A/n: well, I am nearly done with this so I decided to get it over with.
That is, if I can get rid of the writers block, I know what I want written
its just I can't find the right words to put it in. Oh well, if you don't
like it, see if I care.
I only own Gallvinion and Cahadras because they are my characters. I do not own anything that involves YYH. And if I did, trust me I'd be doing better things then sitting around writing fanfics.
Hiei: Hn...
Yusuke: Yeah, if she owned us, she'd forget the fanfics and manipulating us and torture us instead.
Cahadras: Uhh, so what? I like torturing things. *Points to Hiei.* I wouldn't torture him.
Kuwabara: Yea, but that's cause you would be too busy glomping him to torture him.
Hiei: Hn... Glomping is torture fool.
Cahadras: *Light Blush* I do NOT glomp so I would not glomp him!
Yusuke: Can you prove it?
Cahadras: My Katana will prove it. *Blood lust in eyes and un sheaths Katana*
Yusuke and Kuwabara: *Gulps.* Never mind. You wouldn't glomp him.
Cahadras: Good boys.
Kurama: Can we get on with the Fanfic already please?
Cahadras: Oh, yea I forgot about it. *Glares at Yusuke and Kuwabara.* It's their fault! *attacks them.*
Yusuke and Kuwabara: *runs around screaming trying to save their skins.
Hiei: Hn... Just get on with the foolish thing already!
~*~*~*~
Where You Belong
Her Choice
~*~*~*~
"Okay Hiei we know you want to bring her back, but damn you don't have to nearly kill us just to get to the damn TV!" Yusuke shouted from his apartment room as he and the others tried their best to hold Hiei back from trying to switch dementions and bring Cahadras back. In the course of 15 minutes they all had gained burnt marks all over various parts of their bodies and Kuwabara had long been thrown out the window and into a tree.
"Hn, let me the fuck go before you all become women!" Hiei snarled out. Yusuke and Kurama winced at the thought of the threat, but still kept a hold of him to try and calm him down.
Since Cahadras has disappeared to her world, Hiei had left the messed up building to tell the others what he had found out. He had done this quite calmly though, but once he had finished telling them everything he decided he was going to go after her. No one could get a coherent answer form him about why he wanted her back so badly though. The only thing they got out of him was "She should be where she belongs." That was the only coherent thing he has said before his little man turn to woman threat.
"Hiei, please get your brain back from where ever it has gone and come to your senses!" Kurama grunted out as he tried once again to hold Hiei back from leaving the place and going some where to switch dementions. He didn't expect Hiei to spin around and shoot flames in his face though so Yusuke had to tackle him to the ground while Kurama tried to get his on fire hair into some water.
"Hn..." He muttered and finally stopped struggling as Yusuke had him in a full nelson on the floor in his bedroom.
"Damn..." Yusuke muttered. "If I didn't know any better I'd think you were in love with this girl." He muttered. Suddenly Hiei shifted underneath as if what Yusuke said had struck a nerve or something.
"Hn..." Was Hiei's only response.
Kurama walked back in drying his hair off from wetting it down to get rid of the fire in his hair, brining along the stench of burnt hair making Yusuke and Hiei both scrunch their noses up from the smell. "Yusuke I think your right. Hiei, do you love Cahadras that badly?" He asked.
They only got another Hn from the fire apparition pinned to the floor.
"I take that as an 'I refuse to answer'." Yusuke muttered. Kurama nodded his head and left to the kitchen. Seconds later he came back holding something behind his back.
"Hiei?" He asked quietly in a very guilty sounding voice.
"What?" Hiei asked sharply.
Kurama cleared his throat and knelt down to Hiei's level since he was pinned to the floor and looked at him sweetly. "Will you please share with us why you want Cahadras back so badly?"
"Hn..." Was his only answer so Kurama made his voice go stern and he sweet look left him.
"Fine, you leave me no choice." He walked over to the open window and pulled out what was behind him and left it dangling outside the window. It was a box of sweet snow. "Tell or the sweet snow goes down to the ground."
Yusuke chuckled at this since Hiei suddenly started squirming from Yusuke's full nelson and his face turned to panic and desperation.
"Give me!" he yelled as Kurama pretended to drop it off the ledge and caught it again.
