A/N I don't own even in death. This is in Inuyasha's POV thinking of Kikyo.

Fifty years have past since that fateful night you broke my heart and yet you're still here to me. Fifty years and still you have a hold on my heart.

[Give me a reason to believe that you're gone I see your shadow so I know they're all wrong Moonlight on the soft brown earth

It leads me to where you lay

They took you away from me but now I'm taking you home]

It seems like yesterday we were planning to get married and I was going to be human. I was going to fit in for once. Then that demon Naraku took my form and killed you and with your dieing life you pinned me to that infernal tree. Alas my thoughts still carry me back to you every night. In my heart though I believe that we still are going to wed and live out our lives together.

[I will stay forever here with you

My love

The softly spoken words you gave me

Even in death our love goes on]

My love for you survived our betrayal and will live on as long as I remember you.

Your words still echo in my heart. Your voice still pierces my being. Time and circumstance may weaken others' love but not mine for you.

[Some say I'm crazy for my love, Oh my love

But no bonds can hold me from your side, Oh my love

They don't know you can't leave me They don't hear you singing to me]

You were one of the few who loved me. I can't let that go so easily. You brought me so much joy in life, but in the end you caused me the greatest pain. All of the physical and mental assaults didn't compare to how bad you made me feel, but still even now I would die for you in a heartbeat. I can still hear your voice echoing in my head.

[I will stay forever here with you

My love

The softly spoken words you gave me

Even in death our love goes on]

I have met your reincarnation and it hurts to be around her because she reminds me of you. Truly a worse torture has never been devised. I can't stand her because she reminds me of my biggest mistake and my greatest loss. And yet I can't help but to love her because she is you. In the end I will always hold you in my heart no matter the cost.

[And I can't love you, anymore than I do]

Here is your favorite plant Adonis. How befitting considering its meaning in the language of flowers. Until we meet again good bye my love, my Kikyo.

Please R/R