Disclaimer: I do not own Digimon If I did I would not be writing this or this would be an episode.

This is my life Chapter One: The Confession

I hated him he took everything away from me. The one person who believed in me the one who really cared and he took her away from me.

I still remember it like it was yesterday. They were in the park lost in each other's eyes smiling at each other.

Then they kissed.

It was a passionate kiss that you only share with some one you love. Damn it! She loved him. With every part of her being she loved him just like I love her.

Ever since that day the tears never stopped falling. I haven't felt the warmth of the sun. My heart hasn't felt any happiness. My nights are a whole lot colder now. My mind only thinks of that day.

I've tried so many times to end all the pain but it never works I'm a failure ask everyone that knows me. I don't care anymore my life means nothing to me. Everyone hates me I can feel it. But that doesn't matter anymore nothing does. The only reason I'm still alive is because of my pride.

That's right my pride! There's that part of me that refuses to be a coward and kill myself because I think I can't take it.

That and one other thing I'll reveal when the time is right...or whenever I feel like it. Anyway I haven't seen Kari in about two weeks now she's called me but I didn't feel like talking to her.

She told Jun that she's worried about me and she wants to know why I haven't come to the group meetings or why I haven't spoken to her.

Jun hates Kari now ever since she found out what happened and noticed my dramatic change she acts cold around her.

Once she even made her cry saying that she was a slut for playing with my emotions and that if she was such a caring person why did she do this to me. She also said to stay way from me because she didn't want me to get aids.

I wanted to say something to Jun about that but the words never came. So I let it go.

I'm all alone. Again. Everyone's out of the house...again.

It's funny the way things come out the way you don't want them to. I went into the Digital world armed with only a sword and challenged every bad Digimon I could find so that I could die with honor.

Well I won every match. I was pissed to say the least. The other Dig- destined heard about this and couldn't believe it I told them it wasn't true. Unfortunately they saw me in battle. So now I'm the great leader now.

Now they respect me.

Now they listen to me. Now when it doesn't matter anymore. The Irony. One day I will have rest one day but not today.

~~ Narrator's POV

Davis was lying on his be when the doorbell rang. He reluctantly got up and opened the door it was Kari. 'Great this is exactly what I needed' Davis thought sarcastically.

"Davis...we need to talk," said Kari. "No we don't" said Davis in a cold voice. This took Kari by surprise the look in her eyes expressed nothing less "Davis what's wrong" she asked worried about her friend they hadn't talked in weeks he wouldn't even look at her anymore. "Nothing" he replied. He was cold his eyes where all void of emotion.

"Davis talk to me what's wrong please Davis." pleaded Kari. "Like I said nothing go away Kari," said Davis averting his eyes from hers. "Davis you've changed your colder now I haven't seen you in weeks talk to me what's wrong why won't you look at me," said Kari on the brink of tears.

"Because your light...and you blind me." Davis spoke slowly and there was pain in his voice that didn't go unnoticed by Kari. "What...what are you talking about Davis?" said Kari confusion was now added to her worry.

"Hikari. I'm a vampire."

TBC.

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