Riley carried on running. She run so fast that no one could catch up to
her. She run to the tree by the dam, that they always went to when they
wanted to bond. And climbed the tree. "I want to be a dancer Chloe said
climbing the tree" Tears run down Riley face as she remember what Chloe had
told her. Riley sat in the tree for hours just crying. I am gonna miss
you so much she shouted. Why NOW she screamed. I was just going to tell
you that Ben asked me out Riley said smiling and now you gone she said as
she burst into tears. Now who am I gonna ask how my hair looks and about
the cloths. Riley walked around for hours when she finally went home. She
sat on her bed and cried.
No, no, no, nooooo, No, no, no, nooooo, Listen little child, there will come a day, When you will be able, able to say, Never mind the pain, or the aggravation, You know, there's a better way, for you and me to be, Look for the rainbow, in every storm, Fly like an angel, heaven sent to me, Goodbye my friend, (I know you carry on searching, but I can still feel you here,) It's not the end, (you gotta keep it strong, before the pain turns into fear) So glad we made it, time will never change it, no, no. No, no, no, nooooo Just a little girl, big imagination, never letting no-one take it way. Went into the world (into the world) What a revelation, She found theres a better way, for you and me to be, Look for the rainbow, in every storm, Find out for certain, Loves gonna be there for you, you'll always be someone's baby. Goodbye my friend, (I know you carry on searching, but I can still feel you here,) It's not the end, (you gotta keep it strong, before the pain turns into fear) So glad we made it, time will never change it, no, no. No, no, no, nooooo You know its time to say goodbye, The times when we would play about, the way we used to scream and shout You never dreamt you'd go your own sweet way, Look for the rainbow, in every storm, Find out for certain, Loves gonna be there for you, you'll always be someone's baby. Goodbye my friend, (I know you carry on searching, but I can still feel you here,) It's not the end, (you gotta keep it strong, before the pain turns into fear) So glad we made it, time will never change it, no, no.
I was now a few days after Chloe death and Riley had some how come to terms with it. Mom come we are going to be late Riley said as she walked out the door. Riley are you ok? Her mom asked her. Yeah never been better she said and climbed into the car. Her mom looked at her and drove her to school.
Hey Riley Amber said as she walked up to her. How you holding she asked. Me oh me I am cool why what's with this concern Riley asked. Riley your twin sister just died she said. Riley stood still and you couldn't tell she was just trying to make the pain go away. What you all looking at Riley said as she turned around to see a whole crowd of people looking at her. I have never been better she said as she walked to her locker. Hey Riley Josh she as he walked over to her. How are you he asked? What's with all you people today, I am cool actually never been better she told Josh. You know I use to see Chloe standing here and I'd smile knowing she was so popular but not a bitch like the other one's. I remember watching both of you, putting your make-up on. Right here by these lockers. Riley looked at Josh and just walked away.
"Did you hear about Chloe Carlson, No what happened, she was hit by a car and died on Saturday night. WHAT! I'd only wish it was Riley I know Chloe was such a cool person, alike her twin sister" Riley watched Natalie and Bianca leave. They were the 2 most popular girls in the school and they didn't even like her. Tears started running down her face and she run out the school crying. What did I do that was so bad, why did I have to lose you she shouted? Riley remembers to believe in yourself she heard someone saying. Riley looked around but no one was talking to here, probably about her. But then she heard it again. Riley remembers to believe in yourself. But some how she smiled and walked inside with a smile on her face again.
Hey Bianca, Natalie Riley said as she walked up to them. Hiya Bianca said. Can we help you Natalie asked? Yeah actually you can I mean you must have heard about Chloe by now she asked them. Yeah we have and we are so sorry Natalie said. Yeah you must be because if Chloe heard what you just said she would have been so discussed, I mean I was, I mean I am her twin sister. So if you had to choose your twin sister over your friends, who would you chose. What are you talking about Riley Bianca asked? I think you know and by the way, did you really think I liked you to. Now get over yourself and don't bother coming to the funeral and she walked over. What the hell is her problem Bianca asked Natalie? You don't think she heard us talking early Natalie asked. I hope not she told her and walked away.
