Disclamer: I don't own sailormoon

(Flashback)

"But mine are'nt"

"I just don't understand Darien. None of this makes sense. What if we took a break and see what happens."

"Alright, goodbye Serena."

(A week Later)

"Hey Darien."

"Oh, hey Serena."

"Well...uh do you know how you feel yet?"

"The only way I can see us being together is if we see in a month."

"So that's it?"

"....Yeah."

"Can we still at least be friends?"

"Yeah I was going to ask if you wanted to too."

(End Flashback/ 2 months later)

Serena sat on her bed looking from the picture of her and Darien at the dance 3 months ago to her dairy containing the things she wrote about when she and Darien broke up. She closed the book and placed it on her dresser next to her. She never took that picture of them down because she liked it so much.

2 months after they broke up a part of her still want to be with him. But she just pretty much gave up on him. Lately she heard from Mina who still talked to him that he wanted to get back together, but it's not like he ever showed it so Serena never believed it.

(Serena's Pov.)

I got up after closing my diary and putting it on her dresser. What should I wear? Blue jeans, white shirt? Nah, maybe blue jeans and yellow tank top? Yeah that looks good.

After putting my hair in the normal style I packed my stuff and rushed out of the house saying bye to my mom. Arriving at school with 5 minutes to spare I stopped at my locker. 3 minutes to go I started to walk up the stairs and to the right to my first period class, Geometry. One of my favorite classes. Yeah right, it's so boring. I swear sometimes I think if they put bars on the windows it'd be pretty darn close to prison.

As the bell rang I walked over to Mina. We had a short conversation before we walked our separate ways to class. After second period I stopped at my locker to talk to one of my best guy friends Andrew. Who also happened to be Darien's best friend. Ironic isn't it? We started to walk and split up when we reached the stairs. I always managed to reach this class just in time. After that class was over my one friend Ashley who happened to be in the same class with me 2 periods in a row walked downstairs to study hall.

I took a quick glance at Darien's locker and continued till we were at Ashley's Locker which wasn't to far from Darien's. I looked down the hall looking for Mina as I noticed Darien was looking at me for a second and I looked back and we both smiled, you know because we're friends and all. I turned back to Ashley and we started talking again as Darien walked to study hall. A couple seconds later the bell rang and we walked to class. When I entered I took my seat in front of Andrew.

"A little late are we?"

"No not at all," I said as laughed at Andrew.

"So you and Mina have a tournament this weekend?"

"Yep, we sure do. I'm excited I can't wait to play."

"Good luck," as he said that the teacher walked in telling us to get something out.

5 minutes before the period ended Andrew and I were allowed to talk again.

"Oh yeah Andrew you should have been there, Rei had to call talk hotline and say that she needed help and that she had performance anxiety. And they started saying all this stuff to her about how to get over it. And afterwards Mina asked what Performance anxiety meant."

"You mean she didn't know what that meant?" he asked as we both started laughing.

"Yeah and the other day she was like what's that word that means deprived. At first no one knew what she meant and we all looked at her weird. Then Amy asked her if she meant performance anxiety, and Mina said yeah. Oh it was great."

As Darien started to talk to Andrew again I started to talk to Ashley. The bell rang and Andrew, Ashley, and I raced up the stairs for lunch. The rest of the day went by pretty slow. When I got home I started to pack for my tournament the next day. After that I signed on to AOL. Right when I got on I got a message from Luvnvball.

Luvnvball: Hey Serena

MoonSpKr15: Hey Mina

Luvnvball: What's up

MoonSpKr15: nm u?

Luvnvball: same ...excited to play tomorrow?!

MoonSpkr15: lol u know it

Luvnvball: I'm bringing my video camera tom.

Luvnvball: Maybe there will be sum cute guys there I can catch on camera

MoonSpkr15: oh geez

MoonSpkr15: lol

MoonSpkr15: are you following us there tom.?

