Unexpected Passions
Chapter 4
by: Hufflepuff Student8
Disclaimer: I OWN NOTHING besides Brittan… THAT IS ALL!
Warning: There is a lot of cussing in this chapter… like the word 'fuck' pops up a lot… you've been warned and I don't want any reviews say that I need to tone down the language… OKAY!?
A/N: I would like to thank the following people!
- Smileymia22
- Angel Black
- Scimitar Nyx
These are the people that have reviewed my story so far and I am VERY grateful to all three of you. Especially, Angel Black and Scimitar Nyx. They have reviewed twice and I consider them my "faithful reviewers"… maybe they are or not… BUT I LOVE YOU ALL FOR READING AND REVIEWING!
Anyway… I hope this story will get everyone that reads it addicted to the plot and themes. And I hope you will enjoy my attempt to spice things up a bit!
ENJOY!
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Breakfast was over and Hermione and Brittan headed back to the Common room. But before they left the hall, Brittan glanced over to the Slytherin table and saw Draco watching her and Hermione leaving. She winked at him and continued to walk with Hermione.
They talked a little while they walked but not about anything of any importance.
When they reached the Portrait hole… they climbed in and saw Parvati and Lavender sitting by the fireplace with Ginny in front of them.
Brittan couldn't see what was going on but thought that it would be better not to ask.
"Hey Hermione… It that your Boyfriend?" Lavender said as she noticed Brittan walking closely to Hermione.
Hermione looked at Brittan and giggled. "No… I'm afraid not Lavender!"
Brittan went pink and smiled slightly.
"Well then… are you taken by any chance?" Parvati asked.
"Me… no…" Hermione replied.
"I figured that Hermione… but I was talking to the quiet cutie standing next to you!" Parvati smiled at Brittan in a seductive way.
Brittan gulped and Hermione broke out in laughter.
"What's so funny?"
"Parvati… this is Brittan… and she is a GIRL!" Hermione said in between laughing.
Parvati went pink the shook her head. "No fucking way!"
"Yes way…" Hermione said as she stopped laughing and sighed.
"Prove it then!" Lavender said.
Brittan's eyes widened and she went redder than blood in her face.
Hermione smiled. "With pleasure ladies!" She grabbed the back of Brittan's shirt and pulled. Letting the three girls see the shape of her breasts.
Brittan looked down at her chest and went another shade of red and pulled at her shirt so it wasn't so tight.
The three girls dropped their mouths and went redder than Brittan. (if it were possible)
"OH MY GOD!" Parvati said. "I'm so sorry!"
Brittan nervously laughed and said, "It's okay… I get it a lot!"
"But damn… you could fool anyone if you can fool these two!" Ginny said.
"Thanks… I guess!" Brittan said as the redness in her cheeks started to die down.
Lavender and Parvati looked at her in discomfort. "You shouldn't be thanking anyone for a remark like that," Lavender said. "I would take it as an insult if anyone called me a guy!"
Brittan just smiled at the comment.
"Do you like being called a guy or something?" Parvati said… still red in the face for hitting on a girl.
Brittan shrugged her shoulders. "I'm used to it… and it doesn't really bother me anymore!"
"Are you homosexual or something?" Lavender said looking Brittan up and down.
"WHAT!?" Brittan rose her eyebrow and eyed the two (Parvati and Lavender). "How the hell do you figure that?!"
"Well… you don't mind being called a guy…"
Brittan sighed. "No… I am straight… EVEN THOUGH," Brittan continued. "Being homosexual isn't a bad thing… it just isn't something normal!"
"Then why the fuck do you dress like that?!" Parvati asked looking her up and down.
Brittan semi glared at her. "I'd rather not get into that with you!"
Hermione looked at Brittan and then looked at the three girls sitting in front of the fireplace.
"Um… Brittan we gotta go… remember we have to study!?"
Brittan looked at Hermione questionably and then realized that she was trying to help her out. "Alright!"
"Wait a minute…. Study?" Ginny asked. "We haven't had any classes yet… why would you need to study?"
"Because Brittan is a little behind in Potions and I was going to help her catch up in it! So if you'll excuse us," Hermione said as she smiled and grabbed Brittan by the arm and pulled her to the staircase up to their dorms.
They walked up to their dorm not saying anything.
When they got to their dorm room… Hermione closed the door and sat down on her bed. Brittan sat in the seat under the window and stared out the window.
"Those girls can be so rude!" Hermione said in a huff. "I don't believe that they had the—"
"Don't worry about it Hermione… it isn't your problem!" Brittan said cutting her off.
"But…" Hermione said getting up from her bed. "Doesn't it bug you?" She sat on Brittan's bed on the left side… the side that was closest to Brittan.
"Not really…" Brittan looked from the window to Hermione. "I told you that I am used to it!"
"Then why are you down?" Hermione said as looking Brittan in the eyes.
She sighed and looked out the window again. "I don't know!"
Hermione frowned and put her hands on the bed. She smirked and then grabbed a pillow.
"Don't even Hermione!" Brittan said as she continued to stare out the window.
Hermione frowned and then put the pillow down. She got up and walked up behind Brittan and
up her arms around her shoulders. "Don't be so down girl… tell me what's up!"
Brittan rubbed her cheek against her arm and then stood up. She smiled and said, "Just don't worry about me okay… it's nothing!"
"You may think you're a good liar… but you're not!" Hermione said. "Just tell me what's up?"
Brittan looked at Hermione in the eyes and then looked to the floor. "It's just… the little "quarrel" down stairs reminded me of my past… which I want to forget!" She looked at Hermione again and smiled. She went up to her and put her arms around her neck. "You're a good friend Hermione…. Thank you!"
Hermione put her arms around her and smiled. "No problem… Just promise me that you'll tell me someday!"
