Giving In
Ready to find out if Hiei really Killed himself? well Here's you go!
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As Hiei lies in his own pool of blood on the floor. Holding the gun thightly in his cold hands. He was finally free from all the things in this world. Feeling the pain of the bullet going through his head for only seconds, then falling to the floor. The voice died along with Hiei that day. The cold lifeless room stands still in time.Kuramahad a feeling that something was wrong, and decided to check things out. Hiei had been his closest firend, to have something happen to him would be heartbreaking. Little did Kurama know, Hiei was already dead. There was no more suffering or pain to deal with everyday anymore. Hiei was a peace with himself.
It was a few days later when Kurama found Hiei's body. He almost threw up by the smell as he first enters the apartment. Finding Hiei on the fall Kurama looks away in horror. Turning Hiei over he sees Hiei's crimson red eyes stare at him. He quickly closes them and takes a deep breath. Trying not to cry, and let out emotions. Covering Hiei with a sheet, so he didn't have to look him. Kurama goes about the apartment searching for anything he could find that maybe Hiei had left behind for him. To give him a clue as to why he let this happen to himself. He finds Hiei's suicide note and doesn't want to read it. However he can help himself not to. A tear falls on the letter, and Kurama folds it up and puts it in his pocket. "Dammit Hiei" he whispers to. He calls the police and they said that they would be right on there way. Kurama accidentally knocks over Hiei's trash can he was in a such state of shock. Finding the letter that Yukina had writing Hiei.
"oh my god Hiei why didn't you the letter" He screams at Hiei's body. "If you had only read it" He puts his head down and looks away. Hearing police sirens in the distance. Waiting for the police to arrive Kurama couldn't stop reading Yukina's letter, he wondered if Yukina will ever return. Knowing that she will be probably blame herself for her brothers death. A cold chill runs up his spine, and wants to get out of there has soon as he could. Guilt and saddness was the only thing on his mind. The emerald green eyes that were once filled with love and joy, were know filled with anger. He was mad at Hiei for taking the cowards way out of life.
When the police arrived there was only silence as they take Hiei away in a body bag. Asking Kurama only but a few questions about Hiei, and why he would do something like that. Altough Kurama didn't want to talk to them. He remebered the first time that he met Hiei. How much he wanted to turn back time and start the whole year over again. To try harder to be there for Hiei.
"Sir we are all set here, now have you thought about the funeral arrangements?" the officer says.
"No, but I'll take care of it" he mumbles softly.
3 days later....
The sky was clear and the sun shined brightly over the small church. Everyone came to Hiei's funeral. It was a small but filled with lots of emotions. Botan puts a rose on Hiei's casket and walks back to her sit. They all to the same. Kurama decides that he was the one to give a speech. He gets up and walks to near the casket. Taking a deep breath he begin to speak.
"I have know Hiei only a few years, but in that time I feel like it's been forever. What he did was wrong yes, and I know he never wanted to hurt the people around him. Hiei was the type of person who didn't like to show his feeling much. However when he did it was something special." He pauses trying to hold back the tears. "I miss my friend dearly, and wish that he will look down on us in heaven and guide us in the right direction." Kurama couldn't go on anylonger. He stops talking and returns to his sit. Botan holds Kurama in her arms as he weeps. She runs her hands through his hair, and tries to calm him down.
"I would like to say something, if I may" Yusuke gets up and walks over to the open casket. He looks down at Hiei's pale and frail little body. "I never thought Hiei liked me much. He would tell me wise remarks, and I truly thought that he meant them in a mean way. Come to realize it, he was only trying to make me a better fighter. I never thanked Hiei for all he has done for me, and that has to be my biggest regret in life."
After they place Hiei's casket into the ground, and let his poor tired body put to rest. A young woman goes over to Hiei's grave. She was very beautiful indeed. Her greenish blue hair blows in the wind.
"I'm so sorry Hiei" she says as tear gems fall from her eyes. "I should have told you sooner. I wish you could forgive me" Yukina puts her hand on her growing belly. She was with child now, and was due in a few mouths. Shikoku and her had fallen madly in love. Yukina touches Hiei's grave stone, and runs her hands over the tear gem that was put in place above his name. Yukina stands up as a gust of wind blows into her face. Shikoku comes up to her and puts his arms around her.
"Are you ok Yukina?" He felt sorry also, for it was his fault Hiei did this to himself.
"No, but in time I will be" She turns around and hugs him. Finally knowing what love is. She puts the letter that she had writen to Hiei near his grave she says her last good byes, and walks off hand in hand with Shikoku. Kurama holding the suicide note in his hand, drives off with the others.
A fire demon sits in a tree looking on, he gives a small laugh. Being free at last, and loving it.
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Here's a very sad song to end the chapter.
"I will remember you"
by Sarah McLachlan
I will remember you
Will you remember me?
Don't let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memories
Remember the good times that we had?
I let them slip away from us when things got bad
How clearly I first saw you smilin' in the sun
Wanna feel your warmth upon me, I wanna be the one
I will remember you
Will you remember me?
Don't let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memories
I'm so tired but I can't sleep
Standin' on the edge of something much too deep
It's funny how we feel so much but we cannot say a word
We are screaming inside, but we can't be heard
But I will remember you
Will you remember me?
Don't let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memories
I'm so afraid to love you, but more afraid to loose
Clinging to a past that doesn't let me choose
Once there was a darkness, deep and endless night
You gave me everything you had, oh you gave me light
And I will remember you
Will you remember me?
Don't let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memories
And I will remember you
Will you remember me?