It was 3 days later, the funeral was about to start. Riley walked into the church and walked up to Chloe coffin. I love ya sis Riley said as she looked at Chloe laying in the coffin. Riley walked to the seats and sat down. Tears started running down her face. Riley are you ok? Their mom said as she walked in. I' am fine she said. Ok well the rest of the family is going to be here soon. Beth the lady shouted. Macy my mom said as she runs up to her and started crying well they hugged. {Ok well Beth is my mom sister and she has 3 kids, which our mine cousin they is Sandra- Ann, Michelle and David. Then she has a brother and he has 2 kids which are Shantal and Stephanie. And then my dad had 1 sister and she is 23 and has a fiancé and then my1 Grandmother and Grandfather} All of them will be here in about half an hour she told my mom. Riley She said as she comes up to me. How you holding you she asked me. Oh me I'm fine she said and walked out. What's the matter with her Sandra-Anne asked. Her Twin sister just died, do you blame her Macys said. Well it's only going to get harder if she doesn't talk about it. I know but just give her time Macy said. I heard my mom and aunty talking. She was right maybe if everybody just gave me time I would actually comes to terms with it.
Moments after that everybody started arriving and before I knew it everyone was around me. I couldn't take it. I need air. I make a gap for it and run to the one special place I knew. Our house was just done the road from the church, so I ran home. I ran to Chloe's bed room. I walked inside and stopped. It looked so different; I mean mom was starting to clean it up. There was no "Backstage boys, Atomic Kitten and Josh Hartnet poster on the walls" I sat by Chloe's desk and opened her draws. I picked up a book that she always uses to write in; I don't think any one ever read it. And I started reading it.
"Dears Dairy" "Today I meet the guy of my dreams, his name is James. Riley's thinks it's going to be a other guy who turns out to be just a crush. But she wrong and I'll prove it to her. I am not sure what I'd do if she wins again" "You're truly Chloe"
"Riley thought back on that day. Just like she said, it wasn't Chloe's dream guy. Actually it problem was the worst guy she dated."
*************** Back 2 years ago******************
"Are you out of your mind" Riley screamed at her sister. "NO" She screams back. You NOT getting in that car" Riley said as she shut Chloe's door. "And who going to stop me" she shouted back. "Me or MOM" Riley told her sister. "WHAT you going to tell mom on me" Chloe hissed back. "If you get in that car then yes" Riley said quite calmly. "I hate you Riley" Chloe screamed as she stomped up the stairs. "You will thank me one day" Riley told her. "I hope she said in almost a whisper".
"Chloe I think we need to talk" Riley told her as she walked into Chloe room. "About what, the fact that you are ruining my life or the fact that you Jealousy" Chloe asked her. "WHAT" Riley shot back? "Don't deny it" Chloe shouted. You just hate to see me have fun" Chloe said again. "I am not like that, I just want to have a sister for the rest of my life" Riley shouted back. Chloe stopped and looked at Riley. Just then Macy walked thought the door. Chloe I have some bad news. Chloe looked at Riley and then her mom. "WHAT" She asked. Ummm.well James was in an accident and his mother phoned and said that apart it was your fault. Riley and Chloe looked at their mom. "What" Chloe said? "Chloe had nothing to do with this" Riley shot back. "Then what happed" Macy asked. "Ok well James asked me if he can take me for a spin in his new car so we went and then he told me he was going to take me again" " But then Chloe told him no" Riley finished for her. "No don't worry Chloe told Riley" "I was supposed to go with but then Riley wouldn't let me" Chloe told her mom. But I had nothing to do with it Chloe told her mom. "Don't worry about it, we will fix it" Macy said as she hugged her. "But how is he" Riley asked. "His going to be ok" their mother told them. "Anyway sleep tight" Macy said and walked out Chloe's room. Riley started walking out Chloe's room when Chloe called her "Riley wait" Chloe told her. " I am sorry, I just want to do things that dangers sometimes. If it wasn't for you I might not even have been here now, I own you my life" Chloe told Riley. "You don't own me anything, just be happy and it's enough for me, I promise. Good night Chloe" Riley said and walked out her room. Chloe ran after Riley. Riley walked into her room and was warmly surprised to see Chloe standing behind her. Chloe Pulled Riley's in for a hug and Riley hugged her back. "Sister's for life" Chloe told her. "Let's make a pact" Riley told her. Chloe put her fits on to Riley. "One for all and all for one" Both Riley and Chloe said together. Chloe pulled Riley in for a other hug. "I love ya sis Chloe said and walked out. Chloe walked into her room and wiped the tears away from her eyes. "What would I do with out you Chloe Thought?"
*********************Back to now*****************
Riley could feel her eyes starting up again. She turned the page and carried on reading. She turned the page, Omg she thought. She smiled as she read it.
