Chapter 10
Surfacing
Authors Note- This chapter in in the veiws of Amy, Thalia and Ephram, in the eyes of the Author explaining what there feeling, like the narrator in the real Everwood.
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Living in a deeper sleep
Shallow dreams are turning me
What we hide we'll breathe
In the end you'll see
Pushing down what's deep inside
With right words we hypnotise
But feelings will arise
And you wonder why
AMY
Amy sat laying on her bed thinking about her life since Ephram walked into it. She remembered the first time she saw him, the first time he kissed her, the first time he met Colin. Colin waking up. Colin dieing. Tears began to fall, she thought she could handle it but she couldn't and everyone was right when they said she was losing it. Just the thought of Colin hurt her, why couldn't she just have left it and let Colin come back in his own time? Why'd she have to ask Dr Brown to operate on him? Why couldn't she just let Colin come back in his own time?. She blamed it on herself, she elt things get out of hand, she promised she wouldn't say anything about Colins condition when he was awake, maybe if she would have gotten him help, he would still be alive, she was silently sobbing now.
She missed Ephram. She missed Tommy. But most of all she missed Colin, she missed seeing him everyday, in a coma or not. She missed reading to him. She missed talking to him, like he was awake. All the little things she did for him, while he was lieing stiff in the hospital bed. Just the thought of seeing him in the flesh would make her life worth living again, instead of prancing around pretending to be happy, so her friends and family wouldn't worry. She knew deep down, that she needed Colin, to live, to breath, to follow her dreams, she needed him, but she couldn't have him, not now, not ever, because his gone and she can't let go.
THALIA
Thalia sat on the porch, looking at the stars. She use to do this with Davie, they would just sit up for hours and watch the night sky flow by into the sunset, the beatiful colours, like a rainbow, At first she blamed Davie for what had happened to her, for he was the one who overdosed, then she blamed her parents, for neglecting Davie and there needs. And now she blames herself, she should have said soemthing, she should of told someone Davie was using drugs, maybe then he would still be alive. "I feel alone," Thalia thought, " I feel like I could never find the strength or courage to love again, I can't control myself, I do things, spontanlously, I know what I want. But is what I want, really what I need.
EPHRAM
Ephram sat at the kitchen table, Delia was asleep and Andy was on a house call. he sat there, like Thalia and Amy thinking about the past two years. The day his mother died. Moving to Everwood. Meeting Amy. Falling in love with Amy. Meeting Colin, in a coma, alive in the flesh. Colin Dieing. Making the huge mistake of telling Madison that he loved her. Thalia, in the few short weeks they had known each-other, he had an infatution with her, if he didn't love Amy, he would diffiantly ask her out, he loved everything about her. Her eyes, her hair, her attitude, her smell, everything reminded him of what Amy and Madison weren't, Amy was so different to Thalia, Thalia knows what she wants, but Amy is too afraid to ask for what she needs, I don't think either of them know how much I need them, maybe because I have never told them fully, but what they should know is, them being complete opposite affects my life in a big way, Amy, on one side being the one I truly love and Thalia on the other side, being the friend who'll always be there, yep, finally my life was going straight, let's hope it stays that way.
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But is what we want
Really what we need?
Because I am surfacing
My empty hands still craving
And voices telling me
That I am surfacing
Authors- P.O.V- Thank-you to LVHamlet, who reviews alot, and Chris.. don't matter how many times you review, your both my NO1.
Spoilers- Next Few Chapters will be about the Annual Dance, Ephram and Amy take Thalia and a mysterious date, as friends, not Bright, on a double date and it ends in turmoil.
Thalia's parents visit for her first recital in Everwood, and Thalia does something that could ruin her life for good.
Bright and Thalia call it quits after the Annual Dance, chemistry isn't there, Thalia's left heartbroken thats were she mets the mysterie man/women, no Thalia's not a lesbian, girls can comfort girls and became friends too.
