A/N: Some dialogue in this section is taken directly from the Buffy episode "The Gift." No infringement intended.
Tara was resting in the hospital bed, Willow by her bedside.
The doctor had just left after telling Tara everything that was wrong with her.
Her hand was shattered and covered in a cast. Three of her ribs were broken.
The doctor had said she was lucky one of them hadn't punctured any vital
organs. He said overall she had been extremely lucky. She and Willow felt the
same way.
Now that the doctor was gone she started using her powers. She had hoped she
could harness the earth's energies to heal faster, and she was very excited
when she found she could. Although it took a lot of energy to do. She had only
been focusing on healing her ribs for a minute and she felt very tired.
"So, you're really healing yourself?" Willow asked curiously. Tara nodded her
head. She remained silent for a moment longer and then exhaled and looked over
at Willow.
"I'm working on my ribs right now. Then I'll do my hand," she said. "It'll take
some time. It's very tiring."
Willow just nodded her head. They remained in silence for a moment. Tara was
trying to figure out how to begin what she wanted to say.
"Willow, about earlier…I didn't mean to hurt you," she said. "It's just that
everything's been changing so much lately. You're becoming more powerful every
day and I've got all this demon stuff going on and then we've got Glory to
worry about. It's all been so crazy. It's hard to know where anything's going,
whether it's you or me or something else. I'm sorry."
"I know, and I'm sorry I blew up," Willow said. "I didn't really give you a
chance to explain. I think maybe I'm confused too. I mean, I'm not confused
about us. I think that's the only thing I'm not confused about."
"You're not the junior partner," Tara said. "It doesn't matter who has what
powers or how experienced I am compared to you. When it comes to us, our
relationship, we're equal. Equal say, equal effort, equal everything."
"I know that now," Willow said. "I'm just glad you're okay. God, when I thought
Glory was coming after you, I was terrified."
"It was a terrifying experience," Tara said. "At first, I couldn't move. I was
so scared."
Tara shifted in the bed a little and a wave of pain caused her to cringe and
close her eyes until it passed.
"Are you going to try healing again?" Willow asked. Tara shook her head.
"I need to wait a little longer," she said. Willow took her hand and squeezed
it.
"You could use me," she offered. Tara opened her eyes and looked to Willow.
"You could use my power to feed yours. If it'll help you heal."
Tara nodded her head and the two of them closed their eyes. She focused on one
of her ribs, visualizing it in her mind's eye. She saw the break and saw the
bone slowly melding back together. She could feel it as well. She could feel
the bone shifting slightly.
"Oh my god, Tara."
Tara and Willow both opened their eyes when they heard Buffy's voice. She and
Dawn had just arrived. They were both shocked by Tara's appearance.
"Are you okay?" Buffy asked. Then she shook her head. "Stupid question. Of
course you're not."
"I'm fine," Tara said, wanting to reassure Dawn most of all. She saw the guilty
look on Dawn's face and knew the younger Summers girl felt responsible for
this. Because she was the key.
"Yeah, the pretty colors that the left side of your face turned really look
fine," Dawn said sarcastically. "All because of me."
"No, Dawn, this isn't your fault," Buffy said, running her hand through Dawn's
hair. She looked to Tara, who nodded her head.
"Buffy's right," Tara said. "And I'm going to be fine. I found out I can use my
powers to heal faster."
"How?" Buffy asked.
"I'm drawing on the earth's energies to heal my injuries," Tara said. "I hope
to be completely healed by morning. Well, except for my face. I won't heal that
till I leave the hospital."
"Good idea," Buffy agreed. "Less conspicuous with the doctors."
"What about Glory?" Willow asked. "She doesn't know who the key is, but it
looks like she's getting more aggressive about finding out."
"Giles is working on that minion guy to find out more information about Glory
and how the whole key thing works," Buffy said. "That should give us a better
idea about how to stop Glory. Hopefully."
"What do we do till then?" Willow asked.
"We wait," Buffy said. She pointed at Tara. "And you rest."
Tara smiled and nodded her head. She noticed the dejected look on Dawn's face
and tried reassuring her again.
"Dawnie, I promise, I'll be okay," she said. "This isn't your fault."
Dawn just nodded her head. No matter how much they reassured her, it didn't
change the way she felt. As long as Glory was looking for the key, all of them
could end up like Tara, or worse. She couldn't accept that.
* * *
The next day, Tara was released from the hospital. She was a little behind
schedule on her healing. She had taken care of her ribs, but her hand was only
partially healed. It was a lot more tiring than she had first anticipated.