Hiei's eyes widened and he looked like a 5 year old being told Santa, The Easter Bunny and Tooth Fairy wasn't real. "Don't you dare." He squeaked out as Kurama pretended to drop the box of snowy goodness yet again.
"Then tell us why you want Cahadras back so badly?" Kurama said sternly. Yusuke began to laugh so hard at Hiei's expense that he started to have trouble holding the fire apparition down in the full nelson.
"Damn it all to hell and back." Hiei muttered and suddenly rolled over, smashing Yusuke and forcing him to let go of him and let him stand up. Glaring at Kurama he sat down on Yusuke's bed.
"Hn... Fine I'll tell, but first give me the sweet snow!" He ordered. Kurama obliged and threw the box over to him, which he caught and petted the box like it was a cat and suddenly opening the box and throwing all its contents into his mouth and swallowing it all.
Yusuke looked at him with wide eyes along with Kurama: O.O
"Amazing, no brain freeze." Yusuke said in disbelief.
Kurama nodded his head in agreement, but his voice turned sharp. "Now answer my question Hiei." He ordered.
Hiei got a sour expression on his face, but got more comfortable on Yusuke's bed. "Damn you fox, fine I'll tell you why."
--
Cahadras suddenly gained her eye site back and saw that she was in a dark room with everything covered in dust with the windows broken and a TV right behind her that seemed to be broken. The room looked actually quite familiar.
"My old apartment." She breathed out and placed a hand to her head to feel her fox ears. Only, all she felt was hair, her eyes widened as she placed her hands on the side of her head and felt ningens ears on her. "I'm, human again?" She stood up and walked slowly around the room trying to remember where the bathroom was, once remembered she walked into there and looked into the now cracked and dusty mirror. Like everything else in the old apartment, it was covered in cobwebs.
Her blue hair and silver highlights were gone and were replaced with her once long brown hair and red highlights. The red eyes that once blinked at her were now their old grey hazel. Her third eye was now gone along with the head band that concealed it and the katana at her side was gone. Her fox ears and tail were gone and she had normal human hearing once again.
"I'm back...." She muttered stepping back away from the mirror. "But this place has changed... It's all changed..."
She walked out of the apartment room and followed by memory the way out of the place. Oddly, it was all dusty and filled with cobwebs as well, as if the place had been closed down for ten years. She stopped walking just as she reached the entrance doors.
As if it had been closed down for ten years! She was in the Yu Yu Hakusho world for ten years!
"...Kisama...." She muttered and walked over to the old front desk where a pile of old newspapers were.
She lifted up one of the old newspapers and read the front headline.
SHINOBE APARTMENTS CLOSED DOWN SINCE THE LANDLORD WAS SENT TO A MENTAL INSTITUTE FOR SAYING HE SAW A YOUNG GIRL GET SUCKED UP INTO HER TV. Check page three for more details.
Her eyes widened and she quickly fumbled the pages and tried to find page three. Once found she looked at the article mention and read through it.
Landlord Mr. Antonio was said to have gone up to the girl, Cahadras Fearia's, apartment room to see the girl screaming in agony and getting sucked into her own TV. Doctors seeing this as total nonsense sent the Landlord to a Mental Hospital. Since the man still had the building paid for and would not sell it to any one or give it to any one. The Apartment building was forced to be closed down. Many people who lived here were forced to more some where else and now complain about leaving their old homes. Police officials looked for three years for the missing Cahadras girl, but no evidence was found of where she could be. The only thing found of her was her very own pair of pants lying in front of the TV. More reports of this mystery will be seen next week.
"Holy shit..." Cahadras muttered as she dropped the newspaper to the ground and stepped back. "Ten years have passed.... I shouldn't be here...." Mind set, she left the apartment building and walked outside.
What she saw made her eyes widen even more. The whole road and buildings were all old and a lot of graffiti had been written all over all the walls. Paper and trash were lying all over the place and not a soul was found on the streets.
"This place looks like downtown...." Cahadras muttered. Shaking her head to clear she walked down the street hoping to find something she found familiar.
After hours of walking down the street trying to find something familiar she saw one thing; the old Radio Shack. She had gone their millions of times to buy her Lincoln Park CD's and it seemed to still be in business.
