Giving In
The suns bright rays shined through the living room window. Hiei awoke with a massive headache. He remembered little of what had happened the night before. Getting up he goes over to Kurama's bedroom seeing if the fox demon was awake yet. Kurama was nowhere to be found. He had gone out hours before the sun came up. Wanting to get away from Hiei's insanity, he knew that Hiei was not any better then the last time. He just didn't want to believe it. Only this time the voice was ever stronger then before.
A few hours had past and still no sign of Kurama. Hiei was getting pissed off, and decides to leave as well. Walking down the crowed streets alone, he feels so lost inside. Hiei had nowhere to go, no place to live. It wouldn't be long before Kurama would kick him out. After last night, Hiei didn't think he could ever look at him the same way again. Kurama was going to find out the truth, and Hiei had to distances himself from him before he did.
"What a stupid place to be right now, you could kill all of them, and wouldn't even know it," the voice whispers to Hiei.
"Hn you think I would kill humans? You might want control, but killing a human will ruin everything I have in life" Hiei knew that if he ever killed a human, it might cost him his own life.
"You have nothing in this world anyways, so we not just take over this sad, and pitiful world." He was taunting Hiei now, and it gave him great pleasure.
"You right again. I have nothing in this world, but I wouldn't do it. You will be the reason why I have no freedom. I won't let you take over again." He tries to fight back the evil thoughts that the voice was sending him.
"I'm gonna win, I'm gonna win" the voice chants over and over to Hiei. "You can't stop me"
"Get out!" Hiei yells, some people stop and stare at him like he had to heads. Hiei just glares at them all, and threatens thing all. They quickly turn away and go about their day.
There was a small park near by the town, next to it was the hospital that Yukina was staying at. He wanted to go there, but not in the shape that he was in. He didn't want her to see the weak minded side of him. Yukina has always know her brother to be strong and tough. Sitting down on a park bench he looks Around there was no one he could talk to, no one that would listen. It was like he had gone back in time, and was going the same things all over again. This time he hadn't started to drink yet, but sure enough he knew he would pick the habit up again. It was a cycle Hiei just couldn't break. No matter what was going on his addictions will always come back to him. The voice was not making things any better for him. Instead of wanting to hurt himself, Hiei now wanted revenge on all those who have caused him pain. Kuram would be the first one to pay. He was the one who decided to bring Hiei back. Hiei never wanted to, now Kurama must pay for the pain that Hiei was now suffering.
"It was because of Kurama I hear the voice "He whispers to himself. "I was because of Kurama I have nowhere to go" He was blaming Kurama for his problems. Beginning to feel a little better Hiei walks along the park trail and through the woods. He would now blame Kurama for all the pain and issues he had within himself.
"The next time I see him, his blood will be upon my hands." He smirks and disappears into the forests dark night.
The suns bright rays shined through the living room window. Hiei awoke with a massive headache. He remembered little of what had happened the night before. Getting up he goes over to Kurama's bedroom seeing if the fox demon was awake yet. Kurama was nowhere to be found. He had gone out hours before the sun came up. Wanting to get away from Hiei's insanity, he knew that Hiei was not any better then the last time. He just didn't want to believe it. Only this time the voice was ever stronger then before.
A few hours had past and still no sign of Kurama. Hiei was getting pissed off, and decides to leave as well. Walking down the crowed streets alone, he feels so lost inside. Hiei had nowhere to go, no place to live. It wouldn't be long before Kurama would kick him out. After last night, Hiei didn't think he could ever look at him the same way again. Kurama was going to find out the truth, and Hiei had to distances himself from him before he did.
"What a stupid place to be right now, you could kill all of them, and wouldn't even know it," the voice whispers to Hiei.
"Hn you think I would kill humans? You might want control, but killing a human will ruin everything I have in life" Hiei knew that if he ever killed a human, it might cost him his own life.
"You have nothing in this world anyways, so we not just take over this sad, and pitiful world." He was taunting Hiei now, and it gave him great pleasure.
"You right again. I have nothing in this world, but I wouldn't do it. You will be the reason why I have no freedom. I won't let you take over again." He tries to fight back the evil thoughts that the voice was sending him.
"I'm gonna win, I'm gonna win" the voice chants over and over to Hiei. "You can't stop me"
"Get out!" Hiei yells, some people stop and stare at him like he had to heads. Hiei just glares at them all, and threatens thing all. They quickly turn away and go about their day.
There was a small park near by the town, next to it was the hospital that Yukina was staying at. He wanted to go there, but not in the shape that he was in. He didn't want her to see the weak minded side of him. Yukina has always know her brother to be strong and tough. Sitting down on a park bench he looks Around there was no one he could talk to, no one that would listen. It was like he had gone back in time, and was going the same things all over again. This time he hadn't started to drink yet, but sure enough he knew he would pick the habit up again. It was a cycle Hiei just couldn't break. No matter what was going on his addictions will always come back to him. The voice was not making things any better for him. Instead of wanting to hurt himself, Hiei now wanted revenge on all those who have caused him pain. Kuram would be the first one to pay. He was the one who decided to bring Hiei back. Hiei never wanted to, now Kurama must pay for the pain that Hiei was now suffering.
"It was because of Kurama I hear the voice "He whispers to himself. "I was because of Kurama I have nowhere to go" He was blaming Kurama for his problems. Beginning to feel a little better Hiei walks along the park trail and through the woods. He would now blame Kurama for all the pain and issues he had within himself.
"The next time I see him, his blood will be upon my hands." He smirks and disappears into the forests dark night.