Chapter 16
Goodbye
Authors P.O.V- This chapter is about Thalia and Amy's thoughts, there latest feelings, just another glimpse into there insecuritys
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How do you love someone
That hurts you oh so bad
With intentions good
Was all he ever had
But how do I let go when I've
Loved him for so long and I've
Given him all that I could
Maybe love is a hopeless crime
Giving up what seems your lifetime
What went wrong with something once so good
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Amy gently moved the single pea she had left from one side of her plate to the next with her fork. She had been in a uncomfortable silence ever since Thalia told her about Tommy, and his "Big Mistake". She still hadn't read the letter, it was safely tucked inside her pocket, she felt the need to hold onto it because if she put it away she wouldn't have the courage to read it, she need to feel the weight against her thigh, reminding her that she needed to hear what he had to say, and hopefully he wasn't saying goodbye, for good. Another person that was clouding her mind was Ephram, they had just started to rebuild, not only their friendship, but maybe even a realationship as well. Why does Tommy have to come back now? Maybe it's a sign, a sign saying that being with Ephram was a mistake from the begnning and thats why time has taken us apart because were only suppose to be friends. Amy silently laughed at her stupid accusation, she looked up and starting listening to what her parents were talking about she need a distraction, but the situation wasn't yet forgotton nor was the "stupid accusation".
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How do you find the words to say
To say goodbye
If your heart don't have the heart to say
To say goodbye
I know now I was naïve
Never knew where this would lead
And I'm not trying to take away
From the good man that he is
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Up in her room Thalia walked over to her CD player and hit the 'play' button. The smoothe and tranquillitent voice of Alicia Keys flowed through the speakers and her gentle piano ballad soothed Thalias thoughts and memories and she got lost in the music. The song reminded her of a love she had never known, the heartbreak in Alicia's voice indicated she had written the song about her first love, and her first break-up. Like always her thoughts drifted to Davie, She never thought living without him could be so hard.She felt like a part of her was missing. Everyday she would get up and when she left the house for school or just for a walk she felt like she had forgotten something and when she walked back into the house to find what it was she had left behind, she couldn't figure out what it was. The uncertainty in her actions always indicated that she felt selfish and cold-hearted, because she was slowly coming out of her core and getting on with her life, the best way she knew how. And Davie, well Davie was dead and his life is gone. And that meer thought, made her feel worthless.
But how do I let go when I've
Loved him for so long and I've
Given him all that I could
Was it something wrong that we did
Because others infiltrated
What went wrong with something once so good
Is this the end are you sure
How should you know when you've never been here before
It's so hard to just let go
When this is the one and only love I've ever known.
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Read and Review please.
Goodbye
Authors P.O.V- This chapter is about Thalia and Amy's thoughts, there latest feelings, just another glimpse into there insecuritys
~*~*~*~**~*~*~*~*~**~*~*~*~**~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
How do you love someone
That hurts you oh so bad
With intentions good
Was all he ever had
But how do I let go when I've
Loved him for so long and I've
Given him all that I could
Maybe love is a hopeless crime
Giving up what seems your lifetime
What went wrong with something once so good
~*~*~*~**~*~*~*~*~**~*~*~*~**~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Amy gently moved the single pea she had left from one side of her plate to the next with her fork. She had been in a uncomfortable silence ever since Thalia told her about Tommy, and his "Big Mistake". She still hadn't read the letter, it was safely tucked inside her pocket, she felt the need to hold onto it because if she put it away she wouldn't have the courage to read it, she need to feel the weight against her thigh, reminding her that she needed to hear what he had to say, and hopefully he wasn't saying goodbye, for good. Another person that was clouding her mind was Ephram, they had just started to rebuild, not only their friendship, but maybe even a realationship as well. Why does Tommy have to come back now? Maybe it's a sign, a sign saying that being with Ephram was a mistake from the begnning and thats why time has taken us apart because were only suppose to be friends. Amy silently laughed at her stupid accusation, she looked up and starting listening to what her parents were talking about she need a distraction, but the situation wasn't yet forgotton nor was the "stupid accusation".
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How do you find the words to say
To say goodbye
If your heart don't have the heart to say
To say goodbye
I know now I was naïve
Never knew where this would lead
And I'm not trying to take away
From the good man that he is
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Up in her room Thalia walked over to her CD player and hit the 'play' button. The smoothe and tranquillitent voice of Alicia Keys flowed through the speakers and her gentle piano ballad soothed Thalias thoughts and memories and she got lost in the music. The song reminded her of a love she had never known, the heartbreak in Alicia's voice indicated she had written the song about her first love, and her first break-up. Like always her thoughts drifted to Davie, She never thought living without him could be so hard.She felt like a part of her was missing. Everyday she would get up and when she left the house for school or just for a walk she felt like she had forgotten something and when she walked back into the house to find what it was she had left behind, she couldn't figure out what it was. The uncertainty in her actions always indicated that she felt selfish and cold-hearted, because she was slowly coming out of her core and getting on with her life, the best way she knew how. And Davie, well Davie was dead and his life is gone. And that meer thought, made her feel worthless.
But how do I let go when I've
Loved him for so long and I've
Given him all that I could
Was it something wrong that we did
Because others infiltrated
What went wrong with something once so good
Is this the end are you sure
How should you know when you've never been here before
It's so hard to just let go
When this is the one and only love I've ever known.
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Read and Review please.