I do not own CCS or any of its characters.
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"Hello?" I said into the cell phone. I was really groggy, it woke me up.
"Syaroan?"
It's Sakura! I didn't think she would call me today. It's just the next morning.
And she sounds really bad.
"Syaroan, there are some things we need to talk about so come over at around 1:00, okay?"
"Okay Sakura"
And she hanged up.
I looked at the clock and it was 10:00. I fell back into the bed thinking of what I should say to her.
Last night...was horrible.
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She was just standing there looking at us.
Her eyes where big and her mouth was open in shock.
It was horrible.
After she dressed, Tomoyo left immediately. She was so flushed and was crying.
I was crying too, but in the inside.
I got dressed and went to her, but she pushed me away.
"NO! GO!"
"Sakura, I'm..."
"NO SYAORAN! GO! NOW!"
"But Sakura, we need to talk about this."
"NO, I want you gone. NOW!"
And she locked herself in the bathroom.
I packed a suitcase slowly, always glancing to the bathroom door to see if she was going to come out, but she never did.
I walked to the door and knocked.
"GO AWAY!"
"I am Sakura, but...we need to talk about this. Call me on my cell phone, when you need too."
"JUST GO AWAY!"
"Okay Sakura...bye."
But I never got an answer from her, so I left.
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I hung up the phone because I didn't want to hear his voice again. His soft comforting voice. I didn't want to hear it.
Because I didn't want to forgive him.
It was 5 till 1 and I saw his car pull up into the driveway, but he didn't get out.
5 minutes went by and he got out of his car. His face was red and puffy. It was obvious he's been crying. He walked slowly to the door and knocked.
Thought were going through my mind saying, 'Should I open the door' and 'You should forgive him' but I quickly pushed them aside and opened the door
"Good afternoon Syaoran."
"Hello Sakura" he replied.
I opened the door and let him in. I walked into the living room expecting him to follow, which he did, and sat down on the couch.
I didn't clean the photo mess so the frames and photos were all over the floor. He looked down at them and looked back at me, and I turned away. His face disgusts me.
Because I love it so much.
"I called you here Syaoran...because I want a divorce."
His mouth opened wide and he stared at me with shock. "You should have expected this, I...I can't forgive, I don't want to forgive you."
"But Sakura, we need to talk about this first, you can't make that kind of decision without talking to me about it first. We should attend counseling, anything because I love you."
With those words I broke. I don't want to hear those words coming from HIS mouth.
"If you love me so much, then why did you do it?"
Nothing came from his mouth, as I expected. If he loved me so much this wouldn't have happened in the first place.
"Thought so. I am going to get the papers from our lawyer tomorrow. I already called him and he said I can come and get them at 3:00."
He just stood there looking at me, with a gaze of bewilderment.
"You only have yourself to blame, I didn't ask for this...you did."
"Sakura, please, just wait a week, I...I will make this up to you."
"And what can you possibly do in a week? You can't win my love back with flowers, chocolates, and letters. You really screwed up, and if you won't take action, I will. Good-bye Syaoran. I will contact you in a couple of days to get the divorce papers and things finalized."
"No, I won't sign the papers."
"Syaoran, please, you can't do this to me." I started to cry, "I loved you so much, more then you can ever know, and you threw my love out the window when you slept with Tomoyo. I can't go on living like this, either you sign the divorce papers...please, I loved you" and I couldn't talk anymore. I cried so hard and fell to the floor.
But he caught me before I touched the ground and held me
I didn't push him away.
I wish I could hate him, but I can't, and that hurt more than him cheating on me.
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"Hello?" I said into the cell phone. I was really groggy, it woke me up.
"Syaroan?"
It's Sakura! I didn't think she would call me today. It's just the next morning.
And she sounds really bad.
"Syaroan, there are some things we need to talk about so come over at around 1:00, okay?"
"Okay Sakura"
And she hanged up.
I looked at the clock and it was 10:00. I fell back into the bed thinking of what I should say to her.
Last night...was horrible.
********FLASHBACK****************************************************
She was just standing there looking at us.
Her eyes where big and her mouth was open in shock.
It was horrible.
After she dressed, Tomoyo left immediately. She was so flushed and was crying.
I was crying too, but in the inside.
I got dressed and went to her, but she pushed me away.
"NO! GO!"
"Sakura, I'm..."
"NO SYAORAN! GO! NOW!"
"But Sakura, we need to talk about this."
"NO, I want you gone. NOW!"
And she locked herself in the bathroom.
I packed a suitcase slowly, always glancing to the bathroom door to see if she was going to come out, but she never did.
I walked to the door and knocked.
"GO AWAY!"
"I am Sakura, but...we need to talk about this. Call me on my cell phone, when you need too."
"JUST GO AWAY!"
"Okay Sakura...bye."
But I never got an answer from her, so I left.
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I hung up the phone because I didn't want to hear his voice again. His soft comforting voice. I didn't want to hear it.
Because I didn't want to forgive him.
It was 5 till 1 and I saw his car pull up into the driveway, but he didn't get out.
5 minutes went by and he got out of his car. His face was red and puffy. It was obvious he's been crying. He walked slowly to the door and knocked.
Thought were going through my mind saying, 'Should I open the door' and 'You should forgive him' but I quickly pushed them aside and opened the door
"Good afternoon Syaoran."
"Hello Sakura" he replied.
I opened the door and let him in. I walked into the living room expecting him to follow, which he did, and sat down on the couch.
I didn't clean the photo mess so the frames and photos were all over the floor. He looked down at them and looked back at me, and I turned away. His face disgusts me.
Because I love it so much.
"I called you here Syaoran...because I want a divorce."
His mouth opened wide and he stared at me with shock. "You should have expected this, I...I can't forgive, I don't want to forgive you."
"But Sakura, we need to talk about this first, you can't make that kind of decision without talking to me about it first. We should attend counseling, anything because I love you."
With those words I broke. I don't want to hear those words coming from HIS mouth.
"If you love me so much, then why did you do it?"
Nothing came from his mouth, as I expected. If he loved me so much this wouldn't have happened in the first place.
"Thought so. I am going to get the papers from our lawyer tomorrow. I already called him and he said I can come and get them at 3:00."
He just stood there looking at me, with a gaze of bewilderment.
"You only have yourself to blame, I didn't ask for this...you did."
"Sakura, please, just wait a week, I...I will make this up to you."
"And what can you possibly do in a week? You can't win my love back with flowers, chocolates, and letters. You really screwed up, and if you won't take action, I will. Good-bye Syaoran. I will contact you in a couple of days to get the divorce papers and things finalized."
"No, I won't sign the papers."
"Syaoran, please, you can't do this to me." I started to cry, "I loved you so much, more then you can ever know, and you threw my love out the window when you slept with Tomoyo. I can't go on living like this, either you sign the divorce papers...please, I loved you" and I couldn't talk anymore. I cried so hard and fell to the floor.
But he caught me before I touched the ground and held me
I didn't push him away.
I wish I could hate him, but I can't, and that hurt more than him cheating on me.