Don't let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memories
Weep not for the memories
Ready to find out if Hiei really Killed himself? well Here's you go!
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As Hiei lies in his own pool of blood on the floor. Holding the gun thightly in his cold hands. He was finally free from all the things in this world. Feeling the pain of the bullet going through his head for only seconds, then falling to the floor. The voice died along with Hiei that day. The cold lifeless room stands still in time.Kuramahad a feeling that something was wrong, and decided to check things out. Hiei had been his closest firend, to have something happen to him would be heartbreaking. Little did Kurama know, Hiei was already dead. There was no more suffering or pain to deal with everyday anymore. Hiei was a peace with himself.
It was a few days later when Kurama found Hiei's body. He almost threw up by the smell as he first enters the apartment. Finding Hiei on the fall Kurama looks away in horror. Turning Hiei over he sees Hiei's crimson red eyes stare at him. He quickly closes them and takes a deep breath. Trying not to cry, and let out emotions. Covering Hiei with a sheet, so he didn't have to look him. Kurama goes about the apartment searching for anything he could find that maybe Hiei had left behind for him. To give him a clue as to why he let this happen to himself. He finds Hiei's suicide note and doesn't want to read it. However he can help himself not to. A tear falls on the letter, and Kurama folds it up and puts it in his pocket. "Dammit Hiei" he whispers to. He calls the police and they said that they would be right on there way. Kurama accidentally knocks over Hiei's trash can he was in a such state of shock. Finding the letter that Yukina had writing Hiei.
"oh my god Hiei why didn't you the letter" He screams at Hiei's body. "If you had only read it" He puts his head down and looks away. Hearing police sirens in the distance. Waiting for the police to arrive Kurama couldn't stop reading Yukina's letter, he wondered if Yukina will ever return. Knowing that she will be probably blame herself for her brothers death. A cold chill runs up his spine, and wants to get out of there has soon as he could. Guilt and saddness was the only thing on his mind. The emerald green eyes that were once filled with love and joy, were know filled with anger. He was mad at Hiei for taking the cowards way out of life.
When the police arrived there was only silence as they take Hiei away in a body bag. Asking Kurama only but a few questions about Hiei, and why he would do something like that. Altough Kurama didn't want to talk to them. He remebered the first time that he met Hiei. How much he wanted to turn back time and start the whole year over again. To try harder to be there for Hiei.
"Sir we are all set here, now have you thought about the funeral arrangements?" the officer says.
"No, but I'll take care of it" he mumbles softly.
3 days later....
The sky was clear and the sun shined brightly over the small church. Everyone came to Hiei's funeral. It was a small but filled with lots of emotions. Botan puts a rose on Hiei's casket and walks back to her sit. They all to the same. Kurama decides that he was the one to give a speech. He gets up and walks to near the casket. Taking a deep breath he begin to speak.
"I have know Hiei only a few years, but in that time I feel like it's been forever. What he did was wrong yes, and I know he never wanted to hurt the people around him. Hiei was the type of person who didn't like to show his feeling much. However when he did it was something special." He pauses trying to hold back the tears. "I miss my friend dearly, and wish that he will look down on us in heaven and guide us in the right direction." Kurama couldn't go on anylonger. He stops talking and returns to his sit. Botan holds Kurama in her arms as he weeps. She runs her hands through his hair, and tries to calm him down.
"I would like to say something, if I may" Yusuke gets up and walks over to the open casket. He looks down at Hiei's pale and frail little body. "I never thought Hiei liked me much. He would tell me wise remarks, and I truly thought that he meant them in a mean way. Come to realize it, he was only trying to make me a better fighter. I never thanked Hiei for all he has done for me, and that has to be my biggest regret in life."
After they place Hiei's casket into the ground, and let his poor tired body put to rest. A young woman goes over to Hiei's grave. She was very beautiful indeed. Her greenish blue hair blows in the wind.
"I'm so sorry Hiei" she says as tear gems fall from her eyes. "I should have told you sooner. I wish you could forgive me" Yukina puts her hand on her growing belly. She was with child now, and was due in a few mouths. Shikoku and her had fallen madly in love. Yukina touches Hiei's grave stone, and runs her hands over the tear gem that was put in place above his name. Yukina stands up as a gust of wind blows into her face. Shikoku comes up to her and puts his arms around her.
"Are you ok Yukina?" He felt sorry also, for it was his fault Hiei did this to himself.
"No, but in time I will be" She turns around and hugs him. Finally knowing what love is. She puts the letter that she had writen to Hiei near his grave she says her last good byes, and walks off hand in hand with Shikoku. Kurama holding the suicide note in his hand, drives off with the others.
A fire demon sits in a tree looking on, he gives a small laugh. Being free at last, and loving it.
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Here's a very sad song to end the chapter.
"I will remember you"
by Sarah McLachlan
I will remember you
Will you remember me?
Don't let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memories
Remember the good times that we had?
I let them slip away from us when things got bad
How clearly I first saw you smilin' in the sun
Wanna feel your warmth upon me, I wanna be the one
I will remember you
Will you remember me?
Don't let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memories
I'm so tired but I can't sleep
Standin' on the edge of something much too deep
It's funny how we feel so much but we cannot say a word
We are screaming inside, but we can't be heard
But I will remember you
Will you remember me?
Don't let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memories
I'm so afraid to love you, but more afraid to loose
Clinging to a past that doesn't let me choose
Once there was a darkness, deep and endless night
You gave me everything you had, oh you gave me light
And I will remember you
Will you remember me?
Don't let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memories
And I will remember you
Will you remember me?
Don't let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memories
Weep not for the memories