Luvnvball: yeah I think so

MoonSpkr15: kewl

ArcdHotie: Hey

MoonSpkr15: hey hey

ArcdHotie: what's up

MoonSpkr15: nm u

ArcdHotie: U promise u wont say anything to anyone especially Mina

Luvnvball: Hey are we meeting at Rei's tonight

MoonSpkr15: ooohh yeah I forgot lol ahaha

Luvnvball: ok what time

MoonSpkr15: ummm not sure

ArcdHotie: well I think I like Mina again

MoonSpkr15: really?! That's kewl

ArcdHotie: u better not say anything

MoonSpkr15: don't worry lol it goes to the grave with me

ArcdHotie: good or u'll end up there lol

Luvnvball: ok I g2g to the store to get sum food for tom.

MoonSpkr15: ok cya ton.!

Luvnvball: bye!

MoonSpkr15: What is that a threat?

ArcdHotie: No

ArcdHotie: That's a promise lol

MoonSpkr15: ahahaha

ArcdHotie: k well I g2g work ttyl

MoonSpkr15: yeah I should go to cya

ArcdHotie: bye

MoonSpkr15: bye

So Andrew likes Mina again. Should be interesting. Uh oh I'm going to be late again! I reached the temple for another fun night.

(The next Day) (Normal Pov)

After waking up at 6 in the morning and placing first in their pool and made it all the way to finals. The score was 26 25 game point for Serena's and Mina's Cyclone's team. Unknown to them there were a pair of familiar eyes watching them. Kelly dug the ball which was almost perfectly passed to Mina who then set the ball out to Serena who made a big kill against the opposite team. The whole team got together in the middle of the court screaming and jumping up and down.

After they all lined up to slap hands and say good game with the other team Serena walked towards the bathroom. She stopped half way there when she spotted Darien leaning against the wall looking strait at her. As she neared she slowed her pace till she was standing next to him.

"Good game."

"Thanks, but uh what exactly are you doing here?"

"I needed to talk to you."

"About what?"

(Serena's Pov.)

I'm so confused? Why is he here.

"About what?" I looked up into his eyes and I saw something. What could he possibly come all the way to my tournament for?

(Normal Pov)

Darien moved himself that Serena was against the wall in between him and the wall. He looked down and took a hold of her hand and looked back up. When he did the rest of the world seemed to go away. Millions of feelings going through them. They just stood there reading each other's thoughts as if nothing else mattered.

'I need you.'

'What?'

'I miss you so much. But I don't know if you feel the same way? And I'm afraid.'

'I do, it's just that...I don't know anymore.'

'I want to get back with you so much. I just wish I could take back the pain I caused you," he said as he looked away and found a spot on the floor much more interesting.

"Why."

He looked back at me a bit shocked that I said something like he never heard me talk before. He leaned in closer till his face was inches apart from mine. Then he leaned closer to my ear and whispered something I never thought I would ever get to her, especially from him.

"You make me crazy. When we fought, I just got so mad and then I was scared I would lose you. I was confused, I didn't think you wanted to be with me and I thought that it'd be better if we weren't together. I miss you so much I need you and if you'll forgive me for what I did to you." His face slowly brushed mine as he looked back into my eyes faces merely a few centimeters apart.

"So what now, you ask me if I would go back with you? You said all those times how much you loved me and we fight one time and your feelings aren't the same anymore. You just give up like I meant nothing to you. Then the weeks after we barely even talked when we said we'd still be friends and look what happened to that. You acted so cold towards me.

I swear I wanted to get back together so much. It hurt me so much not to be with you." Our breathing was shallow. Looking into his eyes, I see all the things he's feeling, hurt, rejection, sorrow, pain, so many emotions going through him as he stared back at me.

"If you really wanted to get back with me................then prove it." I slid out from between him and the wall until he grabbed my arm and spun me around till our lips met. There were so many emotions that were put into that one kiss that seemed to last a life time. It made me feel like I was melting in his arms. When we finally needed air I opened my eyes to look straight into midnight blue ones.

"I plan to," and he walked away and I immediately felt the warmness leave with him. I watched him walk away and right as he was about to turn the corner he looked back at me as I stared back for seconds even minutes until he finally left.