Disclaimer: I do not own any of the characters. I'm not making any profit!! So don't sue me!! Summary: Just a story of Hermione and Sirius' life together!! Told from Hermione's point of view! (set after graduation)

A/N: If it totally sux, tell me!! If it doesn't please tell me!!! This is just something I found that I wrote like a long time ago. It was before the fifth book came out so, sorry about any kind of mix up.

Understanding Feelings

Chapter 1: The Engagment

To say I was comfortable would be the biggest understatement of the century. I was at one of my best friend's house sitting against the man I had always loved. And to top that off, we were outside (on a blanket) watching the sun rise.Yes, I Hermione Ann Granger was in love with one Siruis Black.

"Hermione" Siruis whispered as he tilted his head to see me better

"I have something for you love" Slowly I turned around so I was facing him. It was then I saw his piercing blue eyes. His eyes seemed to make me melt in a way I had never experienced. It was his eyes that I first fell in love with.

While I was sitting there thinking to myself, I didn't notice him pull out a small box. Nor did I see him open it to reveal a beautiful ring with a large diamond. Nope, I Hermione 'bushy haired' Granger was staring off into space like the weirdo I was. "So" Siruis started an evident blush on his face even in the dark "You want to get married any time soon?"

"Yes" was all I could choke out. I was stunned but a little part of me was saying 'kiss him already'

So that is exactly what I did. I kissed him with such passion and such longing I could feel his lips slowly swell.

And that's what we did for hours. We kissed and stared into each others eyes. The only words we spoke were 'I love you'. He didn't even put my ring on until later that morning.

When it was finally time to go inside we snuck into the burrow. When we reached the landing where he would go left and I would go right, he kissed me and I kissed him back.

As soon as my head touched the pillow, I could hear Mrs. Weasley fixing brekfast in the kitchen. Everyone would wonder why I was tired and comment on how I was falling asleep and the table. But at that moment all I could think about was Siruis.

'I can't believe were getting married' Hermione thought happily 'Mrs. Hermione A. Black has a nice ring to it'.

And that's how I fell asleep that June morning, thinking about the future.

A/N: please review!! Jesse S