Dawn, Buffy and Willow all met her at the hospital. They went through all the
doctor's little hoops for leaving. Tara pretended that her ribs still hurt and
she let a nurse push her to the exit in a wheelchair. She took the prescription
for pain medication from the doctor, even though she would never use it.
Finally when the doctor and nurses were out of sight, she got out of the
wheelchair and walked with the others to Xander's car, which Willow had
borrowed. Then they went back to the Magic Box.
"Tara, how are you doing?" Giles asked.
"I'll be fine," she replied. She pointed at Glory's minion, who was still tied
to one of the chairs. "Is he saying anything?"
"Quite a bit, actually," Anya said enthusiastically.
"He's told us about the ritual that Glory needs the key to perform. He also
told us the time and the place that the ritual must take place," Giles said.
"He's been quite helpful. The ritual is to take place tonight."
"If the ritual doesn't go at the right time, then Glory misses her chance,"
Xander continued with the explanation.
"So we just wait," Buffy said. "Glory doesn't know who the key is."
"Glorificus will find her key and when she does you will all suffer her wrath,"
the minion said.
Giles suddenly backhanded the minion. "I don't believe I told you to speak."
A crash got them all to look toward the front of the store. The main door to
the shop had been knocked off its hinges and in the doorway stood Glory.
"Okay, I know you all have my key in stock here, and I've come to get it," she
said. Buffy and Tara both stood and moved toward the front of the group. Dawn
moved back away from the front of the store. Glory saw Tara and laughed. "You?
You're looking a lot better than when I last saw you. What's your secret?"
"Splendiforous one!" the minion called. "The key it's the girl. The slayer's—"
The minion's sentence was interrupted as Giles jabbed a knife into it's throat.
It gagged and sputtered for a moment, but it soon died. But the damage had been
done.
"The girl? The slayer's…" Glory said, trying to figure it out. Then she smiled
and looked back at Dawn. "The slayer's sister."
Everyone looked alarmed. Glory stepped forward and Tara and Buffy both charged
toward her. Glory quickly flipped up the door she had knocked off and swung it,
hitting both Buffy and Tara and sending them crashing through the display and
into the shelves on the wall. Giles grabbed Dawn and pushed her toward the back
door.
"Thicken!" Willow called, holding up her hand. The air in front of Glory thickened
and held her back. Dawn, Anya and Xander were already in the training room,
making their way to the back door. Giles and Willow didn't want to leave Buffy
and Tara behind. They looked to the other end of the shop as Glory struggled
against Willow's barrier. Buffy was starting to stand.
"You can't hide my key!" Glory shouted. Then she heard a car door out front.
She turned to see that Dawn, Xander and Anya had made their way around the shop
to Xander's car. The tires squealed as Xander rushed out. He hated leaving the
others behind, but he knew keeping Dawn away from Glory was more important than
all their lives put together. "Oh no you don't."
Buffy jumped in front of Glory and threw a few punches. The god quickly grabbed
the slayer by the arms and tossed her aside, sending her crashing into Tara
just as Tara was starting to pick herself up off the floor. Then Glory
disappeared in a flash of speed. Buffy and Tara jumped and rushed out into the
street after her. They looked to the right and saw Xander's car suddenly
screech to a stop. They could see Glory standing in front of the car, holding
the bumper as Xander pressed the gas to go in reverse. But he wasn't going
anywhere. Then Glory flipped the car like she was flipping something in a
frying pan, causing it to crash down on its roof.
"No!" Buffy yelled. She and Tara took off running. But by the time they got to
the car, Glory had disappeared with Dawn. Tara knelt next to the passenger side
to see Anya and Xander had fallen out of their seats and were lying unconscious
on the inside of the upside-down car.
"Dawn," Buffy said. Then she fell to her knees. Willow and Giles caught up
finally, shocked at the scene they found.
"Buffy, what are you doing?" Willow asked.
"Where's Dawn?" Giles asked.
"Glory got her," Tara said. She was checking Anya for a pulse and was relieved
when she found one. "She was too fast."
"Buffy," Giles said. He knelt in front of his slayer while Willow and Tara
attended to Xander and Anya. Buffy wasn't responding. She wasn't even looking
at him. She was looking past him. "Buffy!"
"They're starting to come around," Tara said, referring to Xander and Anya.
Xander groaned. Tara noticed that a crowd was starting to gather.
"Anybody get the number of that bus?" he asked jokingly.
"We're going to have to explain this to the police," Tara said. Willow looked
around, finally noticing the crowd as well. She helped Xander get out of the
car while Tara helped Anya.
"We so don't have time for that," Willow said. She looked over at Giles.
