He held me in his arms what seemed like forever. And I loved it.
I wish I could hate him, I really do, but...I can't.
"This has to stop Sakura, you know I didn't mean to, please...just take me back."
I really want to, but I can't.
My tears become rivers as I push him away, "No, I will not be walked on by you. You messed with my love, and you are getting what you deserve." I turn my back to him. "Now go."
"Sakura, please...please forgive, I love you so much."
"And I love you too Syaoran, you don't get it, I love you so much, I want to forgive you, but I won't."
"Why not, you know that I know what I did was wrong, and that I will never ever think or do anything like that again, please, tell me why."
"Because...I... I don't deserve you. I have a secret too, I...I cheated on you with Eriol."
His eyes grow big and his jaw drops. This was the reaction I was expecting.
"And I didn't tell you. I knew that when I saw you in bed with Tomoyo, that you where going to tell, I knew you did, but I didn't. I said all those things because I wanted you to leave, never to look back on your unfaithful wife. It's been two years since that night, and I never told you. I am the one that doesn't deserve you, you deserve so much better."
He just looks at me in shock through the story. I wish now that I told him sooner.
"It's okay Sakura, I forgive you. That's why they call it love. You do something like that but you realize that that meant nothing to you, that the other person means so much more to you and you want to be with him/her so much more. It's "The Rough Path of Love", every couple goes through this, and it's our turn. We just take the experience we learned from that situation and make our love more powerful."
I just cry during this. He's right, it is "The Rough Path of Love" and I did realize that I love him so much more than I could ever love Eriol.
I cry and fall into his arms, "I love you so much Syaoran." "I love you too Sakura and don't you ever forget that"
"Don't worry," I say though sobs, "I won't"
We stand in each other's arms until the phone rings.
I wipe the tears from my eyes and walk towards the phone, "Hello?"
"Is this Mrs. Li?" says a man.
"Yes, yes it is."
"I am Officer Kazak with the local Police Force, I am sorry to be the one to tell you this, but your friend Tomoyo Daidouji just jumped from her apartment building and is being taken to the local hospital."
I drop the phone as I hear this and clap my hand over my mouth. No, this can't be happening, not now. We just solved everything.
"Sakura, what's wrong."
"Thank you officer," and I hang-up the phone.
"Sakura what is it?" he says with force.
"It's Tomoyo," the tears start up again, "she jumped from her apartment building and is being taken to the hospital."
"What?"
"She jumped because of this. Why now?"
"Come on Sakura, we need to get to the hospital."
We get our coats and leave in Sayoran's car, hoping against hope that she will live.
I wish I could hate him, I really do, but...I can't.
"This has to stop Sakura, you know I didn't mean to, please...just take me back."
I really want to, but I can't.
My tears become rivers as I push him away, "No, I will not be walked on by you. You messed with my love, and you are getting what you deserve." I turn my back to him. "Now go."
"Sakura, please...please forgive, I love you so much."
"And I love you too Syaoran, you don't get it, I love you so much, I want to forgive you, but I won't."
"Why not, you know that I know what I did was wrong, and that I will never ever think or do anything like that again, please, tell me why."
"Because...I... I don't deserve you. I have a secret too, I...I cheated on you with Eriol."
His eyes grow big and his jaw drops. This was the reaction I was expecting.
"And I didn't tell you. I knew that when I saw you in bed with Tomoyo, that you where going to tell, I knew you did, but I didn't. I said all those things because I wanted you to leave, never to look back on your unfaithful wife. It's been two years since that night, and I never told you. I am the one that doesn't deserve you, you deserve so much better."
He just looks at me in shock through the story. I wish now that I told him sooner.
"It's okay Sakura, I forgive you. That's why they call it love. You do something like that but you realize that that meant nothing to you, that the other person means so much more to you and you want to be with him/her so much more. It's "The Rough Path of Love", every couple goes through this, and it's our turn. We just take the experience we learned from that situation and make our love more powerful."
I just cry during this. He's right, it is "The Rough Path of Love" and I did realize that I love him so much more than I could ever love Eriol.
I cry and fall into his arms, "I love you so much Syaoran." "I love you too Sakura and don't you ever forget that"
"Don't worry," I say though sobs, "I won't"
We stand in each other's arms until the phone rings.
I wipe the tears from my eyes and walk towards the phone, "Hello?"
"Is this Mrs. Li?" says a man.
"Yes, yes it is."
"I am Officer Kazak with the local Police Force, I am sorry to be the one to tell you this, but your friend Tomoyo Daidouji just jumped from her apartment building and is being taken to the local hospital."
I drop the phone as I hear this and clap my hand over my mouth. No, this can't be happening, not now. We just solved everything.
"Sakura, what's wrong."
"Thank you officer," and I hang-up the phone.
"Sakura what is it?" he says with force.
"It's Tomoyo," the tears start up again, "she jumped from her apartment building and is being taken to the hospital."
"What?"
"She jumped because of this. Why now?"
"Come on Sakura, we need to get to the hospital."
We get our coats and leave in Sayoran's car, hoping against hope that she will live.