"Hn..." She mumbled and placed her hood over her face that was hooked to her coat she was wearing since trench coats would make her look too much like a suspicious character. Once the hood covered her face she walked inside.
The place was a mess; radios were thrown all over the place an old man was standing behind the counter sweeping as if he had already cleaned the rest of the room.
"Hello, welcome to Radio Shack. Hope you can find what you are looking for." The old man muttered and started to ignore her. Cahadras only shrugged at the senile man and walked to the back of the store, where she heard a radio blasting out music on one of the stations.
*This 93.3, oldies stations bring you some old rock for you Oldies Lovers to listen to. One of my personal favorites, Lincoln Park's "Somewhere I Belong!"*
Cahadras gasped and stepped back as Lincoln Park sounded on the Radio and her eyes widened yet again. "Lincoln Park on the oldies? That's something I a NOT ready for." She muttered, but her shocked state slid away as she began listening to the words of the song.
~When this began,
I had nothing to say,
And I'd be lost in the nothingness inside of me.
I was confused.
And I let it all out to find/ that I'm
Not the only person with these things in mind.
Inside of me,
But all the vacancy the words revealed.
Is the only real thing I got left to feel.
Nothing to lose,
Just stuck, hollow and alone,
And the fault is my own
And the fault is my own. ~
Cahadras' eyes widened and her fingers clenched together as the chorus began. She quietly stepped back away from the radio.
~ I want to heal,
I want to feel.
What I thought was never real.
I want to let go of the pain I've held so long.
[ Erase all the pain until it's gone. ]
I want to heal.
I want to feel.
Like I'm close to something real.
I want to find something I've wanted all along.
Somewhere I belong.... ~
She slowly slumped to the floor as she seemed to go into a trance listening to the words.
~ And I've got nothing to say...
I can't believe I didn't fall right down on my face.
I was confused.
Looking everywhere/ Only to find that it's,
Not the way I had imagined it all in my mind.
So what am I?
What do I have but negativity?
'Cause I can't justify the
Way everyone is looking at me.
Nothing to lose.
Nothing to gain/ Hollow and alone.
And the fault is my own,
The fault is my own. ~
She slumped more to the floor and leaned her head against the counter that was holding of the radio as the words sunk deep within her heart and she began to understand why Hiei had wanted her to stay.
~ I want to heal,
I want to feel...
What I thought was never real...
I want to let go of the pain I've held so long...
[Erase all the pain until it's gone.]
I want to heal,
I want to feel,
Like I'm close to something real,
I want to find something I've wanted all along...
Somewhere I belong... ~
"I...." She began to mutter incoherently and shudders went down her spine... A vision of how Hiei looked when his hand had went through hers flashed through her mind and she suddenly growled at her idiocy.
~ I will never know,
Myself until I do this on my own,
And I will never feel,
Anything else until my wounds are healed.
I will never be,
Anything 'till I break away from me.
And I will break away,
I'll find myself today...~
"I don't..." She stuttered yet again and lost her voice. Standing up she began to leave the old Store.
~ I want to heal,
I want to feel,
What I thought was never real.
I want to let go of the pain I've held so long.
[Erase all the pain 'till it' gone]
I want to heal,
I want to feel.
Like I'm close to something real.
I want to find something I've wanted all along.
Somewhere I belong...
I want to heal,
I want to feel like I'm....
Somewhere I belong... ~
By the time the music stopped, Cahadras was long gone from the Radio shack hiding in the shadows of an old alleyway filled with trashcans, dirt and grime.
"I don't belong here..." She finished as she knelt down in a mud puddle and held her face in her hands. "I'm such a baka." She rammed her head against the wall behind her, making her gasp in pain, but she only did it yet again. Each time her head hit the wall; she muttered the words baka and continued.
'He actually did care; he felt the same as I did...' She thought to herself as she abused her head in such a way. 'And I being the block head I am didn't see it. I was too caught up in wanting to go home here, that I didn't realize my new home was there...with him... Baka, baka, baka, baka, baka, baka.'
Seconds turned to minutes, and minutes to hours, and only when two hours had passed, did she stop abusing her now bleeding head and stand up with her mind set,
"Time for me to go." She hissed out in pain from the pain in her head. "Some where I belong..." With that she took off, back to the radio shack where he saw some working TV's.... Rain was lightly pouring and lightning was also crashing through the sky.