"Tell you what?" Brittan said as they broke away from the hug.
"About your past you seem to be running away from."
"Maybe… someday!" Brittan smiled.
(A/N: This reminds me of one of my really really good friends Ciera. Hermione would be her and Brittan would be me…. She is like my therapist when I have problems with life and I am hers when she has shit going on! But now that I think about it… she is the reason I am writing on this story so much… because she is always wanting to read the next chapter and will rave on me when it has been a while… SO… we all should say thanks to her! Anyway… back to the story!)
Hermione went to take a shower and Brittan took a nap.
***Dream / Flashback***
"Hey girl… where the hell is your man… it's your guys song!" A girl with long blonde hair said as a slow song came on at a party.
"I don't know…"
"Well go find him you little shit!" the girl smiled.
"Okay… I'll be back in a few!" Brittan said and walked off into the house.
She walked up stairs to the bathroom to see if her boyfriend was in there… but no luck. She walked down a long hallway back to the staircase and then heard a thumping noise coming from the room she was standing in front of.
"What the hell?" Brittan whispered to herself.
"Come on baby… is that the way you like it?" said a familiar voice from within the room.
"Oh yes…" Said a girl that seemed to be out of breath.
Brittan narrowed her eyebrows. "What the fuck… Sean?" She whispered. (Sean being her boyfriend) She opened the door and saw two bodies on top of a bed. A boy on top of a girl.
The boy had his shirt off and the girl was in her underwear. The boy whipped his head around and saw Brittan standing in the doorway. It was Sean.
"YOU FUCKING BASTARD!" Brittan screamed and ran out of the room.
"Fucking A…" Sean said as he got up and ran after her.
Brittan ran down the stairs and through the dance floor.
"Hey Brittan…" the girl form before said as Brittan ran passed her.
"BRITTAN… WAIT A FUCKING MINUTE!" Sean yelled as he ran after her.
Brittan ran out of the dance floor and out side and to a tree in the yard and tripped.
Sean grabbed her arm and pulled her up. "Hey babe…"
"GET THE FUCK OFF OF ME YOU ASS HOLE!" Brittan screamed as tears ran down her cheeks.
"Hey…" Sean said as he forced her into a hug. His bare chest against her. Pinning her arms by her side. "Let's talk about this!"
"NO!" Brittan said trying to get away from his grasp. "There isn't a damn thing to talk about!"
"Really?" He said as he forced her head to look up at him with his left hand. He tried to kiss her lips but she stepped on his foot with her heel and kneed him in groan.
"What the fuck…" Sean said as he crouched over.
Brittan pushed him off of her backed away. "And I thought that you cared about me…"
Sean straighten his posture and looked at Brittan. "I do baby!"
"No you don't you fucking liar!" Brittan spat. "If you really cared about me… about US… you wouldn't have even thought about that girl… you would have never been in that room with her!"
"But she was forcing me to do it Brittan!"
"MY ASS SHE WAS!" Brittan yelled. "It's over Sean… it over for good!" She started to cry harder and then started to run again.
"Wait!"
"FUCK OFF YOU BASTARD!" Brittan yelled… not looking back…
She ran and ran… she finally stopped running when she got to the park.
She saw a lake and walked over to it. Her reflection was so pitiful. Her makeup had been running and now she had her black eyeliner and mascara all over her cheeks. Her silver eyes shadow had been rubbed almost completely off. Her belly shirt was dirty from the dirt she had fell in and the mud that her shoes had kicked up while she was running. Her shirt had been just a white tank top belly shirt… but was now splattered with mud and covered in dirt.
Her pants were tight jeans that were black… they had dirt all over the knees and a little bit of mud was on the butt of her pants from her shoes. Her hair had been in a high pony tail… now it had worked its way down the back of her head and was now sagging at the bottom of her neck.
She took her hair tie out and sat down on the grass in front of the lake. She pulled her knees up to her chest and started to cry again.
She walked through the front door of her house. Her mother was in the dinning room sitting at the table, drinking her coffee and reading the newspaper.
"Is it already one o'clock?" she said as she looked up from the paper.
"No… I left early." Brittan said quietly as she hid her face from her mother.
"Did you get a ride home?" She asked as she looked down at the paper again.
"Yeah… I did!" she replied completely lying.
Her mother smiled and went on reading the paper.
Brittan walked through the living room… down the hall and up the staircase. She walked down another hallway to her room and closed her door behind her. Her parents had given her the master bedroom so she went to the bathroom and turned on the sink. She splashed her face with the cold water and grabbed a hand towel and did the best she could to get all of the makeup off.
When she had finished with that… she stepped out of the bathroom and back into her room. She took off her shirt and threw it onto the floor by her hamper. She grabbed her brush and brushed her hair and put it into a ponytail at the bottom of her neck.
She took off her pants and grabbed her pj's from off of her bed and a freshly cleaned nightshirt from her dresser.
Her door flew open and her father stood in the doorway. Swaggering from side to side. Brittan looked back at him and dropped her jaw. "Oh god no…" She said under her breath.
"What the fuck are you doing here?"
"I live here father… why else would I be here?!"
At this… her father apparently didn't agree with her smart-ass remarks. He walked into her room and cornered her in the far part of the room. "You don't talk to me like that!" He said… his face only inches away from her face.
His breath smelt of beer and whisky. Whenever he had been drinking, the slightest thing would
piss him off and he would become deathly violent.
(A/N: I'm not to good with writing fight scenes… but I will do my best… and remember… this is a dream/flashback!)
Her father grabbed the front of her shirt and lifted her off of the ground. He turned around and threw her onto the floor. Causing her to hit her head on the frame of her bed.
She let out a yelp of pain and gripped that back of her head.
He came over and pinned her to the floor and started to hit and slap her in the face. She screamed for help… but no one came to her rescue… not even her mother.