"What's wrong with Buffy?"
"I don't know," Giles said worriedly. "I think she's snapped."
"But we need Buffy to fight Glory," Tara said. "We need her to get Dawn back."
Giles continued to look at Buffy, fear and worry on his face. "Unfortunately,
we might not have Buffy anymore."
* * *
After they dealt with the police and had Anya and Xander's injuries treated,
the group returned to the Magic Box, Giles carrying Buffy back to the small
couch in the training room.
"How do we get Buffy back?" Anya asked as she started picking up things in the
shop.
"There's something I can try," Willow said. "I've never done it before."
Tara knew what Willow was talking about. "Are you sure? I mean, you might get
stuck in there with Buffy."
"Stuck in where?" Xander asked.
"I think I can enter Buffy's mind. That's where she's hiding. So I'm going to
go in and find her," Willow explained.
"In the meantime, Glory's going to stick Dawn in a giant keyhole and give her a
twist," Xander said sarcastically.
"Not yet," Giles said, returning from the training room. "The ritual doesn't
take place until later tonight. Glory won't harm Dawn until then."
"That gives me time," Willow said.
"But when we get Buffy back, how do we get Dawn back?" Anya asked. "Glory's
pretty unstoppable."
"The rest of us will be working on that while Willow is working on Buffy,"
Giles said. He turned to Willow. "You're sure you can do this?"
"Well, not entirely," Willow said nervously. "But it's our only option right
now."
She gathered three candles and a lighter and turned toward the training room.
Willow hestitated, took a deep breath and walked in, shutting the door behind
her as she prepared to bring her best friend back.
* * *
Once Willow got Buffy back they all talked about the plan. The ritual was to
bleed Dawn in order to open the portal. Once the ritual started, it wouldn't
stop until Dawn was dead. Buffy wouldn't consider that an option and she made
it clear to everyone. Spike had joined them all. As much as the others hated
it, Buffy was right about Spike being necessary in the fight against Glory.
Xander and Anya were in the basement looking for the Dagon sphere. Giles was
going over his notes about the ritual. Buffy approached Willow and Tara.
"What's this spell you guys are working on?" she asked.
"We think we can take back from Glory what she's taken from her most recent
victims," Willow explained. "Restore their minds."
"It might weaken her," Tara continued.
"Just her most recent victims?" Buffy asked. "What about the others?"
"Unfortunately, she's already used them up," Willow said. "It's like gasoline.
Once her tank's empty she fills up."
"Only thing is both of us will be needed to perform the spell. It'll require a
lot of power," Tara explained.
"It has to be said close to Glory," Willow continued.
"It'll weaken both of us for a little while. That takes me out of the
fighting," Tara said.
"We'll deal with that," Buffy said. Giles called to Buffy, and she stood and
started to walk away. "Whatever it takes to keep Glory away from Dawn."
Everyone continued their work, preparing for the big battle to come.
* * *
The group approached the construction site where Glory's minion had indicated
the ritual would take place. They all stared in awe at the tower.
"Shpadoinkle!" Xander exclaimed.
"What is that?" Anya asked.
"The portal must open up there," Giles said.
Buffy turned to Willow and Tara. "You're up."
"Need anything?" Giles asked.
"Could use a little courage," Willow said nervously. Tara squeezed Willow's
hand and the two of them made their way into the construction site, trying to
find a secluded area that would be close to Glory. They found a partially built
room that appeared to not get much traffic. They looked around nervously and
then quickly set up. Then they began the spell.
They sat across from each other a candle burning between them. They joined
hands and closed their eyes. They began chanting and blue energy ball formed
between them over the candle. It swirled and grew larger as they chanted. Both
of them began breathing heavily as they continued the spell. It was starting to
drain them of their energy. But they kept going. Suddenly the blue energy ball
disappeared, the two of them slumping to the ground, unconscious. They didn't
see as blue streams of energy from Glory and transferred to three of her
victims. They didn't see as the battle began. They didn't see as Doc snuck up
the tower and began the ritual.
By the time they regained consciousness Glory was dead, but the damage had been
done. A bolt of energy shot from the portal and struck between the two of them,
cracking the ground. Willow nearly fell into the fissure that had formed, but
rolled out of the way quickly. She and Tara crawled out to the open area
together. Another bolt of energy struck nearby and they fell to their knees.
They looked up at the tower, seeing what had happened.
"It's too late," Willow said. They looked over and saw Xander kneeling with an
unconscious Anya in his arms. Spike was lying on the concrete. He appeared to
be badly injured, with blood streaming down the side of his head. They couldn't
see Giles, Buffy or Dawn. But they knew where Buffy and Dawn were. And Tara
knew what Buffy was about to do.