--
Hiei was now sitting on the window sill looking out to the sky as more lightning crashed. His reflection was all he saw though as he sat there thinking about the events that led to him feeling hollow... Not to mention very alone.
Kuwabara had long since gotten himself out of the tree and came back up to see what was going on, what he had seen though was Hiei at the window sill in deep thought and Kurama and Yusuke sitting down on the bed and against the wall in deep thought. Both seemed to be looking at Hiei with pity in their eyes and Kuwabara was extremely confused.
"Hey guy's..." He muttered. "What's going on?" He asked.
"Hiei..." Kurama muttered. "You know how he acts right?"
Kuwabara nodded his head. "Annoying and always asking me to hit him because of how he acts? Uncaring and all that other stuff?" He asked. Kurama nodded his head.
"Did you ever think Hiei could actually care for some one? A girl to be exact?" Yusuke asked form his sitting position.
"Once hell froze over yea." Kuwabara muttered. Kurama sighed.
"Well I guess hell froze over Kuwabara." Kurama said. "It appears that Hiei has fallen in love with Cahadras." Yusuke nodded his head and the two looked over at Kuwabara.
He apparently had lost his jaw bone because his mouth was dragging the floor.
"Shorty was in love with her?!?!" Kuwabara asked with his left eye twitching. "That's weird..." He muttered and looked over at Hiei who seemed to not even realize they were talking about him and his feelings with him in the room. He just seemed lost in thought as he stared out the window.
"Yea yea, that's why he went all crazy and stuff." Yusuke muttered. "I think we need to pay a visit to the toddler for a few hours and pay him a visit. He probably just ruined Hiei's life more then any on else in here could have done."
Kuwabara blinked in confusion. "What does Koenma have to do with this?"
Kurama shrugged. "If he had told Cahadras earlier on that her parents were demons and from here, she more then likely would have stayed, but he kept that information away from her making her think her real parents were in the other world.." He explained.
"Oh..." Kuwabara muttered and blinked in confusion some more. "I don't get it..."
"*KNOCK KNOCK*" Someone banged on the door taking all three of the boys by surprise. Hiei only stayed in his place as if nothing had happened.
"I'll get it." Yusuke muttered as he stood up and left for the door. Kurama and Kuwabara shrugged and let him leave and waited for him to come back. What they got instead was a loud THUMP on the floor in the hallway and Yusuke yelling. "Holy shit!"
"What's wrong Urameshi?" Kuwabara asked as he and Kurama went into the hallway to see what was going on. The two stopped in their tracks and their jaws dropped.
Yusuke was standing in the doorway holding the door open as a girl with blue hair and silver highlights, fox and fox tail and all lay unconscious on the floor in the doorway with the back of her head bloodied up.
"She just fell in the doorway like it took all she had just to knock." Yusuke muttered. Kurama raced over to where Yusuke stood and dragged her out of the doorway so he could shut the door. Rolling her over he recognized her face immediately.
"It's the Cahadras chick!" Kuwabara yelled out loudly.
"It appears to be so..." Kurama agreed. Yusuke only blinked with wide eyes down at the knocked out girl.
"She came back?" he asked. Kurama nodded his head with as much confusion on his face as was in Yusuke's voice.
Cahadras opened her eyes slightly and hn'ed... "I belong here." She muttered before falling fully into a comatose...
"She's lost too much blood to be able to stay awake." Kurama muttered. "She needs some rest and I'll use my power to try and heal her." The two human boys nodded and picked the limp Cahadras up and brought her into Yusuke's room and unceremoniously dumped her onto the bed.
Hiei continued staring out the window deep in thought, but he suddenly smelt blood with a mix of the smell of irises and a very familiar female fox scent. His eyes widened a fraction of an inch and he spun around in his place to see Cahadras knocked out on Yusuke's bed with dried blood on the back of her head. Kurama had a wet wash rag on her face and Yusuke and Kuwabara were standing in the doorway.
"Cahadras?" he muttered and gained every ones attention as they all looked at him. He just blinked at the girl lying on the bed.