This went on for about thirty minutes. When her father finally left the room and shut the door… Brittan just laid on her floor. Holding her head in her hands.
When she finally got up… she went to the bathroom to see what kind of damage he had done this time.
Her reflection showed that she had a cut vertically in her right eyebrow… the left side of her lip had split in the corner and she had a cut horizontally on her forehead more to the left. Her cheekbone looked as if she was going to have a bruise there in the morning and so did her right eye.
She took off her bloody clothing and got into the shower.
She let the water run all over her body… she looked down and saw cuts and new bruised on her breasts. And the blood from her head was running down the rest of her body with the water thinning it. She looked at her arms and saw more blood. This time it wasn't coming from her head… it was coming from her collarbone.
When she finally got out of the shower… she grabbed a towel and wrapped it around her body and walked out into her room.
But on her bed was sitting Sean.
"What the fuck are you doing here?!" She asked bitterly.
"I came to talk to you!"
"Get the fuck out of my room…. In fact… GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY HOUSE!"
He smiled and walked up to her. "But your father said to stay as long as I like… so did your mother!"
Brittan glared at Sean as he walked toward her. "But I don't want you here… so get the fuck out!"
"No… I think I'll stay!" Sean said as he grabbed Brittan by her waist and pulled her into a kiss.
She beat his chest with her fists trying to get away. But he was too strong and too stubborn to let her got. He pulled his head back and glared down at her. He ripped the towel off of her slender body and pushed her onto her queen-sized bed.
"STOP IT!" Brittan screamed.
But Sean apparently didn't hear her screaming… which was doubtful or chose to ignore her. He pushed her down into the bed so her back was completely flat and pressed his body against hers.
"Now be a good girl and go along with it!" Sean whispered.
"'NO!" Brittan screamed again. "STOP IT… GET THE FUCK OFF OF ME!"
He started to kiss his way down her neck and then undid his pants.
"LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE!" She screamed again… kicking her legs furiously.
Brittan sat up in her bed and screamed.
Hermione came running out of the bathroom in her pants and bra. "What the hell happened?!" She asked as she ran to her.
Cold sweat ran down her forehead, her heart was pounding and her chest was raising and falling extremely fast.
Hermione sat down on Brittan's bed next to her and put her arms around her. "What happened?" She asked as she let her lean onto her lap.
Brittan was still breathing rather heavy… but managed to say, "It was just a nightmare… that's all it was… just a nightmare." She tried to convince herself as tears started to stream down her face. But it wasn't a nightmare… not the slightest bit… it was her past… the past that she had been trying to run away from.
Hermione stroked her head and cooed her and told her that everything was going to be alright… that it was just a bad dream. Even though Brittan knew it wasn't.
When Brittan finally stopped crying… she gave Hermione a hug. "Thanks…"
"Hey… no problem Brittan… anytime!" Hermione said as she hugged her back. "Just as long as you'll return the favor when I need it okay?!"
"Of course I will… you can count on it!"
They broke the hug and got up. Hermione went to the bathroom and grabbed her shirt and came back out to see Brittan changing her clothes.
"Are you going to be okay though?" Hermione asked.
"Yeah… it was just a dream… it'll pass!" She smiled and finished putting on her shirt.
Then… the door to their dorm room flung open. Brittan whipped back and looked at it… thinking that her father was coming in to beat her again. But it was only Lavender and Parvati.
Brittan sighed in relief and went back to her dresser.
"Can I help you two?" Hermione asked.
"Um… we just wanted to say sorry to Brittan… we were being really rude to you and all. And we're sorry!" Lavender said as Parvati nodded.
Brittan turned around as she put her watch on. "It's okay… really it is!" She smiled at the two and walked to her bed and sat down and grabbed her shoes.
"Anyway… we wanted to make up for it by giving you a total make over Brittan!" Parvati said as she pulled out a box from behind her back and Lavender pulled out a bag from behind her.
Brittan went wide-eyed and stared at them. "And why would you want to do that?" She asked.
"Because we feel bad and we think we can turn you into one of the sexiest girls in the school!" Parvati said as Lavender nodded.
"Um… I'm sure you can... but I'm not in the mood at the moment for girlish stuff!" Brittan smiled again and turned her attention back to her shoes.
"Hey Brittan…" Hermione said. "It could be fun and it would get your mind off of… well… you know!"
Brittan shot a look at her as if she couldn't believe she had said it. Then sighed and kicked off her shoe. "Alright…"
"YES!" Lavender and Parvati said.
Hermione smiled and sat down on her bed.
"Let the masters begin then!"
For about an hour…Lavender and Parvati played with colors for her makeup and clothes that would look good on her. They finally picked out black mascara and eyeliner… they had put the eyeliner on the lid of her eyes lid and silver eye shadow.
The clothes that they thought went well with her were tight black leather like pants with silver studs going down the seams on the side of the pants. A belt that was black with silver studs and four silver chains (all different lengths but are attached together) that they clipped to the right side of her pants by the belt loops.
They gave her a tight black tank top like belly shirt that had the word… "sexy" right in the middle of her chest. They also put a chain like choker to wear. But they let her wear the shoes that she had… considering they went with the outfit. They were black skater shoes that weren't tied… but still had the laces.
"And viola… sexiness!" Lavender said as they put Brittan in front of a mirror.
Brittan smiled. It was exactly how she used to dress before what happened to her… She looked herself up and down and remembered all of the boys that were always asking her out. But she was dating Sean and always said no. They had straightened her hair and left it down. Her highlights showed rather nicely and glistened in the light.
Brittan smiled and turned around. "Thanks…"
"Wait… I forgot something!" Parvati said as she dove for her makeup bag. She pulled out a tube of lip-gloss. "This! You know how to put it on right?"
