Disclaimer: This story is based on characters and situations created and owned by JK Rowling, various publishers including but not limited to Bloomsbury Books, Scholastic Books and Raincoast Books, and Warner Bros., Inc. No money is being made and no copyright or trademark infringement is intended. Song belongs to Simple Plan
I open my eyes
I try to see but I'm blinded by the white light
I can't remember how
I can't remember why
I'm lying here tonight
It hurts so much after all that we've been through and having to give it all up. I see the blinding white light of flashes but I can hardly remember what it had all been for. I can't remember how I got to be here, and I can't remember why we did what we had been expected of us.
And I can't stand the pain
And I can't make it go away
No I can't stand the pain
The pain hurts so much and yet I can't stop myself from drowning in the memories. It hurts so much and yet you are gone. No physical pain can amount to how much this hurts.
How could this happen to me
I've made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
How could I let this happen? I know I have made mistakes in the past but now I have no where to hide. The night keeps moving and I'm disappearing in it. I don't even know if you remember me anymore as I fade into the past. I'm tired of living like this, I want to tell the world that they had been wrong in separating us. How could I let this happen to me?
Everybody's screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I'm slipping off the edge
I'm hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again
Everyone told me what to do, everyone yelled at me and screamed the evil that I used to be. I tried to explain myself and I tried to make them understand but they did not listen to a word I said. I'm almost at the end of myself as the pain takes over. I want to end this life and make a new one where everything is right.
So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can't explain what happened
And I can't erase the things that I've done
No I can't
I try to live my days through memories of our past, memories of when what they thought didn't matter. I don't know how to tell you what happened in the past and I can't go back and take it all away.
How could this happen to me
I've made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
After all they made me out to be and after all I did for them, this is how they repay me. I know the mistakes I have done and there is no use running from them anymore. The night keeps living and I keep disappearing. I can't live like this anymore and I want to tell the world the pain they are making me go through after all I did for them.
I've made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
My mistake had been giving you up and letting you go and now I have no where to hide my shame. The nights keep going reminding me of how far those memories truly are. I'm fading with those memories as I live them as much as I can in my mind and I'm tired of living through memories. I want to proclaim to the world how wrong they had been in forcing us to part. How could I let this happen to me?