Giving In
If you thought to story was over then guess again, cuz it's not.
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It was three months after Hiei's death. No one has truly gotten over it yet. The shock of it all still remains in the heart of Kurama, he wasn't depressed and hadn't dealt with the pain like Hiei had. But still found himself for no reason softly weeping for his old friend. Yukina had moved back with Shikuko in town. When Kuwabara saw that she was pregnant, and was in love with someone else. He was heartbroken, for about a few seconds. Then went back to his ladies man way. Yusuke didn't have much time to mourn Hiei's death, he was to busy fighting off the evil of the spirit world. However Yusuke has finally did admit that he likes Keiko, and they have been seeing a lot of each other. Everyone seemed to be trying to move on with their lives, and even starting new ones. Koenma suggested to bring Hiei back, but this would be the last time. Kurama knowing that Hiei did not want to come back in this world, tried to talk Koenma out of it. He still carried with him ever day the suicide note. Sometimes Kurama would read the note at night just before he goes to sleep. He wondered what Hiei's last words were, or what was going through his mind as he pulled the trigger. Things might have changed, but Hiei was never forgotten.
The autunm leaves fall in the park, and the sun shines dimly on the open area. Yukina sits on the blanket staring up at the sky, hoping that Hiei was smiling down on her. She was 9 mouths pregnant now, the doctor said the baby could come at any time. On the inside she was scared of giving birth, she wanted her older brother there with. Shikoku was very understanding of this, he tried to comfort her, but there would be many times where she push him away.
"Yukina I've been looking for you" Shikoku comes up to her, seeing you Yukina just lieing there, and thinking how lucky he was to have her.
"I'm just enjoying the day. I'm sorry if you were worried about me. I don't mean to make you worried" she looks up at him with sorrow in her eyes. "I just love to watch how the leaves change, but winter will always my favorite" She rubs her stomach gently, and can feel the baby kick. "Come feel the baby move Shikoku" smiling at him with loving eyes.
Shikoku sits down beside her, and feels the baby too. He, himself was scared of being a father. A though guy was always his image, not a fatherly one. Kissing her softly on the lips, he runs his hands through her hair, and smiles. Never before has he felt so much love for one person. His soft sexy blue eyes look right into hers. "I love you Yukina, and I wish that weren't so depressed all the time. I know that it's my fault that Hiei killed himself. I've tried to make it up to you, but it's just sometimes I see the way you look at me. With such fury, and heartbreak."
"What are you saying, that I should be with you? is that it? I love you too, and I would never hurt you and lie to your face. Yes I am still sadden by my brothers death, and I will be for a long time. However I know that I must move on in this world. Not just for me, but for a child" looking away from him and onto the lake, she tries to hold back her emotions. Suddenly a sharp pain ran through her side. "ahhh what was that" she holds her side and grips he's hand. "I think it's time" her jaw clamps, as she tries to push away the pain.
Quickly helping Yukina to her feet, Shikoku brings her to the hospital. Everyone comes to see the birth of Yukina's baby, everyone but one, Hiei. She screams out her brothers name, but he doesn't answer back. Kurama sees how much Yukina needed Hiei's strengh to get her through this. Going to Koenma, Kurama asked him to bring Hiei back. So many times he has said no, when Koenma wanted too.
"Alright Kurama, I'll bring back Hiei, but you have to promise me this. If Hiei EVER goes down the same path again, then I swear I will send him back to the demon world" Koenma wasn't kidding after either.
"I understand Lord Koenma, and I doubt Hiei will do that again" realizing that Hiei didn't go to heaven. Guessing that people who do kill themselves must go to the demon world. "I just hope Hiei makes it for the birth" Kurama sits down in the waiting room staring at the wall. It had been what seemed like forever, and Yukina still has not giving birth yet. A small figure appears before Kurama.
"Keep your head up Fox, everything will be ok" Hiei smirks, it felt great being back and this time for good. He looked like his old self again. "So I hear my little sister is about to give birth, I figured Kuwabara would try something with her. I'm going to kill him" Hiei had no idea that Shikoku, the man he hated more then any other was the father.