"Dear Dairy" "Today Riley and I won two tickets to see our fave group and guess what we won backstage pass can you believe it. When I told Riley she freaked. I don't think I have ever seen her like that. Westlife here we come" "You're truly" "Chloe"
Riley turned the page again. And read it.
"Dear Diary" "Today I am not sure what I would have done with out Riley, Our fave cousin Jennie left for England. She moved there. I cried so much, but Riley was right beside me." "Yours truly" "Chloe"
Riley couldn't take it anymore; she shut the book and put it on the table. By now tears were pouring down her face. "Riley" she heard someone calling her. She turned around to come face to face with Jennie. "Jennie" she shouted and run up to her. Jennie pulled her in for a big bear hug. "I am soooo sorry Riley" Jennie told her. "I don't know what to do" Riley said as tears come faster. Jennie hugged her tighter. "I don't know what to say, I have never been in that situation" Jennie told her. "But you loved her to, how are you dealing with it" Riley asked her. "I will always love Chloe and you Riley and nothing will ever change that but you have to just remember the goods times and good things about her" Jennie said just before she burst into tears. Riley and Jennie hugged each other and cried on each others shoulder. "Riley, Jennie it about to start" Aunty Beth said as she walked up to us. "Come Riley, it's going to be ok" Jennie said as she held Riley's hand. Riley walked to the church with Jennie and Beth. She walked inside and saw her mom and dad waiting for her. She went and sat in the front of the church and could feel her eyes starting up again. "We are here to share a sad moment and to remember someone very special". "Not only was she a sister or a daughter or then a friend but she was a kind and lovely person." "If anyone wants to speak you may come up now and share a few moments with us" the priest said. Riley got up and walked up the front. "Well everybody know me as her twin sister, she wasn't only my twin sister but she was my best friend, she was the one person who really knew me and knew what crazy thing I was going to do next" She told then as she slightly smiled. "I loved her" Riley said as the tears started poring down her cheeks "What am I going to do now she shouted" Jennie ran up to Riley and hugged her. "Come Riley" she said and started to help her down the stairs. "NO, I own her this" Riley shouted to Jennie. "I just wanted to tell her that I love her and I will miss her forever, she my best friend" Riley said as she burst into tears. Macy went and helped Riley to her chair. "Hi I am Jennie, and I am their cousin" Jennie she as she carried on for Riley. "I remember this one time, it was when I first moved to England, Wow and how I remember how much they both cried because I was going, that how I feel now, we will see Chloe again, just picture her away on holiday waiting for us to go with her" Jennie said while tears fall down her cheeks. By the time it was finished everybody was in tears.
No, no, no, nooooo, No, no, no, nooooo, Listen little child, there will come a day, When you will be able, able to say, Never mind the pain, or the aggravation, You know, there's a better way, for you and me to be, Look for the rainbow, in every storm, Fly like an angel, heaven sent to me, Goodbye my friend, (I know you carry on searching, but I can still feel you here,) It's not the end, (you gotta keep it strong, before the pain turns into fear) So glad we made it, time will never change it, no, no. No, no, no, nooooo Just a little girl, big imagination, never letting no-one take it way. Went into the world (into the world) What a revelation, She found theres a better way, for you and me to be, Look for the rainbow, in every storm, Find out for certain, Loves gonna be there for you, you'll always be someone's baby. Goodbye my friend, (I know you carry on searching, but I can still feel you here,) It's not the end, (you gotta keep it strong, before the pain turns into fear) So glad we made it, time will never change it, no, no. No, no, no, nooooo You know its time to say goodbye, The times when we would play about, the way we used to scream and shout You never dreamt you'd go your own sweet way, Look for the rainbow, in every storm, Find out for certain, Loves gonna be there for you, you'll always be someone's baby. Goodbye my friend, (I know you carry on searching, but I can still feel you here,) It's not the end, (you gotta keep it strong, before the pain turns into fear) So glad we made it, time will never change it, no, no.
I was now a few days after Chloe death and Riley had some how come to terms with it. Mom come we are going to be late Riley said as she walked out the door. Riley are you ok? Her mom asked her. Yeah never been better she said and climbed into the car. Her mom looked at her and drove her to school.
Hey Riley Amber said as she walked up to her. How you holding she asked. Me oh me I am cool why what's with this concern Riley asked. Riley your twin sister just died she said. Riley stood still and you couldn't tell she was just trying to make the pain go away. What you all looking at Riley said as she turned around to see a whole crowd of people looking at her. I have never been better she said as she walked to her locker. Hey Riley Josh she as he walked over to her. How are you he asked? What's with all you people today, I am cool actually never been better she told Josh. You know I use to see Chloe standing here and I'd smile knowing she was so popular but not a bitch like the other one's. I remember watching both of you, putting your make-up on. Right here by these lockers. Riley looked at Josh and just walked away.