"Yeah!" Brittan said as she took the tube from Parvati and applied it. She handed it back to her and then the taste and smell of watermelon filled her senses.
"There… we're done!" Parvati said.
"But we want you to have this!" Lavender held up a bag and Parvati held up a box.
"What is it?" Brittan asked as she took the bag and box.
"Well… in the bag there're clothing that should fit you and in the box…" Lavender said.
"In the box is the makeup that we used on you… there should be enough in there to last you the whole year!" Parvati said.
"But I think we'll need take you clothes shopping… cause the cloths in there are going to get old after awhile and there isn't that much to begin with anyway!" Lavender said.
"Um… thank you!" Brittan said as she smiled.
"Anyway… we have to go… But we'll see you around!" Lavender said.
"But if you have any questions on how to apply something or what would go good with what… just let us know and we would be glad to help you any day!" Parvati said. "Later!"
They both waved and walked out of the room closing the door behind them.
Brittan put the things the girls had given her on her bed and looked into the mirror again. Her flat stomach showed just like it used too. You could see the slightest line indicating her Abe's she had developed from weightlifting.
She smiled and looked at Hermione… who had been quiet for most of the time.
"Well… what do you think?" Brittan asked, putting her hands out by her sides and twirling around.
"I think it suits you very well!" Hermione said as smiled. "They did a very good job on you!"
Brittan smiled again. She tucked her hair behind her ear and sighed. "Well… it's lunch time right!" Hermione nodded. "Then lets go eat!"
The two walked to the great hall with their arms linked together. Brittan constantly getting stared at by all the passer bys. People wondering if it was the same person or if it was a new student.
When they walked into the great hall… Brittan and Hermione got even more looks. It seemed as though everyone in the hall was staring at them… Hermione just smiled and Brittan just stared at the ground in which she was walking on. She then looked up and looked at the Slytherin table… trying to find Draco.
She saw him… but he wasn't looking. Then Crabbe nudged him in the side and he looked up. His jaw dropped and his eyes went wide… He mouthed 'Brittan' as he looked at her and she smiled seductively and nodded her head.
She then saw him mouth 'oh my god' and she smiled again. She winked at him and sat down at the Gryffindor table with Hermione.
Everyone at the table was full of questions and Lavender and Parvati were grinning proudly at their "creation" and winked at Brittan.
The chatter of Brittan and Hermione died down when the food appeared on the tables and everyone started to eat… but still… every once in a while people would say something or stare at her.
Brittan had just started her potatoes when an eagle flew down and dropped a piece of paper in front of her. She looked at it for a moment and then looked over to Draco… who happened to be staring at her. She smiled at him and then looked down at the paper.
She unfolded it and saw Draco's name at the bottom of it and read it:
"Dear Brittan,
HOLY FUCKING SHIT! You look really good! Damn… when did this happen? Anyway… I was wondering if we were going to eat dinner… then go met each other… or skip dinner and go straight away. I personally would like to skip dinner… but it is up to you!
But I have been thinking of you all day and now you have blown me away… I mean… if you don't mind me saying… you look extremely Sexy!
Anyway… I await your answer!
Love,
Draco"
Brittan looked down at the letter and then looked over to Draco again… who was now talking to another Slytherin. She smiled and borrowed a piece of paper and a quill form Ron and wrote him back. She gave Ron back his quill and got up. "I have to use the bathroom… I'll be back in a bit!"
She walked out of the great hall and waited outside the doors for a bit. When a large group a preppy girls walked into the hall… she walked in behind them and walked over to the Slytherin table and right up behind Draco. Thankfully… no one from the Gryffindor table had noticed her walk back in.
She bent forward and put her hands on his shoulders. She looked to his left and then to his right and saw Brittan leaning down so that her face was level with his. She smiled and took her left hand off of his shoulder and stuck it into his left pants pocket. Making it so that her letter got to him and she knew it.
She leaned further down and lightly kissed him on the lips and then stood up straight and walked away.
"Holy SHIT Draco!" Marcus Flint said. "Do you know her?"
Draco smiled. "A little." He half lied.
Draco watched her walk back to the Gryffindor table and sit down in her original spot.
He shook his head and got up from the table.
"Where are you going Draco?" Crabbe asked.
"The bathroom man…" He replied. "I'll be back in a little while!"
He walked out of the Great Hall and went to the Slytherin common room and up to his dorm room and closed the door.
He sat on his bed and pulled the letter from out of his pocket. He unfolded it and read it to his self. It read:
"Dear Draco,
Thank you I guess… You thinking I'm sexy could be a good thing! But anyway… I think we should eat a little before we go. So why don't we eat for like fifteen minutes and then met out by the doors… I think that would work.
I'll just say that I am going to go to the library or something so they don't expect me to be in the common room or in my dorm.
Anyway… I can't wait to see you tonight and I am counting down the time until I see you tonight.
I hope the rest of your day wont be too boring for you!
Love,
Brittan"
Draco smiled to his self and then put the letter into his drawer by his bed along with all of the other letters she had sent him…
"Until tonight then!" Draco said as he rested his head on his pillow and closed his eyes.
A/N: Okay…. I was going to go on to where they go out during the night but that would make it extremely long… so I will write that in the next chapter!
But I am extremely proud of myself. I wrote this and edited it in less than 6 hours! WAHAHAHAHA! Now I just need to see if my father will let me on the internet and post it! Anyway… I love you all and hope to hear all of your reviews!
LOVES!!! *runs around and gives everyone hugs and kissed*
Until next time!
Hufflepuff Student8
Peace, Love and bullet proof condoms! (or Marshmallows… which ever you perfer!)
PS: Is it just me... or did i rush this chapter a little bit? If i did let me know and i will take more time on the other chapters to come and i hope to hear all of your feed back! LATER!