"Hiei it so nice to see you" Kurama smiles at Hiei, over whemled with emotions. "I'm sorry for bring you back, it's just that Yukina needed you, we all need you"
"Since when do you listen to my drunken ways" he gives a small smile "Besides that's when I was weak, and acted like a human. Being in hell for a few mouth can change a persons soul greatly"
Hiei decides to go into the delivery room to see Yukina. He looks on, as the she sleeps for now. The lights were dim, and the room was cold. Shikoku sits in the chair next her, and sees Hiei come in. Standing up quickly when seeing Hiei, Shikoku was shocked. "Hiei? your alive?" he goes up to him to explain what he had done.
"hn..." Hiei knew that it wasn't Kuwabara that knocked Yukina up, he was shikoku. "You bastard, how could you do that to her" he says in a harsh way. "You don't deserve her love, not even I do" glaring at him, Hiei pushes Shikoku.
"Stop fighting please" Yukina wakes up from her sleep.
"I'm sorry Yukina" Shikoku goes over to her, and puts his hand on her forehead.
"Don't touch her, you've done enough damage" Hiei grabs Shikoku's arm.
"Hiei I love him, let go of him" Yukina looks at her brother. "Please Hiei don't hurt him. I want to have this baby, and have a life togather with him. You can't be like this anymore Hiei, you can't push people around, or push them away"
"Fine maybe I shouldn't have come back. If you don't need me, then I'll just leave" Hiei heads for the door, and looks back to her.
"I think I'll leave you two to talk" Shikoku opens to the door and walks out. Leaving Hiei and Yukina alone.
what had been so tragic, now seems so far away. Seeing Hiei standing there, Yukina felt as if he never left. Although it would take a long time before Hiei was completly free from what he had done. The scars still remain on his wrist. He covers them up on shame, but each and every day for the rest of his life he wpuld remember. Hiei sits by Yukina and takes her hand. She was almost ready to push soon.
"I was scared you know" Yukina holds onto his hand tightly. "Hiei please forgive my, but I never meant to fall in love with the man you hate so much" her eyes become watery.
"You don't have to be scared, or sorry. It's my fault for what I did, not yours. I want you to be happy Yukina." he gives her warm hug. "I should be the one who is sorry. It was me who left all of you and never explained my reason. I thought if I died then maybe I would see you again. Going down the lonely and empty road that I did for so long, and having nothing to show for it. I didn't go to heaven, I went to hell."
"No don't blame yourself, it was me who should have told you that I was alive sooner." Yukina cries a single tear gem.
They talked for over a hour, it was hard to believe that Hiei had so much to say. The doctor came in to check her, to see if she was ready. When it came time to push, Yukina wanted everyone to be there for her. Hiei stands in the corner looking on. He might have been back, but he was still Hiei. The whole baby thing, wasn't his cup of tea, but he stayed for Yukina. keiko and Botan couldn't wait to see the baby, they wanted to hold the child as soon as it was born. Kuwabara and Yusuke looked away when the baby was coming out. They didn't want to see that. Kurama looks at Hiei, and smiles. He felt good knowing that Hiei was back. The labor was not easy for Yukina, she grabs a hold of the bed rail, and pushes hard. Screaming so loud that everyone had to block their ears. She gives one last push before the baby comes out, and takes a deep breath. Shikoku holds her hand the whole time, and rubs her back.
Finally after two hours, Yukina gives birth to a baby boy. They name him Shojiki, he has blue hair like his mother, and blue eyes like his father. Yukina falls a sleep shortly after the birth. Shikoku holds little Shojiki in his arms.
"His so prefect" he smiles at his son, being so proud of Yukina. She went through a lot having this baby.
"Oh he is the cutest thing ever" Botan jumps up and down, looking over Shikoku's shoulders. "I could just hug him to death."
"Well the little one sure is something, and Botan I would wait on holding him. You might break a bone or somethind" Yusuke laughs, and looks also. "come on Hiei your a uncle now, come see the little guy" Yusuke waves to Hiei.
"Yes he is a beautiful baby" Kurama smiles and looks at Shojiki.
"Hn" Hiei was uneasy around babies, he takes a peek at him.
It was after visiting hours now, and the gang had to go home. Hiei seeing as he has no where to go decides to stay at Kurama's for the night. Kurama didn't mind, he enjoyed having people over. Hiei kissed Yukina on the forehead before leaving. "Sweet dreams little sis". He walks out of the Hospital a new man, he knew that life was going to he different.