~*~*~*~*~
I'll stop there. Don't get mad at me for stopping there either because my fingers are tired, and their will is law so nah!! *Sticks tongue out.* Any ways, if you like it, review it, and I'll update it!
I only own Gallvinion and Cahadras because they are my characters. I do not own anything that involves YYH. And if I did, trust me I'd be doing better things then sitting around writing fanfics.
Hiei: Hn...
Yusuke: Yeah, if she owned us, she'd forget the fanfics and manipulating us and torture us instead.
Cahadras: Uhh, so what? I like torturing things. *Points to Hiei.* I wouldn't torture him.
Kuwabara: Yea, but that's cause you would be too busy glomping him to torture him.
Hiei: Hn... Glomping is torture fool.
Cahadras: *Light Blush* I do NOT glomp so I would not glomp him!
Yusuke: Can you prove it?
Cahadras: My Katana will prove it. *Blood lust in eyes and un sheaths Katana*
Yusuke and Kuwabara: *Gulps.* Never mind. You wouldn't glomp him.
Cahadras: Good boys.
Kurama: Can we get on with the Fanfic already please?
Cahadras: Oh, yea I forgot about it. *Glares at Yusuke and Kuwabara.* It's their fault! *attacks them.*
Yusuke and Kuwabara: *runs around screaming trying to save their skins.
Hiei: Hn... Just get on with the foolish thing already!
~*~*~*~
Where You Belong
Her Choice
~*~*~*~
"Okay Hiei we know you want to bring her back, but damn you don't have to nearly kill us just to get to the damn TV!" Yusuke shouted from his apartment room as he and the others tried their best to hold Hiei back from trying to switch dementions and bring Cahadras back. In the course of 15 minutes they all had gained burnt marks all over various parts of their bodies and Kuwabara had long been thrown out the window and into a tree.
"Hn, let me the fuck go before you all become women!" Hiei snarled out. Yusuke and Kurama winced at the thought of the threat, but still kept a hold of him to try and calm him down.
Since Cahadras has disappeared to her world, Hiei had left the messed up building to tell the others what he had found out. He had done this quite calmly though, but once he had finished telling them everything he decided he was going to go after her. No one could get a coherent answer form him about why he wanted her back so badly though. The only thing they got out of him was "She should be where she belongs." That was the only coherent thing he has said before his little man turn to woman threat.
"Hiei, please get your brain back from where ever it has gone and come to your senses!" Kurama grunted out as he tried once again to hold Hiei back from leaving the place and going some where to switch dementions. He didn't expect Hiei to spin around and shoot flames in his face though so Yusuke had to tackle him to the ground while Kurama tried to get his on fire hair into some water.
"Hn..." He muttered and finally stopped struggling as Yusuke had him in a full nelson on the floor in his bedroom.
"Damn..." Yusuke muttered. "If I didn't know any better I'd think you were in love with this girl." He muttered. Suddenly Hiei shifted underneath as if what Yusuke said had struck a nerve or something.
"Hn..." Was Hiei's only response.
Kurama walked back in drying his hair off from wetting it down to get rid of the fire in his hair, brining along the stench of burnt hair making Yusuke and Hiei both scrunch their noses up from the smell. "Yusuke I think your right. Hiei, do you love Cahadras that badly?" He asked.
They only got another Hn from the fire apparition pinned to the floor.
"I take that as an 'I refuse to answer'." Yusuke muttered. Kurama nodded his head and left to the kitchen. Seconds later he came back holding something behind his back.
"Hiei?" He asked quietly in a very guilty sounding voice.
"What?" Hiei asked sharply.
Kurama cleared his throat and knelt down to Hiei's level since he was pinned to the floor and looked at him sweetly. "Will you please share with us why you want Cahadras back so badly?"
"Hn..." Was his only answer so Kurama made his voice go stern and he sweet look left him.
"Fine, you leave me no choice." He walked over to the open window and pulled out what was behind him and left it dangling outside the window. It was a box of sweet snow. "Tell or the sweet snow goes down to the ground."
Yusuke chuckled at this since Hiei suddenly started squirming from Yusuke's full nelson and his face turned to panic and desperation.
"Give me!" he yelled as Kurama pretended to drop it off the ledge and caught it again.