Chapter 4
by: Hufflepuff Student8
Disclaimer: I OWN NOTHING besides Brittan… THAT IS ALL!
Warning: There is a lot of cussing in this chapter… like the word 'fuck' pops up a lot… you've been warned and I don't want any reviews say that I need to tone down the language… OKAY!?
A/N: I would like to thank the following people!
- Smileymia22
- Angel Black
- Scimitar Nyx
These are the people that have reviewed my story so far and I am VERY grateful to all three of you. Especially, Angel Black and Scimitar Nyx. They have reviewed twice and I consider them my "faithful reviewers"… maybe they are or not… BUT I LOVE YOU ALL FOR READING AND REVIEWING!
Anyway… I hope this story will get everyone that reads it addicted to the plot and themes. And I hope you will enjoy my attempt to spice things up a bit!
ENJOY!
***
Breakfast was over and Hermione and Brittan headed back to the Common room. But before they left the hall, Brittan glanced over to the Slytherin table and saw Draco watching her and Hermione leaving. She winked at him and continued to walk with Hermione.
They talked a little while they walked but not about anything of any importance.
When they reached the Portrait hole… they climbed in and saw Parvati and Lavender sitting by the fireplace with Ginny in front of them.
Brittan couldn't see what was going on but thought that it would be better not to ask.
"Hey Hermione… It that your Boyfriend?" Lavender said as she noticed Brittan walking closely to Hermione.
Hermione looked at Brittan and giggled. "No… I'm afraid not Lavender!"
Brittan went pink and smiled slightly.
"Well then… are you taken by any chance?" Parvati asked.
"Me… no…" Hermione replied.
"I figured that Hermione… but I was talking to the quiet cutie standing next to you!" Parvati smiled at Brittan in a seductive way.
Brittan gulped and Hermione broke out in laughter.
"What's so funny?"
"Parvati… this is Brittan… and she is a GIRL!" Hermione said in between laughing.
Parvati went pink the shook her head. "No fucking way!"
"Yes way…" Hermione said as she stopped laughing and sighed.
"Prove it then!" Lavender said.
Brittan's eyes widened and she went redder than blood in her face.
Hermione smiled. "With pleasure ladies!" She grabbed the back of Brittan's shirt and pulled. Letting the three girls see the shape of her breasts.
Brittan looked down at her chest and went another shade of red and pulled at her shirt so it wasn't so tight.
The three girls dropped their mouths and went redder than Brittan. (if it were possible)
"OH MY GOD!" Parvati said. "I'm so sorry!"
Brittan nervously laughed and said, "It's okay… I get it a lot!"
"But damn… you could fool anyone if you can fool these two!" Ginny said.
"Thanks… I guess!" Brittan said as the redness in her cheeks started to die down.
Lavender and Parvati looked at her in discomfort. "You shouldn't be thanking anyone for a remark like that," Lavender said. "I would take it as an insult if anyone called me a guy!"
Brittan just smiled at the comment.
"Do you like being called a guy or something?" Parvati said… still red in the face for hitting on a girl.
Brittan shrugged her shoulders. "I'm used to it… and it doesn't really bother me anymore!"
"Are you homosexual or something?" Lavender said looking Brittan up and down.
"WHAT!?" Brittan rose her eyebrow and eyed the two (Parvati and Lavender). "How the hell do you figure that?!"
"Well… you don't mind being called a guy…"
Brittan sighed. "No… I am straight… EVEN THOUGH," Brittan continued. "Being homosexual isn't a bad thing… it just isn't something normal!"
"Then why the fuck do you dress like that?!" Parvati asked looking her up and down.
Brittan semi glared at her. "I'd rather not get into that with you!"
Hermione looked at Brittan and then looked at the three girls sitting in front of the fireplace.
"Um… Brittan we gotta go… remember we have to study!?"
Brittan looked at Hermione questionably and then realized that she was trying to help her out. "Alright!"
"Wait a minute…. Study?" Ginny asked. "We haven't had any classes yet… why would you need to study?"
"Because Brittan is a little behind in Potions and I was going to help her catch up in it! So if you'll excuse us," Hermione said as she smiled and grabbed Brittan by the arm and pulled her to the staircase up to their dorms.
They walked up to their dorm not saying anything.
When they got to their dorm room… Hermione closed the door and sat down on her bed. Brittan sat in the seat under the window and stared out the window.
"Those girls can be so rude!" Hermione said in a huff. "I don't believe that they had the—"
"Don't worry about it Hermione… it isn't your problem!" Brittan said cutting her off.
"But…" Hermione said getting up from her bed. "Doesn't it bug you?" She sat on Brittan's bed on the left side… the side that was closest to Brittan.
"Not really…" Brittan looked from the window to Hermione. "I told you that I am used to it!"
"Then why are you down?" Hermione said as looking Brittan in the eyes.
She sighed and looked out the window again. "I don't know!"
Hermione frowned and put her hands on the bed. She smirked and then grabbed a pillow.
"Don't even Hermione!" Brittan said as she continued to stare out the window.
Hermione frowned and then put the pillow down. She got up and walked up behind Brittan and
up her arms around her shoulders. "Don't be so down girl… tell me what's up!"
Brittan rubbed her cheek against her arm and then stood up. She smiled and said, "Just don't worry about me okay… it's nothing!"
"You may think you're a good liar… but you're not!" Hermione said. "Just tell me what's up?"
Brittan looked at Hermione in the eyes and then looked to the floor. "It's just… the little "quarrel" down stairs reminded me of my past… which I want to forget!" She looked at Hermione again and smiled. She went up to her and put her arms around her neck. "You're a good friend Hermione…. Thank you!"
Hermione put her arms around her and smiled. "No problem… Just promise me that you'll tell me someday!"