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WOW THAT WAS KINDA LONG
If you thought to story was over then guess again, cuz it's not.
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It was three months after Hiei's death. No one has truly gotten over it yet. The shock of it all still remains in the heart of Kurama, he wasn't depressed and hadn't dealt with the pain like Hiei had. But still found himself for no reason softly weeping for his old friend. Yukina had moved back with Shikuko in town. When Kuwabara saw that she was pregnant, and was in love with someone else. He was heartbroken, for about a few seconds. Then went back to his ladies man way. Yusuke didn't have much time to mourn Hiei's death, he was to busy fighting off the evil of the spirit world. However Yusuke has finally did admit that he likes Keiko, and they have been seeing a lot of each other. Everyone seemed to be trying to move on with their lives, and even starting new ones. Koenma suggested to bring Hiei back, but this would be the last time. Kurama knowing that Hiei did not want to come back in this world, tried to talk Koenma out of it. He still carried with him ever day the suicide note. Sometimes Kurama would read the note at night just before he goes to sleep. He wondered what Hiei's last words were, or what was going through his mind as he pulled the trigger. Things might have changed, but Hiei was never forgotten.
The autunm leaves fall in the park, and the sun shines dimly on the open area. Yukina sits on the blanket staring up at the sky, hoping that Hiei was smiling down on her. She was 9 mouths pregnant now, the doctor said the baby could come at any time. On the inside she was scared of giving birth, she wanted her older brother there with. Shikoku was very understanding of this, he tried to comfort her, but there would be many times where she push him away.
"Yukina I've been looking for you" Shikoku comes up to her, seeing you Yukina just lieing there, and thinking how lucky he was to have her.
"I'm just enjoying the day. I'm sorry if you were worried about me. I don't mean to make you worried" she looks up at him with sorrow in her eyes. "I just love to watch how the leaves change, but winter will always my favorite" She rubs her stomach gently, and can feel the baby kick. "Come feel the baby move Shikoku" smiling at him with loving eyes.
Shikoku sits down beside her, and feels the baby too. He, himself was scared of being a father. A though guy was always his image, not a fatherly one. Kissing her softly on the lips, he runs his hands through her hair, and smiles. Never before has he felt so much love for one person. His soft sexy blue eyes look right into hers. "I love you Yukina, and I wish that weren't so depressed all the time. I know that it's my fault that Hiei killed himself. I've tried to make it up to you, but it's just sometimes I see the way you look at me. With such fury, and heartbreak."
"What are you saying, that I should be with you? is that it? I love you too, and I would never hurt you and lie to your face. Yes I am still sadden by my brothers death, and I will be for a long time. However I know that I must move on in this world. Not just for me, but for a child" looking away from him and onto the lake, she tries to hold back her emotions. Suddenly a sharp pain ran through her side. "ahhh what was that" she holds her side and grips he's hand. "I think it's time" her jaw clamps, as she tries to push away the pain.
Quickly helping Yukina to her feet, Shikoku brings her to the hospital. Everyone comes to see the birth of Yukina's baby, everyone but one, Hiei. She screams out her brothers name, but he doesn't answer back. Kurama sees how much Yukina needed Hiei's strengh to get her through this. Going to Koenma, Kurama asked him to bring Hiei back. So many times he has said no, when Koenma wanted too.
"Alright Kurama, I'll bring back Hiei, but you have to promise me this. If Hiei EVER goes down the same path again, then I swear I will send him back to the demon world" Koenma wasn't kidding after either.
"I understand Lord Koenma, and I doubt Hiei will do that again" realizing that Hiei didn't go to heaven. Guessing that people who do kill themselves must go to the demon world. "I just hope Hiei makes it for the birth" Kurama sits down in the waiting room staring at the wall. It had been what seemed like forever, and Yukina still has not giving birth yet. A small figure appears before Kurama.
"Keep your head up Fox, everything will be ok" Hiei smirks, it felt great being back and this time for good. He looked like his old self again. "So I hear my little sister is about to give birth, I figured Kuwabara would try something with her. I'm going to kill him" Hiei had no idea that Shikoku, the man he hated more then any other was the father.