Hiei's eyes widened and he looked like a 5 year old being told Santa, The Easter Bunny and Tooth Fairy wasn't real. "Don't you dare." He squeaked out as Kurama pretended to drop the box of snowy goodness yet again.
"Then tell us why you want Cahadras back so badly?" Kurama said sternly. Yusuke began to laugh so hard at Hiei's expense that he started to have trouble holding the fire apparition down in the full nelson.
"Damn it all to hell and back." Hiei muttered and suddenly rolled over, smashing Yusuke and forcing him to let go of him and let him stand up. Glaring at Kurama he sat down on Yusuke's bed.
"Hn... Fine I'll tell, but first give me the sweet snow!" He ordered. Kurama obliged and threw the box over to him, which he caught and petted the box like it was a cat and suddenly opening the box and throwing all its contents into his mouth and swallowing it all.
Yusuke looked at him with wide eyes along with Kurama: O.O
"Amazing, no brain freeze." Yusuke said in disbelief.
Kurama nodded his head in agreement, but his voice turned sharp. "Now answer my question Hiei." He ordered.
Hiei got a sour expression on his face, but got more comfortable on Yusuke's bed. "Damn you fox, fine I'll tell you why."
--
Cahadras suddenly gained her eye site back and saw that she was in a dark room with everything covered in dust with the windows broken and a TV right behind her that seemed to be broken. The room looked actually quite familiar.
"My old apartment." She breathed out and placed a hand to her head to feel her fox ears. Only, all she felt was hair, her eyes widened as she placed her hands on the side of her head and felt ningens ears on her. "I'm, human again?" She stood up and walked slowly around the room trying to remember where the bathroom was, once remembered she walked into there and looked into the now cracked and dusty mirror. Like everything else in the old apartment, it was covered in cobwebs.
Her blue hair and silver highlights were gone and were replaced with her once long brown hair and red highlights. The red eyes that once blinked at her were now their old grey hazel. Her third eye was now gone along with the head band that concealed it and the katana at her side was gone. Her fox ears and tail were gone and she had normal human hearing once again.
"I'm back...." She muttered stepping back away from the mirror. "But this place has changed... It's all changed..."
She walked out of the apartment room and followed by memory the way out of the place. Oddly, it was all dusty and filled with cobwebs as well, as if the place had been closed down for ten years. She stopped walking just as she reached the entrance doors.
As if it had been closed down for ten years! She was in the Yu Yu Hakusho world for ten years!
"...Kisama...." She muttered and walked over to the old front desk where a pile of old newspapers were.
She lifted up one of the old newspapers and read the front headline.
SHINOBE APARTMENTS CLOSED DOWN SINCE THE LANDLORD WAS SENT TO A MENTAL INSTITUTE FOR SAYING HE SAW A YOUNG GIRL GET SUCKED UP INTO HER TV. Check page three for more details.
Her eyes widened and she quickly fumbled the pages and tried to find page three. Once found she looked at the article mention and read through it.
Landlord Mr. Antonio was said to have gone up to the girl, Cahadras Fearia's, apartment room to see the girl screaming in agony and getting sucked into her own TV. Doctors seeing this as total nonsense sent the Landlord to a Mental Hospital. Since the man still had the building paid for and would not sell it to any one or give it to any one. The Apartment building was forced to be closed down. Many people who lived here were forced to more some where else and now complain about leaving their old homes. Police officials looked for three years for the missing Cahadras girl, but no evidence was found of where she could be. The only thing found of her was her very own pair of pants lying in front of the TV. More reports of this mystery will be seen next week.
"Holy shit..." Cahadras muttered as she dropped the newspaper to the ground and stepped back. "Ten years have passed.... I shouldn't be here...." Mind set, she left the apartment building and walked outside.
What she saw made her eyes widen even more. The whole road and buildings were all old and a lot of graffiti had been written all over all the walls. Paper and trash were lying all over the place and not a soul was found on the streets.
"This place looks like downtown...." Cahadras muttered. Shaking her head to clear she walked down the street hoping to find something she found familiar.
After hours of walking down the street trying to find something familiar she saw one thing; the old Radio Shack. She had gone their millions of times to buy her Lincoln Park CD's and it seemed to still be in business.
"Hn..." She mumbled and placed her hood over her face that was hooked to her coat she was wearing since trench coats would make her look too much like a suspicious character. Once the hood covered her face she walked inside.
