Giving In

Chapter this chapter explains how Yukina died.

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A strong wind blows through the window, the nights air was cold and fearless. As a Hiei tosses and turns while sleeping. It was clear that he was having a nightmare, but could not seem to wake himself from it. Taking to many pill, and finishing a whole bottle of Jack Daniels, he was into deep of a sleep. Hiei's heart was racing and he broke into a cold sweat. Trembling now he tries his hardest to wake up.

Dream begins...

A think fog looms over the nights sky, as the spirit world appears to be at rest. Running through out the forest Hiei tries to the demon that has been causing chaos with in the Spirit world. His name was Shikoku and he was a powerful drug leader of the demon world. Shikoku was now trying to infultrate not only Spirit but Human world as well. Stopping at cleared area within the forest Hiei takes a deep breath. He figured why wait for Yusuke and the others, he could take this guy down with no problem. Or so Hiei thought that's what would happen.

"Where could he be" Searching around he sees nothing be nights darkness.

"I'm here your to blind to see me" Shikoku comes out of the darkness and smirks.

"Hn you think you can beat me, come on I'll take you on." Hiei draws out his sword.

"You are no match for me little one. I can kill you right know with no problem" Shikoku draws his sword as well. He grins for he knew something Hiei didn't and that was Yukina was near. Taking her under his power Shikuko keeps her in the darkness.

"Shut up and prove to me that you are stronger" He moves closer to Shikoku.

"Your such I coward I can see it in your eyes"

Just standing there Shikoku does not move, he keeps a firm grip on Yukina. While Hiei runs up to him about to strike Shikoku, he moves out of Hiei's way and puts Yukina where he was standing. Not realize this Hiei strikes and stabs Yukina. Terror in her eyes as she feels the warm blood flow from her. "Hiei what have you done?" She screams out in pain. Hiei takes a step back at first. "N-no Yukina I didn't mean it" He goes up and holds Yukina in his arms. Blood on his own hands he tries to save her. Yukina trying to say something to Hiei "I-I know" she whispers to him, as blood

drips form the side of her mouth. "You don't have to lie for me anymore. Before I die Hiei please remember this" Pausing as she swallows her own blood "I love you Hiei" the wind picks up and takes her breath away. Yukina now dead in her own brothers arms.

"I love you too Yukina" Hiei tries to fight back the tears. He holds his sister tight hoping that maybe she would wake up. "This can't be happening please Yukina wake up, wake up please. Your the only family I have left"

Walking away from her body a empty and souless man, Hiei looks at the blood on his hands. Just as he was about to leave, a voice calls out to him. "Hiei don't leave me" It was Yukina reaching out for Hiei's hand. Running up to Yukina he helps her up, but there was something wrong. Yukina had no blood on her, no wound mark.

"Yukina are you alright?" something seemed different about her there was a coldness to her.

"Oh I'm just fine, but I think it's you who has a problem" it was the voice using Yukina's body. "I haunt you in your dreams now and don't you forget it"

Dream Ends...

Screaming now Hiei finally wakes up, it was morning and the sun

shines. Slowly going to the bathroom, Hiei's head was killing him. Hot water streams down Hiei's face, has he takes a shower. Ever since to fight with Kurama and Yusuke, Hiei had been even more destructive to himself. Losing grip of reality more and more every day. Sitting in the bath tub now, he rocks back and forth, just letting the water hit his body.

"Why, why am I doing this?" he calls out, but none answers not even the voice. "Can't I live in peace, can't I be free. For once in my life can I have joy?" Getting out of the shower a sharp pain goes through his head and he leans against the sink. Trying to push the pain away Hiei fights back, but the pain wouldn't leave. Coughing up blood in the sink and losing the battle of the pain. Hiei takes a few pills to stop it.

"I have to stop this, but how can I. When the whole world seems to not care. I don't even care anymore." Closing the door behind him Hiei goes about his day filled with nothing but misery.

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Here's a song that I think goes well with the chapter!

Cry Little Sister:

Our fire will rise

Bring Master's eyes

Burn house will rock

Those boys don't lie

Immortal fear

It's voice so clear

Through broken walls

Your screams I hear

Cry little sister (thou shall not fall)

Come, come to your brother (thou shall not lie)

Come, change for your sister (thou shall not hear)

Love is with your brother (thou shall not speak)

Clown masquerade

Rich boys look on

When will they learn this loneliness?

Temptations heat

Malingers work

Deep in your soul

You can not lie

Cry little sister (thou shall not fall)

Come, come to your brother (thou shall not die)

Come, change for your sister (thou shall not fear)

Love is with your brother (thou shall not fear)

Our Shangri-La

You can't forget

Always so close

Come to us now

Cry little sister (thou shall not fall)

Come, come to your brother (thou shall not die)

Come, change for your sister (thou shall not fear)

Run, run to your brother (thou shall not fear)

So what did you think of the story so far? and Please Read and Review! I wanna keep this fanfic going.