Surfacing
Authors Note- This chapter in in the veiws of Amy, Thalia and Ephram, in the eyes of the Author explaining what there feeling, like the narrator in the real Everwood.
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
Living in a deeper sleep
Shallow dreams are turning me
What we hide we'll breathe
In the end you'll see
Pushing down what's deep inside
With right words we hypnotise
But feelings will arise
And you wonder why
AMY
Amy sat laying on her bed thinking about her life since Ephram walked into it. She remembered the first time she saw him, the first time he kissed her, the first time he met Colin. Colin waking up. Colin dieing. Tears began to fall, she thought she could handle it but she couldn't and everyone was right when they said she was losing it. Just the thought of Colin hurt her, why couldn't she just have left it and let Colin come back in his own time? Why'd she have to ask Dr Brown to operate on him? Why couldn't she just let Colin come back in his own time?. She blamed it on herself, she elt things get out of hand, she promised she wouldn't say anything about Colins condition when he was awake, maybe if she would have gotten him help, he would still be alive, she was silently sobbing now.
She missed Ephram. She missed Tommy. But most of all she missed Colin, she missed seeing him everyday, in a coma or not. She missed reading to him. She missed talking to him, like he was awake. All the little things she did for him, while he was lieing stiff in the hospital bed. Just the thought of seeing him in the flesh would make her life worth living again, instead of prancing around pretending to be happy, so her friends and family wouldn't worry. She knew deep down, that she needed Colin, to live, to breath, to follow her dreams, she needed him, but she couldn't have him, not now, not ever, because his gone and she can't let go.
THALIA
Thalia sat on the porch, looking at the stars. She use to do this with Davie, they would just sit up for hours and watch the night sky flow by into the sunset, the beatiful colours, like a rainbow, At first she blamed Davie for what had happened to her, for he was the one who overdosed, then she blamed her parents, for neglecting Davie and there needs. And now she blames herself, she should have said soemthing, she should of told someone Davie was using drugs, maybe then he would still be alive. "I feel alone," Thalia thought, " I feel like I could never find the strength or courage to love again, I can't control myself, I do things, spontanlously, I know what I want. But is what I want, really what I need.
EPHRAM
Ephram sat at the kitchen table, Delia was asleep and Andy was on a house call. he sat there, like Thalia and Amy thinking about the past two years. The day his mother died. Moving to Everwood. Meeting Amy. Falling in love with Amy. Meeting Colin, in a coma, alive in the flesh. Colin Dieing. Making the huge mistake of telling Madison that he loved her. Thalia, in the few short weeks they had known each-other, he had an infatution with her, if he didn't love Amy, he would diffiantly ask her out, he loved everything about her. Her eyes, her hair, her attitude, her smell, everything reminded him of what Amy and Madison weren't, Amy was so different to Thalia, Thalia knows what she wants, but Amy is too afraid to ask for what she needs, I don't think either of them know how much I need them, maybe because I have never told them fully, but what they should know is, them being complete opposite affects my life in a big way, Amy, on one side being the one I truly love and Thalia on the other side, being the friend who'll always be there, yep, finally my life was going straight, let's hope it stays that way.
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
But is what we want
Really what we need?
Because I am surfacing
My empty hands still craving
And voices telling me
That I am surfacing
Authors- P.O.V- Thank-you to LVHamlet, who reviews alot, and Chris.. don't matter how many times you review, your both my NO1.
Spoilers- Next Few Chapters will be about the Annual Dance, Ephram and Amy take Thalia and a mysterious date, as friends, not Bright, on a double date and it ends in turmoil.
Thalia's parents visit for her first recital in Everwood, and Thalia does something that could ruin her life for good.
Bright and Thalia call it quits after the Annual Dance, chemistry isn't there, Thalia's left heartbroken thats were she mets the mysterie man/women, no Thalia's not a lesbian, girls can comfort girls and became friends too.