The place was a mess; radios were thrown all over the place an old man was standing behind the counter sweeping as if he had already cleaned the rest of the room.
"Hello, welcome to Radio Shack. Hope you can find what you are looking for." The old man muttered and started to ignore her. Cahadras only shrugged at the senile man and walked to the back of the store, where she heard a radio blasting out music on one of the stations.
*This 93.3, oldies stations bring you some old rock for you Oldies Lovers to listen to. One of my personal favorites, Lincoln Park's "Somewhere I Belong!"*
Cahadras gasped and stepped back as Lincoln Park sounded on the Radio and her eyes widened yet again. "Lincoln Park on the oldies? That's something I a NOT ready for." She muttered, but her shocked state slid away as she began listening to the words of the song.
~When this began,
I had nothing to say,
And I'd be lost in the nothingness inside of me.
I was confused.
And I let it all out to find/ that I'm
Not the only person with these things in mind.
Inside of me,
But all the vacancy the words revealed.
Is the only real thing I got left to feel.
Nothing to lose,
Just stuck, hollow and alone,
And the fault is my own
And the fault is my own. ~
Cahadras' eyes widened and her fingers clenched together as the chorus began. She quietly stepped back away from the radio.
~ I want to heal,
I want to feel.
What I thought was never real.
I want to let go of the pain I've held so long.
[ Erase all the pain until it's gone. ]
I want to heal.
I want to feel.
Like I'm close to something real.
I want to find something I've wanted all along.
Somewhere I belong.... ~
She slowly slumped to the floor as she seemed to go into a trance listening to the words.
~ And I've got nothing to say...
I can't believe I didn't fall right down on my face.
I was confused.
Looking everywhere/ Only to find that it's,
Not the way I had imagined it all in my mind.
So what am I?
What do I have but negativity?
'Cause I can't justify the
Way everyone is looking at me.
Nothing to lose.
Nothing to gain/ Hollow and alone.
And the fault is my own,
The fault is my own. ~
She slumped more to the floor and leaned her head against the counter that was holding of the radio as the words sunk deep within her heart and she began to understand why Hiei had wanted her to stay.
~ I want to heal,
I want to feel...
What I thought was never real...
I want to let go of the pain I've held so long...
[Erase all the pain until it's gone.]
I want to heal,
I want to feel,
Like I'm close to something real,
I want to find something I've wanted all along...
Somewhere I belong... ~
"I...." She began to mutter incoherently and shudders went down her spine... A vision of how Hiei looked when his hand had went through hers flashed through her mind and she suddenly growled at her idiocy.
~ I will never know,
Myself until I do this on my own,
And I will never feel,
Anything else until my wounds are healed.
I will never be,
Anything 'till I break away from me.
And I will break away,
I'll find myself today...~
"I don't..." She stuttered yet again and lost her voice. Standing up she began to leave the old Store.
~ I want to heal,
I want to feel,
What I thought was never real.
I want to let go of the pain I've held so long.
[Erase all the pain 'till it' gone]
I want to heal,
I want to feel.
Like I'm close to something real.
I want to find something I've wanted all along.
Somewhere I belong...
I want to heal,
I want to feel like I'm....
Somewhere I belong... ~
By the time the music stopped, Cahadras was long gone from the Radio shack hiding in the shadows of an old alleyway filled with trashcans, dirt and grime.
"I don't belong here..." She finished as she knelt down in a mud puddle and held her face in her hands. "I'm such a baka." She rammed her head against the wall behind her, making her gasp in pain, but she only did it yet again. Each time her head hit the wall; she muttered the words baka and continued.
'He actually did care; he felt the same as I did...' She thought to herself as she abused her head in such a way. 'And I being the block head I am didn't see it. I was too caught up in wanting to go home here, that I didn't realize my new home was there...with him... Baka, baka, baka, baka, baka, baka.'
Seconds turned to minutes, and minutes to hours, and only when two hours had passed, did she stop abusing her now bleeding head and stand up with her mind set,
"Time for me to go." She hissed out in pain from the pain in her head. "Some where I belong..." With that she took off, back to the radio shack where he saw some working TV's.... Rain was lightly pouring and lightning was also crashing through the sky.