"Tell you what?" Brittan said as they broke away from the hug.
"About your past you seem to be running away from."
"Maybe… someday!" Brittan smiled.
(A/N: This reminds me of one of my really really good friends Ciera. Hermione would be her and Brittan would be me…. She is like my therapist when I have problems with life and I am hers when she has shit going on! But now that I think about it… she is the reason I am writing on this story so much… because she is always wanting to read the next chapter and will rave on me when it has been a while… SO… we all should say thanks to her! Anyway… back to the story!)
Hermione went to take a shower and Brittan took a nap.
***Dream / Flashback***
"Hey girl… where the hell is your man… it's your guys song!" A girl with long blonde hair said as a slow song came on at a party.
"I don't know…"
"Well go find him you little shit!" the girl smiled.
"Okay… I'll be back in a few!" Brittan said and walked off into the house.
She walked up stairs to the bathroom to see if her boyfriend was in there… but no luck. She walked down a long hallway back to the staircase and then heard a thumping noise coming from the room she was standing in front of.
"What the hell?" Brittan whispered to herself.
"Come on baby… is that the way you like it?" said a familiar voice from within the room.
"Oh yes…" Said a girl that seemed to be out of breath.
Brittan narrowed her eyebrows. "What the fuck… Sean?" She whispered. (Sean being her boyfriend) She opened the door and saw two bodies on top of a bed. A boy on top of a girl.
The boy had his shirt off and the girl was in her underwear. The boy whipped his head around and saw Brittan standing in the doorway. It was Sean.
"YOU FUCKING BASTARD!" Brittan screamed and ran out of the room.
"Fucking A…" Sean said as he got up and ran after her.
Brittan ran down the stairs and through the dance floor.
"Hey Brittan…" the girl form before said as Brittan ran passed her.
"BRITTAN… WAIT A FUCKING MINUTE!" Sean yelled as he ran after her.
Brittan ran out of the dance floor and out side and to a tree in the yard and tripped.
Sean grabbed her arm and pulled her up. "Hey babe…"
"GET THE FUCK OFF OF ME YOU ASS HOLE!" Brittan screamed as tears ran down her cheeks.
"Hey…" Sean said as he forced her into a hug. His bare chest against her. Pinning her arms by her side. "Let's talk about this!"
"NO!" Brittan said trying to get away from his grasp. "There isn't a damn thing to talk about!"
"Really?" He said as he forced her head to look up at him with his left hand. He tried to kiss her lips but she stepped on his foot with her heel and kneed him in groan.
"What the fuck…" Sean said as he crouched over.
Brittan pushed him off of her backed away. "And I thought that you cared about me…"
Sean straighten his posture and looked at Brittan. "I do baby!"
"No you don't you fucking liar!" Brittan spat. "If you really cared about me… about US… you wouldn't have even thought about that girl… you would have never been in that room with her!"
"But she was forcing me to do it Brittan!"
"MY ASS SHE WAS!" Brittan yelled. "It's over Sean… it over for good!" She started to cry harder and then started to run again.
"Wait!"
"FUCK OFF YOU BASTARD!" Brittan yelled… not looking back…
She ran and ran… she finally stopped running when she got to the park.
She saw a lake and walked over to it. Her reflection was so pitiful. Her makeup had been running and now she had her black eyeliner and mascara all over her cheeks. Her silver eyes shadow had been rubbed almost completely off. Her belly shirt was dirty from the dirt she had fell in and the mud that her shoes had kicked up while she was running. Her shirt had been just a white tank top belly shirt… but was now splattered with mud and covered in dirt.
Her pants were tight jeans that were black… they had dirt all over the knees and a little bit of mud was on the butt of her pants from her shoes. Her hair had been in a high pony tail… now it had worked its way down the back of her head and was now sagging at the bottom of her neck.
She took her hair tie out and sat down on the grass in front of the lake. She pulled her knees up to her chest and started to cry again.
She walked through the front door of her house. Her mother was in the dinning room sitting at the table, drinking her coffee and reading the newspaper.
"Is it already one o'clock?" she said as she looked up from the paper.
"No… I left early." Brittan said quietly as she hid her face from her mother.
"Did you get a ride home?" She asked as she looked down at the paper again.
"Yeah… I did!" she replied completely lying.
Her mother smiled and went on reading the paper.
Brittan walked through the living room… down the hall and up the staircase. She walked down another hallway to her room and closed her door behind her. Her parents had given her the master bedroom so she went to the bathroom and turned on the sink. She splashed her face with the cold water and grabbed a hand towel and did the best she could to get all of the makeup off.
When she had finished with that… she stepped out of the bathroom and back into her room. She took off her shirt and threw it onto the floor by her hamper. She grabbed her brush and brushed her hair and put it into a ponytail at the bottom of her neck.
She took off her pants and grabbed her pj's from off of her bed and a freshly cleaned nightshirt from her dresser.
Her door flew open and her father stood in the doorway. Swaggering from side to side. Brittan looked back at him and dropped her jaw. "Oh god no…" She said under her breath.
"What the fuck are you doing here?"
"I live here father… why else would I be here?!"
At this… her father apparently didn't agree with her smart-ass remarks. He walked into her room and cornered her in the far part of the room. "You don't talk to me like that!" He said… his face only inches away from her face.
His breath smelt of beer and whisky. Whenever he had been drinking, the slightest thing would
piss him off and he would become deathly violent.
(A/N: I'm not to good with writing fight scenes… but I will do my best… and remember… this is a dream/flashback!)
Her father grabbed the front of her shirt and lifted her off of the ground. He turned around and threw her onto the floor. Causing her to hit her head on the frame of her bed.
She let out a yelp of pain and gripped that back of her head.
He came over and pinned her to the floor and started to hit and slap her in the face. She screamed for help… but no one came to her rescue… not even her mother.