"Did you hear about Chloe Carlson, No what happened, she was hit by a car and died on Saturday night. WHAT! I'd only wish it was Riley I know Chloe was such a cool person, alike her twin sister" Riley watched Natalie and Bianca leave. They were the 2 most popular girls in the school and they didn't even like her. Tears started running down her face and she run out the school crying. What did I do that was so bad, why did I have to lose you she shouted? Riley remembers to believe in yourself she heard someone saying. Riley looked around but no one was talking to here, probably about her. But then she heard it again. Riley remembers to believe in yourself. But some how she smiled and walked inside with a smile on her face again.
Hey Bianca, Natalie Riley said as she walked up to them. Hiya Bianca said. Can we help you Natalie asked? Yeah actually you can I mean you must have heard about Chloe by now she asked them. Yeah we have and we are so sorry Natalie said. Yeah you must be because if Chloe heard what you just said she would have been so discussed, I mean I was, I mean I am her twin sister. So if you had to choose your twin sister over your friends, who would you chose. What are you talking about Riley Bianca asked? I think you know and by the way, did you really think I liked you to. Now get over yourself and don't bother coming to the funeral and she walked over. What the hell is her problem Bianca asked Natalie? You don't think she heard us talking early Natalie asked. I hope not she told her and walked away.
It was 3 days later, the funeral was about to start. Riley walked into the church and walked up to Chloe coffin. I love ya sis Riley said as she looked at Chloe laying in the coffin. Riley walked to the seats and sat down. Tears started running down her face. Riley are you ok? Their mom said as she walked in. I' am fine she said. Ok well the rest of the family is going to be here soon. Beth the lady shouted. Macy my mom said as she runs up to her and started crying well they hugged. {Ok well Beth is my mom sister and she has 3 kids, which our mine cousin they is Sandra- Ann, Michelle and David. Then she has a brother and he has 2 kids which are Shantal and Stephanie. And then my dad had 1 sister and she is 23 and has a fiancé and then my1 Grandmother and Grandfather} All of them will be here in about half an hour she told my mom. Riley She said as she comes up to me. How you holding you she asked me. Oh me I'm fine she said and walked out. What's the matter with her Sandra-Anne asked. Her Twin sister just died, do you blame her Macys said. Well it's only going to get harder if she doesn't talk about it. I know but just give her time Macy said. I heard my mom and aunty talking. She was right maybe if everybody just gave me time I would actually comes to terms with it.
Moments after that everybody started arriving and before I knew it everyone was around me. I couldn't take it. I need air. I make a gap for it and run to the one special place I knew. Our house was just done the road from the church, so I ran home. I ran to Chloe's bed room. I walked inside and stopped. It looked so different; I mean mom was starting to clean it up. There was no "Backstage boys, Atomic Kitten and Josh Hartnet poster on the walls" I sat by Chloe's desk and opened her draws. I picked up a book that she always uses to write in; I don't think any one ever read it. And I started reading it.
"Dears Dairy" "Today I meet the guy of my dreams, his name is James. Riley's thinks it's going to be a other guy who turns out to be just a crush. But she wrong and I'll prove it to her. I am not sure what I'd do if she wins again" "You're truly Chloe"
"Riley thought back on that day. Just like she said, it wasn't Chloe's dream guy. Actually it problem was the worst guy she dated."
*************** Back 2 years ago******************
"Are you out of your mind" Riley screamed at her sister. "NO" She screams back. You NOT getting in that car" Riley said as she shut Chloe's door. "And who going to stop me" she shouted back. "Me or MOM" Riley told her sister. "WHAT you going to tell mom on me" Chloe hissed back. "If you get in that car then yes" Riley said quite calmly. "I hate you Riley" Chloe screamed as she stomped up the stairs. "You will thank me one day" Riley told her. "I hope she said in almost a whisper".
