revenge. But the more I thought about it the more I realised that wasn't why the only reason why I was bitter. It was also because she was everything that I wasn't. And she had things that I had never had, friends.
And love.
As I watched her, she faithfully stood by the pipsqueak and mutts side and had complete faith and trust in them that they would not lose. No one had ever done that for me before. And although I thought it was a weakness that she needed them and that they needed her to help each other, she stood by her belief. She even helped Kaiba, even though he had been nothing but a cold-hearted bastard to them, to her; I respected that fact that she still followed her beliefs.
But I found out that I loved her was when I had gotten my own body, she had held out her hand smiled at me and said "I forgive you" just like that, out of no where. I just stood there; no one had ever said anything like that before. And after all the things I had done to her and her friends she had forgiven me. I then could have started to repent for all my sins but I couldn't let go of the past especially since that stupid Pharaoh was right behind her, may be if we were alone. but he was there.
So I pushed her away.
~No one bites back as hard on there anger
None of my pain will,
Can show through~
All of the anger I hold for the Pharaoh, all pain I had gotten I could never show. Especially then, he not only had to destroy my life in Egypt he also had to take the only girl, no woman that I had ever loved. Sure I had slept around in Egypt but I held no feelings for any of those sluts. They were just tools.
So I had once again hidden behind my mask and left leaving my aibou to apologize for me that is if he had wanted to. I didn't care.
At least I wish didn't especially when tears began welling in her beautiful blue eyes. Or when she turned and cried on that washed-up Pharaohs shoulder. I didn't mean to push her that hard.
~No one knows what it's like,
To be mistreated,
To be defeated,
Behind blue eyes~
The King of Games.
That is whose shoulder she cried on the person who had yet again beaten me. They just didn't understand to be defeated by the same person over and over again it's humiliating to say the least.
I have been ignored and mistreated all my life. Huh, maybe I should have killed myself back in Egypt then I wouldn't feel all this pain. I wouldn't have felt all this humiliation and I would have been at peace in the afterlife.
But then I see her eyes, her bright blue eyes and I feel, actually I don't know what I feel. Lighter.yeah that's it, I feel better as if none of the horrible things in my life had never happened.
But she would never let herself be mine.
~And no one knows how to say sorry,
And don't worry,
I'm not telling lies~
You know maybe I should just say sorry to and tell her everything. Woah what the hell have I been smoking I'm beginning to sound like my no good weakling of a hikari Ryou. Now that's just bad because I am not Ryou. Stupid little shit, with all his stupid, brainless ideals.
Besides she would never believe me. Ha, who am I kidding. She would just try to shove out of her door.
~But my dreams they aren't as empty
As my conscience seems to be
I have hours that are lonely
But my love is vengeance lets never fear~
I dream about her sometimes y'know. That she'll just turn around and say "I love you as well" but then it turns into a nightmare. Where she would go running to Yami, bastard. Sometimes the dreams are different, but the end is always the same.
I think it's my subconscious telling me that I'll never get a chance to be with her.
So I wallow alone in my despair and guilt, which I hide behind a cold mask. I'm no better then Kaiba, wait a second I am defiantly worse then Kaiba. Whatever he has done nothing compares to the horrors that I have seen.
Or done.
Ryou has tried to help. Hmph he is a good kid I'll give him that much, but he can't help me no one can. Well maybe she can but the only way she can help me.
She would never agree to it. And I doubt I could let go to ask her.
May be I should just go for a walk. Clear my head.
I let my feet guide me down the path. I don't even realise where I am until I look up and see HER house. What the hell am I doing?
I sigh, might as will go with the flow. I walk up the steps.
~No one knows what its like,
To be the bad man~
She never really understood me, but as was in her nature she had tried to help. Even if she thought I was evil she believed I could repent. I ring the doorbell
~To be the sad man~
If she refuses me I won't be surprised, but she will break my heart and probably destroy every feeling that she has created.
The door opened and her head pops out.
"Who is. Bakura?" Her blue eyes widen and her mouth drops. "What are you doing here?" she quickly added on, curious to see what I was doing here but at least she doesn't sound like she is angry or anything. Then I think about her question.
What am I doing here??? Okay Bakura you have done harder things then this you are not a wuss, not some boy who has to hide behind his mother legs. I took a deep breath
~Behind blue eyes~ "Anzu. I need to talk to you."
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angelus_2040: Mwhhahahaha eh * cough splutter cough *
Bakura: That is one of the most stupidest evil laughs I have ever heard
angelus_2040: So whatever you say doesn't count your just mean to everyone it wasn't that bad was it Yue?
Yue: I told you not to talk to me * folds arms childishly * angelus_2040 & Bakura: -_-;
angelus_2040: hey wait a minute how did you get here?!?!?!
Bakura: Because you made sound like I was a weak fool, I do not go all Ga- Ga over a stupid girl and plus it was corny
angelus_2040: Hey I made you swear and call Yami names and all that and you do like Anzu
Bakura: That was the only part that I liked any way why were you laughing
angelus_2040: Cause I sort of left a cliffhanger hehe but I'm willing to be nice and do a sequel if someone asks me.
Yue: You're an idiot you know that.
angelus_2040: * continues ignoring Yue * and if no one does will then you will just have to use your imaginations won't ya. Think of the suspense will Anzu accept him or not
Bakura: Of course she would I am the King of Thieves what girl wouldn't want me
Yue: A sane one
Bakura: Hey angelus_2040 likes me
* Both look at angelus_2040 who is playing with the light saying 'light goes on light goes off *
Yue & Bakura: -_-;
Bakura: I see your point
Yue: Please review I think she might go insane if she doesn't get at least one.
angelus_2040: Light goes on light goes off light goes on light goes off light goes on light goes off hehehe PLEASE REVIEW
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