Ron and Hermione stared bleakly at Hagrid, ignoring their steaming tea.
"I know. You don't want to hear it, not again. I'm sure everyone's been
tellin' ya. But you both know it's the truth. You just need-"Hagrid was
interrupted fiercely by Ron.
"-to wait. Yeah, we know. We just need to wait for Harry to come around.
We just need to be gentle and understanding and Harry will go back to how
he used to be. Maybe. But Hagrid, maybe not, OK? I mean, what happened to
Harry last year...and everything else that's happened to him, I just mean
that Hermione and I don't understand. We can't understand, and frankly,
that scares us. We don't want Harry to become someone else. Someone
bitter and lonely. We...we..." Ron stammered, trying to fight the lump in
his throat.
"We care for Harry. And we miss him." Hermione whispered, a lone tear
sliding down her face.
Hagrid leaned over and touched Hermione's hand. "And he cares about you.
Both of ya. But he's been though a lot, you know that. And it's going to
take some time."
Hermione abruptly stood up, accidentally upending her tea, which had gone
cool. "How long Hagrid? We've been coming to see you since the semester
started. Every single day, and you've been there for us...but Harry
hasn't. He hasn't been there for anyone, including himself. He's
just...empty." Ron nodded morosely, not trusting himself to speak.
Hagrid handed Hermione his large, checked handkerchief before beginning to
mop up the spilled tea. "I don't have those answers, Hermione. No one
does, not even Harry." Hagrid's already raspy voice grew even gruffer,
thick with emotion and unshed tears. "But ya just gotta keep tryin'. Yer
doin' well, I know you are. Harry will open up eventually. Don't ya give
up on 'im."
Ron smiled weakly. "Of course we wouldn't Hagrid. You know we wouldn't.
I guess we should go back to the common room, Harry's probably done eating
lunch by now."
Hermione grabbed her cloak and the two set off towards the school. She
couldn't pretend that it hadn't hurt when Harry had told both her and Ron
that he would prefer to eat alone, during the second half of their lunch
periods, if possible. Ron had been angry at first, but she had convinced
him that they should let Harry have some alone time. She knew he had a lot
on his mind, so she had assured him that both she and Ron were fine with
it, and if he changed his mind, they would love to eat lunch with him. He
had just nodded and went back into his room. Harry had requested to have a
separate room from everyone else, but Dumbledore had refused. Instead, he
granted Harry the use of a private study, where he could be alone if he
felt necessary. Hermione had understood; Dumbledore didn't want to further
isolate Harry. But Harry was doing such a good job of it himself, Hermione
felt Dumbledore hadn't needed to bother.