--
Hiei was now sitting on the window sill looking out to the sky as more lightning crashed. His reflection was all he saw though as he sat there thinking about the events that led to him feeling hollow... Not to mention very alone.
Kuwabara had long since gotten himself out of the tree and came back up to see what was going on, what he had seen though was Hiei at the window sill in deep thought and Kurama and Yusuke sitting down on the bed and against the wall in deep thought. Both seemed to be looking at Hiei with pity in their eyes and Kuwabara was extremely confused.
"Hey guy's..." He muttered. "What's going on?" He asked.
"Hiei..." Kurama muttered. "You know how he acts right?"
Kuwabara nodded his head. "Annoying and always asking me to hit him because of how he acts? Uncaring and all that other stuff?" He asked. Kurama nodded his head.
"Did you ever think Hiei could actually care for some one? A girl to be exact?" Yusuke asked form his sitting position.
"Once hell froze over yea." Kuwabara muttered. Kurama sighed.
"Well I guess hell froze over Kuwabara." Kurama said. "It appears that Hiei has fallen in love with Cahadras." Yusuke nodded his head and the two looked over at Kuwabara.
He apparently had lost his jaw bone because his mouth was dragging the floor.
"Shorty was in love with her?!?!" Kuwabara asked with his left eye twitching. "That's weird..." He muttered and looked over at Hiei who seemed to not even realize they were talking about him and his feelings with him in the room. He just seemed lost in thought as he stared out the window.
"Yea yea, that's why he went all crazy and stuff." Yusuke muttered. "I think we need to pay a visit to the toddler for a few hours and pay him a visit. He probably just ruined Hiei's life more then any on else in here could have done."
Kuwabara blinked in confusion. "What does Koenma have to do with this?"
Kurama shrugged. "If he had told Cahadras earlier on that her parents were demons and from here, she more then likely would have stayed, but he kept that information away from her making her think her real parents were in the other world.." He explained.
"Oh..." Kuwabara muttered and blinked in confusion some more. "I don't get it..."
"*KNOCK KNOCK*" Someone banged on the door taking all three of the boys by surprise. Hiei only stayed in his place as if nothing had happened.
"I'll get it." Yusuke muttered as he stood up and left for the door. Kurama and Kuwabara shrugged and let him leave and waited for him to come back. What they got instead was a loud THUMP on the floor in the hallway and Yusuke yelling. "Holy shit!"
"What's wrong Urameshi?" Kuwabara asked as he and Kurama went into the hallway to see what was going on. The two stopped in their tracks and their jaws dropped.
Yusuke was standing in the doorway holding the door open as a girl with blue hair and silver highlights, fox and fox tail and all lay unconscious on the floor in the doorway with the back of her head bloodied up.
"She just fell in the doorway like it took all she had just to knock." Yusuke muttered. Kurama raced over to where Yusuke stood and dragged her out of the doorway so he could shut the door. Rolling her over he recognized her face immediately.
"It's the Cahadras chick!" Kuwabara yelled out loudly.
"It appears to be so..." Kurama agreed. Yusuke only blinked with wide eyes down at the knocked out girl.
"She came back?" he asked. Kurama nodded his head with as much confusion on his face as was in Yusuke's voice.
Cahadras opened her eyes slightly and hn'ed... "I belong here." She muttered before falling fully into a comatose...
"She's lost too much blood to be able to stay awake." Kurama muttered. "She needs some rest and I'll use my power to try and heal her." The two human boys nodded and picked the limp Cahadras up and brought her into Yusuke's room and unceremoniously dumped her onto the bed.
Hiei continued staring out the window deep in thought, but he suddenly smelt blood with a mix of the smell of irises and a very familiar female fox scent. His eyes widened a fraction of an inch and he spun around in his place to see Cahadras knocked out on Yusuke's bed with dried blood on the back of her head. Kurama had a wet wash rag on her face and Yusuke and Kuwabara were standing in the doorway.
"Cahadras?" he muttered and gained every ones attention as they all looked at him. He just blinked at the girl lying on the bed.
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I'll stop there. Don't get mad at me for stopping there either because my fingers are tired, and their will is law so nah!! *Sticks tongue out.* Any ways, if you like it, review it, and I'll update it!