This went on for about thirty minutes. When her father finally left the room and shut the door… Brittan just laid on her floor. Holding her head in her hands.
When she finally got up… she went to the bathroom to see what kind of damage he had done this time.
Her reflection showed that she had a cut vertically in her right eyebrow… the left side of her lip had split in the corner and she had a cut horizontally on her forehead more to the left. Her cheekbone looked as if she was going to have a bruise there in the morning and so did her right eye.
She took off her bloody clothing and got into the shower.
She let the water run all over her body… she looked down and saw cuts and new bruised on her breasts. And the blood from her head was running down the rest of her body with the water thinning it. She looked at her arms and saw more blood. This time it wasn't coming from her head… it was coming from her collarbone.
When she finally got out of the shower… she grabbed a towel and wrapped it around her body and walked out into her room.
But on her bed was sitting Sean.
"What the fuck are you doing here?!" She asked bitterly.
"I came to talk to you!"
"Get the fuck out of my room…. In fact… GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY HOUSE!"
He smiled and walked up to her. "But your father said to stay as long as I like… so did your mother!"
Brittan glared at Sean as he walked toward her. "But I don't want you here… so get the fuck out!"
"No… I think I'll stay!" Sean said as he grabbed Brittan by her waist and pulled her into a kiss.
She beat his chest with her fists trying to get away. But he was too strong and too stubborn to let her got. He pulled his head back and glared down at her. He ripped the towel off of her slender body and pushed her onto her queen-sized bed.
"STOP IT!" Brittan screamed.
But Sean apparently didn't hear her screaming… which was doubtful or chose to ignore her. He pushed her down into the bed so her back was completely flat and pressed his body against hers.
"Now be a good girl and go along with it!" Sean whispered.
"'NO!" Brittan screamed again. "STOP IT… GET THE FUCK OFF OF ME!"
He started to kiss his way down her neck and then undid his pants.
"LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE!" She screamed again… kicking her legs furiously.
Brittan sat up in her bed and screamed.
Hermione came running out of the bathroom in her pants and bra. "What the hell happened?!" She asked as she ran to her.
Cold sweat ran down her forehead, her heart was pounding and her chest was raising and falling extremely fast.
Hermione sat down on Brittan's bed next to her and put her arms around her. "What happened?" She asked as she let her lean onto her lap.
Brittan was still breathing rather heavy… but managed to say, "It was just a nightmare… that's all it was… just a nightmare." She tried to convince herself as tears started to stream down her face. But it wasn't a nightmare… not the slightest bit… it was her past… the past that she had been trying to run away from.
Hermione stroked her head and cooed her and told her that everything was going to be alright… that it was just a bad dream. Even though Brittan knew it wasn't.
When Brittan finally stopped crying… she gave Hermione a hug. "Thanks…"
"Hey… no problem Brittan… anytime!" Hermione said as she hugged her back. "Just as long as you'll return the favor when I need it okay?!"
"Of course I will… you can count on it!"
They broke the hug and got up. Hermione went to the bathroom and grabbed her shirt and came back out to see Brittan changing her clothes.
"Are you going to be okay though?" Hermione asked.
"Yeah… it was just a dream… it'll pass!" She smiled and finished putting on her shirt.
Then… the door to their dorm room flung open. Brittan whipped back and looked at it… thinking that her father was coming in to beat her again. But it was only Lavender and Parvati.
Brittan sighed in relief and went back to her dresser.
"Can I help you two?" Hermione asked.
"Um… we just wanted to say sorry to Brittan… we were being really rude to you and all. And we're sorry!" Lavender said as Parvati nodded.
Brittan turned around as she put her watch on. "It's okay… really it is!" She smiled at the two and walked to her bed and sat down and grabbed her shoes.
"Anyway… we wanted to make up for it by giving you a total make over Brittan!" Parvati said as she pulled out a box from behind her back and Lavender pulled out a bag from behind her.
Brittan went wide-eyed and stared at them. "And why would you want to do that?" She asked.
"Because we feel bad and we think we can turn you into one of the sexiest girls in the school!" Parvati said as Lavender nodded.
"Um… I'm sure you can... but I'm not in the mood at the moment for girlish stuff!" Brittan smiled again and turned her attention back to her shoes.
"Hey Brittan…" Hermione said. "It could be fun and it would get your mind off of… well… you know!"
Brittan shot a look at her as if she couldn't believe she had said it. Then sighed and kicked off her shoe. "Alright…"
"YES!" Lavender and Parvati said.
Hermione smiled and sat down on her bed.
"Let the masters begin then!"
For about an hour…Lavender and Parvati played with colors for her makeup and clothes that would look good on her. They finally picked out black mascara and eyeliner… they had put the eyeliner on the lid of her eyes lid and silver eye shadow.
The clothes that they thought went well with her were tight black leather like pants with silver studs going down the seams on the side of the pants. A belt that was black with silver studs and four silver chains (all different lengths but are attached together) that they clipped to the right side of her pants by the belt loops.
They gave her a tight black tank top like belly shirt that had the word… "sexy" right in the middle of her chest. They also put a chain like choker to wear. But they let her wear the shoes that she had… considering they went with the outfit. They were black skater shoes that weren't tied… but still had the laces.
"And viola… sexiness!" Lavender said as they put Brittan in front of a mirror.
Brittan smiled. It was exactly how she used to dress before what happened to her… She looked herself up and down and remembered all of the boys that were always asking her out. But she was dating Sean and always said no. They had straightened her hair and left it down. Her highlights showed rather nicely and glistened in the light.
Brittan smiled and turned around. "Thanks…"
"Wait… I forgot something!" Parvati said as she dove for her makeup bag. She pulled out a tube of lip-gloss. "This! You know how to put it on right?"