"Hiei it so nice to see you" Kurama smiles at Hiei, over whemled with emotions. "I'm sorry for bring you back, it's just that Yukina needed you, we all need you"
"Since when do you listen to my drunken ways" he gives a small smile "Besides that's when I was weak, and acted like a human. Being in hell for a few mouth can change a persons soul greatly"
Hiei decides to go into the delivery room to see Yukina. He looks on, as the she sleeps for now. The lights were dim, and the room was cold. Shikoku sits in the chair next her, and sees Hiei come in. Standing up quickly when seeing Hiei, Shikoku was shocked. "Hiei? your alive?" he goes up to him to explain what he had done.
"hn..." Hiei knew that it wasn't Kuwabara that knocked Yukina up, he was shikoku. "You bastard, how could you do that to her" he says in a harsh way. "You don't deserve her love, not even I do" glaring at him, Hiei pushes Shikoku.
"Stop fighting please" Yukina wakes up from her sleep.
"I'm sorry Yukina" Shikoku goes over to her, and puts his hand on her forehead.
"Don't touch her, you've done enough damage" Hiei grabs Shikoku's arm.
"Hiei I love him, let go of him" Yukina looks at her brother. "Please Hiei don't hurt him. I want to have this baby, and have a life togather with him. You can't be like this anymore Hiei, you can't push people around, or push them away"
"Fine maybe I shouldn't have come back. If you don't need me, then I'll just leave" Hiei heads for the door, and looks back to her.
"I think I'll leave you two to talk" Shikoku opens to the door and walks out. Leaving Hiei and Yukina alone.
what had been so tragic, now seems so far away. Seeing Hiei standing there, Yukina felt as if he never left. Although it would take a long time before Hiei was completly free from what he had done. The scars still remain on his wrist. He covers them up on shame, but each and every day for the rest of his life he wpuld remember. Hiei sits by Yukina and takes her hand. She was almost ready to push soon.
"I was scared you know" Yukina holds onto his hand tightly. "Hiei please forgive my, but I never meant to fall in love with the man you hate so much" her eyes become watery.
"You don't have to be scared, or sorry. It's my fault for what I did, not yours. I want you to be happy Yukina." he gives her warm hug. "I should be the one who is sorry. It was me who left all of you and never explained my reason. I thought if I died then maybe I would see you again. Going down the lonely and empty road that I did for so long, and having nothing to show for it. I didn't go to heaven, I went to hell."
"No don't blame yourself, it was me who should have told you that I was alive sooner." Yukina cries a single tear gem.
They talked for over a hour, it was hard to believe that Hiei had so much to say. The doctor came in to check her, to see if she was ready. When it came time to push, Yukina wanted everyone to be there for her. Hiei stands in the corner looking on. He might have been back, but he was still Hiei. The whole baby thing, wasn't his cup of tea, but he stayed for Yukina. keiko and Botan couldn't wait to see the baby, they wanted to hold the child as soon as it was born. Kuwabara and Yusuke looked away when the baby was coming out. They didn't want to see that. Kurama looks at Hiei, and smiles. He felt good knowing that Hiei was back. The labor was not easy for Yukina, she grabs a hold of the bed rail, and pushes hard. Screaming so loud that everyone had to block their ears. She gives one last push before the baby comes out, and takes a deep breath. Shikoku holds her hand the whole time, and rubs her back.
Finally after two hours, Yukina gives birth to a baby boy. They name him Shojiki, he has blue hair like his mother, and blue eyes like his father. Yukina falls a sleep shortly after the birth. Shikoku holds little Shojiki in his arms.
"His so prefect" he smiles at his son, being so proud of Yukina. She went through a lot having this baby.
"Oh he is the cutest thing ever" Botan jumps up and down, looking over Shikoku's shoulders. "I could just hug him to death."
"Well the little one sure is something, and Botan I would wait on holding him. You might break a bone or somethind" Yusuke laughs, and looks also. "come on Hiei your a uncle now, come see the little guy" Yusuke waves to Hiei.
"Yes he is a beautiful baby" Kurama smiles and looks at Shojiki.
"Hn" Hiei was uneasy around babies, he takes a peek at him.
It was after visiting hours now, and the gang had to go home. Hiei seeing as he has no where to go decides to stay at Kurama's for the night. Kurama didn't mind, he enjoyed having people over. Hiei kissed Yukina on the forehead before leaving. "Sweet dreams little sis". He walks out of the Hospital a new man, he knew that life was going to he different.
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WOW THAT WAS KINDA LONG