Suddenly an idea struck Tara like an epiphany. She directed her thoughts to
Buffy and kept her from going through with what she was about to do. Then she
turned to Willow.
"I can stop this," Tara said. Willow looked confused. "I can absorb the energy
and force it back through the portal."
"What? Absorb?" Willow asked. She shook her head, realizing what Tara was
talking about. "No, it'll kill you."
"Maybe not," Tara said. Another bolt of energy struck the ground. "If I don't,
we'll all die. I know I can do this."
"Tara, no," Willow said, her eyes welling with tears. Tara gently brought her
hands up and held Willow's face in them.
"I love you," she said. She carefully pulled Willow forward and kissed her
passionately. Then she stood and ran for the tower, racing up the stairs as
fast as she could. She forced herself not to look back. She knew if she saw
Willow sobbing she couldn't go through with it.
"Buffy!" Tara called as she made her way to the top. Buffy and Dawn were just
standing there. They weren't sure why they weren't moving. Buffy had been about
to jump off the tower to close the portal.
"Tara, what's going on?" Buffy asked. "What are you doing up here?"
"I can close the portal," Tara asked. "You two have to go. Now."
"But it has to have the blood," Dawn said, confused.
"I don't think it does," Tara said. Buffy looked worried.
"Tara, are you sure. If you're not—"
"I'm sure!" Tara shouted as another bolt of energy shot from the portal. The
tower shook and they all struggled to keep their balance. "Go!"
Dawn and Buffy hesitated, but finally they made their way down the stairs
quickly. Tara turned and walked over to the hole in the platform over the
portal. She held her hands over the hole, like she was warming them over a
fire, and then she closed her eyes. Soon all the energy bolts that had been
shooting out of the portal started shooting toward her. The first one caused
her to stagger a little bit, but she held her position. She ignored the pain as
she continued to concentrate on taking it all in. The burning was unbelievable,
but she didn't stop. She knew she could do this. She knew she was meant to do
this.
Down in the contruction site, Buffy and Dawn made it to the bottom, running
away from the tower just as the ground began to shake. Everyone started to
gather at one spot, looking up at the tower. They could see Tara standing up
there, silhouetted by the light from the portal. Bursts of energy were shooting
into her sharply. Soon pieces of the tower started to fall off. The earth
quaked harder.
"That thing's gonna come down," Spike said as he half-staggered, half-crawled
over to the group. Xander was carrying Anya in his arms, struggling to keep his
balance.
"No," Willow said. She started to move toward the tower, but Giles grabbed her.
"Willow, no. Spike's right," he said, struggling with Willow. "We have to get
out of here." Willow continued to struggle against him and he shouted to her
over the rumbling of the earth and the noise of the portal. "Would Tara want
you to get crushed when that tower comes down?"
Tara was oblivious as the others made their way to a safe distance. The pain
was excruciating now, but she kept going. Finally she could feel as the portal
started to collapse. She could feel the energy being sucked back through to
where it belonged. The earth still quaked below her. The tower was shaking
violently. But she didn't notice. Soon, there was nothing.
"Tara!" Willow screamed as they all watched the portal close and the tower
collapse. She struggled against Giles and Buffy who were holding her back for
her own safety. Finally, once the dust had settled, they let her go. Giles
followed her and the others slowly made their way back toward where the tower
had stood. Spike stayed behind in the shade when he saw that the sun was
rising.
"Tara!" Willow called. She moved toward the steel wreckage, trying to find
Tara. She couldn't see her anywhere. "Tara! Oh god, baby, where are you?"
Giles moved forward and rested his hand gently on Willow's shoulder. She
turned, tears streaming down her cheeks. "Where is she? She's not here. Giles."
"The energy was too much for her," he speculated. "It was too much to leave
behind a body."
"No, no, no!" Willow cried. Giles wrapped his arms around her, feeling sympathy
for her and sorrow at the loss of Tara. For several minutes, the only sound in
the construction site was the sound of Willow's sobbing.
All her life, Tara had never felt she had a purpose, not until she met Willow.
Willow had been her purpose, her life, for over a year. She had found strength
and comfort and trust and love. But in the split second that she saw that
portal above her, she knew she had a new purpose. She had found her reason for
being there, her reason for meeting all these people, and even though she
didn't want to leave Willow, in the one year they had been together, they had
loved each other enough for all eternity. Tara had known that whether she
survived this night or not, she and Willow would be together forever. She would
live on because Willow would live on. The world would live on because of her.
Because of one, single, demon girl.
THE END