"Yeah!" Brittan said as she took the tube from Parvati and applied it. She handed it back to her and then the taste and smell of watermelon filled her senses.
"There… we're done!" Parvati said.
"But we want you to have this!" Lavender held up a bag and Parvati held up a box.
"What is it?" Brittan asked as she took the bag and box.
"Well… in the bag there're clothing that should fit you and in the box…" Lavender said.
"In the box is the makeup that we used on you… there should be enough in there to last you the whole year!" Parvati said.
"But I think we'll need take you clothes shopping… cause the cloths in there are going to get old after awhile and there isn't that much to begin with anyway!" Lavender said.
"Um… thank you!" Brittan said as she smiled.
"Anyway… we have to go… But we'll see you around!" Lavender said.
"But if you have any questions on how to apply something or what would go good with what… just let us know and we would be glad to help you any day!" Parvati said. "Later!"
They both waved and walked out of the room closing the door behind them.
Brittan put the things the girls had given her on her bed and looked into the mirror again. Her flat stomach showed just like it used too. You could see the slightest line indicating her Abe's she had developed from weightlifting.
She smiled and looked at Hermione… who had been quiet for most of the time.
"Well… what do you think?" Brittan asked, putting her hands out by her sides and twirling around.
"I think it suits you very well!" Hermione said as smiled. "They did a very good job on you!"
Brittan smiled again. She tucked her hair behind her ear and sighed. "Well… it's lunch time right!" Hermione nodded. "Then lets go eat!"
The two walked to the great hall with their arms linked together. Brittan constantly getting stared at by all the passer bys. People wondering if it was the same person or if it was a new student.
When they walked into the great hall… Brittan and Hermione got even more looks. It seemed as though everyone in the hall was staring at them… Hermione just smiled and Brittan just stared at the ground in which she was walking on. She then looked up and looked at the Slytherin table… trying to find Draco.
She saw him… but he wasn't looking. Then Crabbe nudged him in the side and he looked up. His jaw dropped and his eyes went wide… He mouthed 'Brittan' as he looked at her and she smiled seductively and nodded her head.
She then saw him mouth 'oh my god' and she smiled again. She winked at him and sat down at the Gryffindor table with Hermione.
Everyone at the table was full of questions and Lavender and Parvati were grinning proudly at their "creation" and winked at Brittan.
The chatter of Brittan and Hermione died down when the food appeared on the tables and everyone started to eat… but still… every once in a while people would say something or stare at her.
Brittan had just started her potatoes when an eagle flew down and dropped a piece of paper in front of her. She looked at it for a moment and then looked over to Draco… who happened to be staring at her. She smiled at him and then looked down at the paper.
She unfolded it and saw Draco's name at the bottom of it and read it:
"Dear Brittan,
HOLY FUCKING SHIT! You look really good! Damn… when did this happen? Anyway… I was wondering if we were going to eat dinner… then go met each other… or skip dinner and go straight away. I personally would like to skip dinner… but it is up to you!
But I have been thinking of you all day and now you have blown me away… I mean… if you don't mind me saying… you look extremely Sexy!
Anyway… I await your answer!
Love,
Draco"
Brittan looked down at the letter and then looked over to Draco again… who was now talking to another Slytherin. She smiled and borrowed a piece of paper and a quill form Ron and wrote him back. She gave Ron back his quill and got up. "I have to use the bathroom… I'll be back in a bit!"
She walked out of the great hall and waited outside the doors for a bit. When a large group a preppy girls walked into the hall… she walked in behind them and walked over to the Slytherin table and right up behind Draco. Thankfully… no one from the Gryffindor table had noticed her walk back in.
She bent forward and put her hands on his shoulders. She looked to his left and then to his right and saw Brittan leaning down so that her face was level with his. She smiled and took her left hand off of his shoulder and stuck it into his left pants pocket. Making it so that her letter got to him and she knew it.
She leaned further down and lightly kissed him on the lips and then stood up straight and walked away.
"Holy SHIT Draco!" Marcus Flint said. "Do you know her?"
Draco smiled. "A little." He half lied.
Draco watched her walk back to the Gryffindor table and sit down in her original spot.
He shook his head and got up from the table.
"Where are you going Draco?" Crabbe asked.
"The bathroom man…" He replied. "I'll be back in a little while!"
He walked out of the Great Hall and went to the Slytherin common room and up to his dorm room and closed the door.
He sat on his bed and pulled the letter from out of his pocket. He unfolded it and read it to his self. It read:
"Dear Draco,
Thank you I guess… You thinking I'm sexy could be a good thing! But anyway… I think we should eat a little before we go. So why don't we eat for like fifteen minutes and then met out by the doors… I think that would work.
I'll just say that I am going to go to the library or something so they don't expect me to be in the common room or in my dorm.
Anyway… I can't wait to see you tonight and I am counting down the time until I see you tonight.
I hope the rest of your day wont be too boring for you!
Love,
Brittan"
Draco smiled to his self and then put the letter into his drawer by his bed along with all of the other letters she had sent him…
"Until tonight then!" Draco said as he rested his head on his pillow and closed his eyes.
A/N: Okay…. I was going to go on to where they go out during the night but that would make it extremely long… so I will write that in the next chapter!
But I am extremely proud of myself. I wrote this and edited it in less than 6 hours! WAHAHAHAHA! Now I just need to see if my father will let me on the internet and post it! Anyway… I love you all and hope to hear all of your reviews!
LOVES!!! *runs around and gives everyone hugs and kissed*
Until next time!
Hufflepuff Student8
Peace, Love and bullet proof condoms! (or Marshmallows… which ever you perfer!)
PS: Is it just me... or did i rush this chapter a little bit? If i did let me know and i will take more time on the other chapters to come and i hope to hear all of your feed back! LATER!