"Chloe I think we need to talk" Riley told her as she walked into Chloe room. "About what, the fact that you are ruining my life or the fact that you Jealousy" Chloe asked her. "WHAT" Riley shot back? "Don't deny it" Chloe shouted. You just hate to see me have fun" Chloe said again. "I am not like that, I just want to have a sister for the rest of my life" Riley shouted back. Chloe stopped and looked at Riley. Just then Macy walked thought the door. Chloe I have some bad news. Chloe looked at Riley and then her mom. "WHAT" She asked. Ummm.well James was in an accident and his mother phoned and said that apart it was your fault. Riley and Chloe looked at their mom. "What" Chloe said? "Chloe had nothing to do with this" Riley shot back. "Then what happed" Macy asked. "Ok well James asked me if he can take me for a spin in his new car so we went and then he told me he was going to take me again" " But then Chloe told him no" Riley finished for her. "No don't worry Chloe told Riley" "I was supposed to go with but then Riley wouldn't let me" Chloe told her mom. But I had nothing to do with it Chloe told her mom. "Don't worry about it, we will fix it" Macy said as she hugged her. "But how is he" Riley asked. "His going to be ok" their mother told them. "Anyway sleep tight" Macy said and walked out Chloe's room. Riley started walking out Chloe's room when Chloe called her "Riley wait" Chloe told her. " I am sorry, I just want to do things that dangers sometimes. If it wasn't for you I might not even have been here now, I own you my life" Chloe told Riley. "You don't own me anything, just be happy and it's enough for me, I promise. Good night Chloe" Riley said and walked out her room. Chloe ran after Riley. Riley walked into her room and was warmly surprised to see Chloe standing behind her. Chloe Pulled Riley's in for a hug and Riley hugged her back. "Sister's for life" Chloe told her. "Let's make a pact" Riley told her. Chloe put her fits on to Riley. "One for all and all for one" Both Riley and Chloe said together. Chloe pulled Riley in for a other hug. "I love ya sis Chloe said and walked out. Chloe walked into her room and wiped the tears away from her eyes. "What would I do with out you Chloe Thought?"
*********************Back to now*****************
Riley could feel her eyes starting up again. She turned the page and carried on reading. She turned the page, Omg she thought. She smiled as she read it.
"Dear Dairy" "Today Riley and I won two tickets to see our fave group and guess what we won backstage pass can you believe it. When I told Riley she freaked. I don't think I have ever seen her like that. Westlife here we come" "You're truly" "Chloe"
Riley turned the page again. And read it.
"Dear Diary" "Today I am not sure what I would have done with out Riley, Our fave cousin Jennie left for England. She moved there. I cried so much, but Riley was right beside me." "Yours truly" "Chloe"
Riley couldn't take it anymore; she shut the book and put it on the table. By now tears were pouring down her face. "Riley" she heard someone calling her. She turned around to come face to face with Jennie. "Jennie" she shouted and run up to her. Jennie pulled her in for a big bear hug. "I am soooo sorry Riley" Jennie told her. "I don't know what to do" Riley said as tears come faster. Jennie hugged her tighter. "I don't know what to say, I have never been in that situation" Jennie told her. "But you loved her to, how are you dealing with it" Riley asked her. "I will always love Chloe and you Riley and nothing will ever change that but you have to just remember the goods times and good things about her" Jennie said just before she burst into tears. Riley and Jennie hugged each other and cried on each others shoulder. "Riley, Jennie it about to start" Aunty Beth said as she walked up to us. "Come Riley, it's going to be ok" Jennie said as she held Riley's hand. Riley walked to the church with Jennie and Beth. She walked inside and saw her mom and dad waiting for her. She went and sat in the front of the church and could feel her eyes starting up again. "We are here to share a sad moment and to remember someone very special". "Not only was she a sister or a daughter or then a friend but she was a kind and lovely person." "If anyone wants to speak you may come up now and share a few moments with us" the priest said. Riley got up and walked up the front. "Well everybody know me as her twin sister, she wasn't only my twin sister but she was my best friend, she was the one person who really knew me and knew what crazy thing I was going to do next" She told then as she slightly smiled. "I loved her" Riley said as the tears started poring down her cheeks "What am I going to do now she shouted" Jennie ran up to Riley and hugged her. "Come Riley" she said and started to help her down the stairs. "NO, I own her this" Riley shouted to Jennie. "I just wanted to tell her that I love her and I will miss her forever, she my best friend" Riley said as she burst into tears. Macy went and helped Riley to her chair. "Hi I am Jennie, and I am their cousin" Jennie she as she carried on for Riley. "I remember this one time, it was when I first moved to England, Wow and how I remember how much they both cried because I was going, that how I feel now, we will see Chloe again, just picture her away on holiday waiting for us to go with her" Jennie said while tears fall down her cheeks. By the time it was finished everybody was in tears.