"Yes, our friend, Tomoyo Daidouji, was just brought in here, she jumped
from a building, where is she?" Sakura asked the person at the front desk
franticly. She was really, really frantic. I was expecting her to be but...
it's unusual.
And it's all my fault. If I didn't sleep with her, she would have never jumped off the building. Tomoyo probably thinks its her fault that we fought.
It's just like her.
But everything is better now. Why now? Couldn't we have told her we were back together?
"Yes, she just came in a few moments ago. She's in the emergency area of the hospital."
"Thank you" Sakura said after pulling my arm and dragging me off to the emergency area.
Thank God it was close by so we didn't have to search for so long, we needed to see her.
"Yes, is there a Ms. Daidouji here?" she asked the lady here.
"You mean the suicide girl? Ya, she's here, but she's in surgery. She cracked a lot of bones, and other such. She jumped from eight stories. We give her until the night."
"Don't you say that, DON'T YOU EVER SAY THAT!" screamed Sakura. Tears were forming again.
I made her cry so many times, and just in two days. I've never made her cry so many times in the five years we've been married.
The lady gave us a glance right before a doctor came out of the room with a surgery jacket and mask, "If a Sakura or Syaoran Li come here, send them back immediately... her last wish is to talk to them."
"Were them, I'm Sakura, and this is Syaoran. How bad is she?"
"She's about to die, does that tell you anything. Come now, jumping from eight stories made her lose a lot of blood, she smashed her body, she's really bad. She landed on her back, she's lucky that she lived this long. She's not going to look normal, just talk to her, don't talk about the accident or anything, okay?
"Okay" Sakura and I say together.
We follow him through double door to a poor withered body on a bed, covered in wires and so many things.
It was so sad.
"T...Tomoyo? H...Ho...How are y...ou?" Sakura asked. The face Sakura made when she saw the body. I don't want to remember that face.
I made her give that face, and it's burned in my mind...forever.
"I...I...I fi...ne."
"Tomoyo, please don't die, I...I need you here, we need you hear."
"So, a...re you back to...toge..together?"
"Yes, Tomoyo, don't worry, everything is back to normal, you can get better now." They both start to cry and Tomoyo smiles.
"I am glad, you're happiness m...means everything to m...me."
"Well, it's all better now Tomoyo" and she takes Tomoyo's hand and they stare at each other.
If I didn't know any better, they could probably tell what each other was thinking. They have been friends for so long, it's probably true.
Then it happened.
The machine next to her started to make a long beep noise, they noise it makes when someone's heartbeat stopped.
"I love you Sakura." Tomoyo says faintly over the noise of the machines and the cries of the doctors.
We are immediately pushed aside as doctors swarm to her.
They perform CPR, use the air pump to make her breathe, and the electric paddle things, I don't know what they are called.
But it was no use, the line never went back up.
"Time of death 1:37"
"NOOOOOOOOO!" I hear Sakura cry next to me and she drops to the floor.
Why now? This is all my fault. I destroyed Sakura's happiness and killed someone.
Why now?
And it's all my fault. If I didn't sleep with her, she would have never jumped off the building. Tomoyo probably thinks its her fault that we fought.
It's just like her.
But everything is better now. Why now? Couldn't we have told her we were back together?
"Yes, she just came in a few moments ago. She's in the emergency area of the hospital."
"Thank you" Sakura said after pulling my arm and dragging me off to the emergency area.
Thank God it was close by so we didn't have to search for so long, we needed to see her.
"Yes, is there a Ms. Daidouji here?" she asked the lady here.
"You mean the suicide girl? Ya, she's here, but she's in surgery. She cracked a lot of bones, and other such. She jumped from eight stories. We give her until the night."
"Don't you say that, DON'T YOU EVER SAY THAT!" screamed Sakura. Tears were forming again.
I made her cry so many times, and just in two days. I've never made her cry so many times in the five years we've been married.
The lady gave us a glance right before a doctor came out of the room with a surgery jacket and mask, "If a Sakura or Syaoran Li come here, send them back immediately... her last wish is to talk to them."
"Were them, I'm Sakura, and this is Syaoran. How bad is she?"
"She's about to die, does that tell you anything. Come now, jumping from eight stories made her lose a lot of blood, she smashed her body, she's really bad. She landed on her back, she's lucky that she lived this long. She's not going to look normal, just talk to her, don't talk about the accident or anything, okay?
"Okay" Sakura and I say together.
We follow him through double door to a poor withered body on a bed, covered in wires and so many things.
It was so sad.
"T...Tomoyo? H...Ho...How are y...ou?" Sakura asked. The face Sakura made when she saw the body. I don't want to remember that face.
I made her give that face, and it's burned in my mind...forever.
"I...I...I fi...ne."
"Tomoyo, please don't die, I...I need you here, we need you hear."
"So, a...re you back to...toge..together?"
"Yes, Tomoyo, don't worry, everything is back to normal, you can get better now." They both start to cry and Tomoyo smiles.
"I am glad, you're happiness m...means everything to m...me."
"Well, it's all better now Tomoyo" and she takes Tomoyo's hand and they stare at each other.
If I didn't know any better, they could probably tell what each other was thinking. They have been friends for so long, it's probably true.
Then it happened.
The machine next to her started to make a long beep noise, they noise it makes when someone's heartbeat stopped.
"I love you Sakura." Tomoyo says faintly over the noise of the machines and the cries of the doctors.
We are immediately pushed aside as doctors swarm to her.
They perform CPR, use the air pump to make her breathe, and the electric paddle things, I don't know what they are called.
But it was no use, the line never went back up.
"Time of death 1:37"
"NOOOOOOOOO!" I hear Sakura cry next to me and she drops to the floor.
Why now? This is all my fault. I destroyed Sakura's happiness and killed someone.
Why now?